Ok my dear beloved followers. Here is a new video to announce my official full on return to blogging and my return to the user lifestyle you all for some reason find infatuating :) I have a new phone now my last switch and final device and I have lots of space and the app newly downloaded so I’m set :) I’ve been sober for a while so I gained a bit of weight but I’m almost fully grown into what I like and will continue to share the rest of my journey ! Pls be so kind as to full my inbox and send me lots of questions or comments I promise to be consistent in posting !
Big girls are beautiful too. I’m not the hour glass shaped, no double chin having big girl you see in ads. I’m an apple shape. I have a double chin, arm rolls, no hips, no booty. BUT IM STILL BEAUTIFUL. Don’t let social standards define you. Don’t let other people’s ideas define you.
Eye Color: Brown! Light brown, like tawny. Glasses or contacts? Nope.
Hair color: Black Type of hair (coarse, fine, thick, etc?) Thicc and coarse!
Typical hairstyle: She mostly keeps it simple–down around her shoulders, and mostly it’s straight, with the exception of it tending to be flyaway.
Type of body/build: Medium tall and a lil chubby.
Nationality: from Sri Lanka!
Skin tone: Brown, warm-toned.
Scars? Only superficial ones in the beginning.
Is s/he healthy? Physically, yeah. If not, why not: Her mind is fucked up tho.
Physical disabilities: None in this lifetime.
Physical abilities (what is character good at? sports, etc.): She’s got endurance. Not so much strength, though.
Favorite Color: Purple
Favorite Food: anything spicy.
Drinks: Tea! But mostly white tea and sweeter, spicier ones, like chai.
Worst bad habit? She needs confirmation from others beore she makes a decision, and she’ll trust her own opinion less than someone else’s. She’ll go through with someone else’s plan even if she thinks it’s a bad idea.
Type of childhood: Pretty normal and uneventful. She loved school, and read a lot. Her dad always bought her books as fast as she could read them. He worked in a resale shop and any books that came to him that couldn’t be resold–missing covers, missing pages, etc.– were given to her. She read a lot of books with gaping holes in the plot.
Most important childhood event that still affects him/her: Lamo the events of the book are the most important childhood event because it’s a coming of age story.
Booksmart or streetsmart? More booksmart.
Religion and/or religious views and/or tendencies? Obviously believes in rebirth lmao
Greatest fear: Failure. Because the world counts on it. And because it means never going back home to her friends and family again. Never figuring out what she wants with her life. Living only a destiny that’s been forced upon her; getting so wrapped up in the other past lives that she loses the opportunity to have her own.
What single event would most throw character’s life in complete turmoil? Lol the events of the story tbh.
Character is most at ease when: She’s in a familiar environment.
Most ill at ease when: She has to sleep out in the open.
Priorities: Save the world > lunch > everything else
How s/he feels about self: She’s concerned about losing herself in the fact that she’s got so many past life memories, all of whom are so much more exciting and important than she feels.
Past failure s/he would be embarrassed to have people know about: Fighting with Ruby that spurred all of the monster shit.
If granted one wish, what would it be? To just let things go back to the way they were.
Daredevil or cautious? Cautious, definitely. Same when alone? Yes. Even more so.
Greatest source of weakness in character’s personality (whether s/he sees it as such or not): doesn’t trust herself to be right, but trusts others even when her instincts tell her not to. Character’s soft spot: most of her spots are pretty soft tbh. But she’s a fuckin fighter despite bein a cinnamon roll.
Biggest vulnerability: fear of failure. You can guilt her really easily if she feels like she let you down at all.
Which of the 7 deadly sins does character give into, willingly or not? (lust, gluttony, greed, sloth, wrath, envy, pride)
Which of the 7 virtues does your character have? (chastity, abstinence, leberality, diligence, patience, kindness, humility)
Optimist or pessimist? pessimist.
Introvert or extrovert? introvert
Extremely skilled at: cooking though she doesn’t love doing it.
Extremely unskilled at: fighting, at least at first, and lying
One word character would use to describe self: Trying.
How CHARACTER thinks others perceive him/her? Weak, doesn’t have her own personality, unimportant
INTERRELATION WITH OTHERS
Strangers? Shy and quiet.
Friends? Shy and timid, but also sometimes a bit of a fighter. She doesn’t like to be treated like a child.
Protagonist? It’s her!
Antagonist? The Monster inside Ruby, so she doesn’t get a lot of time to interact lol
How character react in a crisis (calm/panic/etc.)? Surprisingly calm. She sees that there is a solution for everything–even if it takes some work.
How does character face problems? Either head-on, or not at all. A problem in the landscape? A bump in the road of the plan? Done. She’s got this. Her own problems? She settles on the worst case scenario and sets up camp.
How does character react to change? It depends. She’s pretty objective though. Like, if she’s going to leave her nice, quaint home for Cotton Candy River, she’ll be pretty okay with that change. But to go into a forest with no expertise and no food is… more troubling.
Jewelry? Not really! Unless you count a jewel encrusted sword lol
Other accessories? She wears a pirate coat all the time, from her previous life.
Spending habits (frugal, spendthrift, etc)? Frugal! She likes to have an emergency fund and polices the funds when she can, but every once in a while she’ll see something so cool or so delicious looking that she’ll blow a week’s worth of budget in one purchase
What does s/he do too much of? She fuckin’ loves bread. She’s a bread monster. Keep your bread away from her.
Too little of? Sleeping. While she gets 8 hours a night in theory, only 30 minutes at a time are sleeping, and the rest are hour-2 hour long blocks of wakefulness
Most prized possession: Why? The pirate coat is important to her because it might save her friend’s life, or stimulate a memory that could do so.
Play musical instrument? Nope. :( She wishes she had the dexterity.
Does character like animals? A little afraid of them, but she like fluffy ones, big or small.
Any pets? No :( I thought about giving the group a rabbit at one point? one who was a human and had used sorcery to turn himself into a rabbit and now can’t switch back. but I took it out because I hated it.
Person character secretly admires: She really looks up to Ursa, her final past life. For her intense personality and bravery.
Person character was most influenced by: Her dad, who taught her that while it’s important to be outside and exercise and to play with friends, that a lot of times, war-torn regions change those priorities. She read a lot instead, until the place she’s from became so rough that she had to be sent to live with her uncle Idris.
Most important person in character’s life before story starts: Her best friend. They did everything together, and she was brave, but not too brave.