Do you know what sucks? When you have put so much into a relationship
(whether it’s platonic, familial, sexual, or romantic), and you just…
You just feel the seams of your relationship, tearing, and you try to
sew it back together as hurriedly and as strong as you can, but it isn’t
enough, because someone is tearing your seams (deliberately or
unknowingly), and… You just… You just stand there, with your needle
and thread, and you’re just horrified but you’re so scared that you
can’t even do anything at this point, because no matter how hard you try
to fix whatever damage there may be, nothing you do will heal yourself,
or patch up the relationship you had.
And it’s just.
Why. Why is this happening?
And what’s even harder to do, is to accept that it isn’t your fault, and that it probably isn’t even the other person’s fault, that things happen without either person causing them to happen, and it’s just… it’s difficult.