cause we all know we will remember this day




“‘Cause you and I don’t even remember a time when people didn’t talk about anxiety, as if it was something normal that lots of people get, which they do. You know, go back ten years and no one talked about any of this. And if someone said like “oh, I have really bad anxiety,” everyone would be like “weirdo! Don’t get that. What’s that about? Err, strange.” And the thing is, obviously as we all know, we don’t represent everybody and we all probably know a lot of people in real life that still don’t get it. And the point of days like today, is to, you know, raise awareness about it, to educate and inform people, to bust myths and to make the world a better place.”

Identity (Peter Parker x Reader)

Originally posted by youdovethroughaholeintheuniverse

Word Count: 1542

Pairing: Peter Parker x Reader

AN: Believe me I know I haven’t posted in the longest time. It’s my final year of school and I just finished exams a week ago and I’ve been busy but i’m back :) I couldn’t not post when Spider-man homecoming is being released this week which i’m super excited for by the way I can’t contain my excitement I went out and brought a thwip! shirt i’m that excited for this movie. You can read part two , three , four and five here 

The web slinging crime fighting hero had been occupying most of your thoughts recently, ever since you came to the conclusion that he attended your high school. Your were convinced New York’s newest hero walked the same crowded halls you did every day since the time you saw Spider-man crawling out of an empty classroom window wearing a backpack and holding a math textbook in his hand. After that encounter your stubborn and determined attitude had to know the truth about the hero’s real identity and it was still eating away at you to this day. You’d always wanted to be a detective when you grew up and it was easy to see why as you weren’t ever happy unless you had all the answers. And recently the question “Who is Spider-man?” was swirling around in your mind.

“What makes you so sure he even goes here Y/N?” Your best friend Liz Allan questioned from beside you on the bench. Her words distracted you from your deep analysis of the class in front of you doing PE, your eyes searching the room for someone that could possibly be the masked vigilante. Turning towards your friend you slumped back in your seat already feeling bored of this free period. “I have proof, believe me Liz. I just can’t figure out exactly who it is yet.”

The dark haired girl seemed lost in her thoughts as she placed her chin in the palm of her hand, a small lovestruck smile gracing her lips. “Spider-man would have to be dark and mysterious…and incredibly handsome.” Rolling your eyes at Liz romanticising the super hero you playfully nudged her shoulder to snap her out of her thoughts. "Whoa someones got the hots for Spider-man.“ You playfully teased as a deep red coated your friends cheeks in embarrassment. It seems someone else was listening to your conversation as you notice your classmate Peter Parker look over at you and Liz with wide eyes, looking like he just paused mid sit up at the words that just left your mouth. However when he catches your gaze on him he abruptly goes back to what he was doing.

His actions left you confused, mostly to how the boy even heard what you were saying when he was on the other side of the room and as to why he would react in such a way. "Strange…” You muttered out as you focused your attention on the boy for a minute until you were rudely interrupted by your friend snapping her fingers in front of your face. “Hello? Are you even listening to me?" 

Shaking your head from your thoughts you turned your attention back to Liz. "Oh sorry what?” Letting out a sigh in annoyance at her friend, Liz crossed her arms in front of her showing her irritation. "I was saying I don’t have a crush on Spider-man.“ A snort accidentally escaped you at her blatant lies, she should know you can’t lie about such things to your best friend because they always know the truth. "Liz he saved you from dying one day and ever since you get all flustered when his name is brought up in conversation. Who are you trying to fool here? Come on i’m your best friend I notice everything." 

She appeared at a loss for words as she stared back at you, mouth slightly agape."Flash asked me to homecoming.” Her words were rushed out forcefully as she tried to change the subject from her feelings towards Spider-man. “Okay first off stop changing the subject and secondly please tell me you declined.” A groan passed your lips as she nervously looked away from you, already giving you the answer. You had the urge to pull out your hair in frustration at the situation, there was no one you despised more than Flash Thompson. “Seriously Liz?!" 

"I didn’t know how to reject him. I felt bad.” Her bottom lip stuck out expressing her unhappiness with the situation. You gently grabbed your friends hands in your own, your motherly instincts coming out as you were 97 days older than her and you would never let her forget it. "Sweetie you do not owe that guy anything.“ A sigh escaped her as she leaned into your shoulder for comfort. "I know I just…can we just not talk about it." 

A thought popped into your mind as she uttered those words causing another groan to leave your mouth. "Well who am I supposed to go with now?! We were gonna go together remember, since I’m forever single and all that.” You felt her mumble an apology into your shoulder but you didn’t need one, you’d already forgiven her. An idea popped into Liz’s head as she pulled apart from you all of a sudden. “Hey, if you found out Spider-man’s true identity then maybe you could go with him?” She spoke excitedly trying to make you feel better about the situation. But it failed to work as you doubt you’d find out who he really was in time for the dance, let alone the fact that a guy would never ask you to the dance. 

“Looks like i’m going with me, myself and I." 

Later that day you were planning to go to the library to study but didn’t make it far as someone sprinted around a corner and rushed straight into you. Immediately losing your balance you began to fall backwards, but before you could hit the ground you felt a pair of strong arms encircle your waist. Looking up your eyes met with those of Peter Parker. How did he catch you so fast? You never pictured Parker having such fast reflexes, they were almost unnatural. And his eyes are so much darker up close-

“Are you okay Y/N?” The sound of his voice breaks you out of your trance as you stand back up properly, feeling a blush forming on your cheeks which was surprising to you. Not once had a boy made you feel that way; fictional characters didn’t count. “I’m okay but uh thank you for catching me and all that Peter. So…where are you off to in a hurry?”

The boy seemed unprepared for the question as he fumbled over his words and providing a lame and non believable excuse. “Oh just uh-a thing." 

You couldn’t help the giggle that left your body at his words. "Sounds important.” Giggling? Since when did you giggle at a boy?! What on earth was going on with you right now.

Clearing his throat a little Peter appeared nervous at his next question. “Yeah, hey you’re best friends with Liz right?“ And there it was, the line that you’d been asked by countless boys already today and every day since the homecoming was announced. But for some reason when Peter asked the same question it caused your heart to drop a little and your throat to close up momentarily; you weren’t sure as to why you were feeling this way. Pushing away those feelings you put on a brave face and nodded in response. Oh god here it comes. He definitely wasn’t the first guy to ask her the same question today. 

"Do you…do you know if she has a date yet to homecoming?” Thinking back to Liz’s confession earlier that day your felt almost guilty that you had to crush this boys hopes of going with your friend. "I’m…i’m really sorry Peter. Tragically she’s going with Flash.“ His face noticeably dropped at this information and he switched his gaze down to his shoes trying to hide his emotions from you. "Oh. Well I gotta go, but it was nice talking to you Y/N." 

As she started running down the hallway again a sudden thought entered your mind. Peter was always running away and skipping classes this past year and it was strange to say the least. What could he possibly be doing that causes him to be absent half the time unless… 

"Parker wait!” He halted his movements at the sound of your voice and you quickly caught up to him with interrogation on your mind. Reaching for his arm you held onto it to keep him from running away from your questions, trying to ignore the strange feeling you got from touching him. “Where do you go every day Peter?" 

That one question made the boy visibly gulp, obviously he was trying to hide something and didn’t want anyone finding out. Your eyebrows furrowed as you observed the boys behaviour and another thought entered your mind. "And come to think of it, you’ve been acting awfully strange ever since that school trip to Oscorp last year.”  At those words he became even more nervous as he broke away from your grip and began running away from your questions. “I really gotta go. I’ll see you around Y/N." 

You watched as his body disappeared around the corner, could Peter possibly be the guy you’ve been looking for? It would make sense since he’s always running off and coming back with cuts and bruises, not to mention the new discovery of his advanced reflexes. And earlier today when he somehow heard what I said, it all makes sense now. "Holy shit, I think I found him." 

Mellifluous - Reddie

Mellifluous - A sound that is sweet, smooth, and pleasing to hear.

(Part One - Technically in Richie’s POV)

Reddie AU- Richie Tozier, a 17 year old broken boy in a broken home and his best friend/first love, Eddie Kaspbrak, a 16 year old mute boy who’s silence is loud enough to keep Richie sane.

Hi Guys! So this is really just the “introductory” chapter I guess so nothing really happens. I have a lot of ideas for what I want to happen in this fanfic and I’m really excited to see how it turns out as well as the response it gets, but the first few chapters have to explain the setting first. I hope that’s okay & I hope you all enjoy it and if you do, be sure to check back for updates :-) PS! They can both drive. They’re 16/17 here. -E

Warnings - Language??? (Pretty sure the only swears in this are fucking & dipshit though lmao), very vague mentions of Richie’s family.

Italics - Flashbacks

Word Count - 1.5k

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People seem to forget that Gon and Killua were 13-14 of age at the time and can be considered the worst age to be at in your life and while saving the world from worst case scenario fast mutating furries you’d think people would give these kids a break about being “problematic”.


Requested by @dizzyowly :  Hi!!~ I really love your writings :) Can i request an imagine of Eric from Divergent based on the Ed Sheeran’s song Perfect? Thank you.

Pairing: Eric Coulter X Reader

Word count: 1.622

Song: Perfect by Ed Sheeran

 Eric is different. It’s everything you can think since you jumped off that net. You knew you’d find him here, but having him as an instructor caught you by surprise.

 He doesn’t remember you. He doesn’t remember how you planned to move to Dauntless together. But one long year apparently made him forget about this. One year and many different girlfriends. Well, a stupid dream like the one you’ve been holding on to could never be real. It’s time to grow up.

 “Harder, initiate.” He barks to a small girl from Amity. The poor girl barely makes the punching bag move, and thanks to that fact, she has Eric’s attention.

 *Eric’s POV*

 The Amity girl is too weak. I stand behind her, yelling at every move. But my eyes always end up on her. (Y/N). The only reason why I considered staying on Erudite. I never thought she would be brave enough to choose Dauntless, or strong enough to deal with the initiation. But there she is, on top 5, knocking down half of those idiots on the mat.

 I can’t approach her. The best I can do to help is keep distance. The thing is I didn’t think I still had this feeling inside me. Dauntless made me cold, I know it, but she’s bringing back a part of my life I thought I’d never miss.

 But even if I try, how could someone so loving like (Y/N) deal with the person I became?

I found a love for me

Darling, just dive right in and follow my lead

Well, I found a girl, beautiful and sweet

Oh, I never knew you were the someone waiting for me

 *(Y/N)’s POV*

 When the training is done, you run back to the dormitory to take a long warm shower and keep your mind away from Eric.

 But it’s useless. When you’re done drying your hair, you follow the other initiates to the Pit. It’s something about a patrol on Amity tomorrow. As you walk fast to reach them, you can’t help but remember your days in Erudite, when you and Eric were no more the kids, struggling to spend all your free time together. You feel tears rolling down your cheek and quickly dry them with the back of your hand.

 Finally, you’re in the Pit, Eric and Max already explaining how the initiates will spend one night on Amity for a special training. You do your best to pay attention, but Eric’s eyes meet yours across the Pit.

‘Cause we were just kids when we fell in love

Not knowing what it was

I will not give you up this time

But darling, just kiss me slow, your heart is all I own

And in your eyes you’re holding mine

 “Why are you sad?” Mark walks by your side as you stare at your feet. Mark came from Erudite with you. He knows a bit about Eric, but it’s enough for him to notice that something is going on between you and the leader. “Is it about him?”


 “You know who.”

 “I don’t wanna talk about him.” Everyone stops and you do the same.

 Amity is absolutely beautiful and you don’t hear anything that Max is saying because you’re too busy looking around.

 Then you meet his eyes. You wait for him to look away, but he doesn’t. Eric keeps staring but you can’t read his face. Mark clears his throat to get you attention, but you just can’t stop looking at him.

 “I miss him so much.” You whisper before looking down at your feet.

 “I know, (Y/N), but focus on initiation. For now at least.”

 *Eric’s POV*

 I told them to go to sleep, but when I walk past the dormitory they’re using tonight, I hear them laughing. When I’m about to open the door, I hear her voice. Apparently, it’s only (Y/N) and her friends being loud in the middle of the night.

 “What are your plans, (Y/N)? Like, for the future.”

 “I don’t know…”

 She’s lying. I know exactly what she dreams about.

 Back in Erudite, when we decided to take a break to talk one evening, she spilled her heart out. (Y/N) want kids and a loving husband. She wants romance. I wish I could give it to her, but now, with this heart turning colder every day, I don’t think I can.

 “C'mon, Steve, you can do it.” The tone of her voice is different. I never heard her talking like that. “Our initiation is the hardest. But that’s just right. We’re going to be soldiers, protectors. They have to push us until we break so we can become stronger. I will make it and so are you.”

 That’s when an initiate swings the door open, making (Y/N)’s eyes meet mine immediately. I clean my throat and step in.

 “You better shut up and go to sleep, initiates.” I keep my voice cold, staring at everyone before turning around to leave.

 I can’t stop thinking about her words. (Y/N) is even stronger than I thought, and I’m very proud of her. I need to get closer somehow, talk to her.

 It takes all of me to walk back to my bedroom instead of going back to the dormitory and calling her.

Well I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know

She shares my dreams, I hope that someday I’ll share her home

I found a love, to carry more than just my secrets

To carry love, to carry children of our own

We are still kids, but we’re so in love

Fighting against all odds

I know we’ll be alright this time

Darling, just hold my hand

Be my girl, I’ll be your man

I see my future in your eyes

 *(Y/N)’s POV*

 You’ve been trying to sleep for one hour when you give up. Struggling to get tired enough to just drift off to sleep, you take your bag and start pulling everything off, laying it on your small bed. You find a black dress, the one Elaine gave to you a week ago. You don’t know why you let her convince you to bring it, but you did.

 Suddenly, you take the dress and run to the bathroom to put it on. You stare at the mirror with a small smile. You do look good. Choosing to be brave and a bit stupid, you carefully open one of the many windows to jump outside. The dress gets in the way, but you manage to get out without ripping the fabric.

 The wind is cold, but it feels good against your skin. The trees make you feel like you’re in a different world, and that makes you feel good too.

 “Get back to…” You jump at the voice, turning to your left to find him. Eric. He stops on his track when you look at him. “What are you doing here?”

 “Nothing, I…” You lose your voice when Eric comes closer instead of walking away. “Killing time. I’m sorry, sir, I’ll go back.”

 He grabs your arm when you turn to leave, forcing you to stop. Yet, you don’t look at him. It’s easier this way.

 “(Y/N), I have to talk to you.”

 “No. Eric, we’re over, okay?” Pushing back, you set free from his hand.

 “Is that what you think?” He moves so you’re looking at his eyes.

 “No. It’s what I know. I came, I left my family to… Hell! To meet you again and…” A small laugh escapes your lips when you step back, drying the tears that insist in rolling down your cheeks. “You don’t want to hear it, I’m sorry.”

 “Actually, you’re the one who needs to hear me.” The tone of his voice makes me stare back at him.

 “Just say it.”

 “If you really think I’m over you, you’re terribly wrong.” Taking a deep breath, Eric takes both your hands. “(Y/N), I… This faction made me cold. The person I am now… I can’t keep my promise, I’m not…”

 Raising your eyebrows, you lift your hands so he can see them, interlaced fingers. Eric’s voice fades, the wind playing with his hair.

 “Go on.” You mutter.

 “I would wait. We can’t during initiation, but after…”

 “Okay.” You cut him off. Eric was never good with words, so you decided to make things easier for him. “I’m happy you… You still… ”

 “Let’s dance.” He interrupts you.


 “I know you like to dance. I heard you some days ago.” Eric holds you close, his hands around your waist, slowly moving to the sides.

 “There’s no music.”  You smile, tilting your head to the ground. “And I forgot my shoes.”

 That’s when Eric finally sees it. You can tell by the look on his face. He spins you around, making you blush.

 “You’re beautiful.” He whispers, pulling you close again.

 “Actually, I’m awful.”

 “Shhh. You’re not.”

 You lay your head on his chest, moving along with him, using the cold wind as your melody.

 “I love you, (Y/N).” Eric murmurs, caressing your hair.

 “I never stopped loving you.”

Baby, I’m dancing in the dark, with you between my arms

Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song

When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath

But you heard it, darling, you look perfect tonight

When I saw you in that dress, looking so beautiful

I don’t deserve this, darling, you look perfect tonight


Baby, I’m dancing in the dark, with you between my arms

Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song

I have faith in what I see

Now I know I have met an angel in person

And she looks perfect, I don’t deserve this

You look perfect tonight

Friends – Part 8

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A/N: Oh my god this is written so poorly I’m so sorry I’m out of the writing zone (it’s kind of an important part tho lots of u will be like ‘gahd freaking finally’)

Summary: A knock on your door may seem like the most uninteresting thing that can happen in a passing day, but it actually isn’t. Especially not when the knock belongs to a boy who brings you on exciting adventures and opens your eyes to things you had never appreciated before

Word Count: 1k

(cr. onqs)

Under Covers

“We’re home!” Jaehwan’s shout made you step back, turning around to greet everyone returning from the hike. They had gotten slightly muddy and some smelled awful.

“You guys should probably get cleaned up.” You joked. Minhyun chuckled at your comment.

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Never Gonna Run Outta Date Night Activities - quietnight - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
By Organization for Transformative Works

Full work on AO3, somewhat NSFW

Chapters: 1/1

Fandom: Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James “Bucky” Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James “Bucky” Barnes, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Fanart, NSFW Art, Porn with Feelings, Dom/sub, Pre-Serum Steve Rogers, weird yet strangely fluffy bdsm, freaks in the 40s, Partial Nudity, does it count as partial nudity if there’s only a bit of dick?, three quarters of Bucky Barnes’s penis

“Actually—” Steve flops his right hand over Bucky’s forehead, his fingers reframing the world like the bars on a window—“while you were busy being a brainless, mewling mess, some of us thought of ten more things to do to you. It’s a constantly growing list.”

“Yeah, well. We might be around forever. Wouldn’t wanna run outta date night activities just ’cause Earth’s empty of water and we all live on the moon.”

“Oh, we’re ruling out gravity in the future? Then that’s another hundred things I wanna do.”

When Steve first found him by the tetherball, Bucky was crying, and he doesn’t remember the why of that either. He knows only a very specific set of whys: why love Steve; why annoy Steve; why let Steve annoy him; why pay his taxes; why read the newspaper; why buy fresh produce; why keep being alive every day, so many days that that they might end up living on the moon.

With You-Newt

The Maze Runner Imagines

song I listened to while writing: If I’m Lucky by State Champs

“I’m just trying to find my place in this world, and I know it’s not so right to feel this way about a girl but if you stay or if you go I’m right there with you” 

Word count: 1816

Warnings: almost smut? 

The Maze


           The dark of the room was soon filled with a flashing red light and a blaring siren, I huddled into the corner screaming for help, my palms sweaty, tears falling from my eyes, my voice cracking against my dry throat. I was in a box, moving up, and moving fast, it didn’t look like it was going to stop, like I might be crushed like a bug against the roof that was quickly approaching. I squeezed my eyes shut and held myself tight as I waited for impact, but all of a sudden the box came to a screeching halt causing me to hit my head against the wall knocking me unconscious.

“She’s the first girl, and I know we don’t remember much from where we were before the maze, but she is off limits” Alby announced to the council room full of teenage boys, “come on Alby, she was a babe” Gally smirked “if anyone tries anything they’ll spend 2 nights in the slammer” he threatened. Newt stood quietly in the corner watching everyone, he knew he had to obey Alby’s orders but he couldn’t help but feel like he knew this girl before.

Present day

“Newt! Come on, Minho and Ben are gonna eat all the food before we even get there” I shouted at the sleeping blonde, pulling on his arm “alright, I’m up” he groaned rolling out of bed, I waited outside his hut while he got dressed then we walked to the kitchen. “Morning y/n, Newt” Minho smirked at us, “morning Minho” I said suspiciously then turned to walk away, but not before I saw Ben wink at Newt, I grabbed a tray and waited in line “what was that about?” I asked Newt, scooping eggs onto my plate. “What?” he asked cautiously “with Minho and Ben” I said “you guys have been acting strange” I pointed out “oh uh no, it’s just Ben and Minho being um, Ben and Minho” he laughed nervously “um okay” I shrugged it off. Once we got our food we sat at the table across from Ben and Minho “so y/n, got a crush on anyone?” Minho asked, both Newt and I choking on our food “what? no” I said clearing my throat, “liar” Ben mumbled “why do you ask?” I said taking a sip of water “because-” Minho started “because Ben likes you” Newt interrupted, Ben raised an eyebrow at Newt then awkwardly smiled at me.  I cleared my throat, “um Ben, I’m flattered but uh you’re not my type” I said “I knew some other lucky guy had your heart” he smiled, “so y/n what is your type?” Minho asked “why are you guys acting so weird?” I asked hesitantly “were just asking, why are you acting so weird?” Ben said, I looked over to Newt who’s been pretty quiet throughout all of this “I’m going to the gardens, I’ll see you guys later” I said getting up. I grabbed a basket and began picking the fresh fruits and vegetables “hey y/n sorry about earlier, I don’t know why they were acting like that” Newt apologized. “It’s fine” I shrugged turning away, they were acting different and I didn’t like it, I know Alby made a rule that I was off limits but I think they know I like Newt, and I know Ben liking me was a lie. The ground shook and the sirens blared pulling me out of my own thoughts, the noises reminded me of me coming up in the box, everyone surround the box waiting for it to open, when it did Gally jumped down “day one greenie” he said to the sweating brunette, 

Originally posted by gladerfamily

I watched as the boy made a run for it out of the group “looks like we got ourselves a runner!” Zart laughed, the boy soon tripped over his own feet, rolling multiple times in the grass “or not” I mumbled. The rest of the day went by just like any other day greenies come up, once it got dark Gally arrived with a jug of his special drink and put it in the middle of the glade, Alby and Newt built a bonfire and Chuck, Ben and I helped Frypan bring the snacks over while greenie sat on the logs still taking it all in. I sat next to him and watched Newt build the fire, lighting up his face, the shadows of the flames dancing on his body, “so how’s your first day been?” I asked “confusing” he mumbled “don’t worry, you’ll get used to it” I reassured him “but what is this place?” he asked “and why are their walls, why don’t I remember my name?” he continued “the Glade, keeps the Grievers out and no one remembers their name when they first get here” I told him, “hey guys” Newt said sitting down next to us “I’m gonna get some drinks,” I said awkwardly. I liked Newt but every time we had Greenie night I drank too much and embarrassed myself, “Minho” I shouted catching the runner’s attention, I ran over to him “hey y/n what’s up” he asked making room for me to sit down “so I need you to do me a favour” I said, he raised his eyebrow “I like Newt” I said, he over dramatically gasped “what, wow, I had no idea” he said sarcastically “is it that obvious?” I asked “not to him” he muttered “what?” I asked “never mind, what do you need?” he asked “I always get drunk and do something really stupid and embarrass myself in front of him” I said, “so you want me to make sure you don’t do anything stupid?” he asked, I nodded shyly, he smiled “what are best friends for?” I rolled my eyes at him.

Originally posted by iamcalledsteph

Gally’s drink was quite addicting and since he only made it once a month I always helped myself to plenty of it, I was starting to feel tipsy but kept drinking anyways, I danced in the light of the fire but soon stopped myself when I noticed Newt and, I think he said his name was Thomas, sitting on the edge. I ran over trying not to spill my drink while doing so “what’s up party poopers!” I yelled “y/n how many drinks have you had?” Newt asked trying to take my glass out of my hand “hey get your own” I said swatting his hand away. Thomas stifled a laugh while he watched Newt try and take the glass from drunk me who refused to let it go, “Newt! No, bad boy” I said hitting him on the head. He smiled reluctantly “see you can’t stay mad at me!” I teased poking his button nose “no I can’t” he said avoiding eye contact “Newty look me in the eeeyyyeees” I slurred. He laughed and looked up “they’re so pretty” I whispered, my hand resting on his cheek he smiled shyly “you’re pretty” he mumbled “I like you Newt” I admitted “you’re drunk y/n” he stated, taking a step back. “Newt listen to me” I demanded stepping closer “you don’t know what you’re saying” he mumbled “I may be drunk but I still know how I feel about you” I exclaimed not realizing how much I would regret this in the morning. “I like you too y/n” he admitted, I smiled, but it soon disappeared when I realized he wasn’t. “What’s wrong?” I asked “come with me” he whispered, grabbing my hand, we walked towards the deadheads so we were far from the partying Gladers. 

Originally posted by moan-s

“It’s not right to feel this way, not here, you know Alby’s rule” he reminded me “screw Alby’s rule, besides he doesn’t need to know” I shouted “shhhh!” he hissed covering my mouth with his hand “sorry” I whispered giggling “y/n you don’t understand, I’ll get 2 nights in the slammer and you’ll have Alby watching over you all the time” he urged. I rolled my eyes at his cautiousness “live a little” I smirked pressing my lips against his, at first he didn’t move, staying there in shock, then began to relax kissing back his hands resting on my waist pulling me closer, my fingers ran through his hair, tugging lightly “y/n” he groaned. I smiled against his lips and started leaving open-mouth kisses down his jawline “we’re gonna get in so much trouble” he breathed “do you want me to stop” I whispered against his neck, he shook his head no, his hands travelled up my shirt, I gasped feeling his cold hands on my back “sorry” he mumbled against me, his tongue slipped into my mouth, exploring every inch of it, we readjusted and I was now on my back, laying on the forest floor, Newt held his body above me, my fingers tracing his toned stomach “you’re so beautiful” he moaned as my hand went to his waistband, he moved closer kissing down my neck leaving a love bite on my collar bone, “Newt” I moaned. A branch snapped, Newt and I both snapped our heads in the direction of the noise “so um, does this count as stupid?” Minho asked awkwardly “no, now go away” I ordered grabbing Newts shirt collar “be safe” Minho called walking back to camp “now where were we?” Newt smirked closing the space between us again.

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The next morning, I woke up with a pounding head ache and absolutely no memory of what happened the night before. I reluctantly got out of bed and threw on pants and a sweater and made my way to the kitchen, I grabbed some toast and a glass of milk and walked over to my usual table “good morning y/n” Minho smirked “shut up” I snapped “so how was your night?” he asked shooting a glance at Newt, my eyes went wide “Minho” I hissed “you said you would stop me from doing anything stupid” I whispered “hey you told me to go away” he defended “oh god” I mumbled resting my head in his hands. “Apparently that’s what you were moaning last night” Ben laughed “no” I said looking at Newt “I’m so sorry, oh my god I’m so embarrassed” I said turning red “it’s okay love, I enjoyed it as much as you did” he whispered the last part into my ear making me blush even harder. “Oh great, maybe we should tell Alby, that way we don’t have to see this chick flick” Ben muttered to Minho, I rolled my eyes at them scooting closer to Newt, he rested his hand on my thigh while we ate. After breakfast we walked to the gardens, Newt dug holes while I dropped the seeds in and covered them “do you think we’ll ever get out of here?” I asked him staring at the maze doors “whatever happens, whether we stay or go, I’m with you” he smiled.

Originally posted by die-jou-bu

Hurricane Irma is a massive hurricane, and it’s a scary idea for everyone in its path. There are some people, though, who are going to get hit harder than most, and these are the people I hope you’ll keep in your hearts and prayers as the week goes on.

  • The Caribbean Islands. They’re small and aren’t able to evacuate like those in the US with the resources can. Please remember them. Pray for them. And if they’re badly impacted, help them out as much as you can. They’re going to need all of the help, love, support and donations we can give.
  • The East Coast, especially Florida. The hurricane models have Irma gliding by right now, but who knows in a few days? And Hurricanes are terrifying and can cause major damage, as we all know with Hurricane Harvey, Katrina, Sandy, and Andrew.
  • The poor, homeless, disenfranchised. These people will always be hit hardest by anything that happens, simply because they don’t have as much as other people do. They don’t have the funds to evacuate, sometimes live in areas prone to flooding (I’m talking about Miami here), may not live in sufficient housing, may not have shutters to protects their homes, and overall just don’t have the finances to bounce back as well as others can. Keep them in your prayers especially, all across the Caribbean and US. It’s going to be difficult for all of us, but especially difficult for those who have little or nothing.
  • Animals. Please pray for them. They are often forgotten in storms like these. Pray for their safe keeping. Bring them in your homes if you see any wandering around outside. Keep them safe as much as you can. It breaks my heart to hear how many of these animals are abandoned or left out in these storms.

To anyone and everyone who even thinks they’re going to get hit, be as prepared as you possibly can. Get what you need like water, ensure loved ones are safe and your able to communicate with each other in the event of an emergency. If you can leave then do so. But if not please prepare your house as best as you can with what you have. I know that there are a couple of places giving free sand bags. The Habitat for Humanity Restores have shutters a lot cheaper then other stores. They’re kinda few and far between, but it’s worth it in my book. Get gas ASAP. Tons of places are already running out (I know from personal experience.) And Publix, Florida’s favorite supermarket, has been really good at restocking their water. They currently have limits of 2 max but bring your family and hit up different stores for some. Get ready for a mob scene though. But the good thing is is that they’re currently on sale for 2.99 each, so if finances are a problem that should help some.

I love you all. Stay safe. Keep people in your prayers, and don’t do anything wild, please, like walking outside in the middle of the hurricane (once again, I speak from personal experience). Stay away from windows! And if this your first time experiencing a hurricane, just listen to all of the advice, don’t do anything extreme or wild, and be prepared with food and supplies. The power might get knocked out for a while (weeks or potentially longer), so you’ll have to get creative if you don’t have a generator. (During the last hurricane, Hurricane Wilma, my family actually built a fire from all of the fallen wood in our yard to cook food. A bit much but it was great).

Once again stay safe. Keep all Hurricane Harvey victims in your prayers, as well as all of those people dealing with those fires in the US. Reach out to me if you’re scared. We’re all in this together at the end of the day.❤️


Through the air words like arrows fly
Arrows hurt but tears no more can I cry
Arrows not fired from Cupid’s bow
Their source of hurt I well know
Your pain is deep your heart still aching
Pain I caused all of my making
To painful arrows I have no shield
But my darling I will not yield
From this life of ours I will not quit
No matter how many arrows hit
I will take all the arrows you can fire
Day after day, hour after hour
Until then as you look to load again
Finally exhausted is your source of pain
Time to stop and remember take a glance
Back to good times still a chance
We can once more find our original love
Live again as we did like hand in glove

—  In-My-Thinking
Finally back

@roopshasil I swear this started out as a lighthearted fic about the prompt you proposed, but it turned into something else entirely, I’l try to write another one fitting your prompt soon.

Summmary: Boruto finds that he is forced to betray his home, and to leave the person he loved the most, after years of fighting the same anemy and making themselves legends, will they come back to each other?

N.B: so I headcanon that Sarada’s magekyousharingan can see the past, like when she’s in a place she can  see all that happened in said place, it’s very importante in this story, but there is something about it.




“You should go home Boruto.” Sasuke said to the sixteen year old boy sitting on a chair on the other side of the bed, where Sarada slept peacefully for a week now.

“It’s okay.” Boruto said as he stared at the girls bandaged face.

They were on an S-rank mission to the land of waves to discuss a water supply agreement with the mizukage, Sarada was there as representative of Konoha, she’s been representing Konoha a lot since Naruto’s death, and Boruto as her unofficial protector.

On their way home, they were ambushed by about a dozen missing nin, led by one of the higher ranks of “ Kara”.

The battle ended in favor of Boruto and Sarada, but it had grae consequences as Sarada barely made it out alive, consequence of severe chakra depletion and a stab woun in the stomach, but luckily they were close to  Konoha and Boruto got her to a hospital before it was too late.

“Friends shouldn’t leave the other when they need them right?” Boruto asked Sasuke almost too innocently.

At the question, Sasuke was reminded of the time he left his friends, or friend might be more accurate since Kakashi was more of a father figure and Sakura was something more than a friend, not a lover, but not just a friend.

And Sasuke had a suspicion that his daughter and student are much more to each other.

“you’re asking the wrong question.” Sasuke stated before he got up, as Bouto looked at him, confused.

Sasuke put his hand on the doorknob, and pulled it open, but before he got out he spoke.

“Sarada loves Konoha  Boruto, and I have no doubt that she will stop at nothing to protect it, even from her most loved people.”

And whith those finale words he left.

Boruto gulped at his sensei’s words, could it be that he knew what he’s planning?

In that case he should move fast, he was planning to wait until Sarada woke up before he escaped from the village, but the situation was getting dangerous, and he already made up his mind on what he’s going to do, already took into account what he’s going to lose…

He looked down at Sarada, who was laying still sleeping peacefully, not knowing that the person she loved the most will betray her home.

Boruto had no doubt in Sasuke’s words, he knew that if Sarada had to choose between him and the village, she’d choose the village, and he can’t bring himself to hate her for that.

The blonde haired boy, man, reached for her hand and interlocked his fingers with hers, the same way they were interlocked when he was telling her to hold on while he was running at top speed towards konoha after Kawaki’s attack.

He wished he could convince her that the village can’t reach Kawaki, that the only way to get rid of a threat like him is by working in a small unit, but she’s a loyal Konoha ninja, and if he told her that, then she’d just say that she will make it happen, cause it’s her ninja way to protect her family, her village.

Boruto leaned down next to her ear.

“I’m sorry, my love.” He whispered before kissing her forehead and giving her hand one last squeeze before he left.




“What do you mean he’s gone?!” Sarada asked Shikadai.

“the guards saw him leave the village and they informed us, so Inojin, Chou-chou, Iwabe and I tracked him down and we fought, but we were no match, the only person in this entire village who could stop him is…”


Sarada ground her tenth together, hands shaking and legs ready to run.

“Sarada you just woke up, maybe you should go and res-”

“Where did he go?!”


“I said where the fuck did he go?!” she grumbled out, eyes blazing with the magekyou.

“He’s already long gone…”

Sarada grabbed him by the collar and pulled him by the collar, the six tomoes of her sharingan spinning rapidly.

“Tell me or I’ll put you into a genjutsu and make you tell me.”

Shikadai looked at her for a second longer before answering .




Sarada ran as fast as she can towards the valley of the end, where Shikadai said that they were beaten by Boruto.

When she got there, the images raced in her mind, of Boruto injuring their friends, of Boruto almost killing them,  of him unleashing his famous vanishing rasengan on them, before he disappeared into the woods, she followed him there, the final place he was at before he teleported out, where she can’t trace his movements.

But he did something before teleporting out, and what he did is hanging on a nearby tree.

Sarada ran towards that tree and picked the bolt necklace that was hanging on its branch off.

Sarada stared at the necklace for a moment before a noise startled her, it came from under the valley so she jumped down, kunai in hand and the necklace in the other.

She hoped it was the person she wanted the most, but it was the person she needed the most.


“Mama.” She choked out, before letting go of the kunai and dropping to her knees.

“Bo…he’s gone… he betrayed the leaf…he…he’s my enemy now…” she said between sobs, hand clenching and unclenching o the metal necklace.

She felt her mother’s usually comforting hands on her cheeks, but they weren’t comforting this time, nothing can comfort her this time.

Sakura gulped as she pulled her daughter towards her, half to give her some comfort and half cause she was sure her body s going to collapse from exhaustion any second now.

There was one thing that could make this situation worse, and Sakura wasn’t sure it was true until she heard her daughter’s half conscious words.

“My love…come back.”




“We should leave him alone for now.” Sarada spoke, and the whole room has gone silent.

A day after Boruto ran away from the village, the news spread like wildfire all across the world, of course it would be, one of the strongest konohaninja escaped the village.

That’s why only three days after his escape, a kage summit was held, with Kakashi reprising his role as sixthhokage, and Sarada as the seventh’s former apprentice.

“He has the potential to wreak havoc within the alliance and you’re saying we should leave him alone?!” The tsushikage bellowed, not liking the seventeen year old’s proposition at all.

“As far as we know, we share the same enemy.”

“Then why did leave the village?” The kazekage asked calmly.

“It was most likely because of our different approaches  towards the subject of Kara and Kawaki.” She answered remembering the fight she had with Boruto a few days before his escape.

“We can’t spy on Kirigakure’s undercover activities Boruto!”

“Why not?”

“Cause if they find out, then that would endanger the alliance.”

“So? Maybe they are already endangering the alliance by sneaking weapons and ninja to the enemy?!”

“It’s just a rumor, we’re going to meet with Kagura soon and we’ll clear this thing up.”

“If you do that, that will ruin any chance we have to expose them!”

“But that is the peaceful way to do things, that’s what your father believed in, that’s what the alliance is for, to resolve things peacefully without  conflict!”

“That’s bullshit Sarada! How can you be sure they aren’t tricking you?”

Sarada went silent for a moment before answering

“Because, the seventh trusted them, and I trust that they will never endanger the peace they fought so hard to achieve, and I know that there is no chance in hell I am going to let anybody in this village endanger the alliance, even if it was you Bo.” She said, looking straight into his blue eyes, trying to make him understand what his father believed in, what he passed on to her.

‘In the end he didn’t get it, that idiot’, she thought grimly.

The kazekage nodded, not interested in knowing what exactly the conflict was, since it’s not Suna’s business, but it seems that not all the kages share the same mentality.

“What conflict of approaches?” the newly appointed mizukage , Kagura, asked.

“Those are village matters,” Kakashi spoke before Sarada got a chance to speak, he knew she wouldn’t answer, but her response would have been a lot more snappy than his.

She’s a lot edgier these past few weeks, ever since Boruto left, but he suspects that Boruto leaving isn’t the only reason for her sour mood.

He remembers the time he caught her in the anbu secret mission archives, digging through Itachi Uchiha’s file.

“Now, let’s freeze Borruto’s case for now and move on to more important matters,” Kakashi said putting an end to the Boruto subject.




A year later, they met on opposite ends of a battlefield.

The alliance was battling a group that was exposed of conduction secret investigation in the hidden villages without their awareness, when they tried to apprehend them they started fighting back against ninja from different villages from the alliance, Sarada was one of them.

‘‘And you’re the polite one,  you just almost knocked my head off and you didn’t even say hello first dattebaseh!’‘

‘‘You haven’t seen anything traitor!’‘


‘‘You betrayed your home.’‘

‘‘For its own good.’‘ he said dodging a kick and throwing a punch

‘‘We could have resolved our differences and settled for a suitable action.’‘ she said, blocking his punch.

Boruto jumped away from her.

‘‘You and I both know that there could not a be a solution to our conflict cause they were the complete opposite,’‘ he said, and with those final words he teleported out of the field, leaving Sarada confused over what he said and whether it’s true or not.




Kashin Koji’s death at the hand of a new hero

Kashin koji, one of the higher ranked Kara members, and one of the most powerful shinobi on earth, was killed in the last week of march after engaging in a long battle with Sarada Uchiha, the battle was a consequence of Kashin Koji’s attempt to attack the hidden leaf village, but thanks to the efforts of Sarada Uchiha, who is rumored to be a candidate for the hokage position, no fatalities occurred, although the damage done to the village is grave, the hokage mountain being a  huge target of attack, the villagers greeted the new hero in cheer, thankful for her efforts, a ceremony will be held in Konoha sometime soon, with the presence of all the kages, to honor Konoha’s scarlet spring.

A wide smile adorned Boruto’s face, remembering the times Sarada would boast about how she’ going to protect the village, how she’s going to care for all the villagers.

Boruto put the newspaper down and summoned a messenger hawk.

After strapping what he’s been meaning to give Sarada before he decided to betray the village to the hawk, he opened the window to let him go.

Boruto sat down on the chair, in the corner of his inn room, he was currently at a small village far away from the five shinobi villages, so very few people recognized him.

But he isn’t going to stay there long, he got intel that Kawaki will attempt to attack konoha soon, taking advantage of its current weak state.

Boruto smirked, ’ when I beat him, I’ll come back to you.’ He thought as he got up and put on his cloak.




“That’s a nice sword.” Sasuke told Sarada, who had a sword strapped to her hip.

“Thanks papa.”

She put a hand on the sword’s red hilt, she wanted to tell her father about where the sword came from, but she had a feeling that he already knew.

It’s been a whole year since she saw him last, but it seems he’s still Boruto.

'To remember my birthday in these circumstances, that’s Boruto’ Sarada thought as a smile formed on her face.

Sarada’s other hand was toying with the medal around her neck, the medal given to her by the hokage, in presence of all the kages, a shinobi alliance symbol engraved on it.

“Come here you!” Chou-chou screamed as she jumped at Sarada, with Mitsuki and shikadai following closely behind.

“Let’s go celebrate, meet you at the usual place in about an hour?”

“Yeah sure chou-chou, but at least wait for me before you start drinking.”

“Okay, okay, don’t be late, I invited the whole gang.”


Sarada waved at chou-chou who ran towards the restaurant who was having a celebratory open shrimp deal.

Sarada rubbed the hilt of the sword again, remembering that even with all her loved one’s present tonight, something will still be missing.

“You wish he was here don’t you?” Mitsuki asked.

“I do.”

“I do too.”

'But I know he’s happy for me, and that’s enough’ she thought as her lip twitched into a smile.

“I’m glad you could make it Mitsuki.”

He was doing research with his father for the last 3 months, research that he refused to tell her about, saying it was scientist only info.

'Medics and scientists are a real piece of work….’ He thought.

“I better go now, I promised my parents I’d have lunch with them now, so see you tonight.”

On her way home, she decided to visit the hokage faces, she hasn’t been there since they were destroyed in kashin’s attack.

A few minutes later, she was sitting on Naruto’s half destroyed mountain head, she had a weird feeling ever since she got there, but she didn’t know what, so she ignored it after trying to see if there’s any other chakra than hers in the area.

But she didn’t notice the cloaked figure hiding behind Kakashi’s hair, hidden by a chakra seal he found in an Uzumaki sealing book.




It’s a year and three months later that they finally managed to meet again.

“Kakashi didn’t want to put you here, saying that you killed Kawaki who was a major threat to the alliance,  and with you being nicknamed the ninja savior after what you did, but I said that you should spend a week or two here so you don’t get cocky.”

“How kind of you.” Boruto scoffed, he was happy to hear her voice again, happy to hear the familiar sarcastic twinge in her voice.

“I know.”

She was standing right in front of him, only bars separating them.

“You still have that?” he asked, referring to the bolt necklace she has around her neck.

“Of course.” She said, her fingers toying with it.

A moment of silence passed between them before Boruto broke it.

“I missed you and I’m sorry for what I did but I had too and…”

A finger on his lips interrupted him, he looked up to see a smiling Sarada.

“Save it for the training grounds dobe.”

She was honestly furious at what he had done, but she know understood why he did what he did, she didn’t approve of it, and will ensure he is to be punished for what he had done, but she is no longer as furious as she was at him.

“I have to go now, sixth-sama needs me to help clear up the mess some blonde idiot made to the already half destroyed hokage faces.”

“I saved the village and your talking to me about the statues?”

“I personally don’t mind, but I think he’s just pissed you ruined his hair.”

Boruto chuckled before he gestured to Sarada to move closer.

When she was close, he extended his hand towards her own, and gently held it, before intertwining his fingers with hers, the same way he did when she was sleeping in the hospital a couple of years ago.

The black haired women squeezed his hand, before pulling away.

“I’ll visit you later, maybe sneak you a burger.”

“Since when do you sneak anything in miss goody two shoes.”

“Hmm,, just for that comment I ain’t getting you fries with it.”

“Meanie!” Boruto shouted at Sarada’s retreating back, but he could still hear her giggle.

When Sarada was out of sight, Boruto looked at the hand that held Sarada’s hand for a few seconds.

'I’m finally back to you.’

 And when Sarada got out of the underground prison, she looked at the sky,  a wide smile on her face.

'He’s finally back’

A Fragile First Amendment

I am reminded of sixth grade history textbooks. A younger version of me poured over pages discussing a divided nation and hooded protesters. As I learned of the racist ideologies and behaviors that used to dominate America, I believed that such mentalities would remain subdued and wither away over the course of time. That naive belief has long left and today’s images from Charlottesville have struck a chord within me. It seems we have reverted to the past, only the protesters aren’t hooded anymore.

President Trump says “We are all Americans first.” But as “Americans,” we have a responsibility to fully prevent our past mistakes or create new ones. Frighteningly enough, his rhetoric is leading to the rise of a new problem: the increasing fragility of the First Amendment.

In light of today’s events, we all know the First Amendment protects free speech and the right to protest. However, it is not enough to defend these rights and call it a day. The American Civil Liberties Union can justly defend Neo-Nazis’ rights, but that cannot be end of the conversation. We have to remember a key exception to the First Amendment is when a party’s speech could cause immediate harm to others. In fact, the impassioned alt-right has dangerously teetered on the boundary between First Amendment rights and immediate harm. Their violations were demonstrated today, through direct physical brawls with opposing protesters and a rogue vehicle injuring people. Protection of First Amendment rights is a frail excuse to justify the destructive ideologies and language they generate. Yes hate speech is protected and I am not advocating for censorship. I am advocating for societal reflection of the First Amendment’s use, as poor justification will fuel more violence and endanger more lives.

Frankly, counteractive action must begin with the Executive Office, though I have low expectations. It is a necessity to acknowledge the atrocities that white supremacy and Nazism stand for. Hiding behind the First Amendment and American ideals of solidarity are Mr. Trump’s pathetic excuse of evoking patriotism. Today, he has only further perpetuated the corrupt mindset of complacency.

Complacency needs to stop. Scrutinizing needs to begin.

✍🏻 By Shloka Ramshankar, writing intern at The YUNiversity. 

the get down sentence meme part ii.

the first one i did is here. but with the second part of season one (and the unfortunate cancellation of the show) i decided to celebrate the show as a whole with another sentence meme. so here it is!

change them around as needed

  • ❝ you truly are as fine as wine, and so divine. ❞
  • ❝ i ain’t no hard rock like you, but when it comes to my girl, i’m all heart. i’m do or die. ❞
  • ❝ you might kill me, but you’ll never beat me. ‘cause i got love, and you’ll probably never know what that is. ❞
  • ❝ just keep loving me and i promise it’s gonna all be alright. ❞
  • ❝ ‘cause all we gotta do is love each other, right? ❞
  • ❝ you see, up in ______ that which is wrong can seem right, and right seem wrong. ❞
  • ❝ we all have sins. all of us are looking for forgiveness. ❞
  • ❝ players always get played in the end. ❞
  • ❝ it’s the friendships we break more so than the friendships we make that delineate the intelligent leader. ❞
  • ❝ when you know better, than you do better. ❞
  • ❝ when you a king, you gotta look out for your people. ❞
  • ❝ no matter if i live or die, i promise i’mma meet you on the other side. ❞
  • ❝ kings don’t run. kings walk. ❞
  • ❝ it ain’t talk if it’s true. ❞
  • ❝ in this life, if you want something, you have to pursue it. you can’t just rely on life to pursue you. ❞
  • ❝ if making something of myself means losing myself, then what am i making? ❞
  • ❝ i’ll always wait for you. ❞
  • ❝ i’ve been waiting on you my whole life. even when we’re together, there’s still a part of me waiting on you. ❞
  • ❝ i can’t wait to have a orgasm. with someone else, i mean. i can get the job done like [pops tongue]. ❞
  • ❝ you ever been in love? ❞
  • ❝ how’d it end? ❞
  • ❝ it hasn’t. ❞
  • ❝ i love my girl! i love ______! ❞
  • ❝ i had BIG fun. MAJOR FUN. it was kind of like…it was life changing. ❞
  • ❝ be gone, bitch. ❞
  • ❝ yo, did you cry? i bet you fucking cried. ❞
  • ❝ no, i did not cry. ❞
  • ❝ ______ probably cried. ❞
  • ❝ wait, you asking me out or ——? ❞
  • ❝ what the fuck did i just do? ❞
  • ❝ i don’t own shit. ❞
  • ❝ it’s called star wars, fool. ❞
  • ❝ it’s just the past couple days has just really got me thinking. you know, life is short. ❞
  • ❝ remembered when we promised, all we gotta do is love each other? ❞
  • ❝ cause you and me, we a team, remember? i got your back. ❞
  • ❝ we’re done. ❞
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Green Light

  • ❛ I do my make-up in somebody else’s car. ❜
  • ❛ We order different drinks at the same bars. ❜
  • ❛ I know about what you did and I wanna scream the truth. ❜
  • ❛ I know about what you did. ❜
  • ❛ I wanna scream the truth. ❜
  • ❛ She thinks you love the beach? ❜
  • ❛ You’re such a damn liar. ❜
  • ❛ Hope they bite you. ❜
  • ❛ Thought you said that you would always be in love. ❜
  • ❛ Did it frighten you? ❜
  • ❛ Did it frighten you how we kissed when we danced on the light up floor? ❜
  • ❛ But I hear sounds in my mind. ❜
  • ❛ But, honey, I’ll be seein’ you ‘ever I go. ❜
  • ❛ But, honey, I’ll be seein’ you down every road. ❜
  • ❛ 'Cause, honey, I’ll come get my things, but I can’t let go. ❜
  • ❛ I wish I could get my things and just let go. ❜
  • ❛ Sometimes I wake up in a different bedroom. ❜
  • ❛ All those rumors, they have big teeth. ❜


  • ❛ Oh, God, I’m clean out of air in my lungs. ❜
  • ❛ It’s all gone. ❜
  • ❛ It’s time we danced with the truth. ❜
  • ❛ Move alone with the truth. ❜
  • ❛ I’m acting like I don’t see every ribbon you used to tie yourself to me❛ ❜
  • ❛ My hips have missed your hips. ❜
  • ❛ Will you sway with me? Go astray with me? ❜
  • ❛ We’re King and Queen of the weekend. ❜
  • ❛ Ain’t a pill that could touch our rush. ❜
  • ❛ But what will we do when we’re sober? ❜
  • ❛ We pretend that we just don’t care. ❜
  • ❛ We pretend that we just don’t care, but we care. ❜
  • ❛ I know you’re feeling it too. ❜
  • ❛ Can we keep up with the ruse? ❜
  • ❛ I know this story by heart. ❜
  • ❛ We know that it’s over. ❜
  • ❛ In the morning, you’ll be dancing with all the heartache. ❜

Homemade Dynamite

  • ❛ Don’t know you super well. ❜ 
  • ❛ I think that you might be the same as me. ❜
  • ❛ Don’t know you super well but I think that you might be the same as me. ❜
  • ❛ Let’s let things come out of the woodwork. ❜
  • ❛ I’ll give you my best side. ❜
  • ❛ I’ll tell you all my best lies. ❜
  • ❛ I’ll give you my best side, tell you all my best lies. ❜
  • ❛ Yeah, awesome right? ❜
  • ❛ You know I think you’re awesome, right? ❜
  • ❛ Our rules, our dreams, we’re blind. ❜
  • ❛ Our friends, our drinks, we get inspired. ❜
  • ❛ I guess we’re partying. ❜

The Louvre

  • ❛ Our days and nights are perfumed with obsession. ❜
  • ❛ Half of my wardrobe is on your bedroom floor. ❜
  • ❛ Use our eyes. ❜
  • ❛ I overthink your punctuation use. ❜
  • ❛ Not my fault, just a thing that my mind does. ❜
  • ❛ Can you hear the violence? ❜
  • ❛ Our thing progresses. ❜
  • ❛ I call and you come through. ❜
  • ❛ I blow all my friendships to sit in hell with you. ❜
  • ❛ But we’re the greatest. ❜
  • ❛ They’ll hang us in the Louvre. Down the back, but who cares - still the Louvre. ❜
  • ❛ Okay I know that you are not my type. ❜


  • ❛ He doesn’t wanna know me. ❜
  • ❛ He says he made the big mistake of dancing in my storm. ❜
  • ❛ He says it was poison. ❜
  • ❛ So I guess I’ll go home. ❜
  • ❛ So I guess I’ll go home into the arms of the girl that I love. ❜
  • ❛ The only love I haven’t screwed up. ❜
  • ❛ She’s so hard to please. ❜
  • ❛ She’s a forest fire. ❜
  • ❛ She’s so hard to please but she’s a forest fire. ❜
  • ❛ I do my best to meet her demands. ❜
  • ❛ We play at romance, we slow dance. ❜
  • ❛ They say, “You’re a little much for me. You’re a liability.” ❜
  • ❛ You’re a little too much for me.❜
  • ❛ You’re a liability. ❜
  • ❛ I understand, I’m a liability. ❜
  • ❛ Get you wild, make you leave. ❜
  • ❛ I’m a little much for everyone. ❜
  • ❛ The truth is I am a toy that people enjoy 'til all of the tricks don’t work anymore. ❜
  • ❛ I know that it’s exciting running through the night, but every perfect summer’s eating me alive until you’re gone. ❜
  • ❛ I’m better on my own. ❜

Hard Feelings / Loveless

  • ❛ Please could you be tender. ❜
  • ❛ Let’s give it a minute before we admit that we’re through. ❜
  • ❛ Guess this is the winter. ❜
  • ❛ It’s late and this song is for you. ❜
  • ❛ Cause I remember the rush, when forever was us. ❜
  • ❛ I light all the candles, cut flowers for all my rooms. ❜
  • ❛ I care for myself the way I used to care about you. ❜
  • ❛ These days, we kiss and we keep busy. ❜
  • ❛ Why even try to get right? ❜
  • ❛ When you’ve outgrown a lover, the whole world knows but you. ❜
  • ❛ It’s time to let go of this endless summer afternoon. ❜
  • ❛ God I wish I believed you when you told me this was my home. ❜
  • ❛ But I still remember everything, how we’d drift buying groceries, how you’d dance for me… ❜
  • ❛ I’ll start letting go of little things. ❜
  • ❛ What is this tape? ❜
  • ❛ This is my favorite tape. ❜
  • ❛ Bet you wanna rip my heart out. ❜
  • ❛ Look out, lovers. ❜
  • ❛ Bet you wanna rip my heart out. ❜
  • ❛ Well guess what? I like that. ❜
  • ❛ I’m gonna mess your life up. ❜
  • ❛ Gonna wanna tape my mouth shut. ❜

Sober II (Melodrama)

  • ❛ You asked if I was feeling it. ❜
  • ❛ I know you won’t remember in the morning. ❜
  • ❛ But who am I? ❜
  • ❛ How fast the evening passes. ❜
  • ❛ We told you this was melodrama. ❜
  • ❛ And the terror, and the horror, then we wonder why we bother. ❜
  • ❛ All the glamour, and the trauma and the fucking melodrama. ❜
  • ❛ They’ll talk about us, all the lovers, how we kissed and killed each other. ❜
  • ❛ They’ll talk about us, and discover how we kissed and killed each other. ❜
  • ❛ You wanted something that we offered. ❜

Writer In The Dark

  • ❛ Break the news - you’re walking out. ❜
  • ❛ Break the news - you’re walking out to be a good man for someone else. ❜
  • ❛ Sorry I was never good like you.❜
  • ❛ I did my best to exist just for you. ❜
  • ❛ I bet you rue the day you kissed a writer in the dark. ❜
  • ❛ Now she’s gonna play and sing and lock you in her heart. ❜
  • ❛ I am my mother’s child, I’ll love you 'til my breathing stops. ❜
  • ❛ I still feel you, now and then. ❜
  • ❛ When you see me, will you say I’ve changed? ❜
  • ❛ I ride the subway, read the signs. ❜
  • ❛ I let the seasons change my mind. ❜
  • ❛ I love it here since I’ve stopped needing you. ❜
  • ❛ I am my mother’s child. ❜
  • ❛  I’ll love you 'til my breathing stops. ❜
  • ❛ But in our darkest hours, I stumbled on a secret power. ❜
  • ❛ I’ll find a way to be without you, babe. ❜


  • ❛ All the magic we gave off. ❜
  • ❛ All the love we had and lost. ❜
  • ❛ All the magic we gave off, all the love we had and lost. ❜
  • ❛ And in my head the visions never stop. ❜
  • ❛ We keep trying to talk about us. ❜
  • ❛ I’m someone you maybe might love. ❜
  • ❛ When you call, I’ll forgive and not fight. ❜
  • ❛ I’ll be your quiet afternoon crush. ❜
  • ❛ In my head, I do everything right. ❜

Liability (Reprise)

  • ❛ I’m a liability. ❜
  • ❛ Whatcha gonna do? ❜
  • ❛ All of the dreams that get harder- ❜
  • ❛ All of the things that I offer you… ❜
  • ❛ Maybe all this is the party. ❜
  • ❛ Maybe we just do it violently. ❜
  • ❛ But you’re not what you thought you were. ❜

Perfect Places

  • ❛ Every night, I live and die. ❜
  • ❛ I feel the party to my bones. ❜
  • ❛ I hate the headlines and the weather. ❜
  • ❛ I’m 19 and I’m on fire. ❜
  • ❛ But when we’re dancing, I’m alright. ❜
  • ❛ Are you lost enough? ❜
  • ❛ Have another drink, get lost in us. ❜
  • ❛ This is how we get notorious. ❜
  • ❛ Meet somebody, take 'em home. ❜
  • ❛ Let’s kiss and then take off our clothes. ❜
  • ❛ It’s just another graceless night. ❜
  • ❛ We are young and we’re ashamed. ❜
  • ❛ All of our heroes are fading. ❜
  • ❛ Now I can’t stand to be alone. ❜
  • ❛ Let’s go to perfect places. ❜
  • ❛ What the fuck are perfect places anyway? ❜

Margot: (to Will) Remember that day we were in Argentina when I said “we’re going out for ice cream”. We were about to go out for ice cream and Will was like “Alright you go, I can’t go obviously” and I was like “Well, Will, when you go everywhere there’s security around you and it’s this big fuss and I think if you just walked normally without all of that, you would go unnoticed”

Will: I said “Margot, I can’t just walk out there” and she said “You know what? You’re saying that. You’re causing this.”

Margot: I said “If we just walked out normal, no one will notice”

Will: I said “Okay, Margot. Let’s go get some ice cream, let’s go walk down the street.”

Margot: So then we walk out of the front of the hotel and it was just like *whoomph* there was like a mob on him and I was like “Mmm sorry. I’ll go get the ice cream.”

Will: And I was like (both burst into laughter) “No you get back over here and do security. You get over here and do security right now.”

Margot: And he’s glaring at me like mmmhmm I told you so. He knew it was gonna happen from the start. He was just indulging me. x

Markhyuck fluffy one shot ♡:

Title: long distance love

Kind: markhyuck online boyfriends long distance relationship au

Warning: words like “fuck” and “shit” said a few times also small kissing parts but not detailed so yeah almost none

Note: i am also in a long distance,online relationship rn so i’m kinda inspired by own relationship. Also i used the word “silly” as the meaning “being funny in a cute way” not in the meaning as being stupid at the part mark called donghuuck silly. Just to clear things.

Original aff link:

I wrote this for mark’s bday btw even though it’s pretty late 😅 happy birthday my baby 💙


People were saying it must be hard and it was to be honest. It was very hard. Loving someone so much but not being able to touch them, to kiss them, to hug them. It was hard seeing the love of your life’s face just from your computer screen. It was hard not being able to cuddle your other half especially when it was dead dark at night and you were cold and feeling alone. It was hard. But it wasn’t bad. And he definetely wasn’t regretting it.

Mark knew from the start that dating with someone who is miles away from him will be hard but he still said “yes” with a soft smile on his lips and loving look in his eyes when donghyuck asked if they can date. Cause he knew even though they were so far away from each other physically they were so close by the heart.

And it’s not like they weren’t communicating with each other well cause they were. They were skyping, messaging from kakaotalk, calling each other and all. Even at the most random times…

‘Can we skype ?’

'Like right now ?’

'Is it ok ?’

'Uhmm right now isn’t so okay to be honest baby’

'Oh…oh it’s ok. We can talk later.’

'Donghyuck babe i’m in bathroom right now. Do you really wanna see my face while i’m taking a dump ?’

'Oh shit’

'Yeah oh shit really *laughing emoji*’

'My stupid ass thought you didn’t wanna see me’

'First of all hyuckkie, don’t call yourself stupid, second of all there hadn’t been one single day that i didn’t wanna see your beautiful face. I would fly there and drown you with kisses and hugs if i could. God damn sometimes i just wanna ran all the way to there just to see you.’

'How the hello kitty you can get so deep while taking a shit ?’

'Cause i’m so in love with you lee donghyuck’

'Confessing while pooping oh how romantic’

'You can say whatever you want but i know you are blushing so hard right now’


'Yeah whatever just be ready’

'To what ?’

'To see my handsome face cause imma skype call you in like 5 minutes’

'Ok but make sure you washed your hands well’

'It’s not like you will be able to hold them babe’

'Still. Wash them well.’



'Love u’

'Shut up’

'U r blushing’



Yeah their relationship was a bit…playful ? Silly ? Even the first time they met was silly. They had a huge figt under a post about lee taeyong. Yes they literally met thanks to their fight about a male idol.

Booming-system-up-up reblogged tytrash’s post.

Booming-system-up-up added: uhmm maybe you would wanna give the god damn credit of the aesthetic to the person who made it ? Like idk me!!!

Tyrash added: uhmm i made this aesthetic myself. Who r u btw ?

Booming-system-up-up added: uhmm no it’s mine. I posted it like 2 months ago. And i’m lee taeyong’s number one fan. Hadn’t u see my url *shady kawaii face emoji*

Tytrash added: look darling you are wrong. I did this aesthetic myself today. And puhlease i am his number one fan. He even pecked my cheek once in a fan meeting. He called me cute. We r sailing.

Booming-system-up-up added: ugh *rolls eyes* i can’t with the liars really. Just everyone know it’s my aesthetic and this person stole it.

Tytrash added: hey stop blaming me i haven’t stole anything from anyone

Booming-system-up-up added: you did

Tytrash added: no i didnt

Booming-system-up-up added: oh yes you did

Tytrash: fucking come to dm u potato

Booming-system-up-up added: oh be ready u onion

Then they messaged each other and turned out it was all just a misunderstanding. Yes mark’s aesthetic was really similiar to donghyuck’s but there were differences and mark swore he really hadn’t see the aesthetic donghyuck made. After arguing a bit more at the end they both accepted they both were quilty and kinda became friends when mark added “btw pls check out my new friend’s aesthetic blog too. He makes great aesthetics ^-^ link: ……… "at the end of his post.

And oh boy after that was a long ass ride. Cause mark learnt a few things about donghyuck (or haechan cause that was the name donghyuck used when they introduced themselves to each other) right at the day they met. 1, donghyuck had a pretty potty mouth and kept using some words like "shit” and “fuck” pretty much, 2 he already started treating mark like a friend even from day one so mark guessed he was pretty friendly and 3, donghyuck himself was also very pretty thanks to the selfies he posted on tumblr for the #tyfansselcaday that mark saw accidently(ok maybe not so accidently)(maybe he searched the tags “selfie” on donghyuck’s blog on purpose)(just maybe)

Looking back at the old days now mark was still surprised about how he actually fell for donghyuck a long long time before confessing him but noticed it so late. He tried to remember when he started loving donghyuck that much and realized that he already started falling for donghyuck after the first week of their friendship began. Donghyuck was just so amazing. Who wouldn’t fall for him really ?

'Then i said “cash me outside how bout that ?” Lol’


'wHY ???’

'Donghyuck darling it’s like the meme of 5 months ago.’

’*sassy hair flip* do i look like a care ?’

'No you don’t really’


'Why i can imagine your proud and sassy af smile rn ?’

'Cause i do have that smile on my lips rn’

'You have nice lips tho’

'What ?’

'Uhh i mean i said your lips are nice for’
'Shit im sorry i pressed send button accidently’

'Nice for what mork ? For kissing ? *wiggling eyebrows*’


'Merk i don’t wear lipstick babe’

'Well it would look good on you’

'Cause of how nice my lips are ?’

'Lee donghyuck i STG!!!’

'Ahh messing up w u is so much fun markimoo. What would i do w/o u babe ?’

'U’d die’

'Would really die without u mork ♡’

'If this is how you are confessing your undying love to me you are so bad at it hyuckkie lol’

'Oh shit sorry i’ll be more romantic next time i swear’

'Why are you talking so seriously like you really are gonna confess me ?’

'Cause i really am gonna confess you’


'Mark ?’


'Mark i’m so sorry do you…hate me now ?’


'Yeah ?’

'Skype call me right fucking now’

'You can tell me you hate me in here mark. Please just don’t say it right to my face…’

'Donghyuck fucking skype call me so i can confess you back face to face.’

'You what ????’


'Ok ok omg i cant believe its happening holy shit’

And that was how they both confessed each other and mark had never liked the person who made skype more than he did that night. There were “i always knew you are so hopelessly in love with me” and “then why you didn’t confess me already idiot” and a few tears that their owners tried to hard to hide them and donghyuck’s snot didn’t stop leaking from his nose but to be honest that was the best night mark ever had. He just confessed to and got confessed by the boy he was “hopelessly in love with”. What better thing could happen ?



'Yes baby ?’

'Can i call you ? I know it’s late a bit late but…i need to hear your voice. I just really need to hear your voice i’m sorry.“

Mark didn’t even wasted time at sending a message to donghyuck and called him as fast as he can. He tapped on "call” button so fast that he might’ve broke his finger.

“Baby are you okay ?”

Mark heard donghyuck’s sighing in relief.

“I’m okay now”

“Something happened, love ? Tell me”

“No no i just…i missed you…so much…i know it sounds stupid cause we never met face to face or spend any time together so how can i miss you right ? But i do. And i red a post on tumblr about how long distance relationships never ends well and how it might hurt both sides. Especially if one side is silly. And i don’t want you to break up with me cause our relationship is a long distance one and i’m sure there are lots of pretty girls or boys there that you can replace me anytime and i am just a silly boy who loves you and lee taeyong with all of my silly heart. And i-”

“Donghyuck! Breathe!”

And he did. Donghyuck was literally out of breathe, panting and hearing this made mark’s heart hurt more.

“Are you calm now ?”


“Donghyuck look i…ugh okay look first of all i miss you too. So much. So so much. Super duper much. Okay ? If i had any chance, any, i would run all those miles barefoot just to see your face. I don’t know who wrote this post but they clearly don’t know our relationship. Nor how much i love you and how much you love me. You remember the day you asked if we can date ?”


“What did i say that time ?”



“"Yes. Yes we can. It will be hard probably. So hard. To keep a relationship strong with all those miles between us. But i will never give up on it. I will do my best to make this relationship perfect. And as strong as taeyong’s love for febreeze. And i know you will do the same. So i promise you right now that we will be that one couple everyone whispers about.” And then i laughed cause you were just too cheesy and too serious for something that we both didn’t know if it will work or not.“

"But it does work dosen’t it ?”

“It does…”

“Donghyuck, love, you might be silly sometimes, especially when you are sleepy and might be a little evil from time to time and might make me burn in jealousy with all your close pics with taeyong cause you are mine and only mine but it dosen’t mean i will break up with you or i will love you less. You pretty much have my whole heart and keeping it in your hands. It literally beats in your palms. How can you even think i can love someone else than you when i’m so "hopelessly” in love with you ? Please, please never thought about things like that again. I know you miss me so much and i do miss you too. So much. But i promise you. One day i’ll find a way to fly there right beside you. I’m already saving money. Please be more patient. Or else my heart will got broken. Would you want that ?“

"No” donghyuck said and sniffed

“Baby wait are you crying ?”


“Did you just screamed that you love me at 4am ?”


“Oh baby….your neighbor will really beat you up”

“I hate you!!”

“I love you too baby”

“I just wanted to hear your voice cause i was down!”

“Are you still down ?”

“……no i’m not anymore…mark”

“Yes baby ?”

“Thank you”

Mark smiled. Donghyuck and his cute, soft voice was too much for mark’s poor heart.

“No, love, thank you”

“I guess i gotta end the call now. You probably have things to do. Isnt it like 3pm in there ?”

“Yeah but most important thing ever in my life is loving you, you know hyuckkie”

“Cheesy lil ramen boy” donghyuck said and sniffed again “making me cry. Idiot.”

“You know whenever you call me "idiot"i take it as "i love you” right ?“

"I know”

Then mark asked something he thought he should ask. Just to be sure.

“Donghyuck we’re good now right ?”

“No. We’re perfect”


“Mark lee i swear to god if you keep singing that son-”






“Oh shit the neighbor is hitting on my ceiling. He’ll kill me. He’ll literally kill me mark oh my god. Save me”

“Oh opps  look at the time it’s time for me to go”


Mark laughed cause donghyuck’s voice was literally shaking.

“Nothing will happen baby don’t worry. If anyone ever lie a finger on you imma beat them with a kitchen table”

“Why kitchen table ?”

“They are stronger and harder”



“Oh the neighbor stopped”

“That’s a sign for you to go to sleep”

“Yeah. I really gotta sleep or else i’ll fall asleep on mr. Kim’s class and i don’t wanna die in school.”

“You can’t die before we get married”

“Yeah right whatever” donghyuck said in a joking tone and mark could see him rolling his eyes “imma go to bed now. Bye my ramen hair babe. Love you”

“Love you more my lil evil”


“You are a lil evil hyuck just accept it”

“No i meant it like you can’t love me more than i love you it’s impossible. Ugh just forget it. God that was cheesy”

“My cheesy lil evil”

“Mark go to sleep”

“It’s afternoon here baby”

“Then lemme go to sleep”

“I’m not holding you back babe”



“Goodnight then”

“Goodnight babe. Love you”


Donghyuck wasn’t eager for many things, he never had lots of wishes to ask from god even when he was a child. And he just wanted one single thing since he met with mark. Seeing him. Face to face. And hugging him. And kissing him. And cuddling with him. And doing all those coupley stuff.

He had been praying and asking god every single night to see mark’s face, to hold him close just once. Just once was enough for donghyuck. But maybe wishing for something that will probably never happen was silly.

“Donghyuuuck” donghyuck’s mom shouted from the living room and donghyuck shouted back

“Yes mom ?”

“You have a visitor”

“Na jaemin you are 40 minutes late. You are so dead."donghyuck said and got up from his bed.

"What the fuck made you be that late ?” Donghyuck asked when he entered the room but then froze when he saw a blonde, ramen like haired boy in front of him instead of his model like sassy bff.

“M-m-mark ?”

“I’m sorry for being late. Was dealing with some problems. But i’m home now” mark’s voice got softened when he said last sentence and he let out a sweet chuckle when donghyuck ran to him and pulled him into a tight and warm bearhug.

“Are you crying again love ?”

“Shut up. Shut the fuck up mark.” Donghyuck said into mark’s neck and sniffed “why the hell you didn’t tell me you will come ? You want me to die by a heart attack ?”

“I wanted to surprise you” mark said and pushed donghyuck gently to cup his face softly “but it worthed right ?”

Donghyuck was about to lean forward to kiss mark finally after all these waiting but a voice stopped him.

“Please don’t make out in front of me. I didn’t made you two meet to see that. Please”

“Na jaemin!”

“I’m 40 minutes late. I know.” Jaemin said and laughed “but i brang some ramen with me as my apology so we’re good right ?”

“Did you two idiots planned this together ? Really ??”

Mark looked at jaemin “awww he calls us idiots”

“He loves us”

“I know right”


“Donghyuck, darling please don’t yell. Our neighbor was pretty pissed when you yelled at 4am last week”

Donghyuck sighed and looked up at the ceiling.

“Dear god, is it my punishment for loving these two idiots so much ?”

“Awww he loves us so much”

“Awwww baby”

Donghyuck sighed again and just pulled mark into a soft kiss. Jaemin didn’t say anything. just smiled, watching the two lovebirds, taking some pics.

“Awww i’m such a proud mom”

“Aren’t you a proud dad ?” Jaemin’s own boyfriend asked, appearing out of blue.

“No i’m a proud mom. Donghyuck you are doing amazing sweetie”

Mark pulled donghyuck closer and donghyuck felt something pressing on his chest.

“What is that ?” Donghyuck asked when they broke the kiss.

“My surprise for you” mark said and pulled out the cd he was keeping in the pocket of his jacket

“Is that…oh my god mark…”

“Yep signed cd of lee taeyong’s newest album. Deluxe version. He even wrote a few things for you in the card inside the cd. Also there is a video of him saying he loves you and appriciates how much you love him.”

Donghyuck just pulled mark into a hug again and cried more.

“Shouldn’t you be jealous tho ?"donghyuck asked playfuly when they broke the hug, mark was still holding donghyuck’s waist.

"Why would i be when i know you’re mine ?”

“True” donghyuck said and kissed mark again, linking his arms on mark’s neck.

Donghyuck’s one and only wish came true and he had never cried that much in one single day before. He thought he would be okay with just his wish coming true but now he had more wishes. Seeing mark again. Or mark never leaving him. Going to the same university. Graduating together. And marrying in future. He chuckled in the kiss suddenly. Cause oh…how silly wishes. Donghyuck knew there was no way those wishes could come true. But even just imagining was making him happy.


“Hmm ?” Donghyuck asked while playing with mark’s hair and panting softly.

“I have another surprise for you too”

“If that’s a diamond ring you gotta keep for a while babe i’m too young and hot to get married right now” donghyuck joked and laughed and mark did too but then mark pulled a paper out of his back pocket and gave it to donghyuck. Donghyuck’s eyes got wide while reading the paper.

“W-wait t-that says you are accepted to …… university”


“It’s the one that i will study in”


“B-but it’s here. So close to my house”


“B-but how ?”

Mark pulled donghyuck towards the window and pointed at a house pretty near to donghyuck’s house.

“See that house ? That’s my new home…well mine and jaehyun and doyoung hyung’s new house. My parents didn’t let me move here alone” mark said and laughed but donghyuck was quiet.

“Donghyuck baby”

“Pinch me or punch me in the face”

“What ?”

“It’s too good to be true. I’m either dreaming or i died and woke up in heaven”

“Well i mean you are angel so that would fit”

“I’m definetely dreaming you never call me angel. Pinch me”

Donghyuck held mark’s hand up to make him pinch his arm but mark put his arms around donghyuck’s waist, pulled him close and kissed him instead of pinching him.

“I’m definetely dreaming” donghyuck said between kisses and mark said “then let’s hope we will never wake up”

Donghyuck questioned how could all of his wishes came true. But then decided not to think about it a lot. Cause if it really was a dream then he was thinking same with mark. He hoped to never wake up. If it was real then he hoped it will last forever. Cause it was just too good. And his heart had never been happier. Mark was making donghyuck’s heart happy. And it was all that mattered.

“Shit. Fuck. There is no place left in my phone to record more. Jeno! Gimme your phone!”

“Babe should we really record them kissing. I mean isn’t it a bit too extr-”

“Jeno. Your phone.”

Jeno sighed but gave his phone to jaemin anyway “whatever you want babe”

★ A Trip Down Memory Lane / Timothy Granaderos ★

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Releasing a sigh, you let Timothy wrap his arm around you and pull you against him. Taking hold of his hand, you entwine your fingers with his. With your back pressed against him, you could feel as his chest rose and almost laugh at the feeling of his breath hitting the back of your neck.

Mumbling something you couldn’t understand, Timothy nuzzles his face into your neck. 

“Comfortable?” you practically snort. 

“Always,” he sighs.

Bringing your entwined hands closer to your face, you press a soft kiss against his knuckles. Feeling him smile against your skin, you can’t help but mimic the action.

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Fan account of Sons of an Illustrious Father at Obaren (Stockholm, Sweden)

Soooo me and one of my closest friends, @imbossthatswhy​, went to go see the Sons of an Illustrious father show on the 13th of September in Stockholm, Sweden. I’m a bit late in writing this as I have been super busy working.

That show was so awesome. The vibe, the love, the overall good feels everywhere was so entoxicating. 

Just gonna recap this adventure so I can remember it in the future cause I have a shit memory.

We live in Denmark so first of all we had to get to Sweden. Day of our trip, I find out that I forgot my passport so I had like severe anxiety the whole journey to Stockholm and tried to get my friends to take a picture of my passport for me, just in case you know. Luckily, we weren’t checked so we made it safely to Stockholm and checked into our hostel. So, we wander around a bit, grab a coffee and try to get a grip of our nervousness. A lot of cigarettes were smoked on this 1-day trip.

We walk around a bit trying to locate Obaren but we’re hella confused ‘cause we see a seemingly swanky restaurant where the place should be at. We’re confused but determined to find the place. We end up going inside and my girl asks one of the workers where the bar is. She leads us into the swanky restaurant and towards some hidden stairs. We’re both like…what? How were we supposed to be able to find this place? Anywaaaays…We get there and we both don’t know what to do with ourselves. The door was closed and the facebook event said that the doors first opened at 8 pm but I checked the door just to be sure. It wasn’t locked or anything but all I could see was the stairs and some lights. No music, just silence so I went out again. 

We went outside to smoke a bit more and kill some time because we were there about 2 hours before opening because we were expecting there to be a queue. There wasn’t but we did run into a few people that came early like us. We met this one guy, who is now our friend, who was carrying a DC tote bag around along with wearing a Batman shirt, so we knew he must’ve been there to see Ezra. Luckily my friend is like super extroverted so she started all the conversations. Honestly, I don’t know what I would have done without her because I am extremely introverted and I don’t know how to strike up a conversation.

We end up going inside to wait in front of the Obaren door again. We wait some more and then suddenly the band comes downstairs and I was just gob smacked cause there he was. Ezra fucking Miller. I usually don’t get star struck because I work with actors and musicians as well but I could just feel my knees get weak when I saw him. First word that struck me about him was aloof because of the way that he walked around. Josh Aubin close behind and then Lilah Larson at the back. They went around a corner and then I didn’t see them again. At this point me and my friends were low key freaking out at the close proximity of the band.

We wait some more and people started eventually going into the bar. On my way up, I see the band and Ezra’s bodyguard sitting at a table waiting to get served. Struck again by awe by the casualness of it all.

So we get in and find some really good seats right by the edge of the scene at the bottom of the stairs that were there. We order beers and just start chatting again about how excited we all are.

I decide to go out to smoke to try and take my edge off and pass by the band’s table where they are all engaged in conversation. I hurry on out cause I really needed that smoke now. Finish smoking, pass the table again and rejoin my friends.

Time passes and eventually Ezra’s bodyguard comes to take a look at the accessibility point for the band to get up on stage. Some people were moved out of the way because they were sitting on the stairs. Me and my friends look at each other and concluded that the band was going to pass right by us when they were gonna go up on stage. We get even more excited.

The time finally comes. I see Ezra’s bodyguard closely tailed by Liliah, Josh & Ezra. They walk right past us and get up on stage. Ezra’s bodyguard stays down by the end of the stairs right next to me.

Lilah, Josh and Ezra then proceed to hug each other in one big group hug before settling at their instruments and starting the show. They started off with my favorite song, U.S. Gay. Lilah managed to break the A-string on the guitar early in the show. She was rocking out too hard I guess. The band proceeds to play songs (even with guitar) and change between singing and playing different instruments.

All in all, the performance was amazing! They all really did great. The energy shared between them was just awesome and ugh…I just can’t put into words how happy I am to have experienced them.

After they finished the show, we just sort of bask in the glory that was SOAIF.

Afterwards we see Lilah standing by the merch table so we walk over and wait in line to say hi to her. There was a lot of movement all of the sudden and I just remember being hella confused as to what was happening. My friend then proceeded to tell me that Ezra was out and that our new friend had made a beeline towards him. We had promised each other to take pictures of us interacting with him earlier in the evening so I just tried to keep up with them with my phone ready. So I’m there taking pictures of our new friend while he is talking and taking pictures with Ezra. After he was done with his interaction, people started moving again. My friend asks out loud what we’re all asking “Wait, what’s going on?”

Ezra heard her and replied back with “Oh, I’m a fire hazard so we’re just moving over here.” All smiles and everything. We just laugh at each other and then wait in line in front of Ezra. My friend starts talking to Ezra and I’m just behind her playing paparazzi cause we’re probably not gonna have an opportunity like this again. Everything must be documented! After a few hundred pictures (gonna be honest, my finger barely left that camera function) and some more waiting it was my turn. My friend managed to tell me that Ezra had stolen her pen and that I needed to get it back. No probs! Now it was my turn.

Eek. My mind turned to mush as I stepped in front of Ezra. This was a whole new thing compared to watching him perform. I lean in to talk to him because the venue had now turned into a club and loud music was blaring out of the speakers and some partygoers had arrived. I was super clumsy with my words cause, hahahahaha, introvert here! I am verbally incapable of making a good first impression. Didn’t tell him anything remarkably memorable because brain was mush. All I could manage to say to him was that I’ve been a fan since I saw him in “We Need To Talk About Kevin”. He replied with “Oh, that’s a long time!” I forget to tell him that I actually only saw that movie last year and just start giggling nervously. The one thing that I did notice throughout our interaction was how intense his eye contact is. He kept eye contact the whole time I was fumbling with my words and I swear he has the most kind eyes ever. I proceed to ask for an autograph and he just looks after a pen. “Oh, yeah you kinda stole my friends pen” I tell him as I find it on the table next to him. “Ah, yeah I have a habit of stealing things” he jokes to me whereas I reply with “Don’t we all though sometimes?” I then ask to take some pictures with him. He just goes “Alriiiight” and smiles at me. I tell him that I’m gonna take a few hundred pictures and he says something that I can’t remember and starts to laugh a little.

After the photos, I just thank him for coming somewhere remotely close to where I’m from (Denmark), give him a big hug and then I went on my way cause I wanted everyone that came to have a chance to talk and take pictures with him. I really didn’t want to take up more time than was necessary even though I could have stayed in front of him babbling like in idiot for hours. Also if you get a chance to get hugged by Ezra, GRAB HIM AND HOLD HIM CAUSE HIS HUGS ARE SO WARM AND LOVING. I could’ve died a happy woman on the spot.

I then turn to Ezra’s bodyguard who was standing right behind him and I just had to pay him a compliment. I told him that I had always seen him in pictures and thought that he had the most awesome style. He thanks me and pulls me in for a hug and gives me a kiss on my forehead. I then ask him how long they’ve been in Sweden for and if he has enjoyed himself. They were here for 2 days and yes they had been enjoying themselves. 

I regroup with my friends and we’re just so fucking excited cause we just met friggen’ Ezra Miller. Our new friend had to leave so we said goodbye to him.

Me and my girl then scan the room and see that Josh is now by the merch table so we finally go there to take a look at the merch as well. I found the pin that I had previously seen on their website but was sold out. So I ask for one of them and ask how much it costs and how to pay for it. We were told that we could download an app to pay for it or pay in Swedish kroners. New dilemma. I thought that they would have had a terminal to buy merch with so I’m slightly distressed by the thought that I wouldn’t be going home with that little pin as something else to remember the night by. So I ask the lady that I thought was in charge of the merch of what we could do so I could pay for it. She said that I had to ask Josh about it cause it was after all the bands’ merch. My friend jumps in and starts asking Josh if there was any other way that we could pay for the pins for (cause she wanted one as well). We tell him that we came from Denmark to see them and that we didn’t have any Swedish kroners or card to pay with. Josh just looks at the pin and then at her and me and quietly just tells us to take it. 

MY heart! My itty bitty heart couldn’t handle him being adorable. We thank him profusely and I gush about how I loved the gig that night. The whole vibe and them were just absolute love. Then I ask him if I could take some pictures with him. He gladly obliges and I take a few photos with him as well and invite him and the band to Denmark. I also got his autograph.

I had a much easier time talking with Josh cause he felt somewhat as awkward as I normally am. I then tell him that if they ever need a tour guide or a friend in Denmark then they can just go ahead and contact me as I dig out one of my business cards and give it to him. I then tried to look around after Lilah but I didn’t see her anywhere. I then ask out loud where she is and Josh starts looking around for her as well. “Hmm, I don’t know actually.” I thank him a lot again and then try and move out of the way cause I noticed that a lot of people had started queueing up for the merch.

I get out in the middle of some open area and reestablish some composure again. My friend and I have literally turned into teenagers again and are just so completely stoked by the whole concert and meeting the band. We compare autographs and I honestly felt a little let down because Ezra had written “Get it” along with his autograph on hers while he only wrote his name on mine. She said that she was gonna go back to him and get some new pictures cause hers didn’t turn out that well. I asked her if she could get him to write something a little more personal for me as well and then she was off. There were still a few folks in line waiting to meet Ezra and honestly….The face he makes when he’s hugging is just ugh…So serene, so peaceful. I couldn’t help but take a series of photos as well when he was hugging another fan.He hugged her for the longest time also and I was just thinking…”Yes, girl…I understand. You hug the hell out of him!”

I got some more photos of her with him and could see that she got some more photos in as well. She then takes out her little booklet with our autographs in it and I can see that she’s explaining what I asked to him. He took the longest time to write out the note and I couldn’t help but laugh when I saw what took such a long time.

What an adorable bean!

Honestly, I don’t know why I didn’t just ask him myself. Now looking back at it, I could’ve gone back for more hugs and a more personal note. I’m an utter idiot. 

But yeah, she got new photo’s and I got myself a more personal note. All in all a happy camper! 

Still think that I’m an idiot though for not going back for seconds.

But yeah, that was our night. Totally worth all the anxiety.

We never saw Lilah but if I get another chance to see the band again, then she is the first person I’m going to after the show!