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#fairytailweek || Day 6: Goal
”I don’t want to despair anymore. I’ve deceided to go on living… I won’t cry out like a weakling any longer… and I won’t shed any more tears. Everyone is fighting. So I can’t give up either!” ~ Wendy.
{ credits: xxxxxx }

lol so next time some douchebag decides to get all up on one of you lovely lesbian ladies, saying that you should be attracted to dudes, just ask him…

If dudes are so great, why aren’t you chasing them instead of me?

We don’t talk anymore (Cameron Dallas Imagine)

Based on the song by Charlie Puth and Selena Gomez - We don’t talk anymore.


“I just heard you found the one you’ve been looking
You’ve been looking for
I wish I would have known that wasn’t me
‘Cause even after all this time I still wonder
Why I can’t move on
Just the way you did so easily”


Cameron’s POV

It had been a million years since I had a day off, but finally I had one. A day all to myself. A day I could relax and actually have fun, which I didn’t have lately because of work. I’m preparing the Magcon Tour again and I had zero time to be by myself. And I mean, even in my free time, I didn’t have time to be by myself since the boys were always around. I can’t complain though, because they are family to me and I absolutely love their company, but having a little bit of time to yourself is always good. 

We decided to go to the beach to enjoy our free time. Of course the beach is always our first choice when it comes to relax and have fun at the same time, even if we come home exhausted and just wanting to sleep for the rest of the day. 

We were getting ready to leave. I grabbed my towel and went outside to wait for the boys. The beach was really close to where we were staying, so we would just walk there. After a while, Aaron, Taylor and Daniel were ready to leave. “Finally, I’ve been waiting here for 5 hours”, I complained. “Oh, come on, you left 5 minutes earlier, Cam”, Aaron said, laughing. 

We walked to the beach and when we got there, it was full of people. We didn’t even have space to lay our towels on the sand. I mean, we did, but it was really limited. We walked around the beach trying to find a spot where we could stay and after a while, we found it. We laid our towels and went straight to the water. 

We stayed there for about 15 minutes, just joking around and after that, we decided it was time to lay a little bit on our towels to catch some sun. I laid there a bit and after a while I was completely asleep. It was so hot and honestly, it felt so good to be there. 

I was sleeping when I felt a ball hit my head. I felt a little bit dizzy and I threw my hands in my head to make myself feel more aware of where I was. “Oh my God! I’m sorry, my nephew was playing and he kicked the b… Oh fuck!”, I heard a girl. I looked up but I couldn’t see anything because of the sun. I covered the sun with my hand and I could finally see something. And it wasn’t something I wanted to see. It was my ex-girlfriend Y/N. I mean, I still loved her and of course I wanted to see her, just not now and not in this way. Me and Y/N broke up right after I started taking care of all the stuff for the Magcon Tour. My time was short and a relationship takes too much of our time. Or Magcon took too much of my time and I didn’t have time for relationships. But me and Y/N were together for 6 years and then Magcon happened again and she couldn’t deal with it. So it was mutual. We both decided it was best to stay out of each other’s ways and break up. But it hasn’t been easy for me. I still love this girl. And seeing her right in front of me brought all these things back, all these feeling I thought that weren’t there anymore. “Uhm, Y/N, what are you doing here?”, I asked her, confused. “The same as you, Cameron”, she smiled ironically and grabbed the ball from the sand. “Hey Y/N, come back here, your nephew is crying, he wants the ball”, I heard a guy shouting on the background. “Oh, I see you found someone”, I said, looking at her. “Yeah Cameron, I did”, she turned around. “You moved on so easily, uh?”, I faked a laugh. She didn’t even turn around to answer me. She walked to her man as if she didn’t know me at all. And I confess, that hurt a lot.


“We don’t talk anymore
Like we used to do (…)
I just hope you’re lying next to somebody
Who knows how to love you like me
There must be a good reason that you’re gone
Every now and then I think you
Might want me to come show up at your door
But I’m just too afraid that I’ll be wrong”


Y/N POV

I didn’t even know what to say to Cameron after he saw me with James. I tried my best to move on, but seeing Cameron there just made me realize that I wasn’t over him. I knew I wasn’t before, but this confirmed it. Cameron was a part of the best time of my life. I was so happy with him and even though I tried to make it seem like it was mutual about us breaking up, everyone knew it wasn’t. I wanted him to pick me, although it was really selfish of me, but I did. I waited for him on the first Magcon Tour, but I couldn’t do it again because I knew what was expecting me. I knew what happened when he didn’t call or when someone posted a picture of him almost kissing a girl on the meet and greets. We always fought because of it. And I knew that by letting him stay in it one more time, it would ruin our relationship for good. And it did ruin it, because Cameron chose Magcon instead of me. And I moved on… I mean, I didn’t move on because I still love him and I still want to get back with him, but I tried to make it seem like I did move on, even though once in a while I wanted to leave my house and show up at Cameron’s door, but I was too afraid he didn’t want to see me. I mean, we didn’t talk anymore. We haven’t spoke to each other since we broke up… And he must be happy now. He always had a thousand girls wanting to be with him. And I wish him all the good stuff in life. I just hope she loves him like I did. Because I did love him, a lot.

I sat on my towel looking at Cameron, I just couldn’t take my eyes off of him. And he didn’t take his eyes off of me either. “Who’s that guy, Y/N?”, James asked me, while he was sitting next to me. “No one important”, I said, giving him a peck on the lips. Cameron was still looking at me, but as soon as he saw the kiss, he looked away. “I’m gonna get ice cream, do you guys want ice cream too?”, I asked James and my nephew, Louis. “Me! Me!”, Louis screamed, euphorically. I laughed and looked at James, waiting for his answer. James nodded and I grabbed my purse. I left James with Louis and went searching for ice cream. 

I was far from where my towel was when I felt a hand grabbing my waist. I turned around and I saw Cameron. My heart started to beat really fast. “Cameron, what do you want?”, I questioned him. “I came here to tell you that I miss you, a lot and it hurts me to see you with another guy”, he confessed. Cameron turned around, ready to walk away from me, but I grabbed his hand. “I miss you too. I just wanted to forget about you. I know it sounds bad”, I lowered my head. “It does”, he put his hand under my chin, lifting my head up slowly. I saw Cam’s face coming closer and closer to mine. He put his hand on my cheek and I closed my eyes, feeling the hand I wanted to feel for a long time. “I missed you”, Cam confessed. I smiled and put my hand on top of his, feeling his soft skin. “I missed you too”, I finally said. I felt his breathing on my nose. “I love you”, he said and after he said it, he kissed me on the lips. I felt his arms going around my waist, pulling me closer to him. I stopped the kiss quickly, and backed away from Cameron, who was now looking at me. “We can’t, Cameron. I can’t do this to James”, I explained. “Are you really throwing away 6 years for some guy you used just to forget me?”, Cam asked me. “Wow, you make me feel like I’m the bad person here, Cameron!”, I started walking away from Cameron and he followed me. “Why is there a bad person in this story? We both agreed to break up because of Magcon”, Cameron continued. “Are you serious? Are you that dumb? Please, stop following me”, I shouted, as I tried to walk away from him. “No, I’ll follow you anywhere, I want to solve things, Y/N. And yes, I am that dumb, please explain me what you’re feeling”, Cameron asked. I stopped walking and Cameron stopped behind me. I turned around to face him. “I didn’t wanna break up, Cameron. I just wanted you to stay with me and forget Magcon just for once”, I explained. I felt a tear running down my face. “Magcon is like my job, Y/N. I can’t quit my job, baby, like you can’t quit yours”, he said, and grabbed my hand. “Forget about it, Cameron, it’s too late now”, I turned around. “It’s not. Break up with him, come live with me, come tour with me, come travel the world with me”, I looked at Cameron and he was now smiling like a little kid. “Are you insane? I have to work, I can’t leave everything because of Magcon. I’m not like you”, I said. “Actually, you are, Y/N. Why do you have the right to tell me to leave everything to be with you and I don’t have the same right? I’m asking you the same thing you asked me”, he let go of my hand. “No, the difference between us is that I didn’t ask you anything. I let you believe that I wanted to break up, and I could’ve asked you to stay with me and forget Magcon. But I didn’t. Because you being happy is more important than me being happy. And I know how Magcon and the boys and the fans and everything makes you happy. And I hope that you’re happy now. I’ll always be here for you. If you need someone to talk to when you feel alone on tour, you have my number, you can call me. Or when you feel like you can’t take it anymore, like I know you sometimes feel like that, don’t hesitate, call me”, I came closer to Cameron and gave him a kiss on the cheek. He smiled and said “The only thing that would make me happy is to have you again. I love you, Y/N, please come back to me. I promise it’ll be different this time. And I know we could’ve make this work the first time, but we didn’t even try. You could’ve asked me to stop with the photos I took with the fans that you didn’t like, or you could’ve called me at night and we could’ve slept together on the phone, just so you didn’t feel alone. I would do anything I can to make this relationship work when I’m on tour. And you can come visit me on the weekends”. Cameron was looking at me, smiling again and I was just looking back at him, thinking how beautiful he is and how I wanted to kiss him so badly. “There’s just one problem now, Cameron. I’m with James”, I reminded him. “And do you wanna be with James?”, he asked me. “No…”, I answered. “I’ll wait for you, take as long as you need to solve things with him, I’ll be waiting. And please bring your bags back to our house, our closet is almost empty without your stuff there, I miss having to dig just to find some pants and a shirt to wear”.

Still Into You

Can’t count the years on one hand
That we’ve been together

I need the other one to hold you
Make you feel, make you feel better

(via @tears-dry)

It’s not a walk in the park
To love each other

(via @uselesspaparazz)

But when our fingers interlock,
Can’t deny, can’t deny you’re worth it
‘Cause after all this time I’m still into you

(via @thorinss)

I should be over all the butterflies
But I’m into you (I’m into you)

(via @duchesscloverly)

And baby even on our worst nights
I’m into you (I’m into you)

Let 'em wonder how we got this far
'Cause I don’t really need to wonder at all
Yeah, after all this time I’m still into you

Originally posted by tears-dry

Originally posted by leovine

Originally posted by thecowboyandangel

Originally posted by nbcthevoice


okay no, i get why everyone is hyped over the whole, slow-mo action and that Chat might know, you get where im going. and i will go down with this ship as much as the next babyboo but

i didnt see the whole Adrien glances at the end as a confirmation to that. because Mari and Alya were talking about friendship and stuff, SO.

what came to mind for me was that when Adrien overheard them talking about it, he thought of Chat’s and Lady’s friendship and all that conspired between them just earlier and THATS why he smiled. because he was thinking about his and Lady’s friendship.

i didnt really assume it was anything related to a reveal or knowing. I just saw all the friendship vibes going around this time around

sorry my fellow babyboos

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❝ Can’t count the years one hand that we’ve been together. I need the other one to hold you. Make you feel, make you feel better. It’s not a walk in the park to love each other, but when our fingers interlock, can’t deny, can’t deny you’re worth it. ‘Cause after all this time I’m still into you. I should be over all the butterflies, but I’m into you. And baby even on our worst nights, I’m into you.  Let ‘em wonder how we got this far, 'cause I don’t really need to wonder at all. Yeah, after all this time I’m still into you.

( ― Paramore, Still Into You. )

@poedameronxflyingace

“My technique?” He frowned, almost offended himself. His technique was fine. More than fine, flawless even. He knew Dameron was deflecting, and part of him was proud of Poe for still, after all this time, caring about the cause beyond his own needs. Ben Solo might have even laughed. But he was not Ben Solo. “You’re trying to play a game you can’t win. I’m not interested in participating.“

pastlegend asked:

"We prioritize safety over sentimentality."

:// THE 100 SENTENCE MEME

                    ‘ UH —- what now ? ’ 

 for a second he forgets that he’s in the suit, he moves forwards and that’s when he feels the weight on the armor. he’s more than a bit CONFUSED ( although he might also have a concussion ) so he stumbles steps out and finally walks closer to her. tony meets her gaze, HOLDS IT for a few seconds, and then gently places a hand on her lower back to guide her further away from their teammates.

‘ what’s going on ? where’s sarah rogers right now ? ’ because if she starts thinking like that too, then they’re fucked. completely and undeniably. SHE’s the sentiment. the heart & he’s the head, the logic it’s why the work so well together. it’s how things have been able to mend back together even after terrible things driving them all apart. ‘ is everything alright ?