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Salt water might blind you
with certain promises but it won’t
get you drunk with real thrill
or show you anyone’s insides.
You think a tidal wave is real
power? It probably took
a million small insects to dye
an emperor’s robe and it
isn’t how we treat our equals
but those smaller that counts.
—  Caroline Crew’s poem for Dottie Lasky, and then I exploded. (via Nashville Review)
Caroline Crew

Describe yourself as a poet in three words: lady fragment undone

What is your chief misery as a poet? too many birds and not enough language

What you appreciate the most in a poem: a swerve I don’t see coming

If not a poet, what would you be? geologist, chef or lawyer

Who is your poetry hero and why? Historically, Elizabeth Barrett-Browning– a hero so much I wrote my first book with her by re-writing Sonnets from the Portuguese. Contemporaneously, Alexis Pope, Morgan Parker and Carrie Lorig, for starters. There are some many amazing female poets right now trying to navigate being alive and they are heroes every day.

What is your idea of happiness? 

What is your present state of mind? Winter is melting, emergence from constantly being tired, craft clue marred nails, returning “home” and hunger.

Your favorite poem, ever: I don’t think I have one favourite poem, but Louise Glück’s “Mock Orange” always comes back to remind me it changed me: http://www.poetryfoundation.org/poem/179759

Read Caroline’s poem “Plastic Sonnet #38″ at The Adroit Journal

PLASTIC SONNET 27
–Caroline Crew

I was the future
when you were born

eating popsicles
before I knew they were
an accident invented

you should know better
than to follow my favorite slow
burn girls back to the summer

future accident invented
a better season for you

you should know better
than to burn your skin
without a pattern

that we measure fire
by heat alone
is a great disservice
to display

These are the times when it’s hardest, in Caroline’s words, not to have a hometown. I know that the riots have nothing to do with politics. I know that too well that my place has its share of hateful people, who will take whatever opportunity they can to break it. But even knowing that, I want to be among my people. The Yes campaign’s loss has been heartbreaking for many of them, and I can only hope that the disappointment will make them kinder. That the unionists will be graceful in victory, that Scotland will remain, in some ways, the home I left. It may not be the land of blooming heather and shining river that the songs describe. It may, in many ways, be already broken. But what’s broken can be fixed, and the prodigal can always return. Scotland is not the land I lost, though things I have lost do inhabit it. I told Tyler when he left that a goodbye can be an ellipsis.
— 

Wild Are The Winds To Meet You by Chris Emslie.

Chris’s Caroline is also my Caroline and it was such a delightful surprise to read about this amazing human (in this amazing essay) in my Rumpus Feedly.

There is a vast canon of women writers that is mine, but I have to go out and find those authors. They are writers you don’t read in school. For everyone one Elizabeth Barrett Browning, there were hundreds and hundreds of Victorian women writers, many of whom were outselling Dickens. And I don’t know them! Twenty years from now, people will be reading some of my peers: women poets, poets of color, queer poets. I think about what I have to do to make sure these future readers get to access to all these amazing writers. And I think about how loud we all need to keep shouting.
—  Caroline Crew, interviewed by Molly McArdle for Brooklyn Mag
Stormalong

by Caroline Belle Stewart

from “UMass ULearn” by Jono Tosch

[Author’s note: This is a found story, constructed from voice-to-text Siri mistranslations of MFA gossip my first semester at UMass.]

Let’s talk about a blessed evening this evening if after I wake up Warhurst is popping drunk. Pemeria what’s the plan at the party? Ha ha what the Suttons eat: Something to eat, something. Can you stop drinking? If you might still be drunk I’ll visit. I just hope everyone on a diet at 5 o’clock dinner-theater eats.

Just thinking, for you have nothing else to do. Do you like the theater? Do you have time to actually bring your brain? You might want to go, you might appreciate this kind of pop cultural late-lingual atmosphere. Lutomma loved it, all the diamonds. They can watch, incinerating a sandwich. Shakley can feel lonely.

Let’s talk about how much we miss that/him, wishing that we could hang out with Shakley. Please forgive me, he’s the one, the custodian at the gym. Such an island. A close-knit people. Atavistic years, face painting. We were there together. I’m older.

Lutomma, who are you? How was Salter? What about the novel? Warhurst does like anybody that finishes. Is it hard to retain information to the enemy? He is a musician and he’s been toying with you.

Listen Shakley, listen baby. I was thinking of you in the Gainesville Minery. You like Captain Stormalong. Look up! What are you craving? Going to visit this weekend? Staying over? Music? Would be interesting.

I, limping too seriously about it, just say: I don’t remember. You’re real drunk. And she went oh no: I, super drunk! Yes you are, but denoting goodness?

Lately, you’re too pretty for you. You, the name for him. Let’s evening with them. Just, with the curtains on the door. Just let Lovinger fuck me instead, preferably in the face of you.

Lollipop, Lollipop, I don’t understand. If I have just the stuff then you close the reciprocals. I think, so I see. Sparseness, incidentals. I do like him, it’s hurtful. I like to collect experience. I’m going to get my feelings right. I’m just very dark, really dark.

Making a drink!

Jonathan*s bit of influence. Every time I try to he is missing, always.