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dan-yuna  asked:

Can you write something based on the song My Immortal by Evanescence?? Please?? *runs away*


My Immortal

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cu7QvOQKcKk

In case you wanted to listen to it while reading. (if you can)


Tw: Past abuse mentioned, song “my immortal”

sorry its not that great.
(yes this is continuation of You are loved. Please don’t hate me)

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I’m so tired of being here


Morality woke with a jolt. He was breathing heavy with tears streaming down his face. He clenched the edge of the bed.


Suppressed by all my childish fears


Why was he so scared of her? She wasn’t here, it’s been months. She wasn’t here.


And if you have to leave


Why did he leave?


I wish you would just leave


He was trying so hard to move on.


Cause your presence still lingers here


Why couldn’t he move on?


And it wont leave me alone.


Morality sobbed.


This wound wont seem to heal.


He cried remembering the things she screamed.


This pain is just too real


“Please stop,” Morality begged.


There’s just too much that time cannot erase


Morality shook his head, trying to erase the memories. Why couldn’t they just go away?


When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears.


Morality hurt, remembering the times he’d comfort her after she would yell at him.


When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears


He cried. Trying to push away the memories.


And I held your hand through all of these years


When they held hands it was the best… but she always wanted more.


But you still have all of me


How did she still control his life? After all these months, after so long, he still loved her.


You used to captivate me by your resonating light


She was so beautiful.


Now, I’m bound by the life you left behind


Why did they do this?


Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams


He cringed remembering his nightmare.


Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me


Why did she have that effect on him?


These wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just too real


Morality couldn’t stop crying. He didn’t want to stop now, it felt so good although it hurt.


There’s just too much that time cannot erase.

When you cried, I wiped away all of your tears



“Hey Mo?” Anxiety said softly. Morality kept sobbing, not wanting to say anything.
“Mo, it’s okay I’m here.” Morality could feel Anxiety lean on the bed.
“I’m scared.” Morality kept weeping, not wanting to stop crying yet.

“It’s okay, let it out.  I’ll make sure nothing happens.” Anxiety whispered, rubbing Morality’s back. Morality flinched at the contact, but soon turned to lean into Anxiety. Anxiety wrapped his arms around Morality’s, used to pulling him in, Morality sobbed louder.


I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone


He couldn’t believe it. He really loved her, he really really loved her.

And though you’re still with me


Why was it like this?


I’ve been alone all along.


Morality wailed, and he could feel Anxiety’s arm clench tighter around him. Morality was grateful for the contact, grabbing onto Anxiety’s shirt letting himself, feel what he held back all these weeks.


When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears


“I’ll take care of you.” Anxiety said softly.


When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears


“I’ll be here when you have a nightmare.” Anxiety whispered.


And I held your hand through all of these years


“I’m here if you need me.” Anxiety kissed Morality’s head.


You still have all of me, me, me


“I’ll help you get back what you can.” Anxiety said, chin on Morality’s head.

Anxiety would do anything for him.

Photo break:

On June 15, at the break of dawn, artist Cai Guo-Qiang set off a giant white balloon filled with 6,200 cubic meters of helium. As the orb ascended above Huiyu Island Harbour in Quanzhou, China, it carried with it a 500-meter-long ladder coated in quick-burning fuses and gold fireworks. Guo-Qiang then ignited the structure, setting off his awe-inspiring creation called Sky Ladder.

via My Modern Met 

Photo by Lin Yi