I wish I could tell you every thought that goes through my mind, because you are on every single fucking one. I wish you could somehow feel my love that spills from my teeth every time I say your name.
Having you apart of my life has been a dream come true, and I’m currently in wonderland. You have my head spinning and my heart racing with every vibration in your voice, and it doesn’t matter what you’re saying, or if your voice is cracking from trying not to cry, because every time I hear your sweet voice I melt..I melt like the honey comb we bought together from the honey guy at the farmers market.
Every time your eyes blink, I can see the way your eyelashes gracefully fall with the weight of your eyelid, just like the way I fell when I first laid eyes on you.
You…you of all people. How could I have be so lucky to call you my girlfriend? I will never understand, I don’t understand a lot of things in life. But I’m certain that I understand one thing. I understand my love for you, I understand how scared I am, Jesus Christ I understand. And I think, for the first time in my life, I completely understand something.
My life finally means something to me now. Before you, I was confused. I didn’t know what I wanted, where I had to be, or if I even wanted to continue breathing. But holy shit, on April 17th, 2014…my life finally made sense. When I held your hand I felt our hands age together, and when I kissed your lips I tasted the next 60 years.
There is nothing more in life that I can ever understand, more than I understand the amount of love my heart and soul holds for you. I’m so in love with you. My god, please don’t ever forget it.