The reality is that you will grieve forever. You will not get over the loss of a loved one; you will learn to live with it. You will heal and you will rebuild yourself around the loss you have suffered. You will be whole again, but you will never be the same again. Nor should you be the same, nor should you want to.
I miss my little Anton Yelchin. We all do. All of us, we came together in mourning this beautiful young soul, and god knows it hasn’t gotten easier. I know you’re sad, I know you’re hurting so badly sometimes. I am here for you, just as you were here for me when I reached out. We will get through this together.