You just are. Don’t look for more than that. Smile, be happy, be sad, be alive. The most beautiful people have known sadness; the most scarred are often the most full of wisdom. We’re all scarred, and we’re all sad. But we beat it by waking up the next day and continuing on. There’s more meaning in that than in everything else you’ll do. Just, stop searching, and you’ll become who you are meant to be before you know it.