christmasprom

prom

it’s weird how times change. Just a year ago I would have never even thought about going to a prom.. And now, just a month or 4 later, I was at my first prom ever… A Christmas one.

Now, I am not someone to wear a dress so to hear my friends say that i look good in it is such a big thing to me.. To even have friends is.. However sad that may sound. I only had one real friend untill 5 months ago, a girl with who I have spent most of my childhood… Now I can call a lot more people my friends and I can honestly say that I have never ever been so happy.. This was one of the best nights of my life (yes I know how weird that sounds, a school dance has been one of my best nights ever,,, what a nerd) and that’s not because I got compliments on the dress I was wearing…

It was because of the fact that for the first time in my life I really felt like I belonged somewhere. 
Yes I have been hanging out with this group of people longer, but I never felt it so strong as tonight. I know this may sound cliche or sappy, but it is in fact the truth.. 

I don’t think that I have ever smiled and laughed this much in school and that says a lot.. I know that my friends may not read this, but I want to thank them anyway, cause without them this night would have been nothing to me… I wouldn’t even have gone to prom in the first place