Let me give y'all a playlist...

Beyonce- All Night
Jodeci- Alone
Janet Jackson- Any Time, Any Place
R Kelly- Baby Baby Baby Baby
Chris Brown- Back To Sleep
Ari Lennox- Backseat
Usher- Bedtime
Chris Brown- Beg For It
French Montana- Bend Over
Wale- The Body
Ace Hood- Body 2 Body
Ciara- Body Party
Omarion- Bria’s Interlude
Keith Sweat- Chocolate Girl
Teddy Pendergrass- Close The Door
Aaliyah- Come Over
Kelly Rowland- Dirty Laundry
Trey Songz- Dive In
LL Cool J- Doin It
R Kelly- Down Low
Chris Brown- Drown In It
The Dream- Falsetto
D'Angelo- Feel Like Makin Love
R Kelly- Feelin On Yo Booty
Jodeci- Feenin
Jodeci- Freakin You
The Notorious BIG- Fuckin You Tonight
Keith Sweat- Funky Dope Lovin
Chris Brown- Glow In The Dark
R Kelly- The Greatest Sex
Pretty Ricky- Grind On Me
R Kelly- Half On A Baby
R Kelly- Honey Love
Keith Sweat- How Deep Is Your Love?
Michael Jackson- Human Nature
Boyz II Men- I’ll Make Love To You
R Kelly- Ignition
Dru Hill- In My Bed
Keith Sweat- In The Mood
J Cole- In The Morning
Keith Sweat- In The Rain
Trey Songz- Inside Pt 2
R Kelly- It Seems Like You’re Ready
Chance The Rapper- Juke Jam
Rihanna- Kiss It Better
Kelly Rowland- Kisses Down Low
August Alsina- Kissin On My Tattoos
Total- Kissin You
Lloyd- Lay It Down
Usher- Lay You Down
TLC- Let’s Do It Again
Marvin Gaye- Let’s Get It Down
Chris Brown- Like A Virgin Again
Tory Lanez- Looks
Wale- Lotus Flower Bomb
112- Now That We’re Done
Trey Songz- Love Faces
Usher- Love In This Club Part II
Lil Jon- Lovers & Friends
Chris Brown- Madusa
Twista- Make A Movie
Keith Sweat- Make It Last Forever
Chris Brown- Make Love
Avant- Makin Good Love
Dej Loaf- Me U & Hennessy
Marques Houston- Naked
Frank Ocean- Nature Feels
Trey Songz- Neighbors Know My Name
Usher- Nice & Slow
Chris Brown- No Bullshit
Keith Sweat- Nobody
Jacques- Pandora
Trey Songz- Panty Droppa
Trey Songz- Panty Wetter
Kid Cudi- Pillow Talk
Kendrick Lamar- Poetic Justice
Ginuwine- Pony
Chris Brown- Poppin
Drake- Practice
Ciara- Promise
TWENTY88- Push It
Miguel- Pussy Is Mine
Miguel- Quickie
TLC- Red Light Special
Jodeci- Ride & Slide
Ciara- Ride It
Aaliyah- Rock The Boat
Beyonce- Rocket
Trey Songz- Scratchin Me Up
Chris Brown- Sex (In My Zone)
Chris Brown- Sex (Before The Party)
R Kelly- Sex Part 1
R Kelly- Sex Part 2
Rihanna- Sex With Me
Marvin Gaye- Sexual Healing
Ginuwine- So Anxious
Chris Brown- Songs On 12 Play
Trey Songz- Still Scratchin Me Up
R Kelly- Strip For You
Tyrese- Sweet Lady
Chris Brown- Sweet Love
Chris Brown- Take My Time
TLC- Take Our Time
Chris Brown- Take You Down
Maxwell- This Woman’s Work
Usher- Trading Places
Teddy Pendergrass- Turn Off The Lights
D'Angelo- Untitled (How Does It Feel?)
Chris Brown- Wet The Bed
Twista- Wetter
Busta Rhymes- What’s It Gonna Be?
Keith Sweat- Whatever You Want
Trey Songz- When We Make Love
Babyface- When Your Body Gets Weak
Dru Hill- Xstacey Jones
Rihanna- Yeah, I Said It
R Kelly- You Remind Me Of Something
Tony Braxton- You’re Makin Me High
R Kelly- Your Body’s Callin
Beyonce- 1+1
TWENTY88- 2 Minute Warning
R Kelly- 12 Play

The Radio 1 Breakfast Show with Nick Grimshaw - Everyone the One Direction boys have collaborated with on their solo material so far - BBC Radio 1
As rumours swirl about Louis working with Bebe Rexha, we look at the boys' other collabs

Exciting news for One Direction fans: it looks like there’s more solo material on the way from both Zayn and Louis. While Zayn’s collab with PARTYNEXTDOOR is confirmed and dropping “soon”, the Louis rumours all stem from one excitable Bebe Rexha.

“[I just finished a new song] with somebody really big from a boyband,” Bebe told CBS Radio’s Culinary Kitchen. “It’s a really massive record. We just finished it and it’s about to come out in a month or so and it’s amazing. It’s probably one of my favourite songs I’ve ever been a part of in my whole career.”

Hmm. We know what you’re thinking: there are many, many boyband stars Bebe could have worked with. But, when you consider Louis recently followed her on Twitter, and she followed him on Instagram… Yes. All fingers point to a Louis Tomlinson and Bebe Rexha collaboration (we hope).

While we await further news from Team Tomlinson, check out everyone the 1D lads have worked with on their solo material (so far).

(very positive, nice summary that includes everyone)

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anonymous asked:

GOOD SEX PLAYlist? More up to date songs prefered

-Bria’s interlude - Drake
-For However Long - Bryson tiller
-A Night Off - Drake
-B.E.D. Remix - Jacquees
-Waves - Dej Loaf
-Inside Part 2 - Trey songz
-Came thru - Tory Lanez
-Slow Grind - Tory Lanez
-Differences - Tory Lanez
-Party Favors - Trey songz
-First Fuck - 6lack & Jhene Aiko
- French Kiss - Trey songz
- Bomb - Trey Songz
- All We Do - Trey Songz
- Naked - Lloyd
- No bullshit - Chris brown
- Close to you - Dreezy
-Living Room Flow - Jhene aiko
- Perfume - Chris Brown
- Wet The Bed - Chris Brown
- Privacy - Chris brown
- Sex Room - Ludachris
- Since way back - Drake
- Cold Hard Love - Tory lanez
- Sex On The Ceiling - Sevyn
- Ride It - Eric Bellinger
- Drunk in love - Beyoncè
- Zaddy - Ty Dolla Sign
- Diced Pineapples - Fabolous
- sex on the beach - PND
- Her Way - PND
- was gud/ curious - PND
- Freak In You - PND ft Drake
- Come Thru - Drake
- Sex With Me - Fabolous

- Dance For you - Beyonce

That’s all i could think of right now 

Hopelessly Falling In Love

Pairing: Reader x Mark
Words: 1010
Genre: Angst (Interview)

(Y/N) is a well-known model and recently gained some attention in Korea because she worked together with JYPE on a job. As if destiny wanted it to happen, she met her favourite band GOT7 while staying there for a while. Friendships evolved, memories were made and undeniably something happened with (Y/N) and Mark. But time had come and she needed to go back to America and all that was left, for now, was watching from afar. 

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1. Izzo (H.O.V.A.) by Jay-Z

2. Grammy Family by Consequence

3. Let Me Tell You Something by T.I.

4. Heaven by John Legend

5. Encore by JAY Z

6. Angel by The Game

7. These Walls (Dirty MC Edit) by Nappy Roots

8. Otis by Jay-Z

9. Make Her Say by Kid Cudi

10. There Will Be Tears by Mr Hudson

11. Used To Love U by John Legend

12. Supernova by Mr Hudson

13. Rebuilding by Goodie Mob

14. Chi-City by Common

15. Knock Knock by Monica

16. More Or Less by Shyne

17. Do U Wanna Ride by Jay-Z

18. The Rape Over by Mos Def

19. Break My Heart by Common

20. GO! by Common

21.Ghetto by The Madd Rapper

22. Let’s Get Lifted by John Legend

23. D-12 World by D12

24. Live It Up by John Legend

25. Flashing Lights by Kanye West

26. Around My Way by Talib Kweli

27. Talk About Our Love by Brandy

28.Dreams by The Game

29.Selfish by Slum Village

30. Start The Show by Common

31. Not The One by The Madd Rapper

32. Paid The Price by Do Or Die

33. I Wanna Love U by Memphis Bleek

34. Straight No Chaser by Mr Hudson

35. Get Down by Beanie Sigel

36. You’re All Alone by The Madd Rapper

37.Didn’t I by Leela James

38. Swagga Like Us (Feat. Jay-Z, Kanye West & Lil’ Wayne] by T.I.

39. Ghetto by Smitty

40. Billie Jean 2008 Kanye West Mix (Thriller 25th Anniversary Remix) by Michael Jackson

41. Guess Who’s Back by Scarface

42. Hear The Song by Freeway

43.Stronger by Kanye West

44. The Cool by Lupe Fiasco

45. Another Summer by 213

46. Gettin’ It In by Jadakiss

47. No Problems by DJ Kayslay

48. 03’ Bonnie & Clyde by Jay-Z

49. It’s Bigger Than Hip Hop by Dead Prez

50. Izzo (H.O.V.A.) by JAY Z

51. New World Symphony by Miri Ben-Ari

52. The Good, The Bad, The Ugly by Consequence

53. Brand New (Dirty Version) by Rhymefest

54.I Swear by Petey Pablo

55. Strawberry Bounce by Janet Jackson

56. Show Me A Good Time (Album Version (Explicit)) by Drake

57. One Last Time by Twista

58.I Got A Love by Jin

59.Dead Or Alive by Cam'ron

60. Let The Beat Build by Lil Wayne

61. Nothing Like It by Beanie Sigel

62. Still Dreaming by Nas

63. Get By by Talib Kweli

64. Lucifer by JAY Z

65. New God Flow.1 (Album Version (Explicit)) by Kanye West

66. Fly Away by Miri Ben-Ari

67. Sunshine by Mos Def

68. Slow Jamz by Twista

69. Party by Beyonc‚

70. I Try by Talib Kweli

71. Gangsta, Gangsta by Beanie Sigel

72. Stand Up by Ludacris

73. The Morning (Album Version (Explicit)) by Raekwon

74. You Don’t Know My Name by Alicia Keys

75. Everything I Love (Feat. Nas & Cee-Lo) by Diddy

76. Don’t Forget ‘Em by Consequence

77. Throw Your Hands (In The Air) (Dirty) by Mobb Deep

78. Where You Wanna Be by Brandy

79. I Changed My Mind by Keyshia Cole

80. Down by Chris Brown

81. Came Back For You by Lil’ Kim

82. The One (Album Version (Explicit)) by Kanye West

83. This Way by Dilated Peoples

84. Doin’ My Job by T.I.

85. Bull’s-Eye (Suddenly) by Syleena Johnson

86. Wouldn’t Get Far by The Game

87. It’s Alright by Leela James

88. Everything I Love by Diddy

89. Drive Slow by Paul Wall

90. Grown Man, Pt.2 by Young Gunz

91. My Life by Foxy Brown

92. Find Your Love by Drake

93. My Life (Feat. Mary J. Blige) by Fabolous

94. Higher by Do Or Die

95. I Want You by Janet Jackson

96. Chi Town by Da Brat

HeRe’S WhY tHe BeT aWaRdS iS tRaSh!

         I’ve been watching the “prestigious” award event for several years now. Why? Idk. I just don’t have anything better to do, I guess. But I already know what to expect. The groan-worthy “chocolate” or “fine light skin” jokes. Black elite people in gowns trying hard to imitate the style of a white awards show. And I’m not talking about simply how they dress or talk. I am talking about the jokes, exploitation of African-American youth culture, and using black women only when they need views. They’ve done that consistently with Beyonce G. Knowles-Carter for years. They have also done that with Nicki. They’ve kissed the ass of Nicki’s fat ass for seven years, and now when they get tired of her, they toss her aside foe a less talented woman who had to slander another woman for the entirety of 7 minutes just to get the recognition she been waiting for since I was a fifth grader on my elementary school’s step team. I say step-team because we most certainly did get down to “Lean Back,” but the childhood memories reside with Fat Joe, not Remy Ma.

               So why do I think the EB—I mean, BET Awards is trash? Simple. Because it’s a show that consists of misogynoir, colorism, and lame references as their comedy style! I am so sick and tired of someone forcibly saying, “I need me a brotha” or “Ooh, he got pretty eyes!” That shit’s tired, and they need to hang up the 2005 jokes! No shade to Leslie Jones, but she could have kept it at less being more. Even when people were performing, Leslie was still trying to interrupt and talk! And her monologue took too damn long for me to care. As well as that, I had to sit through a whole 5 minutes of woman-beating, Chris Brown dancing his way back to the hearts of naïve black people again! How you gonna have Karreuche up there to promote her show, Claws, only to shout out her abuser like we’re supposed to like him? Tyrese was also there, and you can enjoy the babymaking songs from the late 90’s to early ‘00’s all you want, but that man is a jerk! But if I had to choose between R. Kelly, Chris Brown, or Tyrese, I’d choose Tyrese because at least he’s not an abominable piece of shit like the other two.

               Now let’s get to the “Black Girl Magic” and “Black Is Beautiful” promotion I kept seeing all throughout the event. We get it. You think black women are beautiful! That does not mean you have to shout us out for a nod just to leave us out of dialogues of police brutality once again! You say “Black Girl Magic” just to once again pretend we’re not being killed at alarming rates just as much, if not more, as black men. Sandra Bland was mentioned. Whatever. A black mother was killed last week, but I guess she’s not a father, so you didn’t mention her. That’s why I will say this: I don’t care how beautiful or “magic” you think I or another black woman is! If you are not speaking to and about us with nuances and understanding we ARE mortal and are the MOST targeted in the U.S. (and world), you can shut the fuck up with your “Black Girl Magic” shoutouts. Black Girl Magic has become a brand and something I don’t fit into because I’m not “pandering” to black men enough, so I stepped away from that label. It’s trash now. We all saw it last night, and I am only confirming what I’ve already been known.

               Lastly: Remy Ma. Cardi B. Bullshit. I have talked a lot of shit about Cardi B. because of her colorism towards random girls’ online and a classmate on Love & Hip-Hop, who she did apologize to. I said I don’t think she deserved to get this much hype over a rap career I find lukewarm at this point in time. I have never been a Cardi B. “hater.” I was one of the first people to promote her music and created her page on I wrote the biography and everything. I didn’t think she was that great of a rapper at the time, but I was a fan of Stripper Hoe and Gangsta Bitch Vol. 1. I liked it for what it was. Good, turn up music. However, once I saw how Cardi treated female fans in particular, I was turned off from her the same way I was turned off from Tyrese’s misogynoir. I can’t support someone who doesn’t seem to know when to shut up and just think before they speak. The things they’ve said about black women were hurtful, and I couldn’t bring myself to support them while calling myself a “womanist” who cares for black women. The least you can do is acknowledge these people have been trash instead of brushing over it because you don’t want to admit you too will associate with trash if they’re entertaining enough. Only a few “woke” people aren’t as authentic and “politically aware” as they claim to be in their threads. But hey, aside from my qualms with Cardi B., I didn’t hate Nicki enough to not think Cardi wouldn’t have been a better upset than Remy “The Fraudulent” Ma. I was petty when I said I would rather BET be petty and have Remy win than a colorist, but I also did not think they’d be that stupid enough to think Remy was talented and impactful enough to win either. Cardi had impact. Young M.A. had impact. Not Remy Ma who’s only hit and “good” song is a 7 minute diss trash to the current Queen of Rap. But Remy got her award unfair and square, so her and the stans are happy.

               All in all, BET is trash because they can never get shit right. They never give black women and the artists justice. They snubbed Tinashe two years ago for a white man, so maybe that’s what Tinashe was talking about when she said she felt she was not accepted by black people. I see how y’all would champion non-black Bruno Mars over actual black Latino Miguel. Y’all go hard for white and non-black artists with some “soul” to their voice than actual biracial people. So why should I take a space that claims to be for black people “seriously” if they can’t even respect black excellence? They treat us like we’re circus entertainment. As if we’re expected to be good, and our talent only gets the dues when it’s in a white or brown voice. The BET Awards is anti-black, problematic, and I would not be surprised if Nicky Minaj never shows up to that messy place again!

Yo but just think how awesome it’d be for bts to meet their western idols in one place. Like I know a lot of people want them to perform and slay but come on. Imagine jungkook being too scared to talk to Justin Bieber and just quietly singing a cover behind the biebs to grab his attention. Tae whipping and naenae-ing to his hearts content. Rapmon meeting drake and other rappers. Jin wrecking himself in front of Chris brown. Yoongi bringing back “raps like jay z.” Jhope seeing the goddess tinashe in person. Charlie Puss finally confronting jungcook. Just imagine the legendary interactions.

anonymous asked:

can i request a dance session with Hosh (ure his gf and good at dancing but just too shy) turning into a make out session ? dancing to Chris Brown's Back To Sleep *ive been imagining these for weeks now and ure the best when it comes to put it in words so plz save me from my misery* ♥

Sorry for taking so long, I hope you enjoy it! 

“We’re still gonna practice without music, right?” you asked your boyfriend, tilting your head to the side a bit, puffing your cheeks up. “Yup,” Soonyoung said, a gentle smile on his lips, “I think we should go through the parts from the chorus and second verse a few more times.”

It took you a while to get into your positions after which you moved your body, imagining the beats of the music in your head, letting yourself be controlled by the sound of steps and heavy breaths.  “1, 2, 3, 4.. 5, 6, 7, 8..” Sweat was dripping down both of you, your hair and body soaked in the liquid. Although you still felt nervous and awkward, resulting in your dancing being a bit stiff, you felt yourself getting more and more comfortable, leading your dance moves to be more smooth as well.

“Ah, Y/N, do you want to try the whole dance with music now?” Soonyoung asked, his eyes gleaming with excitement. He’d been asking you to dance this song with him for days now and when you heard the song for the first time you knew exactly why and why he wanted to do it with you. His motives were as clear as day. You see, Chris Brown’s Back to Sleep wasn’t the most innocent song out there. Definitely not.

“Sure,” you said, gulping your saliva down nervously, hoping to get the moves right and hit the beats right. To be honest, you weren’t bad at dancing, not at all, but that wasn’t the problem. It was the lyrics. They were, nicely said, slightly erotic and well, listening to something like that in the presence of your boyfriend and dancing to it with him was a little, if not very much, embarrassing.

As the session went on and on, you could feel your body riding the song. Each time you finished a round you could feel your body heat up more, yearning more of Soonyoung’s touch. Your bodies got closer each time and his out-of-breath moans made you forget what you were doing momentarily.

🎵Just hold on tight to me, girl🎵 His hand landed on your waist, pulling your body against his, sending some of his hot breath against your neck and sending shivers down your spine. 🎵Sex you back to sleep, girl, rock you back🎵 You moved your bodies in unison in the form of a wave, removing yourselves from one another not soon after, steadily getting to the point dance. You could feel him being unfocused on the dance, staring at you from the side, his eyes completely eating you up. It’s not like you were any better though; you had been staring at his sweaty body up and down during breaks and wished he would touch you right there and then not only once or twice.

His hand found its way back to your waist not soon after, only to slide down your hips in a split second. He pressed his front against you, kissing the nook of your neck and caressing your outer thigh with his other hand, sliding it ever so slowly to your inner thigh. You let out a small squeak, stopping his hand in its tracks. “Soon hey, slow down a bit,” you said, slightly panicked, “we’re kind of in public, you know?” You turned to face him, laying your hands on his chest and pecking his lips lightly, “later, okay?”

“Sorry,” Soonyoung said, letting out a soft chuckle, “but what kind of a boyfriend would be able to stay calm with his girlfriend in such a state? You’re sweaty from head to toe and that’s, well, quite alluring, you know?” The corners of his lips had molded into a slight smirk and his eyes were staring at yours suggestively.

It took a while before his lips landed on yours, leaving a small peck behind and a huge grin on his face. Before you could say anything, his lips were on yours again. The touch of his lips was tender and you started to move your lips against his as well. You slid your hands around his neck, pulling yourself closer to him and letting out a heavy breath in between.

Soonyoung bit onto your lower lip, licking the spot, making you groan and sink one of your hands into his hair. His hand had found its way under your shirt, scraping your skin with his nails and pressing your body completely against his. Biting on your lips again, your boyfriend asked for access, which you gladly granted him.

His tongue landed roughly in your mouth, as if he had been in a hurry. You could taste his saliva, and the way his tongue was playing with yours and how he would nibble on your lips in between made you weak at your knees. You could feel his bulge growing bigger and his movements were getting restless. The gentle strokes of his tongue and the way his lips moved against yours became those of someone who was full of craving.

You couldn’t hold your moans back and neither could he. The feeling of his hard-on pressing against your crotch made you tingle and arch your back. “Uhm, Soonyoung, don’t you think we should go somewhere else?” you asked, pulling away and pleading him with your eyes, telling him you wanted to be touched more.

He kissed your lips once again before mumbling a small ‘sure’ and ‘just a bit more’. It was a soft kiss, one that told you that you were the one he loved. His hand stroked your hair, pushing it to your back and pulling your shirt down to the side just to land a kiss on your collarbones. Small butterfly kisses up and down your chest soon turned into nibbles and that into sucking, leaving multiple hickeys behind, causing you to whimper and moan quietly. Your fingers were sinking on the back of his neck and pulling on his hair while his hands could be found on your waist and bum.

Wanting to be on the giving side too, you lifted your boyfriend’s head, and kissing his lips softly, letting your hand travel to his manhood simultaneously. You stroked it with the back of your hand and could feel him flinch and moan satisfyingly before he suddenly pushed your hand away. Beads of sweat were dripping down his forehead and his breathing was uneven, just like yours, showing signs of pleasure. “Let’s cover you and continue this at home,” Soonyoung said, rubbing the back of his neck and giving you a sheepish smile. Flabbergasted at the sudden change of his mood, you froze on your spot, pouting in disagreement. Giving you a sweet smile and taking your hand into his, Soonyoung whispered something in your ear, turning both your cheeks and ears completely red.

His words were: “I’ll take you as many times as we can go tonight so just wait until home, okay?”

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25. Part 3

Originally posted by bittenbysalvatores

I thought I would shake off the fact I am angry about the whole situation but I am not, I got the jet as soon as Royalty woke up and ate her breakfast “I am so sad baby, this week is ending so fast, I have enjoyed you so much” Royalty placed her hands on the table in front of her “you going to miss me? I am going to miss you, your momma ain’t finna let me see you for a while now” I didn’t think I would be able to deal on my own but Royalty was a blessing, she didn’t hassle me on anything. She just loved life, we had some serious father and daughter time “gimme a kiss baby, come” waving her over, Royalty climbed up on the seats on the jet “come here, come to daddy baby” Royalty smiled at me climbing on the table “come on” holding my arms out, she reluctantly let herself go and fell on me. Catching her “oh my baby girl” cradling her like a baby “you going to miss me?” I asked her, she shook her head “oh what!?” lowering my head down attacking her face with kisses, Royalty giggled out loud trying to move my head away. Moving my head back “ok roro, last chance. You going to miss me?” she has this cheeky little grin on her face, she is wanting me to attack her face with kisses “it’s ok, I don’t mind kiss you” Royalty put her hand on my face “silly butt, you silly butt” she keeps on calling me this “you’re ugly” I retorted, she placed her hand over my mouth to shut me up.

Rylee didn’t answer my text, she looked at it and didn’t reply which I didn’t text her about. Her ass will be home anyways, she can’t hide away from me. Great start to having a fiancé though, barely got to the second stage either. Unlocking my home door, it’s nice to be back and see my cars are all here intact “inside now baby” grabbing Royalty’ arm and motioning her inside, Royalty skipped inside and started barking “thanks just put the cases in the lobby” walking inside my home “doggy dad!” Royalty pointed and then ran, she wants to play with a dog “Roro, I will get doggy out later” looking around the corner, Royalty pointed at the glass door. The hell is my dog’s doing out, I know Rylee won’t let the dog’s out so it must have been Joe. Royalty slapped the window and barked, my dog’s saw me and ran to the window. This is what I didn’t want, they about to make my window’s dirty. Royalty soon ran to me, she got scared of them all running and barking “come, let’s put TV on” holding her hand.

Biting on my nail waiting for my manager to take me off hold, he was speaking to me and then the record label rang. I would have actually woken Rylee up but I am not in a loving mood at all, I have been here for an hour and I am not even sure she is here “ok so I told them you left New York, that is fine. You did your part, you just you didn’t sign off for the album cover which we can send to you over email. We will work on it, we are thinking October release date and then the end of November tour, we are confident that the tickets will sell out” shaking my head looking at Royalty eating chips and making a mess, I want to see Royalty for Christmas “man, I mean what the hell. What about after? January maybe?” seeing Rylee walking to the kitchen, she looked at me and I looked at her “Chris, let’s just go with this” so I am stuck with this, that is what he is saying “fine, put it through. Anything else? I mean, I was in New York and nothing was said” what a waste of time “the promo, the interviews. Will be sent out, let these people know Chris Brown is back. Come on Chris, you have been quiet for far too long” he has got a point “cool, I got you. Talk soon” disconnecting the call.

Royalty held a chip up to me, she loves feeding me “you know the mess you made is not cute, you trying to make it up to me?” my couch looks so bad “it’s ok baby I don’t want it” Rylee made her way over to us and I am still not going to say shit to her, looking up at the TV “when did you come back?” she finally spoke “about an hour ago” Royalty’ head shot up, she shuffled off the couch “lee!” she yelped, Rylee put her breakfast on the table in front and picked her up. Looking at my phone and seeing Mijo calling me “bro” he took his time “what’s good?” I said sitting back “you called me fool, all good there?” he right I did “you and the kids want to have Royalty? I need to deal with something” Rylee looked at me and I stared back, she is the thing I am dealing with “little Royal, yeah of course, all night thing?” shaking my head “nah bro, just a few hours. You pick her up later, she is due a nap now” see, I know Royalty’ times now. I know my daughter “cool, talk soon” he put the phone down, getting up from the couch “Chris I am sorry” Rylee said, walking by her “it’s fine, I am just going to cook Rosa some food. I am sure I will be a good husband to her” Rylee scoffed behind me, I can be petty too.

I am trying not to be too petty, I am just waiting to talk to her “y’all about to get freaky?” Mijo questioned “how about no” I shrugged “the fuck!?” Mijo spat “it’s just a disagreement, I am trying to deal with it in an adult way. I am trying here, I have never been in love and dealing with issues now is so much more different. I ain’t about to throw her out, I care too damn much” Mijo is giving me a disapproving look, he didn’t want me engaged “love sucks homie, I guess good luck. Communication is key, talk it out and I am glad you are trying to be calm” he doesn’t know how angry I am “daddy” hearing my daughter say “daddy I’m princess” Royalty stepped down on the last step “she dressed herself” Rylee said behind her “oh wow, this is different baby but I love it. You look unique” picking her up “you are dressed half boy and half girl” touching her dress “you look beautiful” pressing a kiss to her cheek “You go with Uncle Mijo, see mymy?” Royalty nodded her head “be good for him beautiful” Royalty generally goes to anybody, she rarely cries “little Royal, you looking beautiful girl” smiling at them both “see you soon, and Rylee” Mijo waved at her.

This is awkward then, I guess it’s not the conversation I wanted so early on “I have work in an hour” I need to be calm and talk, turning around rubbing my cheek with my hand “do you even care about me? Do you even care about this engagement, you’re more into your work. Like now. You did a night shift so I know you have the following day off, did you take on more hours?” I ain’t stupid “besides, you haven’t answered my question? You just going to leave me hanging?” Rylee stared at me in silence, looking down at the Rolex and then back at Rylee. The silence is deafening, I have never felt this pain in my life but I am, it’s foreign to me. First time in my life I am scared, scared to lose something. Unclipping the Rolex, taking it off my wrist and holding it out to Rylee “your grandma said to give it to the guy you love, I don’t think that is me. Don’t say it, I rather you just walk if you’re going to do it” Rylee shook her head “I gave that to the right guy, I was just staring into your eyes. Sorry, I got lost. You’re scared” looking away from Rylee “don’t read me and don’t play with my feelings” I don’t like it “I got taken back, sorry. I don’t think you realised it but at that moment you didn’t guard your feelings, I am sorry” she spoke, walking off to the kitchen counter and placing the Rolex down.

I want to stay away from her so she can’t look into my eyes like that “I am so sorry I hurt you, it’s a big decision you know. I moved here for this, this has been crazy for me. I spoke to my grandma, it made me laugh because I don’t know why I spoke to her but I did. Her answer was you obey your husband, she is from the island so she will say that. I called my mom after, she also told me I deserve to be spoilt, stop being so independent. I spoke to my dad, ask him if he would be disappointed to leave such a job, he told me he would leave any job for my mom. It made me realise that you would do anything for love, what I got with you is special and it’s not worth a job. It’s not worth a friend, you are my best friend. I just didn’t want to a be disappointment to my parents that I left just to live off you, that is not what I want and want to be labelled as” Rylee sniffled “I am so sorry I hurt you, I didn’t mean too. I will leave the job for you, it’s not worth it” I don’t like to see her cry, I didn’t even want her to leave either but she’s not safe there.

Sighing out “I feel like a dickhead right now” I mumbled “don’t, I am scared there anyways. I always think someone is about to attack me, people know me. And my ex knows where I am, it got to a point where I just wanted him to kill me because I am sick of feeling like this” that fucking ex, he needs a fucking beating “life has come at me so fast, I didn’t think I would be in love. I didn’t think I would find a man that loves me the way you do, I didn’t answer the text not because I was deciding to leave you but because I didn’t want to argue with you either. I am scared that what if something happens between us, where does that leave me? I living under your roof, I am living by your means” folding my arms across my chest staring at Rylee “a wife” I said, leaning against the kitchen counter “what do you mean?” she questioned “you about to be my wife, you telling me your mom don’t get spoilt? Your dad worked so hard for that house, you’re no different and I don’t want to come off as a controlling man, but I love you. I am like the softest I can be with you, I am a dickhead Rylee. I am not nice and I can’t believe I got you” taking in a deep breath “so can we talk about our future then? Like once and for all, I appreciate you so much Chris I do but I want to work” I always feel the need to be high when she speaks about working on something.

“What do you want from me?” Rylee questioned, that is a good question “what do you want me from me?” I retorted, Rylee scoffed at me “come on, I asked first” rolling my eyes unfolding my arms from across my chest “I want you to travel the world with me, I want you to be a mother, a wife, a step mom. I want you to succeed and for the world to know you as Rylee Brown and not just Chris Brown’ wife” Rylee looked at me all shocked “that is a lot, but can I say what I want and we can come to an agreement?” nodding my head, I am open to it but it depends on what she says “I will leave this job, today I am leaving it. But I want you to support me enough to let me work in a different place, I will make sure it’s part time but I want to work Chris” walking around the kitchen counter “I say part time because then we can have us time too, I can start somewhere new but I want you to support me. I want you to be happy for me” she really wants to do this “I am happy with that, I never wanted you to leave but I can’t accept Daniel there. I will go with you to your interview, I will root for you” Rylee smiled “really?” just to see her smile “yeah but don’t forgot me, I need you too” I want her with me forever “you know what I want from you? Nothing Chris, you have been the best. Don’t ever change, when I got with you I wanted you as a person” standing in front of her “oh god, don’t” Rylee placed her hand on my chest “don’t, I could have lost you” now she is being stupid “listen to me, don’t cry” wrapping my arms around her, holding her in close “stop it now, we won’t lose each other because love got us” Rylee sobbed out.

“It’s hard Chris, I was home alone and alone at work. I had nobody without you, I felt so lonely. Without you I am nothing and all this happened less than a year, I just didn’t think Chris” she said through her cries “stop it Rylee, I love you too much to leave you. I just want you happy too, I will help you look for another job. While then I can show you my life” running my fingers through her hair “what do you mean?” she mumbled “promo my album and interviews, rehearsals and then show you how to run Black Pyramid” pressing a kiss to her head “you want to go and see your mom? I don’t like you sad, we can go together” Rylee moved back from me “really?” nodding my head “before I get busy, I will come with you. I want to know your family even more” she is so damn happy now “I don’t deserve you at all” Rylee shook her head “I don’t deserve you either, I guess we equal. If I didn’t love you then I would have thrown you out, I guess talking works” I chuckled to myself, I am learning.

I do feel bad about this but I said she can get another job, I just can’t deal with her working with Daniel at all. Closing my car door, Rylee waited for me. Locking my Lamborghini door walking around my car “you good?” I asked Rylee before holding onto her hand “yeah, just you know. End of a chapter” she mumbled “and a start of a beautiful one with me, I feel bad though. If you don’t want to do it then don’t, I rather you not be sad but then I won’t be happy either” Rylee rolled her eyes tugging at my hand “let’s just go” Rylee walked to cross the road tugging at my hand, smiling at my wife. From the corner of my eye, I see a car driving towards Rylee, yanking Rylee back towards me. The car flew by Rylee, frowning at the car driving off without even stopping “the fuck” I said, he could have hurt my girl “let’s just get out of here” this place is bad vibes, I didn’t bring Joe either.

Rylee has a tight grip on my hand, she is nervous and looks a little emotional “I will need to go into the staff only part on my own, are you ok to wait here?” nodding my head, pulling Rylee towards me. Placing my free arm around her “I love you” pecking her lips “I love you too, I am not upset about leaving anymore. I am just going to miss the people here, I will be quick. I love you so much Chris” she let my hand go walking off, smiling at her as she walked off. The fuck am I going to do now though, pulling my snapback down a little more. Getting my phone out from my pocket, looking down at my phone and seeing my reflection. Smiling down at my reflection, I have not worn my gold grills in a while and I miss it, I look a mess but I missed it “I swear that is Chris Brown” hearing someone say, looking up from my phone staring at a guy and his wife “I knew it” looking back down at my phone, I don’t like being here at all.

It’s been like thirty minutes now, this is annoying. Looking down at my watch sighing out “woah, wait!” this female said as she froze smiling at me “Maria, we met before. Oh wow, what are you doing here” I think I remember her “oh, I am waiting on Rylee. She is in here” Maria pointed at the door “you’re waiting? I thought you would keep her waiting, wow. How does Rylee do it” rubbing my neck laughing “I mean you are Chris Brown and she got you waiting out here? What? Why?” she looked in disbelief, licking my bottom lip smiling “she is leaving this job now, that is why” Maria gasped “oh no, oh wow. I mean I knew it was coming, I am glad you are taking her. She deserves better and she has so much life to live, honestly Chris. Good choice, she is wasted here. She is too kind and I feel like she needs someone to tell her, good on you” I am so happy she agrees with me “thank you, I want her to have the best and this job is not good and I don’t like a certain guy here” stuffing my hands in my pockets “Daniel?” she already knew “yeah, other things but I just want to keep my girl close” Maria smiled at me lightly “I will tell her to hurry up, nice meeting you. Hope to see you out of work, bye” waving at her, hopefully Rylee will come out.

Sitting next to this old lady on the seats, my feet hurt from standing. I am sat here like a patient, this is so awkward “do those things hurt?” the lady at the side of me asked pointing, looking over at her “my teeth?” I questioned “yeah, do they hurt?” shaking my head laughing, hearing the door open my head turned “finally” Rylee walked out with a box and a woman behind her, getting up from the seat “you been crying again?” I asked, Rylee nodded her head silently “she is escorting me out, let’s go” taking the box from Rylee “come, let’s get out of here” walking ahead of Rylee, I am so glad to be out of this place but I don’t like my girl crying over this shit, even Maria knows she deserves better “Chris Brown, he is more handsome in person” grinning from ear to ear hearing the talk behind me.

“This is it Chris, I came to live out my dream and now I am leaving” Rylee stared at the building “you’re leaving this building with a fiancé you love” Rylee looked at me “and I am so happy I am” she better be, Rylee wrapped her arms around my arm walking “you legit happy though? Maria agreed with me” I am happy she did “oh yeah, she told me. I am meeting her for a meal, she said for you to come. She has a husband and wants to meet up” Rylee is asking to do couple things, this means Rylee has time to plan shit “Rylee! Wait” my ears perked up at the voice, Rylee let my arm go turning around and so did I, I knew that motherfuckers would appear “you leaving!? What the hell?” he has some nerve “is that it?” he is walking closer and I am about to punch his face “it’s time for me to move on” Rylee said, Daniel’ eyes lit up. It’s like he wants some attention “you’re leaving because of this crazy motherfucker, Rylee you’re making the biggest mistake of your life. Don’t leave” dropping the box to the ground “take yourself and your nurses outfit back in there, you think I won’t beat you just because I am a celebrity” stepping to Daniel, he laughed in my face “wifey material? Nigga you had years! You had years to have her but you couldn’t, she don’t like you like that. How many times you want to be friend zoned, and then you got beat up by Blake. Do you ever want to just stop!?” moving my head back as Daniel was about to headbutt me but I swung my fist around which met his jaw “Chris, no!” Rylee grabbed my shirt, I threw my fist again at his eye and then pushing him onto the floor. He fell back onto the ground “don’t ever speak to my girl again” Rylee grabbed my shirt “fuck, Chris! Come, stop it” I want to beat him up even more.

I feel so much better, I punched him. He thought I would just stand there and do nothing, I don’t care and I would catch a case on god “Chris, I am so sorry about everything. I was just so confused” seeing some folded paper on my windscreen, picking the paper off my screen and unfolding it. Seeing a picture of Rylee and I having sex on my kitchen counter, the blood drained from my face. Looking around me “what have you seen?” Rylee questioned, who the fuck was watching us. Looking back down at the picture, I was eating Rylee out but who the fuck saw this, who the fuck was at my house.

rare-s0ulss  asked:

Can you give a list of songs that you love

Chris Brown- 101
Ciara- Body Party
Major Lazer- Night Riders
August Alsina- Look At How Far I’ve Come
Chris Brown- Wet The Bed
Trey Songz- Foreign(original and remix)
Travis Scott- 3 Wayz
August Alsina- Porn Star
Chris Brown- Deuces
Travis Scott- Party Till
Chris Brown- With You
Trey Songz- Smartphones
Chris Brown- X
Travis Scott- Wonderful
August Alsina- Fml
Rihanna- Needed Me
Chris Brown- Who’s Gonna
Travis Scott- Drugs You Should Try It
Trey Songz- Cake
August Alsina- Ring The Alarm
Chris Brown- Liquor
Travis Scott- Never Catch Me
Wiz Khalifa- Bake Sale
Travis Scott- Whole lotta lovin
Chris Brown- Touch Me
Augus Alsina- Been Around The World
Travis Scott- Skyfall
Young Thug- Worth It
Chris Brown- Proof
August Alsina- Would You Know
Rihanna- Woo
Travis Scott- Maria I’m Drunk
Chris Brown- Drown In It
Justin Bieber- No Sense
Chris Brown- Songs On 12 Play
Travis Scott- Dinosaurus
Trey Songz- Dead Wrong
Chris Brown- Back To Sleep Remix(Ft. August Alsina, Trey Songz And Miguel)
Dj Khaled- Do You Mind
Tory Lanez- Uber Everywhere Remix
Young Thug- With Them
Chris Brown- Blow It In The Wind
August Alsina- Other Side
Trey Songz- YAS
Chris Brown- Make Love
Tory Lanez- Luv
Travis Scott- Pick Up The Phone
Wiz Khalifa- We Dem Boyz
Trey Songz- Yes No Maybe
Chris Brown- Grass Aint Greener
Chris Brown- Take You Down
Trey Songz- Serve It Up
Tyga- Ready To Fuck
Chris Brown- Say Goodbye
Travis Scott- Uber Everywhere Remix
Chris Brown- 2012
Rihanna- Same Ol’ Mistakes
Chris Brown- Do Better
August Alsina- I Luv This Shit(remix)
Young Thug- King Troup
Travis Scott- 90210

It’s actually longer😖