cause we can never have enough of that

Imagine seeing Steve again and telling him he has a son

A/N: To make it short: I watched the infinity war trailer. I almost died because of Steve. The beard inspired me to write this. Btw have you seen Tom Hollands livestream? I love this dork 

Pairing: Steve Rogers x reader 

Warnings: Fluff and a tiny smidge of Angst 

Originally posted by hridi

Your heart was beating in a rapid speed as you saw Steve step towards you. So much time has passed since you saw him the last time and you really wished you would´ve seen him again under other circumstances and not because the world was attacked by Thanos. 

“Hey doll.” he said with a calm voice as you felt tears forming in your eyes. 

“Hey there Lumberjack.” this made him chuckle as he reached you and placed his hand on your cheek, slowly caressing it with his thumb. 

“I´m so sorry for everything that happened Y/N. I should have told you earlier about yours and Tony´s parents and I will never forgive me for treating you that way. Your powers were already enough you had to deal with and I only caused you more stress.” He put his forehead against yours and closed his eyes as a tear rolled down his cheek. 

“You maybe can´t forgive yourself Steve but I can. I understand know that all you wanted to do is keep me safe and somedays I really wish you never told me in the first place but what happened,happened and we have other things to worry about.” He nodded and placed a soft kiss to your lips that immediately sent chills down your spine. 

This man was all you ever wanted in your life and no one. Not even some purple alien could  tear you two apart again. “We´re going to fight. And we´re going to win. Together.” Steve started to walk, expecting you to follow him but as he noticed you still standing in your spot he turned around and looked at you in confusion. 

“Y/N?” you looked down at your hands, playing with your fingers. 

“Steve there is something I have to tell you. I wanted to tell you earlier but you were gone and I had no idea where you where and I was just-” he suddenly shushed you by placing one finger against your lips, which made you look up to him. 

“What happened?”, his voice was filled with concern as you pulled out your phone from your pocket,looked through your pictures until you found the one you were looking for and showed it to Steve. 

“2 weeks after you left I found out that I was pregnant. I named him after my father and Bucky. Howard James Rogers.” You stared at Steve and saw the shock in his face. He took the phone from your hand and looked at it closer, slowly stroking over the display with his finger. 

“He is..he..I´m a father?” You nodded and saw that Steve was at the verge of crying which made you pull him into a tight hug, so he could burry his face into your neck. 

“Tony made sure he is in a safe place. He´s waiting for us to save the world and he is waiting to finally meet his father.” 

Steve lifted his head, a soft smile appearing on his lips, as he pulled you closer and pressed your lips together, kissing you with all the love he had for you. 

“For you. And for our son.” 


Originally posted by bobbelcher

A/N: ahhhh guys I can´t wait for the movie anymore. Can we all just appreciate that Bucky has longer hair than I do? And I won´t even start with Steve because this man just gave me a heart attack. 

  1. Set your priorities straight. As you’ve entered school, you know that your academics are basically one of your priorities, aside from your personal health. You are a student, after all. You should know that you should be making time for all the school work you’re supposed to be dealing with. If you’re having trouble with this, I suggest you write your priorities down, and rank them according to which one weighs the most. This will make you feel much more headstrong and goal-oriented.
  2. Use schedulers and planners. You’re human and it’s okay to forget things. Get digital with apps and programs or get traditional with notebooks and planners. Involve your planning with a combination of both. This really helps especially if you’ve created a system for remembering things more efficiently, eg. color-coding, bullet journaling, weekly overviews, having legends, etc., which leads us to the next point:
  3. Schedule in advance. Complete the difficult tasks, the easy tasks, the medium tasks. Do what you can. Set deadlines for yourself. If you’re fully aware that three weeks from now, you’ll have 3 exams in a day, start studying as early as possible. If you have to attend to an event and have an exam the day after, bring any study material with you. Do homework the day they’re given to you, especially if they’re fairly easy. If they need some research or data collection, make it a point that you do it after class or on the nearest weekend. Break the habit of doing something because a classmate has already started doing his/hers. Instead, do it for the motivation that you’ve set for yourself.
  4. Prevent causes of distraction. There are only 24 hours in a day, and a fraction of which we use for fulfilling our basic necessities. Utilize the remaining time for productivity. Delete social media apps if you have to, or turn off your internet. Better yet, turn off your phone and exchange phones with your roommate or your friend. Keep it. Forget about it for a moment. You can always leave your feed but it will never leave you. You can always return to it after you’ve done your work.
  5. Multi-task! I can never stress the importance of learning multi-tasking enough. Whenever I’m in a long meeting, I usually bring my laptop to review notes or write a paper. Of course, it would seem rude to some so it’s better if you would give them a heads-up. If I’m in a class I find easy and if the professor allows us to study or drift off, I usually study for other classes that I need more attention in. While I take showers, I discuss the exam material from my memory out loud. If you have to wait in line for some errand, bring a book. Sometimes while doing my night care routine, I would listen to audio recordings of my professor. Some of these examples may come off as rude or off-putting, I know. But that’s just me. You can always find other safer situations where you could practice multi-tasking.
  6. Now, not tomorrow. If you happen to finish a scheduled task and got a little free time, it gives you all the reason to do some of the things you have scheduled for other days. If you can do it now without any constraint, why would you choose to do it later?
  7. Ask for help. If a friend’s not too busy, don’t be afraid to ask for a little help! You can ask them favors of proofreading your essay. You can ask them about the notes that you didn’t take down of. You can ask them about how this certain professor’s exam types. The possibilities are endless. Just know the right people and places. Don’t dwell too much on tiny details. If you have misunderstood a certain topic, ask your roommate, ask the person next door. Go to the nearest library. Check the internet for answers. You can consult your teacher or professor. Don’t be afraid to ask for a little assistance. No man is an island.
  8. You have all the time on your hands. If you believe that you can do it, and if you really want to do it, you will. Taking up other commitments and responsibilities is never a problem, as long as you know you can handle them without sacrificing another. You are always allowed to say no. If you have as many organizations as me, remember that work should never get in the way of your priorities. Just keep in mind that everyone has their certain limits, and you do too.
  9. If all else fails, CLUTCH IT!! I’m not joking, I’ve done this multiple times. I came out alive but I have to admit that not all of my crammed output had the best marks (although some of them did!). If you don’t want to be in this heart-racing situation, then be as diligent as possible with your work! Make it a habit.

Always remember that these tips may or may not help anyone the same as it did with me, but I’m glad that I have this opportunity to get this out there. Find your rhythm. I know it takes time, but don’t stress yourself too much because all of your efforts will be successful. Some efforts may just be rewarded in ways that you didn’t plan to, while some just lead you nearer to your dreams. Just keep doing you, and you’ll get through this.

I believe in you.

Why G.C.F in Tokyo is the Jikook Holy Grail (Analysis)

Before reading this go ahead and re-watch G.C.F in Tokyo one more time, here’s the link so you don’t have any troubles: G.C.F in Tokyo (정국&지민)

Here is my first post on the matter that I recommend you read if you haven’t yet: Troye Sivan, GCF, Snoring during VLIVEs, and Jikook being inseparable…

I will need to add the usual disclaimer before I start so here it is:

WARNING ahead of time that I will be talking about Jikook/Kookmin possibly being in a romantic relationship so if for some reason that isn’t your cup of tea don’t read any further. Another thing: THIS IS ALL 100% SPECULATION NOTHING THAT I SAY AM I CLAIMING TO BE THE TRUTH. Nothing I say is meant to be offensive or am I in anyway trying to label these boys, this is a simply opening a discussion to different possibilities.

Now without further adieu… let’s begin. 

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UNDERTALE starters
  • “…But nobody came.”
  • “I… I’ve changed my mind about all this. This isn’t a good idea anymore.”
  • “YOU! You’re standing in the way of everybody’s hopes and dreams!”
  • “I don’t want to break their hearts all over again. It’s better if they never see me.”    
  • “Despite everything, it’s still you.”
  • “Ah, the cactus. Truly the most tsundere of plants.”
  • “Go ahead. Prepare however you want. But when you step forward… I will KILL you.”
  • “It’s me, [name].”
  • “Wow! We haven’t even had our first date and I’m in the friendzone!”
  • “It pains me to say this, but… you should probably never come back here.”
  • “Maybe looking at this nice lamp will help you.”
  • “There is nothing left for us here. Let us erase this pointless world, and move on to the next.”
  • “They thought that he had killed the child.”
  • “Quit looking at me with that stupid expression. You’re pissing me off.”
  • “We’re all counting on you, kid. Good luck.”
  • “Nice day today, huh? Birds are singing, flowers are blooming… Perfect weather for a game of catch.”
  • “You can certainly find better than an old man/woman like me.” 
  • “I do not know if this is pathetic or endearing.”
  • “Oh. My god. I didn’t expect you to show up so soon! I haven’t showered, I’m barely dressed, it’s all messy, and…”
  • “You’re way better at dating than I am.”
  • “Get dunked on!”
  • “This is the power that the humans feared.”
  • “They must be here, playing a joke on me. I’ll just wait until one of them admits it…”
  • “…You really like hot animals, don’t you?”
  • “It was nice to meet you. …Goodbye.”
  • “On days like this, kids like you should be burning in Hell.”
  • “Remember. DON’T kill anyone. …I can’t believe this is a REAL thing I have to remind you.”
  • “…Why are you still here? Are you trying to keep me company?”
  • “You should be smiling, too. Aren’t you excited? Aren’t you happy?” 
  • “Don’t worry, my little monarch, my plan isn’t regicide. This is SO much more interesting.”
  • “What makes you think you’re in control?”
  • “Never come back here. You are not welcome.”
  • “Why does someone as great as me have to do so much to get recognition?!”
  • “You made your choice long ago.”
  • “Don’t you realize that being nice just makes you get hurt?”
  • “So you finally made it. The end of your journey is at hand.”
  • “I didn’t cry! I just… caught something in my eye!”
  • “You know what would be more valuable to everyone? IF YOU WERE DEAD!”
  • “Look. [Name] didn’t come to the meeting today. Say what you want about him/her/them. H/She’s/They’re weird, naive, self-absorbed. But [name] has NEVER missed a meeting. And no matter what time you call him/her/them on the phone… Night, day, afternoon, morning… He/she/they ALWAYS answers within the first two rings.”
  • “Anything you want to do is important enough. Even something as small as reading a book, or taking a walk… Please take your time.“
  • “[Name] hated humanity. Why they did, they never talked about it. But they felt very strongly about that.”
  • “WELL? Are you CHERISHING?! CHERISH HARDER!”
  • "If you… If you think I’m gonna give up hope, you’re wrong. ‘Cause I’ve got my friends behind me.”
  • “Perhaps we can reach a compromise. You still have something that I want.”
  • “Always wondered why people never use their strongest attack first.”
  • “No matter the struggles or hardships you faced… you strived to do the right thing. You refused to hurt anyone.”
  • “This is why I never make promises.”
  • “ …Why? Why are you being… so nice to me? I can’t understand. I can’t understand! I just can’t understand… “
  • “Honestly, fighting you IS pretty fun… So even if you ARE a sicko, I’ll take it!”
  • “Maybe you’d be better… at not killing anyone? Crazy idea, huh? Let me know how that one goes.” 
  • “Did I ever tell you about the time [name] flirted with me?”
  • “STOP PETTING THE ENEMY!”
  • “Now, I understand acting in self-defense. You were thrown into those situations against your will.”
  • “You’d better watch yourself, kid. Things are lookin’ real bad for you.”
  • “Are you ready? If you are not, I understand. I’m not ready either…”
  • “Oh my God! Will you two just smooch already?”
  • “Don’t you get it? There’s no such thing as happy endings. This is all that’s left…!”
  • “The internet! I’m quite popular there!”
  • “Do you think even the worst person can change…? That everyone can be a good person if they just try?”
  • “Don’t worry about it. Most of us have tried to kill [name] at one time or another.”
  • “Wowie! You did it! You didn’t do a violence!”
  • “Not everything can be resolved by being nice.”
  • “Don’t kill, and don’t be killed, alright? That’s the best you can strive for.” 
  • “Oh no! You’re meeting all of my standards!”
  • “Anime is real, RIGHT?!”
  • “Maybe you’re wondering if I ever get tired of winning… Wanna see my answer?”
  • “Sorry, I do not have much to say. It was nice to hear your voice, though.”
  • “This is all just a bad dream… and you’re NEVER waking up!”
  • “Down here, it’s kill or be killed!”
  • “I can’t come back. I just can’t, OK?”
  • “I so badly want to say, ‘would you like a cup of tea?’ But… You know how it is.”
  • “Would you smooch a ghost?”
  • “The truth is… [Name] wasn’t really the greatest person.” 
  • “Well, if I were you, I would have thrown in the towel by now. But you didn’t get this far by giving up, did you?” 
  • “You’re not really human, are you? No. You’re empty inside. Just like me.”
  • “Are you bored? I should have given a book to you. My apologies. Why not use your imagination to divert yourself?”
  • “I’ll hold victory in front of you, just within your reach… and then tear it away just before you grasp it.”
  • “Come on! Step forward and let’s end this!”
  • “Don’t you get it? This is all just a GAME.”
  • “Are those two robots…?”
  • “If you have some sort of special power… isn’t it your responsibility to do the right thing?”
  • “Stop plaguing my life with incidental music!”
  • “Self-defense? Please. You didn’t kill them because you had to. You killed them because it was easy for you. Because it was fun for you. Do you think it was fun when I found out…? Do you think it’s fun when people’s family members never come home? Is that fun? No. “
  • “I wish I had eight legs… so I could wear FOUR pairs of hot pants!”
  • “The more you kill, the easier it becomes to distance yourself. The more you distance yourself, the less you will hurt. The more easily you can bring yourself to hurt others.”
  • “RUN. INTO. THE BULLETS.”
  • “I can’t go to Hell. I’m all out of vacation days.”
  • “They just sort of showed up one day and…asserted themselves. The town’s gotten a lot more interesting since then.”
  • “Our king is really bad at names.”
  • “If it weren’t for you, I would’ve never gotten past him. But now, with your help, he’s DEAD.”
  • “Then why’d you kill my brother/sister?”
  • “I’ve done everything this world has to offer. I’ve read every book. I’ve burned every book. I’ve won every game. I’ve lost every game. I’ve appeased everyone. I’ve killed everyone.”
  • “What did you do to him? …What did you DO to him?!”
  • “…I don’t have the heart to tell her what you did. Do you know how she’d react?”
  • “You didn’t even need my help, which is great, ‘cause I love doing absolutely nothing.”
  • “I’m smiling and I hate it!”
  • “Do you wanna have a bad time? 'Cause if you take another step forward… you are REALLY not going to like what happens next.”
  • “If we’re really friends… you won’t come back.”
  • “Did you really think I was gonna be satisfied… killing you only ONE time?”
  • “I remember when I first woke up here, in the garden. I was so scared. I couldn’t feel my arms or my legs…”
  • “Even after all this time, you’re still the only one that understands me.”
  • “Why do I always get the freaks?”
  • “It’s possible that you may have a problem.”
  • “What a terrible creature, torturing such a poor, innocent youth…”
  • “I’m nineteen years old and I’ve already wasted my entire life.”
  • “If you’re so scared, why do you keep winking?”
  • “Don’t you have anything better to do?”
‘Tis the Season for Pancreatitis

The holiday season is a time of celebration, family togetherness, food comas, and pancreatitis. Starting just before Thanksgiving and going all the way until after New Year’s Day veterinary hospitals are inundated with pancreatitis cases. Pancreatitis (or pancreatits as I usually end up spelling it in medical records that are destined for other other people to read and laugh at) is an extremely painful, sometimes fatal, and usually expensive disease involving inflammation of the pancreas. There is a secret I will share with you though: 90% of pancreatitis cases can be prevented and it will cost you absolutely nothing.

This is an illustration of a human pancreas but it is essentially the same in dogs and cats. The pancreas does lots of important things but two of the major ones are producing insulin and producing enzymes to digest fat. When fat enters the GI tract the pancreas is alerted and squeezes enzymes into the duodenum through a small duct. These enzymes break up fats and proteins and make them easy to digest. The pancreas itself isn’t digested by these enzymes because they exist as zymogens- or inactivated enzymes. The zymogens only become active once they are safely in the duodenum. Usually.

The reason pancreatitis cases increase around the holidays is because of all the rich foods we make and eat at this time. People feel bad for their pets and offer them some of the meals or more commonly, Great Aunt Tilda thinks Fluffy is cute and so offers her food. When large amounts of fatty foods are consumed the pancreas can get overstimulated and the zymogens become active in the pancreas itself. The enzymes begin digesting the pancreas which releases even more enzymes. Because the pancreas is so close to the liver these enzymes can also start to digest the liver causing a spike in liver enzymes. This sends inflammatory enzymes and free radicals all over the body wreaking havoc.

The most common signs of pancreatitis are

  • Abdominal Pain
  • Vomiting
  • Diarrhea
  • Anorexia

But there can be many other signs or some animals don’t show any signs. Pancreatitis is one of the most painful diseases in animals and people. In some cases it can cause diabetes because the pancreas becomes so inflamed. Human beings do not deal with pancreatitis as well as animals and it can often be fatal, even with treatment. Many animals do fine if they get immediate treatment but it can be fatal for them too.

Treatment involves hospitalization with IV fluids and pain medication. Many animals don’t need anything else. If they have developed pancreatitis related diabetes or liver problems those need to be managed as well. In severe cases it can take several days in the hospital and the cost can be several thousand dollars.

The secret to saving yourself thousands of dollars and keeping your pet out of the hospital? Don’t feed them anything but their usual food. That’s it. It costs you nothing and you don’t even have to exert any more energy than usual. You would think something so simple would be popular but we see dozens of cases every single year. Sometimes the same animal will present a few times for pancreatitis because the owner continues to feed them fatty food. I have one Labrador patient that comes in every year a few days after Thanksgiving because the owner feeds him pie and ice cream. Every year the owner is upset at the cost of the bill and becomes angry and every year we tell her that this is clearly caused by her feeding the pie and ice cream. And yet she is a regular customer.

Now, not all pancreatitis is caused by eating something fatty. Some dogs develop idiopathic pancreatitis and we never figure out why. This is in the minority though. Even the tiniest piece of something can be enough to trigger an attack.

TL;DR

Don’t give your pets table food. It is bad for their health and your wallet.

4

A reference to my previous post –>https://cupcakesartblog.tumblr.com/post/164557956058/i-hope-im-not-going-crazy-i-hope-im-not-seeing

Anyway, this seems pretty significant. The dark hole above Poni Island looks ridiculously similar to the hole above Sinnoh.

And you know where that portal leads to? The Distortion World. Where Giratina resides.

If any of you played the epilogue to Sun and Moon, you have to catch all of the remaining Ultra Beasts.

However, what if Looker did not track all of the remaining beasts? What if the rip that allowed the UBs push their way to our world from Ultra Space never completely closed?

With something so dangerous and catastrophic as other dimensional beings colliding with us causes a huge problem. This should not have happened. It can upset the balance of SPACE and TIME.

Palkia, the deity of space. Dialga, the deity of time. Giratina, the balance between space and time.

In Ultra Sun and Ultra Moon’s story, could Giratina have sensed the intense disruption of Ultra Space’s collision with our world?

Note, the remakes are named ULTRA Sun and ULTRA Moon. The Ultra Space must have not closed completely.

We, the player, are obviously not strong enough to conquer the Ultra Beasts with just determination and the bond with our own Pokémon.

In Pokémon Platinum, Cynthia, Sinnoh’s Champion, helped and guided us into the Distortion World to contact Giratina.

In Sun and Moon, we can find her at the Battle Tree. At first I thought that was just Game Freak acknowledging Diamond and Pearl.

However, now that this purple void has appeared above Alola, I feel Cynthia must’ve sensed something.

Maybe she will guide us once again to the Distortion World and contact Giratina to fight a much larger threat.

However, Giratina may not be strong enough to do this on his own.

Maybe, just maybe, Giratina will have Palkia and Dialga fight along his side, and finally repair the rip.

  • York: All right, so for everything you have ever done you take a drink. We’ll go around the circle.
  • Wash: Sounds simple enough.
  • Connie: Can we have an example?
  • York: All right, so say if I were to say "Never have I ever been a bomb specialist", Connie would take a drink right? Cause she has. But it’s more exciting to do edgy ones.
  • North: Like if I were to say, I don’t know, "Never have I ever...eaten human flesh"?
  • York: Yes! You see now?
  • Florida: *takes a drink*
  • York: Oh, no, no, you drink if you *have* done it, Florida.
  • Florida: Oh, I understand.

It’s probably not a secret that I’m madly in love with Lucien. I’ve written and read plenty of meta about him to gather a general insight on what the ACOTAR fandom thinks of him. Often I find that people see him as a tragic character that’s going to either rise or fall to the occasion— and I can relate to that method of thinking. However, I’ve begun to notice that a lot of these comments about Lucien are, in fact, very misleading and are almost always full of double standards. For instance, these are a few of the classics:

  • “I want him to succeed but not until he repents.”
  • “Lucien should just leave Tamlin. He’s a High Lord’s son, right? He’s should be able to just walk out spewing fire everywhere.”
  • “He’ll ally with the Nigh Court after Feyre uses Elain as bait.”
  • “Lucien isn’t as damaged as Feyre, and she managed to escape.”

And on, and on…

It’s disgusting.

I’m going to try to keep this as calm and educational as possible (even though on the inside I’m typing in caps and being bitter) so let me address the first issue with the above statements: they’re all unrealistic, contain harmful representation of a person suffering abuse, and are brimming with double standards. Lucien doesn’t need to repent. I’m tired of seeing this as a scapegoat for readers to think that “after character does X they will be deemed good enough and receive Y at the ending.” Lucien doesn’t need to be forgiven for trying to survive. He’s a victim of immense abuse (*see horrific references below) and he’s only ever acted accordingly to what would keep him alive. I realize that the main scenario readers want Lucien to apologize for is the scene in ACOMAF where he tries to take Feyre back to the Spring Court. Let me break this down for you all.

While the event was definitely one portraying him as an antagonist, Lucien still believed that the Night Court was evil and manipulate— especially where the mind is concerned. Rhysand literally can place claws inside of a persons mind, and he once threatened Lucien to step aside or have the Autumn Court and his mother executed. (We all know it was for show, but did Lucien? Of course not.) So when this girl, who was deeply in love with his only friend, disappears and is found with a new, wicked attitude that matches Rhysand’s to an extent and Illyrian wings to boot…hell, if I were Lucien I’d probably think some mind control had come into play as well. This is where things get a bit tricky, however. Lucien does realize that Feyre looks healthier and seems to be better off in the Night Court, but he’s not certain if it’s real or a compulsion. Given that he has no way of knowing the truth, and that believing Rhysand had truly helped Feyre get better after Rhysand’s last encounter with Lucien had been full of threats, I’m lead to believe that Lucien was trying to help Feyre escape, even if it meant brining her back to Spring. We also have to consider that Lucien, although having shown signs of being wary of Tamlin’s behavior,  still loves Tamlin because he offered him a home when his own brothers chased him out of his court. So if Tamlin orders him to do something, Lucien will do it out of loyalty and fear. Loyalty, for what he thinks he owes Tamlin because he’s never known what it’s like to be free, and fear because he knows Tamlin will lash out violently if he doesn’t get his way.

The second and third points I’ve stated are probably the worst I’ve seen. Lucien is the seventh son of the High Lord of Autumn, so he more than likely has magic that can rival other High Fae and, possibly, even High Lords. However, we have to consider that Lucien never reveals his magic for a few reasons. He could not know how to control it because no one may have bothered to show him. He could be terrified or disgusted with it, because fire (and let’s assume it’s fire magic) can cause devastating destruction. Or he simply doesn’t have enough power to rival Tamlin’s, and he knows this so he doesn’t try because the one time he DID stand up for himself, when he announced that he would leave his family’s court, he was hunted down.

Much like using one person’s love for another is a prominent motif in this story, Elain could potentially be used as bait for Lucien to “behave” himself in the Spring Court because he probably knows Feyre is up to something. This is wrong and deceitful for so many reasons. If Lucien is to have a character arc that rivals the main character’s own development (which I firmly believe he will) then he needs to come about this revelation on his own terms, not because of someone else— not matter if they’re his mate. If Elain were to be used against him, that would only further his abuse. This would be manipulating and traumatizing a PTSD and abuse survivor. He’s already lost one person he loved, and to dangle his mate in front of him for his cooperation won’t make him realize he’s more than he believes himself to be— it will only continue to make Lucien think that he’s worth less than those around him. Also, Elain doesn’t deserve to be treated like a piece of meat, much less by her sister (so I doubt this will happen, but it agonizes me to continuously see this theory).

On the topic of which character faced more abuse than the other, it’s nonexistent. We should never compare two characters’s trauma for the sake of figuring out who deserves the most sympathy. That’s so incredibly offensive and WRONG.  This applies to all situations, books, and real life events, but for this rant I’m applying it to the concept that Feyre suffered more than Lucien and therefore calling Lucien an abused character like Feyre doesn’t mean anything. It’s important to note that I strongly disagree with this, and that I think their suffering is equal in that they’ve felt it both so strongly that it’s ruined parts of their lives they can never get back. No suffering can be measured, for everyone feels it differently. That being said, Feyre and Lucien DO contain many parallels together—mostly that Lucien is exactly in Feyre’s position, stuck between loving Tamlin and fearing him, but he doesn’t have a Rhysand to help him escape.

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  • He was treated like dirt in his homeland. 
  • His lover was murdered right in front of him as he was held down by his family.
  • When he stood up for himself and told them he was going to leave Autumn, his brothers hunted him down and tried to murder him.
  • He’s never had real friends aside from Tamlin, so he doesn’t understand how a real friend should treat their friends. 
  • Tamlin helped kill one of his brothers, and Lucien feels indebted to him.
  • Lucien is known as the drunk, flirtatious courtier/spy that isn’t stable and cannot remain in a single court. This has definitely effected the way he thinks about himself and his self worth.
  • Amarantha used Lucien as a flogging board when Tamlin didn’t obey her.
  • Lucien’s eye was ripped out because he once again tried to stand up for himself on a task that wasn’t even his own.
  • No one has even tried to help him battle his PTSD, so it’s only festered
  • Ianthe pursued him and tried to rape him but he managed to escape her
  • Lucien has never had someone to talk to about these things.

Bottom line, treat Lucien better. He deserves so much more.

Into You (Peter Parker x Reader)

Request: I put 3 requests together in this one;

81. “I think you’ll be happy to know that I’m not wearing any underwear.”

91. “Your lips make me wonder what the rest of you would taste like..”

99. “Come sit on my lap.”

An imagine based on the song “Into You” by Ariana Grande

Warnings: SMUT (or worse my first smut!!)

Word Count:

A/N: Listen to “Into You” by Ariana Grande while reading. Oh God what is this!!!!! This was my first smut and honestly, I have never sinned like this before. The most awkward part was the last part…

Originally posted by loveviral


“I’m so into you, I can barely breathe. And all I wanna do is to fall in deep. But close ain’t close enough ‘til we cross the line, hey yeah. So name a game to play, and I’ll roll a dice, hey”

Music was blasting off, sending ecstatic feelings to the seniors who were happy to be graduating and finally leaving high school after four miserable years. The apartment was full of people dancing, making out, doing the stupidest things alcohol was causing but none of them was caring. It was the night when they were feeling finally free.

However, Peter Parker was not enjoying the party very much. He was dragged there by his friend Ned, who was surprisingly drunk off his ass by midnight and left Peter all alone. Peter didn’t know much people and he wasn’t much of a talker. Other than that, he was quiet disturbed by watching his crush of four years, sitting on a lap of some douchebag. Peter didn’t have any right to get mad at the scene as Y/N was just a friend for him. They talked when they saw each other at school but not more than that. Ned always kept pushing Peter to ask her out but for Peter, it was harder than getting into some fancy college. He kept glaring at the guy but his eyes were also on Y/N. He felt his pants tightening and he couldn’t catch his breath for a second as he watched her grinding on the guy, her hair all over her face, her mouth open… He sighed and started playing with his fingers. The boredom was killing him and the noisier the seniors got, the more irritated Peter got. He stood up and walked towards to the kitchen to get some drink. Peter didn’t drink much but he knew the night wasn’t going to pass without alcohol.

He harshly opened the fridge, still thinking how Y/N was grinding on that guy’s lap, he sighed and shook his head, she could do whatever the fuck she wanted. He pulled a beer can and opened it quickly. When he turned around he bumped into someone and beer was spilled all over to the floor.

“Shit…” They both mumbled. Peter tilted his head to see who he was talking to. “Sorry, wait, I’ll get you another one,” the girl mumbled and headed to the fridge. Peter’s mouth was open, seeing that it was Y/N. “Okay,” he talked to himself quietly while nervously waiting for her. He didn’t even know why he was nervous; they always talked to each other. But tonight, Peter felt like he wanted more.

He was woken up from his thoughts by the soft voice of Y/N: “Here, I’m sorry Peter, again,” she chuckled. Even though she had looked pretty energetic back when Peter was watching her, now she looked extremely calm. Peter was curious if she had taken any drugs or something.

Peter grinned: “No problem, thanks for the beer,” he lifted the beer up. They stared each other awkwardly, not talking for a while then Y/N asked: “Are you alone?”

Peter nodded while taking a sip from his beer. “Actually, Ned was with me like an hour ago, I don’t know where the hell he is right now,” they both laughed, knowing how Ned would be if he was drunk. “I was with my friends too but we made a stupid bet so I needed to give this stupid guy a lap dance. Ugh, it was gross. I’m glad that I could escape them. Shall we hang out together, you seem bored?”

Peter was shocked and also extremely pleased by her offer: “Sure!”

They both headed to the dancing crowd.

“Oh, baby, look what you started. The temperature’s rising in here. Is this gonna happen? Been waiting and waiting for you to make a move, before I make a move.”

“You are the worst dancer I have ever seen!” Y/N yelled at Peter who was truly failing dancing. “Hey! I didn’t know this was a dancing competition. I just came here to have a good time, I feel so attacked right now!” Peter yelled back.

They had been dancing for a while, neither of them feeling tired at all. They were probably the only ones who weren’t drunk; Peter wasn’t drunk since he needed to take his friend back home and Y/N just didn’t feel like drinking. Music was getting louder and louder as the hours passed, it was almost 2 a.m.

Peter was finally enjoying his freedom night. This was the first time he was hanging out with Y/N and it was probably the first time he was truly having fun. They didn’t talk much but it was okay. Just dancing was enough too. Well, not that enough maybe.

“Why are you dancing so far away from me Parker?” Y/N chuckled while getting closer to him slowly. Peter’s smile faded away, now what was he supposed to do? “I-I didn’t realize…”

“I’m joking,” she smirked and placed her hands on his shoulder, their chests nearly touching each other. After a while, Peter got used to the position so he gently placed his hands on her waist. His hands sent a warm feeling through Y/N’s body, causing her to bite her lower lip. Peter stared at the ceiling trying to hide his groan Y/N just caused.

“Peter…” Y/N whispered and Peter stared back at her dazzling eyes: “Yes?”

“When will we stop pretending and stop this pain for both of us?” Y/N gasped, still dancing against Peter’s body. Peter knew exactly what she was talking about but he couldn’t say anything. He felt his cheeks burning up and his hands were shaking. Of course he wanted to stop pretending, he just didn’t know how. “Let me make this easier for you.” She stood up a bit more to reach to Peter’s ear and slowly whispered: “I think you’ll be happy to know that I’m not wearing any underwear,” sending shivers down Peter’s spine. Without hesitation, he pressed his lips onto hers. The harsh kiss caused her to moan, making Peter more flustered than ever. Y/N opened her mouth to let Peter’s tongue in. Peter’s hands were slowly roaming all over her body, painfully. “Peter…” Y/N moaned again. Peter smirked, not moving for a bit. “Stop teasing me,” Y/N whimpered, unbuttoning Peter’s flannel slowly. Peter groaned at the sudden action and mumbled: “Your lips make me wonder what the rest of you would taste like…”

Y/N broke the kiss and slowly walked backwards, leaving Peter speechless. “Huh, I guess you will never find out if you keep standing there…”

“So, baby, come light me up, and maybe I’ll let you on it. A little bit dangerous, but, baby, that’s how I want it. A little less conversation and a little more “touch my body” 'Cause I’m so into you, into you, into you.”

Peter followed Y/N through the long corridor, trying to walk quickly between the teenagers who were all over the place.

When Y/N finally got into one of the rooms a smirk was formed on Peter’s face. He slowly opened the door and saw Y/N leaning on a wall, her arms crossed, acting like she was disinterested in this whole situation. Peter quickly closed the door. The room was not very dark but it lacked light too. Before Peter could even move, Y/N attacked his lips. Peter’s face was red again. Even though he was getting used to this whole situation, it was still a shock for him. His hands slowly roamed her waist and a little bit down. As the kiss got rougher, Peter gained confidence. They slowly walked backwards to the bed and Peter sat down. They were both running out of breath. Peter slowly put his hands to Y/N’s sides who was standing in front of him. He slid his hands into her tight dress and stopped between her thighs, causing her to moan. “Come sit on my lap,” he demanded. Y/N sat on his lap and Peter kissed her jaw and shoulders softly. Y/N smirked and started grinding in a painfully slow pace. Peter’s hands were trembling again; he felt his pants tightening each second. He let out a quiet moan. “I-I adore you angel…” To tease him more, Y/N kept grinding while sucking on his lower lip. Peter couldn’t take it anymore so he pinned Y/N to the bed.

Y/N chuckled lightly at the sudden confidence Peter gained and Peter blushed:“If you don’t want me to-“

“Please, less conversation more touching,” Y/N whined and pulled him closer by grabbing his half unbuttoned flannel. Peter started sucking on Y/N’s collarbone, leaving marks. Then he slowed down a bit and kissed her breasts softly while Y/N’s hands were all over his soft hair. Peter unzipped her dress and she took it off immediately. “You are so beautiful,” he mumbled, while he kissed her stomach, cupping her breasts. Y/N kept whining, waiting for him to do something. Peter took off his pants and unbuttoned his flannel. He looked at Y/N, who was already a moaning mess, asking if these are all okay. Y/N simply nodded and Peter kept massaging her breasts. When finally he took off Y/N’s panties and his boxer, he slowly kissed her inner thighs. “P-peter… please…” Peter pressed his lips to hers, slowly getting inside of her, trying to make sure everything was okay. His hands still on her breasts and his lips on her jaw. Y/N kept moaning his name, causing Peter to go faster and faster each second. Peter kept whispering: “I love you”s into her ears.

The Librarians Sentence Starter
  • 1: "You people... DON'T APPRECIATE ART!"
  • 2: "That this house is the Star Trek transporter or maybe even the TARDIS!"
  • 3: "Just out of curiosity, what roles are you playing?"
  • 4: "Are there any languages you don't speak?"
  • 5: "Why in the hell should I listen to you?"
  • 6: "How about we just all hold hands, bow our heads and be grateful that we're all here safe together."
  • 7: "Love is the supreme power! It trumps everything!"
  • 8: "And you're willing to risk your life for him?"
  • 9: "I never know what I'm doing. That's my superpower."
  • 10: "You know what I'm thinking?"
  • 11: "I'm thinking that I can can run faster than you 'cause you've been stabbed."
  • 12: "Who's up for movies? I've got "Night," "Day," "Dawn," "Land," and "City" of the Living Dead!"
  • 13: "Your mother did not hug you enough, did she?"
  • 14: "You have an incredible talent for turning a bad situation into a worse-case scenario."
  • 15: "Excuse me, I'm going to take care of my desperately not wanting to be here."
  • 16: "I've gone into the field with experienced soldiers with a good plan, good Intel, and still come home with nothing but dog tags."
  • 17: "It wasn't your fault. You did good but sometimes, you just lose."
  • 18: "Again? This is the third time this place has been attacked since I started working here. We need to have a serious talk about the so-called security."

anonymous asked:

Sakura never beat sasori lol he let himself die and its not her alone who beat white zetsu hinata and others did it too. she's also not the only medic, we see hinata and ino can use ninjutsu medic too. sakura is still p useless admit it

HAHAAHAHH HINATA WANKERS COMING

Sakura never beat sasori lol he let himself die

Oh you mean actualy the same way deidara and danzo let themself die by exploding

Or perhaps when itachi died due to his illness while fighting sasuke

Or perhaps nagato’s suicide to bring back most of the people he caused the death

And strange enough I still have to find a motherfucker who actualy doubts the fact that sasuke and naruto won over their enemies. Oh but the problems come whenever a girl like sakura is involved. You know hardwork instead of fillers. and some asspull overpowering like your oppai hime.


And guess what sakura would actually be perfecty capable of beating sasori alone. Maybe the outcome woud be fatal for both, but she still would.

As said by chiyo herself

And by this point in the fight Sakura had figured out perfectly just how to read Sasori’s attacks and movements to assist her in evading his attacks without any help from Chiyo. Sakura discovered this was the weakness of puppeteers: being able to read teir finger and hand movements in order to determine the direction of the attack.Sakura could see through his attacks, something that not even his grandma couldn’t.


its not her alone who beat white zetsu hinata and others did it too.

FILLER

  • A segment of anime, whether it be an entire episode or part of one, which does not appear in the manga of the title. Fillers, as the name implies, “fills” an episode with non-canonical material which has been written usually by the same company which animates it.
  • In t.v. series that are derived from other forms like books or comics, fillers are episodes that did not appear in the book or comic. The creators of the television show make up episodes (that are normally really bad) and air those episodes that because they just needed to air an episode and they couldn’t use a real one.

Now this is a shitty filler

Oh but is it me or she is like10090 times cuter than usual?

MEANWHILE THIS IS NOT


she’s also not the only medic, we see hinata and ino can use ninjutsu medic too

Since you obviously don’t know what a manga is allow me to show you some of the most memorable pages in the Naruto manga.

Oh by the way :

  Manga: Japanese comic books that tell stories in pictures

Meanwhile in the anime something called filler happened once again.

So between ino failing to save asuma or hinata not giving a fuck, even trying to  save neji with her “medical ninjutsu” which one do you prefer the most?

As for me no one since sakura was the only student tsunade ever accpeted . And I don’t include shizune since she was almost family

You are wondering why? Beacuse sakura actually had the guts, the selflessness to put her friends life before her own. She was desperate to save them both and was ready to change her self in order to do so .And tsuande saw it and aknoweldged it

Something that your oppai hime could never do :P

sakura is still p useless

The only useless thing here is your brain since you obviously don’t seem to use it :D.

some thoughts about breakups

I think we put too much emphasis on worth when it comes to breakups, like the only reason a relationship ever ends is because one person decided the other wasn’t good enough. It can obviously feel that way regardless of the actual reasons, but there are many reasons that can cause a relationship to just not work anymore.

Sometimes people’s priorities change, or it’s discovered that they never lined up very well in the first place.

Sometimes circumstances, like distance or time availability, make maintaining a relationship too difficult.

Sometimes people realise that they don’t have the emotional resources to handle both the relationship and what’s going on in their life right now (be that work, grief, healing from trauma, dealing with illness or disability, etc.).

Sometimes people’s relationship styles/emotional needs just don’t line up – one person needs a lot of alone time and the other needs a lot of time with a partner, for example.

Sometimes people try very hard to interact in a healthy way, but they trigger each other’s past traumas or have conflicting access needs and find themselves falling into dysfunctional patterns.

Sometimes love is not enough to make a healthy relationship possible. You can care deeply about each other and try to make things work, but discover that a relationship is still not possible. Ending a relationship with someone you love can be very difficult, but sometimes it’s necessary – it’s not healthy for anyone to ignore their own needs in order to maintain a relationship.

When a good relationship ends, that doesn’t mean it was a failure. It means that it’s over; it doesn’t erase the love that you shared. Whether or not you can transition to a different kind of relationship with them, the person you cared about will still be part of your universe, and the memories you share with them will still be part of who you are. The time that you had together can still be meaningful.

Dating Tae Includes...

Originally posted by bwipsul

—cheeky snapchats ;))

—but with those sexy ass snaps that he sent you, there would also be some hella derpy ones too cause yah know… this is taehyung

—randomly saying lame but extremely cute pickup lines

—"can I borrow a kiss? I promise I’ll give it back, babe.“ 

—and you going along with it sometimes

—"of course you little cute piece of shit…”

—other times, however………

—"tae baby, I love you but kindly shut the hell up, please.“ 

—CUDDLING IS LIKE A RELIGION TO HIM 

—really sweet and soft kisses

—hella tongue action when he’s in the mood

—like literally his tongue can make you orgasm in like 4 seconds if he was that needy

—youre the “playful” couple

—surprise kisses!!!

—always finding an excuse to touch you not even like sexually it’s like holding your hand, playing with your hair, thigh caressing, forehead kisses, etc etc

—eskimo kissing is a huge fuck yeah!!!

—hand kisses cause he’s a sweet lil gentlemen 

—defiantly an a$$ kinda guy 🍑

—booty grabbing 👀

—ass slapping 💥👋

—anything with your ass he is totally down for it!!! 

—kinky sex

—handcuffs, lingerie, role play, strip teasing, blindfolds, voyeurism, ear muffs, mouth gagging, organism denial, breath play, you name it he is willing to do it cause he’s a kinky freak himself 👅💋👀

—not that vocal in bed bUT SOMETIMES HE JUST CANT HOLD HIMSELF BACK AMD WOOOOWW HIS GROANS AND MOANS ARE SUCH HUGE TURN-ONS FUCK YEA!!!

—random text early in the morning saying shit like “do pigeons have feelings?” “is it called sand cause it’s in the middle of the sea and land?” “if barnacles is a bad word in SpongeBob than what does that mean for barnacle boy???”

—defiantly wants to be a father ASAP

—fighting about what gender your first child will be

—"tae, I want a girl first…“

—"well, that’s gonna suck when we have a boy first, amirite?”

TICKLE FIGHTS

—which then lead to making out 😛

BATHING TOGETHER

—which then leads to making out and more 😛

—the kind of bf that can never get enough of you like he is just so in love AWWWW 😊

—fckin’ hella jealous type 😳

—denies the shit out of it tho

—"just admit that you’re jealous and I’ll cancel on taemin tomorrow, okay?“

—"but that’s the thing, love. I’m NOT jealous!" 

—gets set off by you even hanging out with one of the members for too long!!

—defiantly the boy you’d bring to meet your parents

—you support him in every way cause he needs that shit!! #protectmytaebby 😇

—stressful day at work= rough sex ✊💦

—then afterward, you’d stay up all night to talk about how his day went before slowly drifting off to sleep in his arms 💤💤

—he buys you anything and everything gucci cause that’s his favorite brand and "my love will always be wearing gucci cause that’s just how much she’s worth”

—seriously gucci produces prices are set to as high as 15M like I’m shookenth like ???????? 

—binge watching hwarang and fangirling whenever he comes on screen

—"OMO! TAE YOU LOOK SO GOOD WITH LONG HAIR!“

—"AHHHA! YOU’RE SUCH A GOOD ACTOR!”

—"baby, calm down…“ 

—"MY BOYFRIEND IS SO CUTE!!”

—"aww, thank you, but my girlfriend is soooo much cuter”

—attacks you with kisses

—like all the time!!

—pillow fights that are so hardcore sometimes you guys have to go out and buy brand new ones cause the last ones ripped open oops???? 😇

always messing around together

—cooking turns into food wars 🍕🍟🍔

—baking turns into frosting fights 🍪🍰

—clothes shopping becomes a fashion show

—grocery shopping becomes “who can get to aisle 7 faster with a shopping cart”

—telling him everything that bothers you

—him telling you everything that bothers him

—not only would you be dating the best bf ever, but as well as your best friend and you’re so thankful for taehyung cause wow

—and of course, taehyung feels the same exact way. 😊✊ hwaiting~! 💗

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taetae isn’t even my bias… and neither is joonie, but I ain't a loyal stan sooooooo ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Originally posted by donewithjeon

5x Bruce Told Tony to be Quiet and 1x He Didn't

We all  love science husbands and when Tony fics are angst free so here ya go!

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“Say Bruce.”

“What is it Tony?” Bruce didn’t even look up from his desk, staring at the lay out for the weapons systems for the new QuinnJet. The Team had requested some pretty intense upgrades and he was struggling with the final plans. He just didn’t know how it would be possible to fit-

“Say, BRUCE.” Tony repeated louder.

“Yes.” Bruce sighed and sat back, rubbing his eyes. “Yes, Tony what is it?”

“So does, you know, being big and green make it difficult to date? Or do ladies really go for that?”

“Tony.”

“No I’m really asking here. You know, for science.” Tony’s eyes were sparking playfully even as he tried to keep a straight face. “Do you start the date all hulked out, or pull out the big guns after she’s back at your place?”

“Tony. I live here. The Tower is ‘my place’. And I’m sure everyone can vouch for me when I say I’ve never brought a woman back here.”

“Well, we have a Hulk-safe containment room. Nobody REALLY knows what you do in there.”

“That’s enough.” Bruce turned away to go back to working, and Tony frowned at his back.

“For a scientist, you sure aren’t open to discussing theories.

“ENOUGH Tony.”

Tony shut his mouth.

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Dean x Niece!Reader   Sam x Daughter!Reader

Originally posted by literarycasualty

Dean slowly opened his eyes, he felt disorientated and thought for sure he was dreaming since he was in his old room back at the bunker; which wasn’t possible seeing as he fell asleep at his condo next to his wife. Rubbing the sleep out of his eyes he sat up with ease, something he hadn’t done in years.

He had developed terrible joint pain from the years of hunting which only got worse after he hit sixty. Looking down Dean was shocked when he was saw wrinkle free hands. Standing up quickly he looked in the mirror, shocked at the reflection of his thirty something year old self staring back at him.

“What the hell?” He said as he reached up to touch his face. Turning back around his gaze went all around the room, confused as to what was going on. Deciding to leave the room he cautiously opened the door and poked his head out to investigate. When he realized it was clear he slowly walked around the bunker, not sure what he was looking for.

The more he walked around the more he realized that it wasn’t in a dream.

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soft epilogue.

We don’t talk about our new lives. We skim over details and say just enough for it to pass as some semblance of closeness, but neither of us mentions it. I’m sure she thinks about it, but it’s futile. She mentions in passing, as an afterthought, almost; that’s it’s been seven years since we last saw each other. It’s been seven years since we both truly looked at each other. Seven years since we last touched. At first I am surprised at the honesty in her voice, and how it doesn’t immediately crush me. It makes me thoughtful instead. It’s been seven years since I last knew how to make her laugh. I cannot even recall what it is that brought us together, but we are here, like two puzzle pieces who can almost remember how to fit together if we tried hard enough to make the pretty picture on the box of our old relationship. If we tried. But we don’t. Instead, I look up wistfully, make vague conversation, all smiles; encouraging, almost. I congratulate her on all her success and she tells me how much softer I am, how love has made me all that much tender. I smile and keep the conversation going. This year our cells will fall off each other’s skins. We will grow brand new smiles that have never been the cause for each other’s happiness; brand new hands that will have never longed for steady reassurance, mouths that will have never trembled and touched with fear and shy, awkward longing. My fingertips have forgotten the feel of her skin; gone are the days when I would caress the insides of books full of melancholic prose to remind myself of her existence. I cannot even recall the smallest of details of her; merely fragments; small memories distorted like a broken vase upon a ceramic floor. There was a time when I could close my eyes and the slightest things; a breeze, the scent of a perfume, the brush of a flower petal against my cheek– would bring her ghost all the way to the tip of my tongue. I guess if you wanted to know; and you always want to know; is that I am sincerely happy. I am happy for you, too; glad that we are soft enough to accept love again, glad that the wounds we inflicted upon each other are but mere scars. One blink and you could miss them. These twin scars will link us forever; and if you want to know the truth, of course I love you. I do love you. The more the memories of you fade; the more a monstrous, sinister love grows. Bouquets of memories spring out of my mouth wildly. Of course I wonder about your mouth. Of course I wonder about your hands and if they’re still as small as raindrops; of course I wonder if I could reach across this ocean of distance and touch you, just to see if your skin would erupt in goosebumps again. But we know better know; time and distance have settled between us like old friends; permanent enough that your heart beat and my own, once strong as the drums of a marching band, sound more like a seashell echo. We are older and we are both happy now, you and I. Irrevocably so. We are older and as far as you and I are concerned, we are no longer young and naive and full of trivial sentimentalities. There is no point in resurrecting the past, but of course I love you. Of course I love the tender girl with daffodils and lilies; of course I love imagining we are young again and I am staring at you swimming, beautiful and mermaid-like, your eyes shimmering in the water like mossy emeralds. But at this point, what difference does it make? You and I go to bed safe and content in someone else’s arms and go months without thinking of each other. Nostalgia is a thing that knocks the wind out of me; nostalgia is a lifeline that, despite the end of summer and our new, freckled sun-kissed coats, keeps us very much awake; thinking, watching, and loving one other from the wrong end of a telescope. It’s okay like this; be happy, for I am, too. There is a garden in my heart that will not die with all of your old favorite things; your books, your poetry, your love, my heart, a sketch of us at a moment in time. There is a place in your heart where all tender things go to rest; my love, my passion, my hands trembling like earthquakes at the thought of you. I am steady now, but you’ll forever own a piece of my stuttering shyness, the sky painted broadly with the color of my flushed cheeks, an old dream of a cottage echoed in your ribcage where we lived in our youth, before we knew better. What better way to love than this way, in a fevered dream we’ll not wake up from?

The thing about bones is that they break, skin stretches but never returns to the shape of your first memory. I try to fill the spaces between those broken bones with the moments we never got to breathe, but every new breath forms creases on the yesterdays I am folding between those blank pages. So I’ll write about hands I don’t have to hold the laughter I’ll never share with the sun, I’ll erase my edges to become the rain the clouds never run out of, ill recite you just to hear the silence answer. I’ll write about the eyes that never runs out of sight of the horizons I chase to see you one more time. I will carry more stars every night just to make sure you have enough for all your wishes I never got to be a part of. we are futile promises basing expectations on the outcome of a solitary smile, a fragmented position of involuntary stalemates. I’ve seen your name wearing another’s meaning, I’ve seen the probable causes of emancipation - we were always meant to be together, alone. We’ve been battling to fasten the knot of our tomorrows only to come back to broken threads of lonely winters. We had our fall mapped long before the spring sparkled on our empty lies. I can write copious lines for us only to end up empty with each new line, I haven’t been more empty with words I fill my pages with. I don’t want words that don’t hold the same lilt as your sadness, the same derogatory touch we led right now into. It takes two to feel lost, and we followed our thoughts into a darkness we loved more than ourselves, a clutch we needed to inhale one more time to remember why we’re here. This is how promises get left behind - inside the tears we only show when we’re alone. And now I am no longer a dreamcatcher for those nights when the only thing we are scared of are the ghosts we have become for each other. I have yet to learn how to differentiate between you and breathing. And till then I will name every next poem with our first memory.
—  A collab with my darling @untold-stories-here
Zen teaching everyone how to play never have I ever

Saeyoung: Teach us how to play!!

Zen: Alright, alright. Everyone have their drinks?

Everyone: *nods*

Zen: Alright so for everything you have ever done you take a drink. We’ll go around the circle.

Yoosung: Ah

Jumin: Sounds simple enough.

Jaehee: Can we have an example?

Zen: Alright, so say if I were to say “Never have I ever been an assistant”, Jaehee would take a drink right? Cause she has.

Everyone: *nods oohs and ahhs*

Zen: But it’s more exciting to do edgy ones,

MC: like if I were to say… I don’t know, “Never have I ever…. Eaten human flesh”?

Zen: Yes! You see now?

Saeran: *takes a drink*

Zen: Oh, no, no, you drink if you /have/ done it Saeran

Saeran: *grimly* Oh I understand

Zen:

Everyone:

Anon said:

I LOVE BELLARKE SO MUCH I THINK THAT MY OWN LOVE LIFE IS ZERO BECAUSE OF THEM, BUT JASON AND HIS INTERVIEWS ARE GETTING ON MY NERVES, LIKE DUDE ARE U FUCKING SERIOUS THAT BECHO IS GONNA HAPPEN AND A BECHO BABY, PLZ TELL ME THIS IS NOT TRUE CUZ  I WILL DIE IF THEY BELLARKE IS NOT GONNA HAPPEN. PLUS IM WORRIED THAT IF JASON STILL DON’T MAKE THEM CANON, IDK IF THE SHOW WILL GET A SEASON 6 OR NOT? AND TEEN WOLF SHIT WILL HAPPEEN TO BELLARKE JUST LIKE STYDIA

camila says:

BREAAAATHEEE NONIE

1- Jason’s interviews were great for us? Everyone should read ALL Jason interviews instead of taking pieces here and there and freaking oout. Jason said there are sparks there between Bellamy and Echo… which could mean anything? They said his relationship with Echo was interesting etc at the beginning of season 4 and everyone freaked out and look at what happened………..

(nothing)

so BREATHE. I’m the first person to tell you IGNORE WHAT HAPPENS BEHIND THE SCENES, on the 100 those are so tricky. I only trust what i see on the plot and if i can correlate it to what is happening on the interviews etc- then okay. If not, then i wait for the show.

BUT. Since people are worried and think the writers hate us or something - and please if anyone comes at me saying the writers are baiting i will only come back at you and say then everything they say (SUPPOSDELY) “bad” for  us can be ignored;

and here are receipts IN OUR FAVOUR (which people like to ignore):

on that SpoilerTV article quoted, this is what was said:


(for anyone that watched this reaction vid, you know what was said and what they ship. if you haven’t watched it… then GO)

now to things Jason said (and wait until the final one cause they escalate):

but clearly, obviously Bellamy means a lot to her. This is HER PARTNER. She doesn’t even know the dude is alive (and she’s calling him every day)-

(No question- NO. NO. NO QUESTION- is the MOST important relationship of the show. 

Repeat after me. 

The most important relationship of the show. 

- can we talk about how he was like.”… [Bellamy] reacts emotionally to things (…) “ and whow he’s talking about Bellamy reacting emotionally to Clarke:

But wait, cause I know that “no question” answer up there ain’t enough, you are mad he is talking about “In terms of leaders yada yadda”- but he actually continued on the same interview:

have ALWAYS been the CENTER of this show. Has ALWAYS been the story of Clarke and HER RELATIONSHIP TO BELLAMY (…) ROMANTIC or otherwise (…) UNTIL WE COMMIT CANONICALLY TO IT.


Everyone can say what they want about the sparkles Becho quote, they can have it. I’d prefer these quotes we got up there any time, any day.

And listen, until Bellarke becomes canon on the show they’ll never say it on the interviews. But it doesn’t mean (for a second) that it won’t happen.

As for everything else, we can’t control it. So breathe. We can’t know if they’ll make bellarke canon on season 5 or not or ever (i bet my liver yes but okay). but it’s no use for us to be hanging on interviews and angry at the writers when we don’t even have a glimpse of season 5.

Cause lemme tell you Jason has been saying we are crazy to see so much in bellarke for YEARS and now he admitted all that you just saw. Analyzing the plot and the text is ALWAYS what works the most. And if we don’t have the text then it’s no use to walk in circles yelling at the writers.

Right now the text tell us Bellarke is some epic shiz love story, right now the text DOES show us bellarke is the most imporant relationship of the show (as it always has). And that’s what is true until season 5 airs.

Then we worry about what we KNOW we have to worry about. Chasing ghosts will do us no good.

(and btw he never said becho baby at all. This is fandom exaggerating. he said there could be babies, didn’t even say WHERE - we do have a bunker there. And he also said working with kid- actors is hard so the number of kids wil be limited yada yada)

losers club headcanon//when they get angry

hi sweethearts!!

this is my first hc ever, but i loved doing this so much, ngl! i really hope you’ll like it!

!important!

requests are open! i write about IT, Gotham, Stranger Things, Riverdale, Harry Potter, etc.! (mostly about IT and Gotham lately, but send whatever you like!) feel free to send me something!

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requested: no

summary: hc’s for when members of the losers club get angry and how they apologize! but it’s idk

warnings: none? just a bit swearing, but hey, it’s Tozier (also i’m a thrashmouth but,,,)

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Richie Tozier

-bitch, he can be literally awful

-if you are friends/couple and he knows you well

-don’t fucking think that he won’t use that knowledge against you

-at the beginning, as your argument is getting worse and worse, he starts to swear even more than usual

-and of course, he will raise his voice, he doesn’t care where you are, on the street, in the supermarket, school, no

-he doesn’t hide with his anger, at least not now

-bill&bev are propably trying to stop him as he is getting more agressive towards you, but they fail miserably

-at some point, when the situation is like, really bad, you just stay quiet, because you don’t know how to respond/you don’t want thing to get even worse, but he is still going??

-ofc doesn’t know where to stop

-he sometimes even uses your flaws/insecurities against you

-and when he does that, someone always stops him there, cause they see your tearing up eyes and how your whole body shakes

-“and Y/N, at least i don’t have some fucking issues with myself! You don’t talk in school, you can’t stand by your-fucking-self, we constantly have to babysit you, cause you can’t take care of yourself! And you will probably never can!”

-“That’s enough, Richie! S-S-Say sorry to Y/N!”

-he leaves immediatly, even when Stan and Eddie try to stop him

-you leave too

-the next day Richie feels so bad

-he wants to apologize, so on his way to your house he picks up some colourful field flowers and although he thinks that “flowers are fucking boring”, he is pretty proud of himself

-he propably stands like, 5 solid minutes until he knocks on your door

-you open them, in your pajamas, and the first thing that he SPITS WITH A SPEED OF LIGHT IS

-“Y/N I’m so sorry for being a jerk yesterday, i didn’t want to make you this upset, i mean, you also were a dickhead, but i went to far, and…”

-he suddenly remembers that he is squeezing these poor flowers in his hand, and he practically shoves them in your face

-and you are so s o f t, because it is very rare for him to say sorry to anyone, and the flowers?? Is this even Richie or some sick clone?

-so you pull him into a thight hug, apologizing as well

-and then you invite him for a breakfast (you know he loves waffles, so you eat waffles with SO MUCH MAPLE SYRUP YOU NEARLY PUKE)

Bill Denbrough

-he doesn’t really get upset very often

-but when he does, it’s propably because of his memories with Georgie/his parents being completly ignorant and cold towards him, and he feels so much bad at the same time, aaaa

-so when you, the person that he admired the most, the person that he lowkey had a crush on, started an argument about how it is too dangerous to face IT now, and mentioned Georgie in this tone…

-oh boy

-you did it only because you were scared that something will happen to him or the other losers, you didn’t mean anything wrong, but this time he didn’t catch it

-he is kinda passive agressive? Like, he doesn’t talk directly about you, but it is so obvious that he IS mad

-„D-Do you h-h-have any b-better ideas? I’m l-listening. S-s-stop acting-g like t-this!”

-his stuter gets either worse, or he doesn’t stutter at all because of strong emotions

-you both feel worse with every word he says, you because you know, that you shouldn’t bring up Georgie, and Billy because he hates yelling at you

-so he quickly stops and feels ashamed

-the bike ride to neibolt is really quiet, and you think about him all the time

-when you finally arrive, Bill approaches you, gently takes your hand and all he says is

-„I-I-I’m really sorry, Y/N”

-but you know it was sincere, and btw YOU ARE MELTING, HIS HANDS ARE SO NICE YOU WANT TO HOLD THEM FOREVER

-you say sorry too, and you weren’t really thinking, but you gave him this adorable, little kiss on the cheek??

-HE BLUSHED SO HARD

-YOU BLUSHED SO HARD

-Richie seems annoyed

-“Guys, stop licking your pretty faces and let’s beat this assholes asshole! You will have your gross make out session later!”

Beverly Marsh

-it’s pretty hard for you to make her angry, since you are her best friend

-but you sometimes go too far

-she is really sarcastic an can be pretty fucking mean

-she acts like she doesn’t care, but oh boy she does a lot

-she tries to stay as reasonable as she can

-I imagine these arguments as a… lazy arguments?? Like she probably starts smoking at some point, you don’t scream at each other, you are just fucking annoyed

-“I really don’t know what are you on Y/N, but you are starting to be pain in the ass!”

“Who’s the pain in the ass here, Bev?!”

-“You don’t wanna fucking talk? Fine then!”

“Fine!”

“Fine!”

-a lot of “fines” lmao

-she gives you the “fucking-annoyed-with-your-shit” look, you give it as well

-you would never bring up her dad, that’s for sure

-and she wouldn’t make fun of you/your insecurities (*cough* RICHIE *cough*)

-you sit in the silence for a while

-you stare at her, when you think that she can’t see you, she does the same thing

-you both say sorry at the same time

-you laugh it all off (“Y/N I swear to god, we are arguing about the weirdest things, we are GODDAMN STUPID”)

Stan Uris

-you don’t agree with him often, which annoys him

-but when you really get into a serious fight…

-2 words

-SILENT TREATMENT

-he is that bitch istg

-and you are so confused?? Why won’t he scream at me? Why isn’t he rude or anything??

-he knows that you hate it, so he is pretty chill as you walk silently through the woods. He is listening to the birds singing, knowing that you will break

-he probably counts down tbh

-you indeed hate it, so much

-you are trying to play it cool, trying to show him that you don’t care

-but within like, 4 minutes you SQUEEZE HIS SHOULDERS AND YELL

-“STAN WHY WON’T YOU NOTICE ME, I NEED ATTENTION I JUST SAID THAT YOU ARE A FUCKING DUMBASS, SAY SOMETHING, DEFEND YOURSELF”

-and he just laughs his ass off

-“Y/N I’m honestly surprised, I thought that you will last less than 3 minutes”

-your pride is shaking

-you hit his shoulder, but he is still laughing

-“Stanley Uris I hate you”

-“I know”

Mike Hanlon

-as soon as the argument heats up, he leaves

-he doesn’t talk much, and he is definitely not good at arguments, especially when he argues with someone dear to him

-he works so hard, just to take his mind off it

-but oh god, he feels bad

-he didn’t want to make you feel bad, but he has no idea on what to do

-he asks all the losers for an advice, and finally listens to bev&stan who told him to “just stay true to Y/N, she will listen”

-so that boy goes

-he saw you walking on the street

-“now or never, Mike”

-he didn’t really think about what he was going to say, so for a solid moment he just follows you

-when he is ready, he awkwardly taps your shoulder and start his messy speech

-“Um, Y/N, hi, uhhh… I guess I just wanted to say that I’m really sorry, I didn’t want things… I didn’t want to say what I’ve said, and also sorry for randomly leaving you yesterday? I’m really bad at arguments and… Oh my god, I sound so dumb”

-but you just laugh, because he is so clumsy when he talks

-“it’s ok, Mikey. I know that you didn’t mean that”

-he gets all happy, because it’s better than he expected it to be

Eddie Kaspbrak

-he gets so nervous, oh boy

-I think that you argued about his mother

-“Eds she is being overprotective and mean to all of us! She straight up asked if I have fucking STD! Called Beverly “filthy girl”!”

-he agrees, but is still pissed and won’t admit it

-he needs to use his inhaler all the time, and Richie finds it fucking funny, so Bev hit him

-at some point, where he got really upset, he yelled something like

-“Oh. My God, Y/N stop fucking spitting everywhere when you yell at me, it’s disgusting! Just like you!”

-he didn’t think about what he said, it slipped from his lips so quickly

-he gasped when he realized

-everyone did really

-you considered Eddie your best friend since 6th grade, and it surprisingly hurt more than it should? You argued so many times, but now it just sounded… bad

-“Fine”

-you went home, although Ed wanted to say sorry, he just knew that it’s not the best time

-he stands here, looking like a sad puppy following you with his eyes

-but when you disappeared Richie kicked his ass

-“Go get her you dumbass!”

-so he runs after you

-when he finally caught you, he blocked your way

-you had to give him time, he could barely breath after his olympic run

-he just mumbled, between his deep breath-ins

-“Y/N!! I’m… so, so… sorry! Uhhh… I’m… sorry…”

Ben Hanscom

-you literally NEVER argue

-he is so unproblematic aw

-so even if you have your little disagreements, he or you immediately apologize

-you don’t really talk about your feelings, you both prefer writing them down

-so when he wants to say something important he writes a cute little poem

-they always get you all fucked up, you literally cry, they are adorable

-whenever he sees you reading them, he blushes and pretends that he doesn’t know what is going on

-“Poem? Me? I-I would never write something like that, that was not me, not me”

-He is a bad liar.

-“Yes of course, winter fire” you tease him jokingly