OKAY THE FULL VERSION BECAUSE I WANT TO REMEMBER THIS
we auditioned for the play together, and then my dad was giving him a ride somewhere so we were outside waiting. i think we were talking about how tall he is and how short i am and then how weird it was how people pronounce some words and i was just like - in the middle of his sentence - “can i tell you something?” and then i babbled about how i didn’t want to tell him because i thought it would go away but my other friend knew and was about to disown me for not telling him and she was going to and i didn’t know if he did and blah blah blah~ i babbled for a bit before i was finally like “i like you” and he was like “you do?” and i was like “yeah” and then there was a pause and then he was like “the feelings mutual, by the way” and then i was like “really? i thought you liked -name here- and -name here- because your friend told me” and he’s like “no, we’re just friends but i knew he would tell you because he’s not good with secrets” and then i was like “usually i’m not either but i kept this one for months” and then i told him how he should feel special because he’s the first guy i’ve ever told i liked when i actually liked him and then the conversation switched to dancing and march break and stuff but we were laughing and i was sitting on the ground and then when my dad came he helped me up and… kdshgdkjhgkdfhgdkhg !!!!!!!!!!!!
again, i don’t know what’s going to come of it. BUT I DID IT, AND I’M JUST SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW.