carol gray

Sigh. I’m tired.

I just saw JM’s interview, fully expecting his comments about Carol and Daryl to come across as 110% joking so I could come back here and tell my fellow Carylers to calm down… But I can’t. He might have been joking ever so slightly about the Rosita thing, but I didn’t get that impression when he was talking about Caryl.

And, I don’t want to bring negativity – Lord knows we have been dealing witl h a lot lately. But I just want to say (and I think I am speaking for most, if not all, Carylers when I say this): WHAT. THE. ACTUAL. FUCK. 

So JM ships Eugene and Carol but Daryl, who is clearly older than Eugene, is more of a “son” to Carol? How does that make any fucking sense?? 

So Eugene wants to sleep with his “sister figure” Rosita because she’s hot but Daryl couldn’t possibly want to do the same because… Why? Carol has gray hair???

Guys, I am 32 going on 33 in 2 months. Turning 30 was not easy for me. Stuff like this makes me sad because I know what I get to look forward to in the future.

If I were MMB, I would tell TPTB to kill me off so my ugly, old ass would stop weighing down all the hot Daryl ships that are ready to take off. 

Ugh. I’m so done with this fandom. 

For what it is worth, I still believe that Caryl is endgame. And I live for that day.

But I can’t even believe the amount of shit she gets from her own CAST MATES because she isn’t Rosita or Maggie. Fucking A, I am TIRED.  


                      Calling your name in the midnight hour                                                                                                                                                Reaching for you from the endless dream

"New Chapter" (White Christmas)
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"New Chapter" (White Christmas)

Happy 4th Advent!
Feel free to see this as my apology for the painfilled carols of the past month. Merry Christmas, everyone!

New Chapter (in the tune of White Christmas)

I’m dreaming of a new chapter
Just like the ones I used to know
Where the art is gorgeous
Characters flawless
And plot twists fill us all with woe

I’m dreaming of a new chapter
With every parody I write
May our babies still be alright
And may Hoshino hear our pleas tonight

more stuff like that: DGM Jingle Bells | Kanda’s not so Silent Night | Walkin’ in a D.Gray-Wonderland | The Millennium Earl is coming to town