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Dream Pillow to remember Prophetic Dreams

Hello lovelies! Been awhile, I wanted to give you guys this recipe/spell I created for a friend to enhance her dream memory! I know a lot of people struggle with remembering dreams, and that’s ok! I am here to try and help!

You will need some fabric and a sewing kit for starters!

Ingredients:

-Sandalwood Powder: Visionary Properties

-Peppermint: Psychic awareness and Intuition

-Hawthorne Berries: Protection of witches

-Blood Salt: To protect yourself, and have the ability to defend yourself from any negativity that may try and harm you in these dreams.

-Purple, purple, purple!: Add some purple yarn, tissue paper, or fabric on the inside to help with opening your third eye (Purple is most commonly associated with your third eye, I’ve learned:)

-Amethyst: Once again, to help with your third eye and visionary properties beyond our realm/spirit work. (If you are hoping for channeling, I would substitute amethyst with a piece of fluorite…but that’s just me:)

-Sigil(s): I created a personal sigil for this friend, stemming from, “I will remember my dreams”. I find it stronger to make your own personal sigil when making these pillows for your self.

-Sage: I always add sage for positivity, cleansing, and protection.

The pillow doesn’t have to be huge, the ones we make are relatively small, maybe 2x2 in (After sewn). I start off by folding the fabric in half, and I sew along two sides only, while the fabric is inside out (The pattern that you want on the outside needs to be on the inside so you can create a clean seam). Once both sides are done, I turn it back so the pattern or color is on the outside (I recommend purple) and start stuffing! I go in this order,

Tissue paper, sigil (folded up), Sandalwood powder, peppermint, Hawthorne berry, blood salt, Amethyst, and sage.

If you don’t have some of these items, feel free to substitute them with items you have that you personally feel would work best for you. Our correspondences may be different, and one thing that may work for me, may not work for you. Mix it up!

As I sew the pillow shut, I say the following

“May _________ see what they need to see

May _________ know what they need to know

May _________ fight what they need to fight

May this help ___________’s senses grow”

If this is for you, replace the spaces with I, and the last with my.

Then to finish off, I recommend smudging these pillows with Cedar or sage. Personally, I use this sage spray a friend of mine got me, and it does wonders!

I charge these pillows by simply sleeping with them the very first night I create them. I put them under my pillow right away and then that’s that! Its good to smudge them beforehand, or after if you have any negative dreams.

As far as the sigil goes, I do not charge the sigil in the pillow. I draw the sigil first, and put the original in a bowl with some quartz points and selenite, then I draw a second one and put that in the pillow right away. I leave the original sigil in the bowl overnight, and then add it to my collection the next day:)

I hope you all enjoyed this, please reblog to share with others, and follow/like if you wanna see more! :)

Lots of unconditional love,

-Em

Traditional Witchcraft at Issue

Detractors of traditional witchcraft begin by using our words differently than we do to discredit a premise we never made. Traditional is wrongly defined by detractors as meaning ancient unbroken unchanged lineage and practice. And witchcraft is wrongly defined as self identified witches’ practices. Traditional to us usually means rooted in pre 1900’s folk magical traditions. Witch to us is a postmodern term that applies to a variety of folk magical practices, cunning person professions, and certain trade and fraternal lodge customs that only in some noted historical circumstances self identified as witchery, but were more often called witch as a long dangerous criminal slur. Traditional Witchcraft is a post modern term that indicates irreligious (indifferent to religion) counter-cultural and animist magical practices. In contrast, Wicca is generally understood to be a tradition of religious (organized set of worship practices and moral rules) pagan ritual magic. At this point, the differences between Initiatory Wicca and Traditional Witchcraft are fuzzy as lineages old gard wiccans include traditional witchcraft elements.

One of the problems we face is the disbelief that Gardner based his pagan religion off of anything, but in reality he did know traditional witches and did include elements of their practice in Wicca. A few entirely Wiccan elements are the three fold law and the Wiccan rede. The 8 spokes wheel of the year is from revival druidry (also a type of fraternal lodge that traditional witches draw upon).

Another problem we face is the increasing exaggeration of the level to which major source texts for Wicca and traditional witchcraft were discredited or credited. Yes, much Margaret Murray’s The witch cult in Western Europe’s conclusions were disproven and unsupported by the evidence. But she misinterpreted the evidence and her disproven conclusion was that there was a unified pagan witch tradition, but there was witchcraft and there is lots of evidence in her books that is supported. Yes Ronald Hutton wrote an excellent book about British Paganism in which he questioned the legitimacy of Wicca, but it wasn’t the final word on the matter. Previously, Aiden Kelly In his book he assumed the people Gardner claimed to know we’re entirely made up with totally fake names. Easily people found the folks Gardner claimed to know and even showed they had interest in animism and fraternal lodges which loosely supports the traditional witchcraft roots for his pagan religion. Hutton himself found the new information compelling and engaged with other scholars. His book was written 15 years ago a lot has been found since.

There has always been controversy over Gospel of Aradia, but recent scholarship has shown that Madellena was likely a real informant as Leland talked in his letters to friends and family of the mundanity of paying her and such. Clearly and by his own word he reworked what she provided him.

Finally, detractors in their requirement (again not our own definition) that the traditions be culturally pure. Cornwall is tiny, itty bitty. It’s near other parts of England, it’s not a fortified island, it’s a part of the British island. Same with nearby Wales. The entire Island of England is the size of the state I live in. The way detractors act as though there is a pure Cornish tradition unlike anything else nearby is untenable. Of course Cornish craft is alike to Wicca in some ways they come from the same island and cultures.

Finally, detractors charge that these witch authors claim their work is ancient pure cultural unbroken lineages self identified throughout as witchery. When a simple reading of the author’s own words usually says the opposite. Gardner claimed he dressed up the traditional witchcraft he found. Gemma Gary claims she wrote her own rituals based off of the local folk practice and other influences. Schulke and Chumbley claim their work is from channelled visions and personal experience on top of the traditional lineage practices rooted in the last two centuries.

Detractors also like to insult writing style and cost of books. They feel that selling nice books is capitalist. I wonder if they just imagine these witches raking in the dough. Often these authors lose money on their book sales. Writing a book is a labor of love. Schulke is a book binding artist. That is why Xoanan books are beautiful and a tad costly (no more than a school book). Gemma Gary’s books are only costly because of the exchange rate and shipping. Most of her books come out in paperback shortly after the hardback just like most mainstream publishing houses do. Like I bought Harry Potter books the day they came out in Hardback and accounting for exchange rate and shipping were about the same price.

The last detraction is based on writing style. I see no point in answering that it’s a matter of taste.

Traditional witchcraft can be written off anytime you want if you make sure to make up your own definition of what it is and then prove it doesn’t fit that definition. But if you take it at face value for what it claims to be in the fine print, then you got it.

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11:11 Decoded

11:11 Phenomenon

11:11 Digital Time Code

“Eleven is the number of new beginnings.”

111 - the vision, illumination, channel to the subconscious, insight without rational thought, the gateway
11:11. This represents the spiraling twin strands of human DNA coming into consciousness.11:11=4=4th dimension=time. Eleven is a higher octave of the number two . It carries psychic vibrations and has an equal balance of masculine and feminine properties. Because eleven contains many gifts such as psychic awareness and a keen sense of sensitivity, it also has negative effects such as treachery and betrayal from secret enemies.
In systems such as Astrology and basic Numerology, eleven is considered to be a Master Number.
Ten being the perfect number, eleven represents the exceeding of both. It is interesting to note that eleven when broken down (1+1=2) comprises the Two of duality.

ELEVEN IS THE NUMBER OF LIGHT
When the forces of Eleven become fully activated on earth, they have
the power to change history in the making. Within the number and
sequences of Eleven (29, 47, 38, 92, 83, 74, 56, 65) lives all answers and questions. Eleven teaches us every problem is a divine opportunity to learn. It shows us how to see beyond what is everyday and boring. It try’s and tests our faith and our belief. It forces us to listen to that small still quiet voice within the silent witness. It reminds us we are not victims but victors and are all vast beings who have come to earth to help with the ascension
process starting with ourselves. It asks you to finally locate the
light within and share it with all. Eleven is our Best Friend and
Teacher

11:11 is a number activation sequence. Each time that you see 11 111 or 1111 on a clock it represents that you are being given an
opportunity to walk into a Gateway of Manifestation. The universe
has just taken a snapshot of your thoughts, which are then
manifesting physically in record speed. The time period from
November 11, to January 11 is considered to be the HOLY TRINITY
months the 23 faces of Eve and Atom. All in All it is a divine decree and opportunity issued to all of earth to Wake-up, and become
your true light.

Eleven is also the number of masters. 11:11 is an encoded molecular structure of Remembrance, activating the Master of Light we have always been. This is the Biological Ascension, and 11:11 is the
Ascension Doorway. The Light of Ascension comes in many forms and on many levels. It comes not always in one day, or one moment. For we Ascend and descend continually word by word, thought by thought Ascension is birthed from every breath, every thought, every word, every day. There is a global phenomenon that is perplexing many individuals in regard to numerical synchronicities and in particular, the number and the meaning behind 11:11. From teenagers to senior citizens, these synchronistic numbers seem to appear on a daily basis. What does 1111 mean?

For example, you might be putting gas in your car and when you’re done, you’ll notice that you put exactly 11.11 gallons in your car. Or you might be at the checkout line in a store and the cashier gives you $11.11 in change. As you’re going home, you might notice a license plate with the numbers 1111 on it.
This happens most often when looking at the clock. We’ve all seemingly had this experience: You just happen to look at the clock and it’s 11:11 am or pm. It’s not like you are constantly waiting for this magical number to appear, it just does.

From an esoteric standpoint, 11:11 appears to be something that is genetically coded within our “junk” DNA as a cue to spiritually awaken.
What does 11:11 mean?
11:11 is subjective to the interpreter and to the interpretation. In other words, YOUR interpretation is the only interpretation that matters! Here are the many interpretations of 11:11.

11:11 Awareness: The first thing you should pay attention to when you see a synchronistic number is what you’re either doing or thinking at that particular moment. You should also be cognizant of your surroundings, such as the song that you’re currently listening to or even something as simple as the rays of sunshine coming in through your window.

11:11 Gateway or Portal: 11:11 is the doorway between two worlds – between the 3rd dimensional and the 5th dimensional worlds.

Angelic Humans: According to George Barnard, 11:11 is “the calling card for beings that are half angels and half humans”.

Angels and Spirit Guides: Your guardian angel or spirit guide is trying to connect with you.

Balance: Your life is either gaining or becoming more in balance when you see 11:11. This might also be an affirmation that your life is in complete balance as well.

Binary DNA Code: The brain is like a computer, which relies on binary codes (1’s and 0’s). In this premise, 11:11 is the binary code that awakens your dormant (junk) DNA.

Digital Time Code: This theory encapsulates several theories within the same premise. 11:11 unlocks your DNA and opens the subconscious mind through physically seeing these digital numbers and re-remembering why your brain was coded to remember the importance of 11:11.

DNA Activation: The number 11 represents twin strands of DNA, so for some people, this is a sign of a DNA activation or upgrade.

Edgar Cayce: As I mentioned in a previous article, Edgar Cayce was quoted as saying, “The first lesson for six months should be One-One-One- One; Oneness of God, oneness of man’s relation, oneness of force, oneness of time, oneness of purpose, Oneness in every effort-Oneness- Oneness!” Edgar may have meant, “The first lesson for six months should be 11:11.”

Fibonacci Sequence: The first two numbers of the Fibonacci Sequence are 1,1. The Fibonacci Sequence is basically tied into Sacred Geometry and the Golden Ratio of Creation, so this number would represent an end to physical reality as we know it.

Global Consciousness: When you see 11:11, you feel connected with the Universe and everyone else who is currently experiencing this phenomenon. You completely understand what “we are all one” means.

Make a Wish: Many teens are playing the 11:11pm game without really even knowing the significance behind 11:11. If they notice that it’s 11:11pm, they make a wish. Is it possible that these children are indigos and 11:11 represents an awakening code for them?

Numerology: The number 11 is a Master Number and represents impractical idealism, visionary, refinement of ideals, intuition, revelation, artistic and inventive genius, avant-garde, androgynous, film, fame, refinement fulfilled when working with a practical partner.

Spiritual Purpose: 11:11 presents you an opportunity to reflect on your spiritual purpose for being here.

Synchronicity: Your life has become total balance and the lesson you need to learn will appear before you. “When the pupil is ready, the master appears”.

Wake Up Call: 11:11 signifies your spiritual awakening, as this number seems to be predominantly noticed by those who have begun their spiritual journeys. It may also be seen as a code to unlock your subconscious mind.

Reality is a consciousness program (hologram, simulation, illusion, dream) created by digital codes. Numbers, numeric codes, define our existence and experiences. Human DNA, our genetic memory, triggers (remembers) by digital codes at specific times and frequencies as we experience. Those codes awaken the mind to the change and evolution of consciousness. 11 is one of those codes, meaning activation of twin spiraling human DNA.

The brain is an electrochemical machine (computer)
that processes through binary code zeroes and ones
that create patterns of experiences and realities.

The illusion of physical reality is created by the patterns of the
Fibonacci Sequence - the Golden Spiral of Consciousness
consisting of zeros and ones that align with the brain.

Above and Below

11 is a double digit considered to be a Master, Power, or Masonic Numbers

Freemasons - Above and Below

11 and Emotions

Conditioned Grounding Mechanism

The 11 pattern continues to haunt/taunt people as if a catalyst. When people see the 11 it triggers part of their DNA linked to remember we exist in a Holographic Universe. This leads to an ongoing series of synchronicities to find truth.

11 can show up in its various forms when someone is overcome by emotions, feels lost, or becomes indecisive. Here 11 is used by the brain as a conditioned grounding mechanism to balance the circuits to focus and function. People who experience in “zone 11” have the most interesting stories to tell.

The # (number sign, hashtag) is almost 11 vertically and horizontally =
balance by numbers #subliminalmessages.

11 may appear anywhere from daily experiences, to nature and the Fibonacci Code, on other levels of experience such as dreams, and more. It’s all just code in a biogenetic experiment. If you haven’t figured it out, you will.

11 - Read between the lines

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“Primer” (Hyungwon Fluff)

Originally posted by wonhontology

Title: Primer

Featuring: Hyungwon (monsta x) x Reader

POV: First person

Rating: PG

Summary: As Hyungwon’s make-up artist, getting to be close to him every day is good enough, until he has other plans.

Requested by anon!


When I finished school, I imagined quite the future for myself. My sights were set on theater, elaborate stage make-up and prosthetics every night, getting to channel my crazy inner-visions to the face of an actor.  It would be the dream.

That’s not quite what happened.

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A #microfiction about very polite resistance.

“I’m afraid I won’t do that, sir.”

All chatter on the bridge stopped. A dozen heads slowly turned to face the Chief of Operations. He blinked at them from behind his silver SPECtacles, seeming a little surprised by his own words.

He wrung his circuit-embossed hands apologetically. He was a figure the crew had previously considered as more of a helpful interface into which they input their desires and waited for Results to come out.

Up to this moment, they always had.

“Excuse me, Chief?” Captain Ranesh cocked her head dangerously, seeming to take in her Chief Op for the first time.

“That is an order that I won’t obey.”

“Can’t … or *won’t*?” The captain had never been one to let a little thing like ‘listening’ get in the way of a good line.

“Still won’t. Definitely won’t. Will not. *Will* is definitely involved here.”

The Chief’s eye twitched as he switched observe the scene through the bridge cameras. He saw his own back straighten beneath the Captain’s scrutiny. He saw the security officer reaching a hand towards a side arm as they assessed the situation.

“I don’t think you understand the gravity of the situation, Chief, if we don’t stop those insurgents getting to their ship-”

“That port has a population of nearly a million. Thirteen different species from over a hundred cultures.” The Chief no longer sounded apologetic. “I can see them through the security drones. I can feel the heat of them through our scanners.”

“This is no time to get sentimental, Chief.” The captain never raised her voice, but instead took on a dangerous silk softness. “If you don’t arm the warheads, I will have you court-martialled.”

“Sir, morality aside, the diplomatic fallout alone would-”

The captain simply turned away and left them reasoning with air.

“Lieutenant Ash? Send a team to the munitions bay - arrest the chief’s loading teams and begin the arming sequence manually.”

“I’m afraid that won’t work, captain.” The lights dimmed and a began flashing red. A warning alarm blared. “The ship and I both agree: this kind of behaviour simply will not *do*.”

“There are billions of human lives at risk. And you’d mutiny just to protect a mere million aliens?”

“No sir…”

The crew felt the hum of the engines vibrate through them as the ship began a landing approach. The Chief’s lenses glowed as he channelled his own vision directly to the ship’s AI.

“We would mutiny to protect *just one*.”

chapter 3: consciousness

☽ trance induction ☾

This chapter is about trance induction and meditation. Many people think of the word “trance” and imagine something like the children in the film “Hocus Pocus” becoming hypnotized by Sarah’s voice and walking the streets like zombies. Yes, a trance state can be a bit like becoming hypnotized, but I prefer viewing it as being incredibly focused on a single action or thing without trying to focus.

A witch, shaman, healer, etc. needs a trance state in ritual work as it is the only real ability that is required for successful magick.

[ warning: people who suffer from seizures, sleep disorders, mood disorders, or mental illnesses, especially those requiring medication may also have difficulties in trance induction. consult with your doctor if you are doing this work and have seizures, because a change in consciousness may trigger one. mood balancing or anti psychotic medication may also make this work more challenging, but do not stop taking your medication without consulting your doctor first. it takes more work, but your mind will adapt.*]

Stimulating a trance is usually accomplished through a process called “brain wave entrainment”: your brain will try to match noticeable rhythms from the outside world. There are many ways to induce a trance. These ways are introduced below (my favorites are in italic), as follows:

  • auditory and rhythmic driving (drumming, music, guided meditation)*
  • kinesthetic driving (dancing, mudras, ritual, yoga, breathing, sexual stimulation)*
  • visual driving (visual meditation, mandala, pendulum, film, art, yantras, strobe lights, cloud watching)*
  • olfactory driving (perfume, incense, oils, pheromones, flowers, and any scent that has emotional associations)*
  • gustatory driving (herbs, starvation, hallucinogens, alcohol, stimulants, aphrodisiacs and other drugs)*
  • disciplines (yoga, sufism, transcendental meditation, ritual)*
  • naturally occurring (dreams, lucid dreams, euphoria, ecstasy, psychosis, out-of-body experiences, visions, channeling, and esp)*

A trance requires a different level of consciousness, and as humans, we have five levels of consciousness. The three consciousnesses you’ve (or you’ll) experience through-out your trance state will more than likely be, theta, delta, or gamma- theta being the more likely of consciousnesses. Below I list the level of consciousness and how they affect our lives:

  1. alpha consciousness: 8-14 hz. relaxed and daydreaming, increased memory, light meditation, psychic intuition takes place here.*
  2. beta consciousness: 12-20 hz. our normal waking state, when we study, communicate, and use our logical left brain.*
  3. theta consciousness: 4-8 hz. shamanic consciousness, deeper meditation, “trance” state. we enter this level during sleep and trance channeling.*
  4. delta consciousness: 4 hz. or less. deep sleep, trance, coma state. most of us don’t remember delta-wave.*
  5. gamma consciousness: 20-40 hz. (up to 250 hz.) greatest mysteries of our mind. “battlefield consciousness”, eureka moments, divine inspirations, satori, kundalini risings and out-of-body experiences.*

☽ meditations ☾

Meditating is the key to successful spells. The way it works is this; the tools, herbs and oils you use that are cleansed and consecrated for the spell you’re working are merely conductors for energy that you conjure. This energy comes from Spirit (deity, etc.) and the Higher Self and works through you onto these tools and into the spell. Law of attraction takes place here. When you meditate in a trance state, the ego isn’t at work here, only the Higher Self is, and while meditating (especially through visual meditation where you use your third eye to see the outcome you want), you invoke the powers of the Universe by thinking these things so strongly until you’ve created them and they manifest right in front of you! So truly, simply by using meditation, you can create your spell’s outcome. 

Personally, I think that the easiest way, by far, to enter a “trance” like state is to begin with short guided meditations (please inbox/ask me for references), no more than 5-8 minutes long as it can be a bit difficult for newcomers to meditation to meditate for a whopping 20-30 minutes! At least that’s how it was with me, and now, 20-30 minutes seems like no time at all! Another good and easy way is to listen to theta-wave videos on YouTube with headphones, preferably with soft background music like crystal bowls, or mantra meditation (artists like Deva Premal, Craig Pruess & Ananda are favorites). From there, once you find that it’s becoming a lot easier to induce a trance-like state, you can progress onto other methods.

[ *- from the witch’s eight paths of power ]

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“Schrabisode”
Words by:  Eric M. Esquivel
Pencils and Ink by:  Jeff Pina
Letters and color by: Hannah Nance Partlow

Rob Schrab and Dan Harmon are the peanut butter and jelly of pop culture: delicious on their own, and even more scrumptious when they join forces.  They’re a perfect example of what’s possible when creative individuals choose to transcend their natural feelings of competition and instead elect to support one another.

It’s in that spirit that Jeff Piña, Hannah Nance Partlow, and I put together this fan comic, celebrating both the 20th anniversary of Scud: The Disposable Assassin, and the conclusion of Community*

…Also, there’s a little bit of Ricky and Morty and Heat Vision and Jack thrown in there too.  Because, obviously.

Enjoy, Internet.

*Note:  This comic takes place during Season Three.  Nerds.

#SixIssuesAndAGraphicNovel

Jonathan Solter
Avalon
Acrylic on Canvas
2014

I stumbled across this visionary artist on Facebook and his work is mind blowing. I sense that this is a DMT vision channeled via the paintbrush.
This attention to detail is exceptional. I absolutely love this painting. The use of colour and depth of layers really makes this piece shine. The flow of energy and sacred symbology is beautifully executed.

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Got a Home Security Surveillance Kit up for sale

Barely used as in; tested for a bit and then stored back in it’s box. Cameras still have the protective plastic thing on the lenses for example.

It all works and everything but the warranty card is included (lost it in the move, but it expired anyway so)

Hoping to get it sold. Needing the funds to go towards a treatment that’s kind of my last resort regarding my debilitating exhaustion.

NOTE: Adapter (as far as I’m aware) and power cable (FOR CERTAIN) are made for use in North America!

#3 - “I’m her dead boyfriend, and you are?” - Peter Parker One Shot

Summary: This is a continuation of this one shot. Tony finds a way to revive Pietro, meaning you’re going to have to chose between him and Peter.

Pairings: Peter Parker x Reader, Pietro Maximoff x Reader

Requested: Yes.

Warnings: None, I don’t think.

A/N: This is long as hell, but it was fun to write. Also I’ve got no idea if the way the revive him is in anyway correct or coherent but this is fictional so anything goes lol.

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Ever since you opened up to Peter about your grief over Pietro, he’s become your rock. He’s never left your side and, even though he’s teased for chasing you round like a ‘puppy dog searching for a home,” you wouldn’t have had it any other way. You don’t see it as him chasing you around because, it’s just as much you going after him as it is the other way around. You’ve been asked plenty of times by the likes of Natasha and Wanda if the two of you are dating and, the truth is, you’re not. But you think you’re ready to make the leap.

“Every time I think of you being bitten by a radioactive spider, it makes me feel all icky. How you live knowing it happened to you without feeling just a little bit grossed out, I will never know!” You laugh to him, as you sit on the balcony of your room at the complex.

He grins, “I can’t complain. It gave me some awesome powers, so I don’t get grossed out over it.”

You smile to him, “I hate spiders”

“But you don’t hate me, right?” 

You giggle, shaking your head, “Of course I don’t hate you!”

When he doesn’t reply, you decide to just bite the bullet and do what you’ve been meaning to do for the past few days. For the first time, you’re not going to chicken out, you promised yourself the second he walked into the complex this morning.

“Peter?” You speak up.

“Mmhm?” He mumbles, looking at you.

“Would you err, would you like to go out sometime?” You ask nervously, “Like, on a date?”

His face lights up, “Erm…err…yeah, yeah, I’d love to…but, only if you’re sure you’re ready I mean, I don’t want to rush you or anyth-”

“PETER!” You shout, laughing at him, “If I wasn’t ready, I wouldn’t have asked you, would I?”

He shakes his head, “I…I suppose not.”

“So, would you like to go out on a date with me, say, Friday night?” You ask him again, shyly.

“Yeah, yeah…sure” He agrees.

***

You’re walking through the Tower with Peter when Tony appears walking in the opposite direction to the two of you. When he notices you guys, he points at you and asks if he can talk to you alone for a minute. Peter waits where he is while Tony takes you into a nearby empty office. 

“What’s up, Tony?” You ask him.

“I…I didn’t really want to do this in front of Peter because, I know the two of you have been getting really close recently.” Tony begins, causing you to furrow your eyebrows at him, “But…I haven’t been completely honest with you over something and, now that I feel like I’m close to something, I feel like now would be the right time to be honest with you.”

You look at him concerned, “Okay…what’s going on?”

“After Pietro died whilst trying to save Sokovia from Ultron…I went back for him.” Tony starts, avoiding eye contact with you, “I…I took his body and, brought it back home. I…preserved it so that it wouldn’t rot. Ever since I’ve been…looking for a way to, bring him back to you and Wanda.”

You furrow your eyebrows, “W-w-why would you do that? Does Wanda know?”

Tony nods, “I told her last night but, told her not to say anything to you because I wanted to be honest with you myself. And what do you mean why would I do that? You loved him, Wanda loved him, Clint was in turmoil over his death…”

“I did love him” You admit, “But I’ve only just started getting over his death, and now you’re telling me that all of that grief could have been for nothing? That all Wanda and Clint’s grief could have been for nothing? You’re sick, Tony. You should have told us all what you were doing the second you decided it!”

“I just didn’t want to get your hopes up.” He says softly, “If I had known it was going to take me this long to come up with something…then I would have said something sooner.”

“And what about Peter?” I ask him.

“What about Peter?” He questions.

“You said it yourself…we’ve been getting close and, we’re going on a date on Friday and…” You think aloud, “What am I going to do? Pietro will want to be with me, Peter wants to be with me and, I don’t even know what I’m going to feel when Pietro is brought back into the mix”

Tony puts his hand up, “Remember…it might not be successful.”

“Oh so I’ll just have to hope for the best then, will I?” I say sarcastically.

Tony sighs, “I’m…I’m really sorry. I wasn’t expecting you to get so close to Peter, I thought…I thought you wouldn’t have got close to anyone”

You roll your eyes, “No, because, l was totally going to go through it alone.”

You don’t even give Tony the chance to reply to you, when you leave the room. Peter is exactly where you left him, and you take him by surprise when you pull him into a hug. “(Y/N), what…what’s this for?”

You shrug, “I just don’t want things to change between us”

***

The Avengers gather around Pietro’s currently lifeless body, Tony getting ready to conduct whatever it is he has to do to try and bring him back. You didn’t tell Peter what was going on, because you didn’t want to upset or worry him, so he isn’t here with the rest of the team. You don’t know what you’re going to do about this. For the past couple of months, all you’ve been thinking of is being with Peter, and that’s what you want. But, at the same time, you don’t want to break Pietro’s heart when it’s only just started working again. 

Pietro is placed into the cradle which Vision had been created in, the door sealed. Tony then has to get Vision to channel the power from his Infinity Stone into Pietro.

“Would anyone like to say anything before we start?” Tony asks. 

Vision steps forward, “Before we start, I would just like to apologise, in case this does not work.”

Wanda smiles sympathetically and presses a supportive hand to his arm, “We know you’ll do your best”

“There’s no pressure, Vision” You speak up from across the room. 

When no-one else has anything to say, Tony nods his head to Vision, who steps forward and gets ready to do whatever it is he has to do. You watch as Vision begins to channel the power of his infinity stone through the cradle and into Pietro. The light is so bright you’re forced to look away, but the smoke that comes from the cradle causes everyone to panic. When it looks like the whole thing is going to explode, the whole team erupts and Vision stops. 

The room is silent as we all come to the terms with the fact it appears to have been unsuccessful. Wanda runs to you, and takes you into a hug, crying into your shoulder. You cry too. People go to leave the room, but that’s when you all hear it. The banging. The struggle. The muffled screams, “Let me out! Let me out!”

Everyone stops dead in their tracks as we turn to face the cradle. Tony, being the one stood closest to it, unlocks the hatch and the door is pushed open. Pietro sits up, looking tired and worn out, breathing heavily. He looks around, “You’re late” he jokes.

Wanda leaps over to him, and helps him out the cradle. They hug and then his eyes land on Clint. “Hey…old man” He says, “You didn’t see that coming?”

Clint laughs and you realise he’s crying too. You’re all either crying or staring at him in awe. That’s when he notices you.

“Princess…princess…don’t cry…don’t cry” He soothes, approaching you and taking you into a hug. You don’t hesitate to hug him back.

“I’m so glad you’re back.” You mumble to him, “I’ve hated being without you.”

“I’d say I hated it too…but I can’t remember my time…I was dead!” He exclaims, making you laugh, “But…you don’t have to worry…I’m back now, and I’m going to take you out on that date I promised you a long, long time ago”

You gulp, but smile to him, “Let’s just…get you some rest, first.”

“Rest?” He questions, “I think I’ve had enough rest, don’t you?”

He winks at you, kissing your forehead. 

***

When Peter arrives at the complex the next day, you try your hardest to act as if you didn’t spend your night catching Pietro up on everything that’s happened since he’s been…’away.’ But you can’t lie to him about Pietro being alive for much longer, as Pietro walks into the room.

Peter looks him up and down as Pietro approaches you, slinging his arm around you.

“Who are you?” Peter asks, confused.

“I’m her dead boyfriend” Pietro replies oblivious, “You are?”

Peter furrows his eyebrows to you, and a sudden look of realisation hits him. “You’re…you’re Pietro?”

“That’s right” Pietro tells him, “…and you are?”

“Peter. Peter Parker.” Peter says, shaking Pietro’s hand, “But I think there’s been a mistake. You see, (Y/N) and I…we’re going on a date tomorrow night. And…it’s totally not your fault that you didn’t know that bu-”

“Date?” Pietro asks, interrupting Peter, “You’re going on a date with this guy?”

You sigh, taking a deep breath as you look up at Pietro’s hurt and confused expression.

“You know what?” Peter begins, “It doesn’t matter. You have her”

“Peter!” You yell after him, as he turns to leave, “What do you mean?”

Peter turns to face you again, “What do I mean, what do you mean more like? The only reason we got close was because you were so upset over him dying, so now that he’s back…you might as well just go back to him”

Pietro smirks, “Sounds alright to me”

You shoot Pietro a glare, but when you turn back to Peter, you’re too late. He’s gone.

“So…where do you want to go on this date, princess?” Pietro asks you, as if he doesn’t care that Peter is hurt, or care that you’ve been left upset in the process.

You take a deep breath, “We’re not going on one”

Pietro stops, looking at you, “What do you mean? I’m back, I love you, you love me…why should we hold back on our love?”

Your eyes begin to water, “Because I love Peter”

Pietro looks at you even more hurt, “Please tell me that’s your new nickname for me”

You shake your head, “It’s not. I’m sorry.”

You leave him there, and go after Peter. You find him in the park round the corner from the complex, sitting on one of the swings. You approach him and sit on the swing next to him.

“If you’re here to try and apologise for choosing him over me, don’t bother.” Peter speaks up, “It just sucks. I was there for you, we’d gotten real close. I thought we had something but…turns out I was just some sort of rebound, which doesn’t even seem to have meaning anymore…hey, maybes I never did.”

“Actually, Peter…” You reply, taking a deep breath, “I didn’t come here to justify choosing Pietro. I came here to tell you that I’ve chosen you.”

He looks at me instantly, “What do you mean? Why? You love Pietro.”

“I do. You’re right.” You agree, “But not in the way I love you.”

Peter tries to stop the smile from hitting his face, “How did Pietro take it?”

You shrug, “I didn’t stay long enough to see his reaction.”

Peter laughs slightly, “Are we still on for our date?”

You nod, “If you are.”

“I’ll always be up for a date with you” He smiles.

****