I’m sorry for all the times I fail You.
I’m sorry for all the times I fail to represent You.
I’m sorry that on some days I do not stand out from the crowd.
I’m sorry that I open my mouth without words of Your love and light.
I’m sorry that sometimes I keep my mouth shut out of fear although You want me to speak up.
I’m sorry that I easily forget that You’re my strength.
I’m sorry that I enjoy wealth too much.
I’m sorry that often I do not humble myself.
I’m sorry that I put myself before You.
I’m sorry that I put myself before my neighbour.
I’m sorry that on some days I think I’m a better Christian than someone else - I’m sorry that sometimes I do not see the plank in my eye or I even dare to ignore it.
I’m sorry that I ask You to lead me and decide to take another road when Yours doesn’t please me.
I’m sorry that I tell You that not even death could diminish my love for You, but I often leave Your side and try to live on my own.
I’m sorry that I wonder how Judas could betray You, how Peter could deny You, how Thomas could ask to see Your wounds while I myself am not any better.
I still dare to say that I love You.
Even if this will cost my life someday.
I’m Yours. Fully Yours.