cariebishop

cariebishop asked:

if you have time and the inclination a lokane prompt: a spell or curse is put on them so the more time they spend with each other the sicker they get.

Jane broke her leg when she was a child.  It had been a total accident. For the first time ever, she rode her bike without training wheels.  She got too bold and tried to ride over that dirt patch all the bigger kids played on.  The doctor said it was a hairline fracture- nothing to worry about- but if she’d fallen at even a slightly different angle, she could have snapped her femur right in half.  Jane hadn’t known what any of that meant, all that mattered to her was the pain.

It was the worst she ever experienced in her life before now.  Now, she understands that she’s never known what pain is.  

She’s confined to a room too cramped for her liking.  It really says something about how life in Asgard has affected her; this room is actually the size of a football field.  It’s just that the regular room she shares with her husband is the size of ten footballs fields.  After a while, the difference becomes stark.

Said husband has been by her side for nine hours.  Ceaseless, never sleeping or growing tired.  Just holding her hand and stroking her hair and assuring her that it will be okay.  She will be cured if he has to tear the realms apart to make it happen.

She doesn’t doubt that Thor would do it either, she just wishes he wouldn’t.  She is so unworthy of that kind of devotion.  If she was stronger, she’d tell him that, and she’d tell him why.  She tells herself that it’s the threat of breaking his heart that keeps her quiet.  Really, it’s just because she’s a coward.  

It’s also because she feels like a rabid dog is trying claw and bite it’s way out of her chest, and the pain has sealed her mouth shut (even breathing now is pure agony). But even in perfect health, she’d never tell the truth.

Thor leaves her only once, right when she thinks she’ll go to sleep.  He knows the time is coming.  They all do.  They might not say it, they might even tell her that Eir will surely have a cure any day now, like she’s a child who needs to be consoled with a stuffed toy.  It’s nothing but hot air.  There is no cure for this.  Jane knows it.  They all know it.  Loki knows it better than all of them.

His illness progresses on the other side of the wall.  Sometimes, Jane can hear him breathing, gasping, coughing, choking.  These walls are so thin for being Asgardian made.  His sickness is baffling, even more than Jane’s is.  Her, they can explain away with her prior status as a Midgardian.  Maybe Idunn’s apple didn’t really cure her of all human ills.

But then, how is it that Loki is sick?  How can he exhibit all the same symptoms Jane does and more?  He who has never been sick a day and is a Prince to boot.

It’s a mystery.

A mystery that will die with them.

Perhaps it’s for the best.

When Jane is alone- Thor is called away by a pair of guards who need help with an attempted prison break- she sinks into her bed.  It’s so damn comfortable, and somehow, that hurts too.

She opens her mouth.  Wheezes.  There’s a blade running through her throat.

She can’t speak a word, and so she uses her brain.

‘Loki?’ she calls out.  Her thoughts are her best friend in the world.  They can never make her hurt.  ’Loki?  Can you hear me?’

There’s grunting and groaning on the other side of the wall.  This must be torture for him.  If Jane could, she would smile.

'Is this what you wanted?’ she asks him.  He can hear her.  She knows he can.  ’I wouldn’t leave Thor for you, so this is what I get, huh?’

More groaning, and bedsheets shifting.  Is he trying to sit up?

'You were never happy with him.’

'So you’re going to kill us both.’

'Tell me you will be mine.’

'We’ve already had this discussion.  Many many times.’

'You always say no, and yet you always come to my bed.  Why is that?’

That’s a good question, and Jane doesn’t know what it says about her that she hates him for asking it more than she hates him for killing her.

'This is the most attentive Thor has been in years,’ she ‘says’.  There’s no point in hiding this sort of thing from Loki.

'Well, I’m glad to see I’ve salvaged your marriage if nothing else.’

That almost sounds like the old Loki, the one who charmed her in spite of his laundry list of crimes and character defects.  The one who got her into this mess in the first place.

'You know that I couldn’t have gone with you even if I wanted to.’

Loki has been on house arrest for years.  His magic restricted, he had only his mind to figure out all the little loopholes in his punishment and find that he was still capable of potion making, and of slipping things in her food at a routine banquet.  

He moves again, and this time, it’s slow and steady and so very sad.

'We could have tried.’

He sounds so like a kid that it breaks Jane’s heart.  There is something so genuine there that she never could have expected from him.

'And how many times have you tried to break your bonds without luck?’

He doesn’t answer.  He groans at another wave of pain that Jane can feel through their link.  It doesn’t hurt her like her own pain does.  It rolls over her like a wave, producing a gentle buzz that actually might sooth her.  Until Loki’s body relaxes, and he moans, and Jane feels that like pain this time.

'Then this is the only way,’ he ‘says’ 'The only way we can be free.’

He coughs.  A real cough that Jane hears through the link and through the wall.  It gets her in the chest, right in the side of her heart that is for Loki.  That side has slowly consumed the side she had saved for Thor.  It’s a loss that she has yet to mourn.  

He’s a sad man, that Loki.  Tragic.  Maybe that was what drew her to him.  He is a man with nothing.  His mother is dead, his friends have left him, he brother can barely look at him. 

In the same vein, she is a woman with nothing.  She’s lived much longer than she was meant to.  Her friends are dead, her family non-existent.  Even her husband barely knows her, if he ever did.

Somehow when she wasn’t looking, Loki became her lifeline.  He became the only one who understood, who knew the need for more than this that she did. She always knew he’d be the death of her.

Though her arm is burning, she finds the strength to raise it, pressing it against a wall that appears to be made of razor blades.  This spot is warmer than the rest, like his hand is over hers.  She hopes it is.

'I still don’t love you.’

Somewhere in the dark recesses of her mind, she thinks she hears him laughing.

'You don’t have to.’

No, she doesn’t.

That dog in her chest is crawling with it’s claws out into her throat.  It arms around her throat and it squeezes.  She can’t her Loki’s voice in her head anymore.  She can’t feel him at all.  She can’t feel anything.  Not even the pain.  She’s so numb, that she can move her lips again.

Her eyes start to close, and when they do, she’s smiling.

anonymous asked:

Are there any fics that detail Logan's reaction and thoughts on Veronica's rape?

This addresses the first anon’s prompt and the first half of the second anon’s prompt. Thanks for asking us! And this wonderful list of fics was assembled by another member of the advisory panel for VM Fic Recs: miss cariebishop​. Big thanks to her and to every single stinkin’ member of our panel. Because WOW they’re amazing.

Previously Recommended by VM Fic Recs:

Invida, ‘Damn, Damn, the Circumstances", M, S1 AU

If Logan hadn’t left with the easy freshmen that night

itsthedetails, “Knight in Tarnished Armor”, M, S1 AU

Set Pre-Series S1, but after Lilly dies. Logan helps Veronica out.

SilveryLining2k6, “Control,”M, S1 AU

Don’t you mess with a little girl’s dreams. 'Cause she’s liable to grow up mean.  

New Recommendations for VM Fic Recs:

Beauty and the Breakdown
Author: HerOwlNess
Pairing: Logan/Veronica
Rating: PG:13 to R
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance
Setting: Season One, AU
Spoilers: 1.21, “A Trip to the Dentist”
Chapter: 1
Word Count: 3, 235
Status: Complete
Summary: If I could, I’d put an end to all but laughter, a smile is all i’m after. if I could you’d know I would.
Notes:  A “fix-it” fic for Logan and Veronica in “A Trip To The Dentist” jumping off of the fight at the beginning of the episode at Veronica’s apartment door.  The story is from Logan’s point of view and deals with his feelings of guilt and culpability over what happened at Shelley Pomeroy’s party, something that we never got on the show.  The moments that feature Logan apologizing and supporting Veronica are affecting. Logan doesn’t want to make the moment about himself, but wants Veronica to know that he’s there for her.

Thrust Of Grace
Author: BigBoobedCanuck
Pairing: Logan/Veronica, Cindy Mackenzie 
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Drama
Setting: Season 2
Spoilers: 2.22, “Not Pictured”
Chapters: 1
Word Count: 1, 397
Status: Complete
Summary:  Veronica is still on her knees, holding a sobbing Mac close. Logan hates that Mac doesn’t even know the worst part yet. Although he’s not sure what the worst part is any more.
Notes:  Short, sweet and to the point. It packs a wallop in just under 1400 words. Not one word is wasted and illustrates perfectly the confusing, high emotions of the traumatic events of the season 2 finale.  Logan doesn’t know what to do or what to feel or even what exactly he is feeling, until the end when he becomes Veronica’s rock.

Oh! It Tastes Like Laughter
Author:
wowsugarpuss
Rating: R
Genre: Angst/Romance
Setting:  Post Season Two
Spoilers: 2.22, “Not Pictured”
Chapter: 1
Word Count: 730
Status: Complete
Summary: The end of a secret
Notes: the show never really dealt with veronica’s issues with sex because of her rape, and so i ate this up like catnip. The writing is absolutely stunning. Oblique, it lets you run wild with your imagination and come to your own conclusions. At the same time you know exactly where veronica’s emotional headspace is and it’s pitch-perfect. Actually preceded by two other fics in this short little series: Oh My God! I Miss You! and I’ll Love You When You’re Dead. All three fics together are about 2, 000 words. 

cariebishop asked:

i saw your post about genderswapped veep characters and i was thinking about that. Wouldn't female dan be rather problematic? sleeps with guys to get ahead career-wise, manipulative, can't handle pressure and has a breakdown when handed responsibility. Would having those traits be okay to you? would you change them? or tweak them a little? basically what i'm getting at is what do you imagine dana egan being like? i'm curious.

ugh man we were not thinking about the problematic implications so much as “wouldn’t it be super hot if lake bell played dan egan” but like, there are still always ways to take problematic tropes and write them in layered, interesting ways. and honestly, if i were gonna write lady-dan, i think it’d be interesting to explore the implications of the “sleeping your way to the top” trope as they might actually exist in the real world – because female sexual power in icky hierarchical situations actually comes from NOT sleeping with everyone you have drinks with, but being able to manipulate them through stringing them along and using their desire to your advantage, so i think it might be interesting to flip it around and have her be like, seen and photographed with power players but not actually sleeping with all of them.

also like, i know this makes me seem like a bad feminist, but i don’t have a problem with applying the whole “unstable, aggressive, competent but cracks under pressure” thing to a female character? like? i hate that it’s automatically problematic to have a female character fail in what is perceived as a “gendered way” because it means the only unproblematic recourse left is to write women as ice-cold machines who are great at what they do, and that bores the shit out of me, because i don’t want to watch TV shows about people who are great at what they do. write a woman having a breakdown under pressure and then having to deal with the unnecessarily gendered criticism and backlash from that, y’know? don’t take my unstable, aggressive idiots of both genders away from me, because there’s no equality in being told that you can’t write women failing spectacularly when spectacular male failures make up so much of what is great about drama and fiction in general.

(not to write a whole essay, i just – i think it’s interesting how dan egan as a character is constructed mostly out of “feminine” tropes but i think it’s also possible to use those tropes to write a woman who isn’t the most problematic problem to ever problematize. but you’re talking to the person who wrote a genderswapped sam seaborn fic that kept and expanded upon his hapless misogyny because i found that interesting, so.)

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gone, gone, gone | dan & blair

cariebishop asked:

a while ago you were talking about what shows veronica would watch. I was thinking about this lately, I think she would enjoy the golden age of "the office" (1-5) "community" "arrested development" and "it's always sunny in philadelphia". logan would LOVE "arrested development"

DEFINITELY agreed. I think drama-wise both might also enjoy True Detective and Breaking Bad. Logan would probably also be an “It’s Always Sunny” watcher.

They would probably be into the same shows and movies regardless. Never forget:

VERONICA/THE DUDE: “I’m the Dude. Dudeness. Or, uh, Duder, or, uh, you know, El Duderino, if you’re not into the whole brevity thing.

[Seconds later…]

LOGAN: Hey, you’re watching “The Big Lebowski.” Why didn’t you wait for me?

xpreciousx asked:

Hi! Just wondering if you know of any AU LoVe fics where they are married?

This list was assembled by the fantastic cariebishop. Since xpreciousx asked for AU LoVe fics, none take into account movie canon or book canon.

There’s plenty of delicious, fluffy, married goodness below! Thanks to all the members of our team. 

ALSO, Kait and Suzanne couldn’t keep their paws off adding their own two-cents and added a slew of fics to the ‘previously’ section. 

You also might enjoy these fic lists we’ve already posted:

Logan/Veronica and Mac/Dick: married in vegas
Logan/Veronica: let’s get married!

Previously on VM Fic Recs

celtic_flicka, “The Moment of Epiphany,” NC-17, S2 AU.

Veronica’s “moment of epiphany” after the bus crash yields different results.

MLP, ” A Life Extraordinary“  T,  Future AU

Sick of the angst? Want some Happily Ever After? Let’s have some Fun, fun, fun.

annieoakley1, “Everything Hits At Once” T, Future AU

More than fifteen years after Lilly Kane’s murder, Veronica has to solve the most important case of her life.

fleurlb, “No Comment,” T, Future AU.

To a person, all of Logan Echolls’ friends refuse to be interviewed until he gives his blessing. It’s the sort of adherence one usually sees in mafia minions or squirrelly cult members. But in this case, it’s not fear that holds them back. Logan’s friends are motivated by loyalty and love.

kantayra, “Should Auld Acquaintance Be Forgot,” R, Future AU.

In December 2018, Veronica receives an anonymous phone call out of the blue: “If you know what’s good for you, you’ll stay away from Duncan Kane.” The investigation leads her to better understand her past, her present, and the big choice she’s just made for her future…

kristen,  ”Love and Marriage“ , PG-13, Future AU

She looks up at him and smiles, “How does it end?” “Happily ever after, maybe?”

monroeslittle, “I’m the Hero of the Story,” PG, Future AU.

"She’s starting to remember what you’ve told her. She’s starting to remember that her name is Veronica Mars and she’s your daughter, but she’s not remembering being Veronica Mars or your daughter. She’s not remembering what happened before. She’s not remembering who she is. Only who she’s supposed to be.

zaftig_darling, "Post-Partum,” R, Future AU.

Motherhood changes Veronica. Logan fights to get her back to herself.

New this moment to VM Fic Recs

Snapshots
Author: crimsonclad
Pairing: Logan/Veronica
Rating: T
Genre: Romance/Fluff
Setting: Future AU
Spoilers: 2.11, “Donut Run”
Chapters: 1
Word Count: 2,433
Status: Complete
Summary: Logan and Veronica, later.
Notes: This fic is a delight and probably one of my top faves. The author gets logan and veronica’s voices down perfectly and the banter is a treat. They’re domescticity and fluffy without being cheesy and ooc. At the end you’re not left reaching for an insulin shot, but grinning from ear to ear because “THAT IS MY OTP LIVING HAPPILY EVER AFTER AND HAVING EVERYTHING I WANT FOR THEM AND THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE!!”

How To Be Dead
Author: em2mb
Pairing: Logan/Veronica
Rating: PG-13- R
Genre: Drama/ Romance
Setting: Season 1- Future
Spoilers:  3.15, “Papa’s Cabin”
Chapters: 2
Word Count: 13,895
Status: Complete
Summary: It’s going to be a hard sell, since everyone who knows her will expect chardonnay and sleeping pills. Lynn Echolls doesn’t jump, but she doesn’t leave it all behind on the Coronado Bridge, either.
Notes: Warning: you gon’ get sad. No really you will sob.  This fic is sad and beautiful and bittersweet and melancholy. The writing is amazing and emotional. I can’t rave about it enough or think of enough synonyms for wonderful to describe the writing.  The gimpses we get into Logan and Veronica’s married live are wonderful. It shows them as a partnership who work together and talk through problems and love each other so much it’s probably illegal.  

Together Apart
Author: herowlness
Pairing: Logan/ Veronica
Rating: R
Genre:  Mystery/ Drama/ Romance
Setting:  Future AU
Spoilers:   1.22, “Leave it to Beaver”
Chapters:  1
Word Count: 10, 560
Status: Complete
Summary: These last three years, well they’ve been hard, but now it’s time to get out of the desert and into the sun.
Notes: And now for something completely different. No, but seriously folks, this isn’t your traditional marriage fic. It’s angsty ( like if you spend more than ten minutes thinking about Wallace in this fic you will spend the next week sobbing on the floor like i did) and the marriage is nowhere near traditional. That’s why I rec it.  The small moments that Logan and Veronica are able to grab mean so much more. They are also super in-synch in the fic; they are obsessive, clever, intense and drift compatible, probably. The sex is also hot.

cariebishop asked:

logan learned how to stand up straight. i'm so proud.

logan was an abused, lost, lonely, self-destructive teenager and he’s morphed over the years into this successful, working adult, who just wants to help people and be better. all of this happened without him forgetting everything before and in between. he’s someone who got his life together, who had to lose so much before he could finally get there, here, now. like, it’s amazing. and it shows in how he carried himself then and how he carries himself now. I’M SO EMOTIONAL, OH GOD. NAVY FIGHTER PILOT LIEUTENANT LOGAN ECHOLLS!!! of all things.

cariebishop asked:

I'm sorry to break it to you, Malia, but Stiles and I have a real connection.- Lydia Martin

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EMOTIONAL!!!!!!!! TETHER!!!!!!!!!

UNSPOKEN!!!!!!!! CONNECTION!!!!!!!!

BEAU!!!!!!!! CRYING!!!!!!!

these are three martinski-related things that are all completely 100% real 

cariebishop replied to your post: Charcoal of Veronica Mars for nightloc…

That’s amazing!!!!!!!!

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This is gorgeous!

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Have you been holding out on us? Your talent is unlimited. This is AWESOME!

blithers replied to your post: Charcoal of Veronica Mars for nightloc…

wow, that is GORGEOUS

absolutelyiris replied to your photo “Charcoal of Veronica Mars for nightlocktime”

Did you fucking draw that?! This is insane, your talent is ridiculous.

You guys are the best.  Seriously I was a bit wary of posting this as it has been so very long since I’ve made charcoal drawings… I mean it was back in school…. Of course all I can see now when I look at this are the things I want to change or darken or soften or highlight.  Luckily I get to do that on the real one that sits on my dresser.  nightlocktime requested art for her bday… so….  Really though, the above just made my day.  Thanks guys.  I love how supportive you all are.

Announcing the NEW VM Fic Recs Advisory Team

VM Fic Recs recently celebrated it’s one year birthday (CELEBRATE GOOD TIMES, COME ON!!) and in that time our blog has grown far larger and more popular than we ever imagined it could be.

Awesome, right?!?! Well, there is a potential negative side to this.

At this time we have about 50 requests for fic lists waiting to be filled in our inbox. Some were submitted as far back as July. We love each of our followers and hate to leave them waiting for so long!

Kait and Suzanne decided we need helped and turned to YOU, our followers, to assemble an advisory team.

The primary function of our advisory team will be to help fill fic by topic lists. 

The members of the advisory team will have the following responsibilities/expectations:

  • Have an unquenchable thirst and appreciation for great Veronica Mars fanfic.
  • Fill at least one fic list request per month
  • Format the fic list in the same style VM Fic Recs has established

Kait and Suzanne will continue to fill fic lists as well as be responsible for updating the master list, creating fic prompts, formatting fic prompt and recommendation submissions, answering asks and fic scavenger hunts, creating the Mars Minute, formatting author interviews, keeping the blog updated w/ featured fic and trivia, etc.

The number of applicants we got blew us away and we were so very sad  to only select four people at this time from the group of original applicants.

To those we were unable to select, we realize this decision may come as a bit of a bummer. We also hope that you will understand the decision is not at all a judgment about your own abilities, your taste in fanfic, or your ability to contribute well to our blog.

We will be adding a page to VM Fic Recs blog soon that lists all of our new panel members and tells you more about them, but we are happy to introduce them to you now because they are all AWESOME. 

Drum roll please and a calvacade of dancing marshmallows to their places.

Introducing…

MIP from amillioninprizes,

My favorite Veronica Mars character is: Ever since “I’m never getting married. You want an absolute? Well there it is,” it’s always been Veronica.
Favorite scene from the Veronica Mars movie: Basically everything involving Ruby. And the wall bangage.

Jennie from amyelliottsdunne,

My favorite Veronica Mars character is: Veronica and Logan are pretty much tied and then they’re trailed very closely by Lilly, Wallace, and Jackie.  One episode of Veronica Mars you could watch over and again: 1x04 “The Wrath of Con”

Megan from cariebishop,

Favorite scene from the Veronica Mars Movie: "Let’s take the long way home.“ 
One reason you love Veronica Mars fanfic: I get to spend more time with these characters I love.

and Trina from lilamadison11.

Favorite scene from the Veronica Mars movie: "You should only wear this” squared.
One reason you love Veronica Mars fanfic: After finishing the series, I needed more. At first it was perhaps a need for resolution. After that it was just pure enjoyment.

Thank you, all, for reading and supporting our blog. We wish you a very merry new year and happy fic reading. With the help of our advisory team, our ability to help you in your fic endeavors will hopefully be better than ever!

All the best,

Kait and Suzanne

cariebishop asked:

I want to say that i kind of think it's unfair to buffy to try and quantify her love for spike. which she does. love isn't about amounts it's an action, and trying to put love into a number doesn't work and trying to say who loves who more in a relationship doesn't work. buffy loves spike, she shows her love in a different way than he does for her, but that doesn't make it any less or mean that she doesn't love him.

you cant deny the intensity of their love for each is different , in all my otp’s one loves the other more , it’s quite natural , it doesnt really upset me cause it’s realistic. 

I never said she didnt love him , i said she loved him but he loved her more , which is like SO in character for Spike cause he loves with every fibers of his being. It’s not about actions or how one shows love , it’s about their journey , their respective pasts and personnalities. Like i said , Angel broke her , that’s canon and she never recovered from that , that deepest scar prevented her from loving fully people and Spike was one of them. On the other hand , she trusted Spike more than she trusted anyone else in her life so even if her love was less , her trust was more. I love how everything is balanced , it’s not too much , not too little , it’s perfect.

cariebishop asked:

veronica mars, harry potter, the office

answered vm and the office here

harry potter~ 

  • favorite male character: harry potter!!!! draco malfoy!!! neville!! lupin!!
  • favorite female character: hermione granger!! ginny!! luna!!! professor mcgonagall!! 
  • least favorite character: dumbledore 
  • favorite ship: draco/hermione!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • favorite friendship: the golden trio i’m not a savage 
  • favorite quote: “We’re coming with you. That was decided months ago - years, really.” [cries bc ron and hermione love harry so much] 
  • worst character death (if any): all of them?? i will fight jk rowling 
  • this made me so happy you have no idea moment: ron/hermione’s first kiss is such a beautiful moment. that is what is jumping out at me. ALSO luna having the pictures with the word friends circling around them 
  • saddest moment: everyone thinking harry is dead i cry every time even tho i, as the reader, know he is not dead
  • favorite location: hogwarts!!

cariebishop asked:

So i googled cultural appropriation and the defintion that came up was "the adoption of specific elements of one culture by a different cultural group. It describes acculturation or assimilation, but can imply a negative view towards acculturation from a minority culture by a dominant culture." so first off, dax i'm pretty sure employee of the month and hit and run are not cultural offerings and fans quoting lines to you is not cultural appropriation. love yourself a little less.

cariebishop replied to your post “Is the Prince and the rebel peasant a real fic? Please please please tell me yes! And that it’s already written and about a trillion chapters long?”

There’s Once Upon a Thyme where Draco and Hermione time travel back to the Middle Ages. Hermione is a noblewoman while draco’s a peasant.

omg! i totally forgot about that. that’s a dramione oldie :’) I never finished it though lol. Keep in mind there’s a some old school HP fic cliches (should we it call it that?) in it. Like nicknamed canon characters and fem!Blaise.