You let the father of your kids have custody of them. You pushed Ezekiel away because you thought you didn’t deserve to be happy…you’ll always have that pain… but you’ll learn to live with it… and you’ll move on… and deep down… you’ll hate yourself for it. My wife and daughter had to die for me to be as happy as I am today. That doesn’t mean I wouldn’t throw all this away if I could bring them back… but at the end of the day… that’s the truth of the situation. It’s fucked up… and I’m ashamed… but there isn’t a fucking thing I can do about it. So I just keep going. Just like you’re going to have to.