chasing frequencies

It's Not Time to Go into the Dark yet

if you close your eyes

and wish with all your heart

you would make reality go away

but fairy tales are for bed time

and you can’t remember when was the last time

when night came

daylight won’t go away

and traffic won’t stop

but your eyes are growing tired

and all you want is to curl into a ball

find a womb and fall into a bottomless sleep

but your feet and hands can’t stop moving

there’s so much to have and so little time

so no matter what happens

you never turn off the lights

because it’s only when you are awake

that the world will keep spinning

stars will stay on course

and God will keep His throne

but when you nod off on your way home

you can hear nurseries in the background

but you keep saying:

it’s not time to go into the dark yet

it’s not time to go into the dark yet

it’s not time to go into the dark yet.

The caterpillar is a prisoner to the streets that conceived it. Its only job is to eat or consume everything around it, in order to protect itself from this mad city. While consuming its environment the caterpillar begins to notice ways to survive. One thing it noticed is how much the world shuns him, but praises the butterfly. The butterfly represents the talent, the thoughtfulness, and the beauty within the caterpillar. But having a harsh outlook on life the caterpillar sees the butterfly as weak and figures out a way to pimp it to his own benefits

Mortal Man

He wrote it so good…

Another thing they never tell you

People who romanticize sadness aren’t really sad. They are just bored.

Real sadness is not something I would wish on anyone or anything. It’s a cage. One that you are aware of. One you can see the outside from. One that you try to get out of. One that seems to lack an exit. So you start to doubt yourself and your skills and your worth as a human being. This doubt leads to frustration and anger and self hate and despair and a whole list of other negative shit that impedes the same progress you so desperately want. Then the small tasks become difficult feats.

And before you know it, you are Sisyphus. And nothing in life makes sense except the cage that you want to get out of.

That’s what sadness is, not the flowery nonsense these wordsmiths and authors write about.

Why do we feel compelled to have opinions?

What’s the point of having an opinion or feeling strongly about something that has nothing to do with you (other than the fact that you read or heard it somewhere)?

I have a lot of opinions and they are all serve no real purpose in my life. They are just opinions.

Everything he said

He said true change is internal change not external change.

He said that, contrary to what we believe, external change is merely a consequence of internal change.

He said internal change is achieved by “doing your work” not from the prevailing beliefs that change comes from social, spiritual, or emotional experiences.

He said you recognize “your work” by going back to those things that attracted you for unexplainable reasons.

He said you “do your work” by dedicating yourself to learning everything about those things that attract you.

He said your internal change will occur once you’ve gained the right amount of knowledge about those things, and you will know how to exploit the right opportunity once you reach that point.

Everything He Said is What I Will Do.

In this country a black man only have like 5 years we can exhibit maximum strength, and that’s right now while you a teenager, while you still strong or while you still wanna lift weights, while you still wanna shoot back. Cause once you turn 30 it’s like they take the heart and soul out of a man, out of a black man in this country. And you don’t wanna fight no more. And if you don’t believe me you can look around, you don’t see no loud mouth 30-year old muthafuckas
—  Mortal Man
Funny how that works

People who act like real people get more rewards than the real people they pretend to be like.

It seems Marketing is everything. You can be as real as you want. Without marketing, some faker will get a lot more than you with a lot less realness than you.

Funny how that works.