I made little owl Christmas ornaments! In August! Nothing makes sense!
We got in our first shipment of christmas merchandise at the craft store last week and I had to make some kind of example piece out of the new shatter-proof ornaments so of course I went for a Harry Potter theme. I spent the better part of my day yesterday painting tiny gold stripes onto tiny red scarves and acquiring a not at all tiny cramp in my neck.
we never touched, probably never will.
but i miss you like a kid misses christmas during the middle of august, in that ugly scorching heat.
i want you back so bad that i burn daily.
that i hope you see this.
that if you do, you come rushing back to me. even when i told you i didnt want you
we never touched. probably never will.
just know, you are loved.