pondorasbox replied to your post “feeling like crap after a fight with my boyfriend, wanting to cheat on…”

don’t cheeeat you’ll regret it. i did :/

I won’t; I didn’t. Because of my BPD I just keep sabotaging interpersonal relationships because I hate being hurt so I want to have control over what hurts me or not, which is really dumb because I hurt myself in the process and I hurt people around me so ??? brain!