Request: Hi Tori! You’re like my favorite author ever. Could you maybe write one where Bucky cheats on the reader, of course she’s heartbroken and when he realizes what he’s done he does everything to get her back? With happy or sad ending, whatever you prefer
Pairing: Bucky x Reader
Warnings: Bucky trying (not really a warning but eh)
A/N: My best friend’s phone was fucking up (I could hear her perfectly fine but she couldn’t hear anything but static) and she told me that she could hear laughter from my end through the static noise and I flipped my shit because I wasn’t laughing. At. All. It was creepy as hell. But anyways, continue on :)
Bucky went the rest of the week not talking to you, not because he didn’t want to talk or be around you but because he was giving you space and because he had been planning on how to gain your trust back.
He couldn’t start big, you know, asking you to have dinner with him or be alone with you in general. He feared you still may not be comfortable around him and just him. He decided to start small.
“Please?” Bucky whined, clasping his hands together as he stood in front of Natasha and Steve.
“What movie are we gonna be watching?” Steve questioned. Bucky didn’t know why he asked, Steve would watch it with them no matter what.
“Burlesque.” he responds.
Natasha groaned. “Ugh but that’s her favorite movie and I hate that movie and then she’s gonna sing literally everything and then I’m gonna want to punch her because she has such an amazing voice and-”
“Hater.” Steve cut Natasha off from her rambling and she glared at him.
“So what do you say?” Bucky asked.
Steve looked at Natasha who pouted and smiled. “We’ll be there.”
“Great!” Bucky exclaimed at the same time Natasha groaned. Again. “I’ll go call her, hopefully she’ll answer and I’ll invite her over. Can you guys set up the living room?”
Steve smiled at his friend who was overly excited. “Yeah we got it pal.”
Bucky nods and runs off to his room. He grabs his phone and dials your number but something dawns on him and he quickly ends the call.
“Maybe this whole thing was a big mistake. I shouldn’t call her. She needs time away from me and I need to give her that.” He tells himself. “Ah, screw it.”
Bucky dials your number again and held the phone up to his hear. He hears the first ring and quickly ends it again.
“What are you doing? Just leave her alone!” he scolds himself. Bucky runs his fingers through his hair as he looked down at your contact. “Fuck it.”
For the third time, he calls you, only to hang up again after the second ring. “That’s it. I’m done. I’m not gonna call her, this was a mistake, she would’ve said no anyways.” he mumbles to himself. Bucky was just about to get up to tell Natasha and Steve it was off when his phone began ringing. He looked at the screen and gulped. It was Y/N.
Without hesitation, Bucky pressed the answer button. “Hello?”
“Hey Bucky.” you say, a little awkward. “Why’d you call?”
Bucky’s face paled. “Um.. It’s not - I just - it’s nothing actually.”
“You called me three times, it’s something.” you state.
Bucky sighed. “I.. Was wondering if you’d like to maybe come over and watch a movie with me?” you open your mouth to respond but he beats you to it. “-well not just me. Steve and Nat will be there to.”
At the mention of Natasha’s name, you calm down a bit. It won’t be awkward with those two with you. “Yeah sure, I’ll be there in ten.”
And sure enough, you were there, laying your head on Natasha’s lap on one couch while Steve and Bucky were on the other. While you were so focused on the movie, singing along with Christina Aguilera to Bound To You, Bucky watched from the opposite couch with a smile on his face.
He loved your voice. The days when you stayed the night together and he’d have nightmares, you would sing him back to sleep. Your voice - how do you even describe such a beautiful sound?
After the movie ended, you called it a night. You hugged Steve then Natasha before moving along to Bucky. You had almost hugged him but stopped yourself from doing so. Would it be too awkward?
Bucky gave you a small smile and waved. “Bye Y/N, see you later.”
You let out a sigh of relief, mentally thanking Bucky for not pushing it. “Yeah, see ya.”
It was like that for a while, he would hang out with you with the others around as to not make it so weird or awkward between the two of you. He didn’t want it to seem like he was forcing you to be around him. Bucky wanted you to be comfortable with his presence, and after a while, you were.
Once he knew you were okay to be around him alone, he decided to level up.
“Hey Y/N.” he says as he walked into Tony’s lab, spotting you at the table with a box full of bunnies in front of you.
With your tight grip on the box, you turn your head to Bucky. “Hey what’s up?”
“Um.. I was.. I’m sorry, what’s up with the bunnies?” he questioned, slowly walking over to you.
“Tony’s trying to make little stupid suits for them. That’s torture!” you respond, looking into the box with loving eyes. “These poor bunnies.”
Bucky thought it over, once, then twice before grabbing the box of bunnies. This startles you and you jump up from your seat, eyeing the brunette.
“Let’s get them out of here then, yeah?” he says, causing a smile to grow on your face. You look around the room and nod, the two of you quickly making your grand escape. When the elevator doors open up to the lobby, you smile, rushing out with Bucky following behind you. Before you made it to the door, Wanda walks in, smiling yet confused to see you with Bucky.
“What’s going on here?” she asked, trying to stay serious but she couldn’t help the smile that was easing its way on her face.
“Saving bunnies, no time to stop and talk. See you later Wanda.” you respond rushing past her but stopping and backing up. “And don’t tell Tony.”
You exit the building and Wanda looks up at Bucky with a smirk. “My question still stands.”
Bucky shrugs. “You heard the woman, saving bunnies.” and with that, he walks out to meet you outside.
“We should probably walk away from the building.” you say, trying to catch your breath. “Wow, I barely ran and I’m out of breath. I need to work out more.”
Bucky laughs, glancing at you ever so often as the two of you walked down the street.
“So what are you gonna do with these bunnies?” Bucky spoke up, half way down the road.
You shrug. “I dunno, keep them and raise them as my children.”
“That’s a good idea.” Bucky chuckled before you suddenly gasp, causing Bucky’s eyes to widen.
“What’ll I do if my apartment has an inspection? My building doesn’t allow pets. Oh no.” you groan.
Bucky thinks quick. “You could drop them off with me.” he suggests. “I’ll sneak them in my room, Tony will never know I have them and besides, no one ever comes in my room except Steve and I know he won’t say anything.”
You think it over for a bit. It should be fine, you consider Bucky to be a friend. Not a good friend or a best friend or even a close friend, but a friend. And friend was enough.
“Yeah, okay.” you nod, continuing your walk.
Bucky then remembers what he was meant to ask you in the first place, before the whole ‘saving bunnies’ thing took off. “Hey do you want to get some coffee with me?”
You let out a laugh at his outburst and he continued. “Actually I really want hot chocolate. The weathers really nice for hot chocolate.”
It really was. It was nearly December so it was pretty chilly outside. Soon they’d have snow falling.
“Aw now I really want hot chocolate too.” you whined, causing Bucky to chuckle.
“Let’s go get some. The bunnies can come too.” he says and you nod, allowing him to lead the way.
“Hey Bucky.” Tony calls out as he entered the kitchen where Bucky was rummaging through the fridge. He stands up straight and closes the fridge door.
“You and Y/N are on good terms, right?” he asked.
“Uh, yeah. Why?” Bucky was now intrigued.
“She left this in the lab the other day. Mind taking it back to her?” Tony held out a jacket and Bucky nods, grabbing the clothing.
Bucky made it to your apartment in record time and knocked on your door.
“One minute!” he could hear you shout before seeing you peek through the little window right next to the door. You open your door and pull him in quickly before shutting and locking the door again.
By the look on your face, something was going on but before Bucky could ask you what was wrong, you spoke.
“Remember when I thought it was a good idea to take care of seven bunnies?” you ask him and he nods. “Well it’s not. It’s a horrible, horrible idea.”
Before he could ask why, seven bunnies come hopping out of your room and into the living room.
“They won’t stay still. One hopped up on the counter and knocked over a plate. I can’t do this.” you say. Bucky held in his laugh as he watched one bunny continuously hop on the curtains until they fell, causing you to let out a frustrated groan.
“Okay, okay, I have an idea.” Bucky spoke.
“We can give them away to people walking along the street.” he says and you ponder over it, tapping your chin in the process.
“For free?” you ask.
“And we’ll give them away to people who look like they’d be the perfect person to love and take care of a bunny?”
You look around, seeing the mess that the bunnies were already making and nod. “Okay, let’s do it.”
Which is how you both ended up on the street, asking people that were passing by if they wanted a free bunny. You had gave away almost all of them, only leaving 2 in the box.
“Hey little boy!” you say, catching the young boys attention. His mother looks at you before they both walk over to you and Bucky. “You want a free bunny?”
“Yeah!” he then looks up at his mother. “Can I have one, please mom, please?”
The mother looks at the bunnies, then at you and Bucky. “Why are you giving them away? Is there something wrong with them?”
“No, there was just too many of them to take care of all at once. I promise you they are completely healthy.” you respond with a smile.
The mother looks down at her child who was smiling up at her with hope in his eyes before nodding. “Okay. You can have one.”
“Yay!” the boy cheers and Bucky reaches into the box, pulling out a bunny and handing it over to the kid.
“Look, I even bought him a little jacket.” you say before standing up straight. Bucky thinks back to just ten minutes ago when you forced him to help you put tiny jackets on all seven bunnies. You didn’t want them to get cold.
“Thank you!” the child grins.
“No, thank you.” you respond. “Have a nice day.”
They walk away and you look down at the last bunny. His fur was white. Completely white, no specks of black or gray or any other color for that matter.
“Six down, one to go.” Bucky says, bending down to pick up the bunny but you stop him. “What is it?”
“I think I’ll keep this one.” you say.
“You sure?” he asked, looking up at you from his position on the floor.
“Yeah.” you pick up the bunny and smile. “His name is Winter.”
Bucky stands up and throws away the now empty box before strolling over to you. “Alright well let’s get you and Winter back up to your apartment. It’s freezing out here.” he says, placing his hand on your back as he gently pushed you over to your building door.
“Thanks for helping me, Bucky.” you say, not taking your eyes off of Winter.
Bucky smiles. “No problem.”
A/N: jeez this was pretty long, I kinda got carried away.
Lana del Rey- ultraviolence
Lord Huron- the night we met
Passenger- let her go
Christina Aguilera- you lost me
Miley Cyrus- don’t dream it’s over
The Fray- how to save a life
LP- lost on you
Miley Cyrus- giving you up
Melanie Martinez- pacify her
Demi Lovato- stone cold
Ed Sheeran - everything has changed
Rick Ross- purple lamborghini
Katy Perry- thinking of you
Ruth B- superficial love
Julia Michaels- issues
Lorde- green light
Anonymous asked: Dan and Phil broke up years ago but
occasionally Phil will crawl into Dan’s bed because he needs comfort
or sex and one night Dan gets really upset because he feels like Phil
is just making it harder to just be friends
a/n: thank you so much for the prompt! it was so sad to write at points but i loved it. if you want to get emotional, listen to Say Something by A Great Big World (ft. Christina Aguilera) while reading this. i listened to it to get into the mood and holy mother of jesus did it work.hope you like it!
Love between a Gentle Girl and a Brooding Boy (listen here)
1.I know I’m a wolf - young heretics 2. I’m not that girl - WICKED 3. Define Dancing - Wall-e 4.Tears to shed - Corpse Bride 5. First day of my life - Bright eyes 6. Say Something - Great big world ft. Christina Aguilera 7. The Scientist - Coldplay 8. Let her go - Passenger (cover)
I C A N ’ T S T O P L O V I N G Y O U; and it is sad how much i wish i could. i am sorry, i just can’t take any more of this pain, it is killing me. you’re killing me. 35 tracks.
do i wanna know - arctic monkeys || skinny love - birdy || kiss me - ed sheeran || the last time- taylor swift ft. gary lightbody || damn your eyes - alex clare || i love you five- never shout never || counting stars - onerepublic || boston- augustana || secrets - onerepublic || down - jason walker|| to build a home - the cinematic orchestra || she’s got you high - mumm-ra || almost lover - a fine frenzy || she will be loved - maroon5 || i need your love - calvin harries ft. ellie goulding || sweather weather - the neighbourhood || in my veins - andrew belle || medicine - daughter || your song - kate walsh || all i want - kodaline || look after you - the fray || 505- arctic monkeys || say you like me - we the kings || wish you were here- avril lavingne || stay - rihanna ft. mikky ekko || arms- christina perri || say something - a great big world ft. christina aguilera || the a team - ed sheeran || who you are (ed sheeran cover) - jessie j || let her go- passenger || give me love - ed sheeran || i always knew - the vaccines || just another girl - the killers || vulnerable - secondhand serenade || i wont give up - jason mraz ||
Yesterday was valentine’s day and I did not receive so much as a hug. You have destroyed me.You have allowed me to hate myself. You have ruined my self worth. You have told me I am not enough and too much all at once. You say I am unworthy of love. While I’ve been thinking about this for months…here is what I have to say.
1. I will shamelessly listen to Taylor Swift, Britney Spears, and Queen. I like them. I love them. I don’t give a fuck if you hate them. You don’t like me listening to them? Leave the room.
2. You used to tell me I was overweight. Now I’ve dropped down to 115 pounds in an attempt to appease you. I finally LOVE my body, only to have you tell me (two weeks ago) that you hate it and aren’t attracted to me. Not attracted? Get the fuck out.
3. I love movie musicals, shitty lifetime movies, and Disney movies. Don’t tell me they are stupid in an attempt to knock me down. I used to sit back and watch whatever you wanted. Not anymore.Tonight I will watch “13 going on 30” and not care what you think.
4. You tell me you are poor, so I let you stay with me, rent and utilities free. I buy your groceries, drive you places, and help you pay your debts…only to find you gamble online and THAT is why you are poor. No more handouts.
5. In one year and a half I have received 1 vase of flowers, 1 pair of cubs baseball yoga pants, 1 baseball jersey, and 1 shitty pair of earrings from Target. Materialism is not everything, but god damn, I have bought you clothes, food, video games, movies, workout gear, daily hygiene essentials, home decor, movie tickets, among other things. No more. The batman shirt I want to buy for you? Nope. I am going to go buy an oversized sweater. Speaking of which….
6. I like oversized sweaters. I LOVE MY CONVERSE SHOES. I like skinny jeans. I like to wear dresses JUST BECAUSE. I like wearing boy-short and mini cheekster underwear. I love my Harry Potter t -shirts. No longer will I let you decide what I wear.
7. Don’t ask me “who are you getting all dressed up for?” None of yo damn business. It is for myself, not for you, not for anyone else.For me. Savvy?
8. You tell me I need to wear make up to cover my acne, but then say I look like a skank when I put on eyeliner. You know what? I’m going to wear eyeliner whenever I want now. The only person who should care how I look is me.
9. I will no longer stop wearing my favorite scents of perfumes and lotions (Paris Hilton, Fantasy by Britney Spears, Secret Crush from Victoria’s Secret Classics, and Bombshell Diamonds from Victoria’s Secret) just because you don’t like them. I am not going to wear Vanilla ANYTHING for you because it makes me nauseated. Get over it and bring on the florals!
10. I write in a journal, I cry a lot, I love to decorate for holidays, I like dancing in a club and in my shower, I love singing at the top of my lungs, I write poetry, I love the “Elastic Heart” video, and I want a cat. I will no longer be ashamed of any of these things. They do not make me a sissy.
11. I will eat McDonald’s if I want. The smell makes you cringe? Good thing I’m at my apartment, you can leave now.
12. You hate the size of my boobs? You want me to get a boob job? Leave. or are you going to pay for that boob job? I am perfectly comfortable with my boob size. I think they are cute and I can get away without wearing a bra. I refuse to get plastic surgery for YOU.
13. You hate the sound of my voice and think our relationship would be better if I never talked? I’m going to keep talking. My thoughts, ideas, emotions, and beliefs are just as important as yours. I refuse to be a silent, submissive girlfriend.
14. You hate that I am emotional? I am sensitive. I am loving. I care too much. and that is beautiful. I will no longer hide how I feel. (Listen to “I am” by Christina Aguilera)
15. I am no longer going to let you dictate when and where I can go out with my friends. If I want to put on high heels and get a drink, I will. You go downtown and get wasted with your friends, so why am I questioned when I go to dinner? Or Hobby Lobby? No more. I will do what I want with my free time.
16. You will never love someone like me?Like what? What am I like? You don’t love me after a year and a half? Go. Someone is bound to love me endlessly and will not be afraid to show it.
There is plenty more. But I simply refuse being told I am not good enough,things I like are worthless, my thoughts and emotions are invalid, and I am only important when you say I am.
I will no longer hide who I am, mold myself to your desires, or attempt to change myself because you say so. I am me. If you don’t like it, someone else will. Someone else will treat me with respect and love me for everything I truly am.
Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it // A Lily Evans Playlist
↳ Home by Edward Sharpe
and the Magnetic Zeros – you’re the apple
of my eye, I never loved one like you // Fight Song by Rachel Platton – my
power’s turned on, starting right now I’ll be strong // The Power of Love by
Gabrielle Aplin – love is the light
scaring darkness away // When I Grow
Up by Tim Minchin – I will be brave
enough to fight that creatures that you have to fight beneath the bed // If I Die Young by The Band Perry – the sharp knife of a short life, I’ve had
just enough time // Beautiful Girls
Are The Loneliest by McBusted – look
around, look around, look around, she’s one of a kind // Anyone Who Had A Heart by Cilla Black – loving you the way I do, I take you back,
without you I’d die, dear // Ain’t
No Mountain High Enough by Marvin Gaye and Tammi Terrell – if you need me call me, no matter where
you are, no matter how far // We
Remain by Christina Aguilera – yeah
we know it, it hasn’t been for nothing, ‘cause we’ll never let it slow us down
LET IT GO; "You, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection” [LISTEN]
human - christina perri / i’m only human and I crash and I break down let it go - disney /let it go, let it go and i’ll rise like the break of dawn brave - sara bareilles / maybe one of these days you can let the light in, i want to see you be brave be still - the killers / when they knock you down don’t break character, you’ve got so much heart roar - katy perry / i went from zero, to my own hero. breakaway - kelly clarkson / i’ll spread my wings and i’ll learn how to fly i’ll do what it takes til’ i touch the sky who says - selena gomez/ who says, who says you’re not perfect? beautiful -christina aguilera / you are beautiful no matter what they say. Words can’t bring you down. born this way - lady gaga / don’t hide yourself in regret, just love yourself and you’re set perfect - pink / please don’t you ever, ever feel like you’re less than fucking perfect i am not a robot - marina and the diamonds/ you are not a robot, you’re lovable, so lovable but you’re just troubled shake it out - florence and the machine / and it’s hard to dance with a devil on your back so shake him off, its always darkest before the dawn
rules: put your music library on shuffle and post the first 10 tracks.
tagged by @karkkitarina (thanks bby and don’t you dare judge me bc of this) my music taste is a mess
1. michael jackson - the way you make me feel
2. tiffany - what do i do
3. exo - growl (hhhh yeah boi)
4. exo k - what is love (*cries*)
5. luhan - let me stay by your side (HONESTLY THIS SONG IS MMMMMHH)
6. snsd - genie
7. christina aguilera - lady marmalade (for when i feel like stripping)
8. jj lin - 不為誰而作的歌
9. lay - mym acoustic ver. (ooooohhh it killss mee)
10. andreas bourani - auf anderen wegen (ngl tbh honestly i have cried bc of this)
tagging no one bc i’m on mobile and can’t think of anyone specific 💖💕💗😇
i.Adeste Fideles (O Come, All Ye Faithful)// Luciano Pavarotti ii.Auld Lang Syne // Guy Lombardo iii. Hark! The Herald Angels Sing- Gloria (In Excelsis Deo) // Mariah Carey iv. The Christmas Song (Merry Christmas to You)// Nat King Cole v. O Come All Ye Faithful // Nat King Cole vi.O Little Town of Bethlehem// Burl Ives vii. O Holy Night // Il Divo viii. Gold Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen // Bing Crosby ix. Joy to the World// Faith Hill x. Silent Night // Johnny Cash
i. Happy Holiday // Peggy Lee ii.Santa Baby // Eartha Kitt iii.Rockin’ Around the Christmas Tree // Brenda Lee iv. Santa Claus Got Stuck in My Chimney // Ella Fitzgerald v.Frosty the Snowman // Nat King Cole vi. Rudolph the Red- Nosed Reindeer // Bing Crosby vii.Where Did My Snowman Go? // Petula Clark viii.All I Want for Christmas [ Is My Two Front Teeth] // Spike Jones ix.Santa Claus is Coming to Town // Frank Sinatra x.Jingle Bell Rock // Bobby Helms xi.Boogie Woogie Santa Claus // Mabel Scott xii. Mrs. Santa Claus // Nat King Cole xiii. C-H-R-I-S-T-M-A-S // Eddy Arnold xiv.Frosty the Snowman // Jackson Five xv.Grandma Got Run Over By a Reindeer // Elmo & Patsy xvi.Baby, It’s Cold Outside // Dean Martin xvii.Winter Wonderland // Louis Armstrong xviii. The Chipmunk Song (Christmas Don’t Be Late) // The Chipmunks xix. I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus // The Ronettes xx. Here Comes Santa Claus (Right Down Santa Claus Lane) // Elvis Presley xxi.A Marshmallow World // Dean Martin xxii. Feliz Navidad // Jose Feliciano xxiii.Santa Claus is Coming to Town // The Jackson 5 xxiv. White Christmas // Bing Crosby xxv. Jingle Bells // Sammy Davis Jr. xxvi.You’re a Mean One, Mr. Grinch // Thurl Ravenscroft xxvii.Winter Wonderland // Tony Bennett xxviii.I’ll Be Home for Christmas (If Only in My Dreams) // Frank Sinatra xxvix.Happy New Year // Judy Garland
i.Christmas All Over Again // Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers ii.The Christmas Blues // Bob Dylan iii.Happy Xmas (War is Over) // John & Yoko and the Plastic Ono Band iv.Do They Know It’s Christmas? // Band Aid v.Step Into Christmas // Elton John vi. 2000 Miles // Pretenders vii.Wonderful Christmas Time // Paul McCartney viii.Last Christmas // Wham! ix.Santa Claus is Comin’ to Town // Bruce Springsteen x.Christmas (Baby Please Come Home) // U2 xi.Father Christmas // The Kinks xii.Thank God It’s Christmas // Queen xiii.Blue Christmas // Elvis Presley xiv.Jingle Bell Rock // Hall & Oates xv. Run Rudolph Run // Chuck Berry xvi.Silent Night // Johnny Cash
i.Santa Baby // Kylie Minogue ii.I Wish Everyday Could Be Like Christmas // Bon Jovi iii.Oh Holy Night // Christina Aguilera iv. All I Want for Christmas is You // Mariah Carey v.You Don’t Have to be Alone (On Christmas) // NSYNC vi. Happy Christmas (War is Over) // Maroon 5 vii.Spread a Little Love on Christmas Day // Destiny’s Child viii.Christmases When You Were Mine // Taylor Swift ix.Winter Paradise // Destiny’s Child x.Once Upon a December // Liz Callaway xi.My Only Wish (This Year) // Britney Spears xii.Christmas Time // Backstreet Boys xiii.I’ll Be Home for Christmas // Whitney Houston xiv.Christmas Lights // Coldplay xv.Please Come Home for Chritmas // Grace Potter and the Nocturnals xvi. I Don’t Wanna Spend One More Christmas Without You // NSYNC xvii.White Christmas // Lady Gaga xviii. Let it Snow, Let it Snow, Let it Snow // Michael Buble xix.Merry Christmas, Baby // Christina Aguilera xx.Oi to the World // No Doubt xxi.Baby It’s Cold Outside // Leon Redbone and Zooey Deschanel xxii.Happy New Year // ABBA
i. Christmas Tree // Lady Gaga ii.The Fallen // Franz Ferdinand iii.Santa Through the Back Door // 30 Seconds to Mars iv.A Great Big Sled // The Killers v. Not Tonight Santa // Girls Aloud vi.Santa Looked a lot like Daddy // Bowling for Soup vii.Merry Christmas // The Ramones viii.Oi to the World // The Vandals ix.All I Want for Christmas is You // My Chemical Romance x.Yule Shoot Your Eye Out // Fall Out Boy xi.Don’t Shoot Me Santa // The Killers xii.There Ain’t No Sanity Claus // The Damned xiii.What’s This? // Danny Elfman xiv.Feliz Navidad // It Dies Today xv.Credit Crunch Christmas // The Toy Dolls xvi.Mr. Grinch // D.I. xvii.I Won’t Be Home for Christmas // Blink- 182 xviii.Merry Christmas I Don’t Wanna Fight Tonight // Bowling for Soup xix.Punk Rock Christmas // The Ravers