class 18

NCT as kids in my class
  • Taeil: *always on time and seems to be paying attention but doesn't actually know what's going on*
  • Hansol: *blasts shakira's 'hips don't lie' every possible minute for two weeks straight*
  • Johnny: *has shown up to class for maybe four days in three weeks*
  • Taeyong: safety first kids, please always remember that
  • Yuta: i know i shouldn't have punched him but i mean it was a discussion about women's rights and he was wrong
  • Kun&Winwin: *always talk in chinese and take great pleasure in the fact that no one else understands what they're saying*
  • Doyoung: actually if you crash down there and die then your family is gonna get a lot less money than if you crash and end up having paraplegia, think about that
  • Ten: *already didn't do the homework on the second day*
  • Jaehyun: *always late, always asleep, somehow the teachers love him*
  • Mark: when will i get paid for enduring this
  • Renjun: *helps everyone with the homework*
  • Jeno&Jaemin: *applaude when bus driver manages to turn the bus around in the middle of the street*
  • Haechan: *on the bus* okay but i am sitting in the cool seat so i am the cool kid so you cannot complain about what music i play *plays 'never gonna give you up' and almost gets killed*
  • Chenle: no i'm not thinking about what to answer, i'm thinking about if i should give you an answer or not
  • Jisung: my mum will still love me if i fail this grade so it's okay
8

For a long time all I wanted for Christmas were books about outdoor survival. I was convinced that the woods were calling me. I camped a lot, I took classes. At 18, I told myself if I don’t live in the woods by myself by the time I’m 25, I have failed.

Happy 35th Birthday Christopher Robert Evans, June 13, 1981 

Chat messages - Bucky x Reader - Part 5

Heyo, my potatoes! ♥ It took me a bit to write this one (especially after a fucking teacher took my phone away - I’m in fucking 12th class and am 18 and an adult and the first lesson didn’t even start - but I have it back after going to the school’s office :P), but here it is! I hope you enjoy! ♥

PART 1 - PART 2 - PART 3 - PART 4

Summary - After you found out that James, the funny man you know from Tumblr, is actually James Buchanan Barnes, an Avenger and ex-assassin and former Sergeant, you have to decide how to proceed with your relationship.

Words - 1,561

Warnings - a LOT of crying prepare some tissues! , angst, self-doubts, somewhat a panic attack, alcohol what did you expect?


Originally posted by imagine-that-marvel

Originally posted by lastwordem


It was a bad decision to fall asleep on the couch. Well, okay, you didn’t actually plan on falling asleep on the couch, but you still regret it, your back and limb hurting with every move. After a hot shower you feel a bit better.

It feels like the clock’s standing still, you’re lost in the mess in your head, trying to figure out what to do with your current situation. It takes the whole day to finally get to a conclusion.

You gonna tell him that you know about him and that you have feelings for him too.

More determined than ever, you get home, pretty early this time around, throw your bag and jacket on the island counter and immediately sit down on the couch, the laptop on your lap, turning it on and logging in to Skype.

Your fingers hover over the keyboard and slowly self-doubts travel up your body, stopping your finger and mind to do anything stupid. You’ve put together a whole speech while walking home and now it just vanished, the monsters whispering into your ear, telling you how ugly you are. That you’re awkward and you’re a disgrace to everyone. To your friends, to your parents, to the whole world and especially to James. That your life is worthless and you don’t deserve James at all.

Your breath hitches in your throat, a knot in your stomach tightening with every other thought and tears burn in your eyes.

Your little silent living room with the added kitchen area fills with painful sobs. It feels like the panic attack from yesterday, when you start to hyperventilate and your mind starts spinning again. You remember Miles, how he calmed you down, so you do your best to calm your breathing until the tears stop spilling out of your eyes. You dry your tears with your sleeves and press the call button.

It takes a few seconds until James picks up.

“Hey, Y/N-”

“James…”

Your breathing is heavy, still hurting your whole body.

“I can’t do this anymore.”

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Story time

I’ve been seeing posts about how Carrie Fisher effected different people’s lives, so I just felt like sharing how she helped mine.

So when I was little my mom put me in dance classes. It wasn’t bad but the other girls picked on me for having dark hair and dark eyes. (It sounds ridiculous but in a class of 18 snobby blonds you get treated bad). I went home one night and asked my mom if I could get contacts and bleach my hair.

She answered “Do you think Princess Leia is pretty?” I told her of course. “Well she has dark hair and dark eyes and everyone loves her. She’s beautiful and so are you. Go tell anyone who says otherwise that they’re jealous they don’t look like a space princess!”

I know this story sounds probably really insignificant and silly, but an 8yr old me took it to heart. Also the next girl who teased me got kicked in the shin.

I’ve been feeling productive so I’m taking a picture of myself

We won….battle of the classes…y'all don’t understand…it’s been 6+ years since an odd year graduating class won…since 2009 nobody else won as seniors (2011 2013 2015 nope nope and nope!). We broke a curse…our class president was tearing up and our officers were crying!!!

  you’re fulfilling your destiny anakin. become my apprentice. learn to use the dark side of the force.   

  anakin skywalker, this so called CHOSEN ONE was rejected. a nine year old boy who was taken away from his home. snatched from his mom’s warm grasp, snatched away from the life he knew and the only family he had. only for the jedi council ; anakin’s idols. the men he wanted to grow up to be like. turned him like he was nothing. like so many had before him. reminding anakin that he was nothing but that slave boy from tatooine. with no future. that was until chancellor palpatine, who was a friendly face among those who turned their backs to him. had taken him under his wing, promised to make him stronger, promised that anakin would have his revenge on the men that took him from his mom only to deny him everything he had hoped for.

  i pledge myself  … to your teachings …

  anakin skywalker was no longer. the chosen one was nothing but a myth. buried deep within him. he wasn’t here to bring balance. no … no. quite the opposite really. LORD VADER was here to remove the threat of the jedi. these so called peacekeepers, who were truly at the heart of this war and raging havoc among the stars.   the galaxy will one day belong to the sith once more. without the threat of the jedi.

  droids had placed their bombs upon the door of the ship that SENATOR AMIDALA was currently on-board. how perfect. not only was their the jedi to get rid of. but the minds of those in the senate that had to be changed.   ( or manipulated. whatever floats your boat )   with a single hand gesture, the door was ripped from its hinges with the explosion, falling with a loud thud and creating a man-made hole in the side of the ship. allowing lord vader of the separatist army to step through with his fleet of droids behind him. his lightsaber was brought to his hand through the force, activating as skin came into contact with its hilt. the red glow illuminating as swung it. bringing all those in his way to his knees, slicing the blade through their skin, killing them almost instantly.   a sweat didn’t even break as he moved down the hall. all those who tried to fight him all met the same fate. and now lord vader was standing behind the single door that divided him from the senator.   ❛ search the ship. execute anyone in your path ! ❜   he ordered the droids, before turning his full attention to the door.

  with a twirl of his lightsaber, lord vader was quick to shove it through the material of the door, sparks flew and the door began to melt under the heat of his lightsaber. both hands on the hilt, he twisted and turned it. creating a man shaped hole for him to be enter through. once reaching where he began, the lightsaber was pulled out and deactivated, the section he had cut out fell to the ground with another loud thud, allowing him to duck down and step through it. the hood covered his face, more so the yellow glow of his eyes. a voice manipulator covered his mouth, enacting more fear to those in his way. able to use a more dooming, machine like voice to create fear.   ❛ senator. ❜   though his mouth was covered, his eyes lifted in a way that showed he was smiling underneath the mask. his head bowed. a sign of respect. he remembered her quite well, very well actually. the once queen of naboo … who showed a part of humanity anakin had never seen before in watto’s shop. the last time he had seen her was when they first arrived on coruscant … moments before anakin was rejected.   my, she looked so much older.

  ❛ count dooku sends his regards. he couldn’t make it to this portion of today’s show. but i’m surely he will be around for the final act during the evening. ❜   in truth, dooku was on his way here with his own army of droids at his command. it was just, lord vader was quicker, faster, able to get the job done more efficiently, dooku was the distraction. whilst lord vader was the true name and the true face that will be feared across the galaxy.   ❛ come peacefully. no harm will come to you. ❜   a hesitation.

  ❛ … yet anyway. ❜

@libertinedeath taadaa ! //  padme amidala 

My theory on 18

So lately I have seen a few blogs on here talking about how 18 CAN’T be about Larry. Well I have a theory to prove that it COULD be about them and this is my analysis of the song. 

Firstly the line ‘I have loved you since we were 18′, people say immediately makes it not about Larry as they were never 18 at the same time, but that doesn’t mean it can’t be referring to when they both were actually 18. 

For instance when Louis was 18, Harry was 16. This was when they met aka when their relationship started on X factor. They were both free to express their feelings to one another and only had to restrain themselves to a minimum.  

When Harry was 18, Louis was 20. This would mean their relationship has lasted for 2 years (2010, 2011, 2012, and we all know what happened in 2012 with the whole ‘Bullshit’ tweet) before by their 3rd year as a band (2013) their relationship was slowly changing and they began to be separated more by the management. 

I wanna love like you made me feel, when we were 18′ - Basically they want to love again like they did in 2010-2012, from when Louis was 18 to when Harry was 18; 2 years. (Before shit changed)

Other lyrics, such as ‘a long way from the playground’ could be referring to the fact that they had grown up and that their love isn’t like some childish playground crush; and that people need to believe that their love is real and isn’t just a teenage phase. 

Long before we both thought the same thing’ - One of them probably took longer to admit their feelings, (Louis had a girlfriend during the first few months of X factor) so Harry could of been in love with Louis, but Louis took longer to realize he felt the same way back. 

We made a start, be it a false one I know’ - This could be talking about how people started to ship them and Larry Stylinson in some ways became publicity for One Direction. They made a start to be together, but they had to live a false life for it to actually begin (they have to pretend like they don’t have any feelings towards each other besides friendship, except its blatantly obvious that they are in love, so that failed). Larry Stylinson was being (and still is) referred to as a false ship (that it isn’t real). 

To be loved and to be in love’ -  To be still loved by the fans and everyone else (because their relationship to some people may be classed as wrong, I know many people who are homophobic) and to be in love with each other as well. So they are being excepted and being loved by society, and therefore they get to be in love with each other as well. 

We took a chance’ - They did take a chance (it may not have worked out). 

Yet all along, I knew we’d be fine’ - People were probably telling them that it might not work out and no matter how much they tried - ’God knows we tried’ - it would probably get dismissed fairly quickly. But they knew ‘we’d be fine’ because in most ways, many people except them but the management are the ones holding them back. They got through it together.  

And all I can do is say that these arms are made for holding you- This pretty much speaks for itself, I mean their arms are meant for each other. 

Let’s split the night wide open’ -  Because everything they do together literally causes chaos, basically splitting the night apart (Many people are losing sleep over them). 

We’ll see everything we can, living love in slow motion’ - However everything they do ‘splits the night wide open’, they get to spend time together, loving each other and therefore pretty much ‘living love’ in slow motion as even though they are still having to hide it, that one small opportunity (moment) caused them to experience a small amount of love again for each other.   

I have probably over analysed everything here but these theories all came to me and just wanted to share them. I mean Ed Sheeran wrote this song and everyone knows how much meaning there is behind his lyrics. Also he did confirm that the song was about One Direction and preferably about two people within it, not referring to whether it was between two members of the band or one member and their girlfriend. And since Harry and Ed are so close, Harry could have influenced some of the lyrics and maybe even wrote a few of them. 

Anyways this is only my own opinion and I know people have other theories but I just really wanted to share mine and see what you all think about it. And lets face it, Larry is real

LMAO I ENDED UP PASSING MY THERMODYNAMICS MIDTERM INSTEAD OF FAILING IT LIKE I THOUGHT I DID!!!

I THOUGHT I ONLY GOT ONE QUESTION RIGHT OUT OF THE EIGHT. I DIDN’T!!! I GOT A FUCKING 16 POINTS. THAT’S A B!!!

THE CLASS AVERAGE WAS AN 18 AHAHAHAHAHHA I’M SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!

oh my god I even bullshitted like one of the questions and thought I got THAT wrong lol nope i got points for it still. Even when I bullshit, I somehow manage to get it right ahahhahaa I’m so happy!!!