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unexpected thankyou :)

when i was scrolling sa twitter, biglang nag pop out sa fb tong message na to. 

" Merry Christmas Jamela!!!"

so ayon nagreply ako syempre >:))

 hoi ahahahahah merry Christmas din excited ka mamaya pa hahahahaha djk lng:)))

tas nagreply din ung kausap ko. Hahahaha eh may bumati sakin eh kala ko pasko na HAHAHA and so on…

HAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

So noong  sunday  may  nag pm sakin ang isang long time no see, no chat, no talk na friend XD naging friend  ko din naman sya nung grade 6 dahil nakatabi ko sya  at bf na sya ngayon ng aking friend din na hindi na nakakasama kasi nsa ibang school na. (ang daming connections no  xD ) HAHAHAh so si Kim yung tinutukoy ko. si Kim Mercado na  nasa kabilang dako na ng mundo, woah sosyaaaal! HAHAHA. nag chat sya sakin  sabi nyaaa

JAMEEEeLAAAAAAAAA :D

and nung nakausap ko na sya bigla syang  nag tha thankyou.

bakit? 

   kasi daw ang bait ko sakanya nung grade school days… (woah nagulat ako seryosoo . ako? mabait? HAHAHA)

nagkatabi kasi kami nun nung grade 6 kasi nilipat sya sa section namin para tumino , maharot kasi sya. so parang ampon sya ng grade 6 Nobility. then ayon sabi nya sakin. 

"Wala naalala kita haha kase ang bait mo sakin nun grade 6 naalala mo ba yun nung nalipat ako sa first section kase maharot ako tas ang bait bait mo sakin nun tinuturuan mo ko sa hw and shits haha” at madami pang iba. so inshort namimiss nya daw ako at nagtha thankyou sya sa lahat lahat at sobrang nakaka taba ng puso un as in. Kasi prng i made a difference in him LOOOOOl drama. wala natouch lang ako kasi nag thankyou siyaaa at ganon pala ko kabait sakanya. HAAHHAHAAH di ako aware xD salabahe din kasi ako inaamin ko HAHAHAHAH pero wala nakaka touch lng tlaga na mag thankyou sayo ang isang dating kaibigan nakaktaba ng puso :)  
My Christmas Gift for You

What happened to the guy who I fell in love with? The one who told me I was beautiful, that I was perfect, that I could be a beauty queen ‘cause I had beauty, brains, and talent? The one who told my friends that he’d never let me go ‘cause I was too good to be true? The one who didn’t care what his family thought as long as he had me? The one who got mad when I wore indecent clothes? The one who promised loyalty and trust? The one who held me tight when I was feeling bad? The one who took care of me while I was trying to sleep? The one who worried whenever I got home late? The one who would be so elated whenever I play with him? The one who appreciated all that I’ve given him? The one who wished that I stay forever? The one who swore he’d never break my heart and hurt me? The one who said I was the most important thing in the world?

I’m sorry I couldn’t keep my promise. I stayed as long as I could. I have given you everything. I have made you the center of my universe. I’m sorry that wasn’t enough for you. I’m sorry you had to lose me and I left you alone.

I know right now, you might be laughing at me. That you’re happy with your life. But I know someday you will realize how much you lost when you lost me. ‘Cause I know you’ll never find anyone doing a better job than me, with loving you.