cause they are so in love it hurts

papercut // zedd ft. troye sivan


i was staring at the ceiling

you’re so pretty when you’re mad

all that i can hear is breathing

ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah

now we’re stuck inside the silence

in a cold cold war

we’re too proud to say we’re sorry

ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah

right now it feels like we’re bleeding

so deep that we might not get back up

our words will tear through the surface

like a paper

like a papercut

right now, i don’t know why i love you

but by the morning when we wake up

i’ll reach for you and remember

it was just a paper

just a papercut

i find refuge in the distance

even when we’re breaking down

can we pause it just for one kiss

ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah

cause i never meant to hurt you

and i know you feel the same

still the only one i run to

ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah

woah

right now it feels like we’re bleeding

so deep that we might not get back up

our words will tear through the surface

like a paper

like a papercut

right now, i don’t know why i love you

but by the morning when we wake up

i’ll reach for you and remember

it was just a paper

just a papercut

right now it feels like we’re bleeding

so deep that we might not get back up

our words will tear through the surface

like a paper

like a papercut

right now, i don’t know why i love you

but by the morning when we wake up

i’ll reach for you and remember

it was just a paper

just a papercut

just a paper

just a papercut

just a paper

just a papercut

just a paper

just a papercut

just a paper

just a papercut

Leo Gift & Curse

YOUR TRUST IN OTHERS

GIFT: Trust is the foundation of any meaningful relationship and your ability to be more trusting than most shows you can put your guard down and except love, commitment… and another person. Do you trust everybody? hell no, but those you do trust are the VIPs in life.

CURSE: You are easily hurt when someone shows disloyalty. After all, you gave them your trust right? Putting so much trust in a person can have them feeling like they don’t have to try as hard and mixed with the fact that you’re not always the best judge of character, it can cause you to become depressed and lead to future disappointments.

I tried calling you tonight but I couldn’t remember the last four digits of your number. I even laughed at how foolish it seems that even now, you are still the only one I want to call. Even after everything, even after all the fucked up shit you said and even after all the hurt you caused. Sometimes I sit here and ask myself, after everything- why you? I guess it’s you because I loved you like hell, and because I still love you now. But I guess it’s a little different this time. I can love you without saying it. I can love you without seeing you and I’m okay without you. I can stand under the sky and not think that somewhere you are there too. So I’ll say ‘fuck yeah’ when they ask me if I still love you because that’s the fucking truth, regardless of whether or not you want to accept it. That’s my truth, and it’s okay if it’s not yours. I’ve learned that it’s not about whether the love you give is reciprocated but it’s about the quality of the love you’re giving and I’m suddenly proud as hell for being able to love you, like this- even after everything. Even now.
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I feel really lucky to come home to a place that is so beautiful. Sometimes it’s sad to leave and go out on the road, missing everything that happens here, but honestly, it’s nice to miss the things that you love once in a while; so you never forget to appreciate it. Hopefully, I can say this without sounding like a preacher, but remember to enjoy everything. The things that feel good, the things that hurt, rejection, acceptance… it’s all going to make you better, stronger, and more like yourself. Every once in a while i get a reminder of how much I’m okay with just being me. I know that sounds ridiculous. cause i’m in this band. We’re lucky. We got successful, but who I am is still this nerdy, silly, flamethrower of a person; and it took me 20 years to see that and get it and love it.” 

-Hayley Williams

My heart is wasted and cut up like a drug
And your tears - they taste like vinegar and blood
And these conversations choke us ‘til we’re numb
No matter what we’re saying, it never seems enough

So take me to the start
Take me to that kiss
'Cause I gotta know, baby, what I’ll forget
Sorry that I lost our love, without a reason why
Sorry that I lost our love, it really hurts sometimes
And I’m sorry, sorry
What do you want, what do you want me to say?
Sorry that I lost our love
Until the end of time

My voice is twisted, guilty goes the tongue
Your eyes are faded, that used to turn me on
And our skin is dangerous, villains when we touch
No matter what we’re feeling, it never feels enough

So take me to the start
Take me to that kiss
'Cause I gotta know, baby, what I’ll forget
Sorry that I lost our love, you’ve got a reason why
Sorry that I lost our love, it really hurts sometimes
And I’m sorry, sorry
What do you want, what do you want me to say
Sorry that I lost our love
Until the end of time

Sorry that I lost our love, without a reason why
Sorry that I lost our love, it really hurts sometimes
And I’m sorry, sorry
What do you want, what do you want from me?
So, sorry, sorry
What do you want, what do you want me to say?
Sorry that I lost our love, without a reason why
Sorry that I lost our love, it really hurts sometimes
And I’m sorry, sorry
What do you want, what do you want me to say?
Sorry that I lost our love
Until the end of time


WE’RE ALL FUCKING SCREWED

Papercut - Zedd ft Troye Sivan

[Verse 1]
Now we’re staring at the ceiling
You’re so pretty when you’re mad
All that I can hear is breathing
Oh, oh
And we’re stuck inside the silence
In a cold, cold world
We’re too proud to say we’re sorry
Oh, oh

[Chorus]
Right now it feels like we’re bleeding
So deep that we might not get back up
Our words will tear through the surface
Like a paper, like a papercut
Right now, don’t know why I love you
But by the morning when we wake up
I reach for you and remember
It was just a paper, just a papercut

[Verse 2]
I find refuge in the distance
Even when we’re breaking down
Can we pause it just for one kiss?
Oh, oh
Cause I never meant to hurt you
And I know you feel the same
Still the only one I run to
Oh, oh

[Chorus](x2)

but imagine you and luke broke up and one day you’re at the mall with a new guy and luke was there as well and then when he saw you guys together he was really hurt cause he was still so fucking in love with you and he just gave you that look 

I Would Wait

Paring: Dean x Reader

Request: Hey beautiful, I love you writing and I have a rather personal oneshot request. When I was 8yrs old, I was sexually molested and nearly raped by my uncle… It’s been 15 years now since it happened and yet it still haunts me. I can’t see myself in a relationship with anyone cause I’m afraid of being hurt again. I sometimes wonder if the the term “making love” even exists. Could you write me a fic where Dean loves the reader and wants to show her? Fluff and smut please! Thanks so much, you rock!

Warnings: trigger warningmention of past sexual abuse, College AU, smut, fluff

Words: 3468

Note: Thank you so much for having the courage to share this with me anon! It really gives me a push to write more when I find out that I have the ability to hopefully help someone through a difficult time. I actually know someone very close to me who went through this, and I hope that this helps. I love you, and always keep fighting. 

Ahh sorry it’s so long!! I really like this one, and I wanted to make this as real as possible. Also, it’s a College AU because I couldn’t really picture hunter Dean the way I wanted, especially after the season finale.

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Papercut Lyrics

Zedd - Papercut ft. Troye Sivan 

[Verse 1]
Now we’re staring at the ceiling
You’re so pretty when you’re mad
All that I can hear is breathing
Oh, oh
And we’re stuck inside the silence
In a cold, cold world
We’re too proud to say we’re sorry
Oh, oh

[Chorus]
Right now it feels like we’re bleeding
So deep that we might not get back up
Our words will tear through the surface
Like a paper, like a papercut
Right now, don’t know why I love you
But by the morning when we wake up
I reach for you and remember
It was just a paper, just a papercut

[Verse 2]
I find refuge in the distance
Even when we’re breaking down
Can we pause it just for one kiss?
Oh, oh
Cause I never meant to hurt you
And I know you feel the same
Still the only one I run to
Oh, oh

[Chorus](x2)

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@taylorswift I’d like to invite you and your family to my high school graduation! It’s June 14.2015 at 2 pm in charlotte North Carolina at the Bojangles coliseum! The reason I’m inviting you and your family to my graduation is because your the reason I made it through these 4 years. The girl I went to the Greensboro show on the Red Tour was my friend for years and then I found out she only went to the show to shut me up and called me a bitch and bipolar and that she and her friends didn’t want to say anything to me at lunch cause they didn’t want to be rude and kick me out of their group and say I don’t have any friends. I’ve never been so hurt before and your song “Bad Blood” made everything better. I feel like you know what I’m going through and write a song about it. I love you so much! Id love if you and your family can come to my graduation and scream for me as I cross the stage. taylorswift

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This little moment is one of the more mysterious and intriguing parts of the film. A while ago I asked people what they though Balem meant with his words here, since I really had no idea. Upon reflection, I’ve come to the conclusion that he convinced himself that Jupiter wouldn’t hurt him because he believes (or desperately wants to believe) that she’s his mother. In short, he’s not referring back to a specific incident where Seraphi refused to hurt him - he’s referring to her love for him, and how it would stop her from causing him harm. If you look very closely you’ll see that he’s smiling again as he says it (it’s not so apparent in the gif, but he is), going back to the old thread of his being overwhelmed by the thought of Jupiter as his mother - he can’t believe she will hurt him, because his mother (or, at least, the ‘good’ mother who didn’t change her mind and fight him) never would have. It’s a sincere and reflexive smile; he isn’t mocking her, and he means what he says.

But that’s my reading. Do you interpret this any differently?

Do you see, dear NH and SS fans?

LOL, what a joke. Even Japan doesn’t love these 2 pairs. Even Japanese hate them.

Man, what an ecstatic day for me. I’m usually not that cold to anyone, but you NH and SS fans have outdone me and let my rage flow, let my inner demon come out.

What a nicely served and dished out revenge a.ka payback for us, NS shippers and all. So happy cause you deserve it. You deserve all the butt-hurt and hate you get, you NH and SS shippers.

anonymous asked:

Everything Taylor does is seamless, so this is just genius. She will come out unscathed and look like such a lovely friend. I don't like the girl but this is top notch work.

She is a smart business woman but i will never forget that because of her rebrand, it caused someone that i deeply care about, a lot of emotional pain. Because i’ll never forget the way louis looked during haylor and how much it affected him. He was hurt. Even tho he had months to prepare for the stunt, it didnt make it hurt any less. And to know that she will get away with it makes me feel gross and disgusted

sickfuckingbubblegum asked:

Hi :) I just started following you and I already have a question about my hogwarts house. I was wondering how showing your emotions is viewed in Slytherin. I really like your blog by the way :)

Thanks!! Okay, so- here’s the thing about Slytherins. They’re emotional AF. BUT they don’t like for people to know this. BUT ALSO they can’t help it, everyone knows it, because the instant you hurt someone they love or mess with anything under their protection, they FREAK OUT.

Examples-

Draco Malfoy- wow what a sap, I mean really?? Crying in the girls bathroom cause he thinks he/his family is in danger cause he’s not good enough. But when someone sees that, he’s ready to kill them for it. Also, his temper was pretty damn bad, and you know Potter not being his friend just slashed his Slytherin pride all to pieces.

Narcissa Malfoy- Now here’s a good example of what happens when a Slytherin grows up, because this lady is the most emotional, but doesn’t show it because she’s got cunning coming out of her ears. This is the ideal for a Slytherin, I think- have as many emotions as you want, but know when you can and can’t show them. Self-control is really important in terms of cunning and ambition. You have to be able to keep a straight face, even if you’re dying inside, or people will think you’re weak.

So, conclusion? Being the most emotional kid on the block is just fine to Slytherins, as long as you can control your emotions when you need to. What I imagine is a Slytherin kid being harangued by a teacher they respect, told they’re going nowhere in life, etc., and keeping a stoic face all through that, but the instant they’re back to the dorm, breaking the fuck down. And the other Slytherins would be okay with that, and would help them through it and listen and probably do something to the professor in a month or two (so it won’t be connected to the student, of course). Because being a Slytherin means you’re part of the family<3 and we stand up for family, because we love them (even though we may refuse to show that in public).

I love my followers so much

Hey guys.

I’m writing this post to thank you for your ridiculously overwhelming support over the past few weeks.

I was scared and ashamed to admit that I was raped, and that it caused me to hurt myself and seek a way out. I was scared I would get hate or get made fun of…I couldn’t have been more wrong.

The amount of messages I’ve had from people on a daily basis sending me love or telling me that me sharing my story helped them to open up about theirs makes me so so happy and proud to call you all my friends.

I’m so happy I’ve been able to help some of you - that’s why I shared my story in the first place.

Thank you again - anyone that left a comment or sent me a message or even messaged one of my friends - it means the world to me. Message me if you ever need to talk about your problems.

Here’s to 22 days clean :)
Love you

I don’t think it’s meant to be, be
But she loves her work more than she does me
And honestly, at twenty-three
I would probably love my work more than I did she
So, we, ain’t we
It’s me, and her
Cause what she prefers over me, is work
And that’s, where we, differ
So I have to give her
Free, time, even if it hurts

anonymous asked:

Caryl positivity! What's the Dixon way of saying 'I love you'? Tag it as Caryl positivity and spread the love!

1. Going out of his way to spare her heartache

Even though killing the mother and daughter walkers caused Daryl heartache as well, that didn’t stop him. Because he didn’t want Carol to have to do it, and he didn’t want her to be hurt by it because he knew the last thing she needed was more distress. So he did that painful thing for her, because he didn’t want to see her go through more pain. He put her first, because he values her emotions more than his own.

2. Following her

Carol figured she could easily slip away, while everyone else was distracted, without drawing attention to herself. She thought no one was watching her, and she thought she’d made it out unnoticed. But what she didn’t realize was how closely Daryl was watching her. She didn’t know that she had his full attention, until he proved it to her by following her. Carol didn’t think anyone would really care enough to follow her, but when Daryl did, and when she saw that he was upset at the thought of her leaving, she realized that someone does care. Someone cares so much that he’ll follow her because he wants her around and he will not let her go.

3. Making her feel loved

Carol had no idea what she was setting herself up for when she approached her family in the woods. Rick words - “no one will want you around after they find out what you did” - haunted her, and she didn’t know if he’d already turned everyone against her. She approached them, and for all she knew, they hated her.
She was terrified, but then Daryl runs to her the very second he sees her, and gives her just what she needed in that moment; a big hug, full of love. When he hugged her with such joy and enthusiasm, he wiped her fears of them not accepting her away - and he made her feel completely loved. He proves to her (and everyone else) that he does want her around, no matter what she did.

~ thank you so much for this!

[.gifs by riveralwaysknew & tchamblers]

anonymous asked:

You make Luke cry (in a bad way😁) but it's cute at the end thanks💓

ok but if you made luke cry in a bad way it’d probably be because he pissed you off so bad, like he’d probably think you were gonna break up with him. so like you’d be fighting over how luke never spends time with you and that he’s always with the guys and you’d get to the point where you’re basically yelling at the top of your lungs, saying how “is this fucking relationship even worth it?” and “you dont even fucking care about me anymore huh?” and he’d be so hurt because he loves you sososososoooo much and you’re saying all these things about you two because he really wants it to work cause like he can see himself settling down with you and starting a family. so saying these words to him makes him break and he’d turn away from you while you’re yelling at him and wipe away his tears and stuff so you wouldn’t see them and when you hear little lukey sniffling you’d realise that you took this a bit too far and you’d wrap your tiny frame against luke’s big frame and he’d sniffle a bit more and you held luke really tight and you told him you were sorry and stuff and when he turned around he nuzzled his face in your neck and hold you really tight because he never wants to let you go physically or emotionally. and he’d be all like “baby im sorry, i swear ill never make you feel like that again. i love you sosososo much” and he’d kiss the top of your head and hug you really tight cause he just really genuinely loves you.

sigh luke u noodle no one could ever be mad at you

Almost

A/N: Thank you to saviourshope for reading this over and fixing the errors :D For: emmastruelove, swanslight and wenchswan cause I know how much you love me.
A little bit on the finale that just popped into my head out of nowhere.

Ao3 here


She had been surprised with how hard it had been: To tell him how she felt. It was ridiculous, she knew it wouldn’t change a thing between them. She knew he wouldn’t hurt her. But she had been so scared to feel that hurt again, that she couldn’t do it.

Even after she had ran to him, his name falling from her lips like a breath as she crashed into him. The two of them tumbling backwards onto her bed. She still couldn’t say it.

Even when she giggled after he had let out a laugh of surprise. She had the chance to tell him, but she hesitated.

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Cause I feel safe when you’re near me
And I can hold you completely
Although you constantly hurt me
   
And we fight
And we cry
And we tell the same lies about love
And we cling to each other
shoulder to shoulder against this world

So I’m gonna drag you down
Whilst you drag me down
And I’m gonna shout at you
Whilst you shout at me

until we realize that real love is

free…

free

(X)