Umm and by "if that doesn't say something about people I don't know what would" you mean that we're kinda special or like fucked-up? I mean I don't care if let's say ppl came to my window to throw tomatoes at me for wanting to fuck an evil clown from outer space I was just kinda looking for ways to stop feeling so controversial when compared to my peers. I also have 0 clown-fucker friends so I'm basically an anon flying from flower to flower trying to understand myself better
I meant it says something about other people if I find pennywise more attractive than most of society. Like, real people are too picky and judgmental. With the clown, you can make him anything you want! It’s one of the great parts about it.
There’s no need to feel bad for this. It’s all in good fun and most of us find it comforting.