cap x tony

Guys I need some help;

Has anyone read that fanfic where Steve is brainwashed by Hydra and while Tony is in a coma he spills all of Real-Steve’s secrets, admitting that he knows every thought Real-Steve had about Tony, including one about how ‘he loved you’ and ‘he admired you, even when you were fighting’ and I was just wondering who it was by becau-

Oh. Wait.


Probably me after watching Civil War

[Bucky is about to tell Tony that he loves him before he leaves for Paris, but Steve walks up to him first]

Steve: I… I know you’re leaving tonight, but I just have to tell you. I love you. I… I don’t know if that changes your plans at all, but I thought you should know. 

Tony: Cap… Oh… I love you too. Probably not in the same way, but I do. And, and when I’m in a café, having coffee, or I see a man with hair brighter than the sun, I’ll think of you. Aw. 

[Tony kisses Steve on the cheek, Bucky smirks at the blow off]

Why you shouldn’t be so quick to judge Tony Stark...

I’ve seen a lot of this on the Internet… talk about how Tony Stark has no right to assume Steve Rogers is his “friend” in the Civil War trailer, given how badly they’ve treated each other over the years and how - let’s be honest - downright abysmally Tony has treated Steve. But before we rush into “HE’S A VILLAIN!” and coo over the snuggly-wuggly scenes between Bucky and Steve and talk about how much we hope they’ll kick Tony’s ass back and forth like a titanium football… let’s actually take a moment to break Tony down and figure out why he is so dead set on arresting - or even murdering - the Winter Soldier.

Tony Stark is still suffering from, in some form or another, narcissism, PTSD, and a whole host of other diagnoses we can only really try to pin on him as “fanon”. Given the way he treats people and how he acts, I would assume he never had close relationships with anyone as a child (especially considering he had no siblings and his parents likely didn’t pay him much attention, given that Maria was a socialite and Howard was distracted with 50,000 other things, and Tony even draws attention to this in Iron Man 2), which explains why his adult socialization consists of networking at events and galas (trust me, not as much fun as one would think), screwing random women he has no emotional attachment to whatsoever, and hanging out for hours upon hours in his lab with only Dumm-E (his first robot, whom he treats like shit as a way of showing his affection) and JARVIS, who has basically been programmed to pick up after him and assist him with the things he’s literally too insane/genius to remember (again, we could look into diagnosing him with other disorders following his symptoms, such as Asperger’s or ODD or even possible childhood abuse and other things that would interfere with his social relationships, understandings, and how he interprets everything around him, but let’s just leave it with what Marvel has given us canonically in the MCU). Even his relationships with Pepper and Rhodey are volatile as all hell.
He’s self-sabotaging in every single way, an angry selfish self-abusive man with alcoholic tendencies and no idea how to connect to people on a more warm, soulful, intimate level. He doesn’t understand what “friendship” is. And so, on the outside, he may appear to be snarking at Cap’ whenever he gets the chance, but that’s simply how he thinks you’re supposed to treat your friends. And everyone just accepts that that’s Tony - he’s a little broken, or a lot broken, but he’s trying. And it’s the effort that they all seem to appreciate. 

So let’s talk about Cap and Tony. Tony had to grow up listening to his father talking about his amazing, incredible man that he had known - that he had helped to create - who was not only strong and powerful and skilled enough to change the face of the war when hardly anyone assumed he could do it, but who had this incredible sense of judgement, of wrong versus right. Someone who believed in freedom, justice, and atonement for one’s atrocities. So now not only was Tony brought up in the shadow of a man who had reinvented and resculpted the way technology worked in the modern era - huge shoes to fill with his own business, intelligence, and engineering skills - but he’s also having to constantly live up to this revolutionary, incredible, wonderful person whom his father just couldn’t let go of (mention in the first Avengers movie, Tony bitterly comments on how his father “could never stop talking about him”). Who knows how long he hunted for the Valkyrie? He could’ve still been talking about finding him when Tony was a child, even if on the back-burner, and one can only imagine how much a young Tony with paranoid narcissism would be terrified of being replaced by this “god” his father was obsessed with. 
Then he meets this god, and immediately the hackles are up. He’s offended - why the hell didn’t SHIELD call him about what they were doing? And then, while he’s already feeling pretty raw, he meets this man who strolls in all justice and fairness and following orders (the last of which is the exact opposite of how his own mentality works). And it’s the man his father talked about for years, obsessed over, and so he’s immediately feeling attacked and vulnerable, and very very defensive. Over the movie, the two of them learn to work together, even if they don’t always see eye to eye.
In Ultron, Tony is quick to remind Maria Hill that Cap is in charge, even though he does pay for everything - he doesn’t stick around to find out what she wants, he’s quite happy to let Cap handle what Cap has to handle. And when Cap has a plan or gives orders on the battlefield, Tony doesn’t fight him - he knows who the leader is, and he does his job as a passive-aggressive piece of shit, but the respect is there, even if at times he lets his bitterness and rage and jealousy from childhood come out. It’s hard to be the bad boy or the antihero, struggling inside a web of torture and pain and self-hate and confusion in your own head, when someone else seems to have themselves together so easy. A lot of people take Tony’s narcissism and general dickish nature as him being an overbearing asshole - which he is, but that covers up a whole hoard of issues and insecurities that he just can’t face, especially not now, after everything that has happened. He has to be a rock, he has to be strong. And the more he feels his rage grow, the more he lashes out.
It’s been years between Avengers and Ultron. Who knows what Cap and Tony have been through in that time, raiding bases together, fighting alongside each other, trying to make sure the other doesn’t get killed. Thor tells Cap, “You and Stark secure the sceptre” - we all know how much Thor wants that sceptre back on Asgard, would he really trust a volatile concoction of two team mates he knows aren’t friends to bring it back? No, he knows that Stark and Rogers respect each other enough to get the job done, no matter what. That speaks volumes for how much their relationship must’ve grown over those years as they’ve learned to trust each other and fight together; even if there is a lot of tension still between them, as we see during some parts of Ultron (this is probably brought about by how tense Tony is about the whole “I’m the guy who killed the Avengers” thing), I imagine that the two of them actually function quite well together despite their differences, and have probably had some close-to-friendship moments in the quite wake of battle when they two of them have been feeling both vulnerable and victorious.
So are Tony and Cap friends? We don’t really have enough information to say otherwise. We only get these glimpses through the two-to-three hours Marvel allows itself for its movies, so all we can really do is go by the comic books, in which they’ve even been said to be FWB by the writers. I’m confident enough based on psycho-analysing the two of them through their movies that they were friends, even if their friendship could never extend to what Tony/Bruce or Steve/Bucky’s are.
[Bonus points: It may just be because Steve was the closest to him physically, but let’s just remember who it was instinctually Tony rushed to first when he saw them all laid out dead on the ground in front of him in the Scarlet Witch’s fantasy ;) This could be a huge indicator of how much a) Tony fears for Steve’s life, or b) Tony looks to Steve to lead them and take control of a situation that seems hopeless.]

A lot of people are throwing Ultron back in Tony’s face as a reason he’s a giant hypocrite. While we all like to laugh at the fact that he “created a murder-bot”, let’s take a few moments to actually remember why he did it.
PTSD is one of those things that never really goes away, you just learn coping mechanisms - while Tony may have proven (in Iron Man 3) that he isn’t reliant entirely on his suits, and got over some of his PTSD, a huge amount of it still exists. And as he realizes that he has a world to protect, as we’ve all seen, he is driven mad by a fantasy Scarlet Witch puts in his head, and tries to build something so that people won’t have to risk their lives, so that his friends won’t have to fight. “Isn’t that why we fight - so we can end the fight?” Whereas Steve seems to subconsciously be okay with total war all around him, Tony has had enough - his whole life has been about death and destruction, and he’s finally feeling years of guilt and regret. He doesn’t want to fight anymore, he doesn’t want to lose anyone else - he just wants it to end. 

The first person to hugely betray Tony was Obidiah Stane, who attempted to kill him (let’s remember this was back when he wasn’t used to flying all over the world as a superhero yet) and steal his company, and whom he found out had not only been selling his weapons to Islamic extremists and Ten Rings behind his back, but also arranged for his kidnapping and execution. Obi had been someone Tony was close to in the same was he was close with Pepper or Rhodey - he trusted him because he had to, because Obi ran the things he couldn’t due to his own mental instability. Obidiah was his father’s friend and trusted comrade, and he attempted to murder him in cold blood, several times.
JARVIS has been a part of Tony’s life for so many years now. When Tony is there, in the air, and his suit is failing and falling apart and he’s on the edge of death, JARVIS is the one voice he hears - always calm, always logical, always ever so slightly sarcastic. But now, JARVIS is gone. I don’t think Tony was thinking properly when he wanted to input JARVIS into the body Ultron had been building - he was terrified, and he wanted to do everything he could to help. He probably didn’t even realize he would be losing his best friend in the process, a best friend he thought was dead for days until he discovered him again. Now that friend is gone, it’s been months, and he’s probably missing JARVIS like a dead sibling. Vision made it very clear that he wasn’t JARVIS, nor was he Ultron - he’s a new creation, and probably isn’t exactly bonding with Tony considering he’s at the warehouse training for the Avengers with everyone (based on what we see at the end of Ultron).
And last, but very much not least, is the one person Tony actually connected with on some real sort of level - the man he genuinely believed understood him, the man who promised he’d have his back and whose back he also had. The man he actually smiled around, opened up for, invited back to his lab for playtime - these aren’t things Tony Stark does lightly, but when he first met Bruce Banner, there was something magical there which is why so many people ship them across the Internet - Bruce Banner had managed to touch a chord somewhere within Tony that I don’t think anyone - not even Tony himself - knew existed. Real friendship, genuine friendship, the type one would die for. Who catches Iron Man when he plummets from the sky and ultimately wakes him up at the end of Avengers? And who is the one who, for the first time ever, doesn’t treat Bruce like an explosive monster set on a hair trigger? Tony actually respects the man enough to help him build a suit to make him feel safe - has he ever done anything nice for anyone else? And I mean, not just nice, but thoughtful - he’s tried several times with Pepper, but with Bruce he instinctually knew what he wanted and needed to feel safe. If there was ever to be a Bucky to Tony’s Cap, it would be Bruce Banner.
And where is Bruce now? As far as we know, he’s still missing. Chances are, he hasn’t contacted anyone, including Natasha and Tony, and is trying to figure his life out. Tony had the best of friends, someone he actually connected with and who probably gave him some sort of purpose in life other than his suits. And now, he’s gone. He was violently ripped away from him in the heat of battle, when he didn’t have a chance to say goodbye or even realize he was gone until it was too late. The void Bruce left in Tony’s heart when he vanished must be astronomical, and on top of an already bruised, broken, betrayed man, this isn’t a good thing for his mental stability.

In CA2:TWS, Steve and Natasha talk over some of the murders and assassinations that the Winter Soldier has been behind whilst he has been under the control of HYDRA. We see a cut out from a newspaper article about Howard and Maria Stark’s car accident. Howard Stark was on the forefront of technology at the time he was murdered, and had helped to found/fund SHIELD - he was targeted by HYDRA, assassinated by the Winter Soldier, and it was all covered up as a car accident. 
Imagine now if Tony were to find out that Bucky killed his father. Tony and his father were never close, but we have no idea what happened in that relationship… Maybe things were finally getting better now that Tony was a young adult and he and his father could work the company together. Maybe he finally had the relationship with his father that he had always wanted and craved as a child, or was working toward it at least. Maybe there was some light there, and he was finally in a place where he felt happier. And then his father and mother were killed, he and Obi inherited the company, and the last family he had was gone. And when you imagine it, imagine it on two different levels…
Firstly, it’s a huge betrayal to him. This is a man he has fought beside, and now he is refusing to at least hand the man who killed his family over to be tried and investigated - he’s harbouring a fugitive who has committed many murders, including Tony’s own parents.
Secondly, it’s a huge betrayal to his father, who was betrayed by a former friend, Obidiah Stane. Captain America… this is the person Howard Stark rambled for hours about, dedicated his life to, and was absolutely obsessed with. He called him a hero and a saviour. And now, that same very man he once cherished is refusing to bring his assassinator to justice. In fact, he’s violently defending him so that he doesn’t have to “atone for his crimes” (remember - narcissism and other mental disorders; in Tony’s mind he doesn’t understand and can’t empathize with other people’s friendships and reasoning, he only has his own to go on). Captain America, the soldier of ultimate justice, is refusing to hand over the man who murdered Tony’s parents in cold blood - that is ALL he can see in his head at this point, and he feels betrayed by not only his friend, but his leader.

Tony is dealing with so much loss and betrayal after Avengers 2, on top of everything he attempted to do and what nearly happened to the world, and one can only imagine where his mental state is at. The movies have slowly been unravelling his sanity - we saw it peak in Iron Man 3, and even in Avengers 2, and now he’s continuing to completely invert everything inwardly onto how it affects him (because narcissism). So when we look at his life at the end of the second Avengers movie, let’s see where he’s at: he wants to focus on his life and his company, he wants to focus on his relationship with Pepper (which may be suffering - remember how he commented that she “wasn’t available” for their party, not even enough to make an entrance or to congratulate him - while we can obviously attribute that to not wanting to pay Gwyneth Paltrow for her cameo, we could also wonder if things are maybe not so great with the two of them, especially after Ultron), and he wants to withdraw from everything that has been going crazy around him. I think at that point, he’s realized he’s slowly losing the plot and he needs to bring himself back down to earth. He has become aware that two of his closest friends are gone - one he will likely never get back, and the other, well… he thought their friendship was enough for Bruce to want to come home to it. He doesn’t even think about what Bruce must be going through - he’s physically and mentally incapable due to his own mental disorders. He just feels betrayed and abandoned… and very much alone. 

Why is Tony so upset that Steve has chosen Bucky over him? Why is he fighting so hard to bring Bucky to justice? Other than the obvious conclusion here, which is that I have too much time to myself as I sit and wait for my bath to fill up…
Tony never stood a chance in life. Tony has been bent, bruised, and broken so many times (much like these other superheroes he’s fighting alongside), only he has a whole host of mental disorders that make it difficult for him to cope with everyday relationships and occurrences that other people would be able to handle. Over time he’s been betrayed by and lost some of the people he has allowed himself to actually grow close to - for a broken man who already has impulse control issues to see someone fighting so hard to defend someone, when he feels left alone and abandoned, it might leave his narcissistic mind wondering why he doesn’t deserve the same amount of love, loyalty, or friendship from other people in his life… why he isn’t worth it. 
Tony Stark is not a bratty, whiney asshole who believes he deserves Steve’s friendship despite treating him like shit. Tony Stark is a mentally unwell, self-abusive, unsocialized, broken man - lonely, lost, and at the very very end of whatever he has left tethering him to his sanity.
So when he sees a man whose respect he had to work hard to earn - and who he had to work hard to respect in turn - betraying him, betraying Howard, and betraying SHIELD for “his own personal reasons”, to a point where it looks like someone on Team Stark may be laying dead in his friend’s arms… it really isn’t that difficult to understand why those tiny, broken, whispered three words are so unbelievably heart-wrenching for anyone who can empathize with what Tony Stark is going through.

“So was I.”


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Too excited

A/N: oh my god, i’ve been wanting to write this for so long but i just couldn’t find the time. I had a lot of fun writing it, my love for cw Peter only growing. I hope you liked it and sorry if it took too long! Requests are open!

Request: Could you do a Peter Parker ( cw ) x reader where Peter is new to the avengers and the reader is assigned to be his trainer? ( extra if the team ships them )

Warnings: swearing, boner mentions (?)


Originally posted by alyciadebnamcarey

You couldn’t believe that he would be your first student. Peter fucking Parker. It’s not that you didn’t like him or anything, you had only met him once, but after Germany you knew he needed a lot of work. And that he was chatty. Really, really chatty. You were headed to the training room, where you hoped Peter was already waiting for you. The one thing you didn’t need today was for him to be late. You knew you were assigned to be his trainer only because the team thought it’d be funny. The eighteen year old training the sixteen year old who had a crush on her. According to Tony, Peter wouldn’t shut up about you. He was cute, sure, but you didn’t need a talking flirty boy to be your student.

As you arrived at the gym you could see Peter and Tony chatting. Oh god, here we go. Peter was wearing gym clothes while Tony almost looked like he was going to a gala. Spider boy saw you and waved, excited to see you again. Tony said something in his ear and left, winking as he passed you.

“Hey Y/N, you look great, how are you doing?” He was smiling, trying really hard to look at your eyes while talking to you. It was hard though, you were wearing a gym top and pants, everything so perfectly tight to your body. You smirked at him, maybe this was going to be fun.

“I’m pretty good kid. Now let’s get started, I don’t have all day you know?” with your hands on your hips you turned around leading the way to one of the sparing mats. “Let’s start with some stretches.”

You showed him what to do. You started with he neck and arms, the easy ones. Looking at him as he tried hard to do exactly what you were doing was cute. He was cute. You then pulled your leg touching you feet on you butt, turning so Peter could see what you were doing. He looked for a little too long and his cheeks turned bright red when he realized what he was doing, turning away. He copied you, keeping his gaze to the floor. After a few more exercises you were ready for the last one, and the one that’d be the most fun.

“okay, now pay attention on what I’m going to do so you can do it after.” He nodded and you smiled, oh the fun you’d have now. “So you’re going to get to the floor like you’re doing a push up, but you put your legs on the floor and stretch your back, touching your hips to the floor. Stay like that for 30 seconds and then you’re going to salute the sun.” You looked up at him, his look directed to your breasts. “Eyes up kid.” He blushed once again, looking at your eyes. You rolled yours, it was funny to see him flushed like this, but c’mon he wasn’t even trying to pay attention. “okay, then you’ll slide your hip up, staying like this for one minute.” You could literally feel his eyes on you ass, and this time you couldn’t blame him. You smiled at how easy it was to get his attention. “Eyes off ass Parker.”

“I- uhm sorry- I’m…” He was giving you his back. He turned his head to look through you. “Shirt, i- oh god- I’m sorry, I have to go.” You were standing up  only to see him running out of the gym. Shit, maybe you took it too far.  

Peter didn’t show up for dinner and you took that it was probably your fault. Your questions were answered when Tony walked into the room.

“What did you do to the kid Y/N? He doesn’t want to come out of the lab. He’s a kid, they always want to eat.” He was looking at you like you tore a limb out of Peter. You put your sandwich down, thinking about how much you’d share.

“I saw you playing with the kid through the cameras.” Clint walked into the kitchen, entering the conversation like he was there the whole time.  

“What? What do you mean you played with him?” Tony’s eyes were open wide. What a dirty little guy he was, already jumping to conclusions.

“It’s nothing like that Tony,  I just thought I’d have a little fun with our situation.” Clint laughed. Well, actually he was laughing so hard he was screaming. You and Tony looked at him. Why was he laughing so hard, you didn’t do nothing much.

“oh, I’m sorry, Y/N, that’s the understatement of the year. You were having a lot of fun, can’t blame the guy for being that excited.” Tony’s eyes shot up wide as he took in the words. Clint started laughing again but you didn’t understand. Yeah you played around with Peter, but what’s wrong with that?

“What? I don’t…” You trailed off, not sure on what to say. You were pretty sure you’d made him uncomfortable and not excited. Oh. Shit. As your own eyes shot up Clint’s laugh became a roar. Oh my god what have you done. He must be so embarrassed. You buried your face in your hands, too embarrassed to look at the two men in front of you.

“C'mon Y/N, you can’t blame the kid, you were teasing him.” Clint put his hand on your shoulder, probably trying to show sympathy, but it didn’t work. You were flattered of course, but she just wanted to have a little fun, not that much fun.  

“I didn’t mean for that to happen, I just wanted to have little fun. You guys made sure to tell me how huge his crush was, I just.. I don’t know, it feel cruel to say I wanted to have a little fun, but I was just really uncomfortable.”  You rested your face in the counter, the cold rock feeling good against your burning cheek.

“You like him too!” Tony yelled. He was pointing a finger at you like he was in six grade and you couldn’t help but laugh a little. Yes you found Peter cute, but that didn’t mean you liked him right?

“What is going on here?” Fuck. At the door stood Natasha, Steve, Bucky and Thor.  This just got serious, they’d never leave you alone.

“Nothing, everything’s fine, is great.” You gave Tony and Clint a death glare, but apparently you had to work on it because next thing you know they told the team about everything. Thor, Natasha and Bucky bursted into laughter while Steve blushed trying to hide a smile, always being the gentleman. Your face was burning now. They were not even paying attention to you, asking Clint for details after you ignored them. You slipped out of the kitchen, finding Peter’s room. You weren’t sure you should know, he probably didn’t want to talk to you. You considered slipping a note apologizing through the door. It would be kind of a dick move but you didn’t think you could consider facing him now. The door opened while you were thinking, scaring you into the floor.

“Shit” Peter helped you up. You made the mistake of looking in his eyes, making him blush and back away. You stood in front of each other in the middle of the corridor, both looking down at the floor. “So, what are you doing here?” It wasn’t more than a whisper but you heard it.

“How did you-”

“I saw the shadow of your feet. I didn’t know it was you. I just saw the shadow and I thought I’d check it out because it wouldn’t go away.” He entered his room, leaving the door open. You entered and closed it behind you. No one else needed to witness this, it was embarrassing enough with just the two of you. He sat on his bed and you stood there, thinking about what to say. This boy really made you nervous.

“So… I just- I wanted to apologize about how I acted in training today. I should’ve been more professional. I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable.” You looked at him, his cheeks blushing. You knew you had to comment about everybody knowing about his friend, but you couldn’t bring yourself to say anything, it’d be too much. He looked at you, holding a confused expression.

“Why are you uncomfortable? I’m so embarrassed I can’t believe I’m actually able to look at you right now.” I couldn’t help but smile, damn what a cute guy. “I actually got hard only by watching you. I’m really sorry, but shit, you’re just so hot.” The expression on your face made him blush again. Your eyes were wide by his confession, you didn’t think he would ever bring that up. “I just erm- I didn’t, you know… touch, uhm, you know, I just took a shower. A really long cold shower.” His sheepish smile made your heart melt. As weird as it sounds, that was the most romantic thing you’ve ever heard. He respected you enough to no jerk off to the thought of you.  

You couldn’t help it. You walked up to him, pulling him by the collar of his shirt, smacking your lips together. He was shocked at first, his hands high like as to say he did nothing wrong. When he realized what was happening he brought his hands to the back of your legs, pulling you to sit on his lap. Your tongues moved like you’d done this a million times, it felt like home. His hands moved to you hips, going up, settling on your lower back, under your shirt. His touch made you let a slight moan, you pulled back, feeling the need to breath.  

You rested your forehead in his, both breathing heavily. He smiled widely, looking into your eyes. You smiled back, feeling your cheeks burning a bit from your sudden burst of confidence.

“Wow.” You laughed at him. He was too cute, you just couldn’t handle. You gave him a peck in the lips, pulling back quickly and resting your head in his shoulder. “I knew you liked me too.” You could hear the grin in his tone. You slapped his arm, laughing. Apparently you did like him back.

“At least I don’t go around showing it in the middle of training. By the way, everyone knows.” You kissed his neck softly, trying to make him feel a little better with the news.  



Tell me what you think!

Have you ever realised that, Bucky and Steve will one day be deemed as "too old" to play with Lego?

Because I have.

And I am not okay.


Little Mindreader

Summary: You read minds as an avenger and while at one of Tony’s legendary parties you overhear Steve’s thoughts.

Warnings; SMUT SMUTTY SMUT and swearing obviously. ;)

Originally posted by buffybarnes

Party of the year Tony called it, but then again that’s what he called every party he hosted. And you were going to one.It wasn’t unusual for you to be seen at the avengers tower seeing as you were an avenger yourself and lived there. Your were telekinetic mind reader in fact, much like Wanda. 

You were in your designated bedroom in the tower finishing up on your hair and makeup in the large mirror that hung on the wall, you hands shook through your hair to make it look bigger while you used your power to float over your red lipstick that was sat on the other side of the room. Finishing styling your hair you reached and grabbed the lipstick that hovering in the air beside you. Putting on and taking a final look at looked damn good. You made your way down the corridor to the elevator where Sam was also waiting.

“Wow y/n, you really know how to clean up” he smirked at you, Sam was one of your closest friends in the tower.

“Why thank you sammy” the door dinged signalling it was opening and both of you stepped inside, the metal doors closing behind you.“Steve’s gonna love this”

“Love what?”

 “You dressed like this, he might even make a move tonight” He laughed elbowing your side.

“Shut up Samuel” You giggled, you were about to scold him when the doors dinged once more opening to the loud party, there was a pretty large about of people, Bucky, Wanda and Pietro playing drinking games, Thor and Tony socialising while the girls Jane, Darcy, Pepper and Nat were sat at the bar giggling. You decided to join them.

“Hey you” Nat said upon you sitting down beside her and Darcy.

“Hello ladies” you greeted everyone and ordered a beer. You talked with the girls for a while before growing a little tired of their lesbian college stories.

“I’ll talk to you later, I’m gonna go say hi to Bucky and the twins”

“Okay y/n, say hi to Steve for me” Nat winked at you as you made your way over to the pool table where Pietro, Bucky and Wanda were stood, all with pool cues and beers in hand.

“y/n!” Pietro called throwing his arms around your waist and hugging you close.

‘Damn it get off her’ the voice in your head said, it was someone’s thoughts. You always blocked them out when you were with the Avengers purely to respect their privacy but this voice was strong and annoyed. So in your tipsy state you decided to test the voice. You hugged Pietro back, giggling and burying your face in his neck.

“For godsake” it said “God she looks so good tonight” at that thought you looked up scanning the room for any sign of who’s thoughts they could belong to. That’s when you saw Steve looking straight at you and Pietro, a slight glare. Your eye contact caused him to look away, back at Sam who was talking to him. 

So, you made a conscious decision to continue listening in.

 “Hey Piet” You asked the very drunk Sokovian “wanna dance?”He grinned at you and pulled you over to where other people were dancing, you pressed your back to his chest and moved your hips in time with his.

Jesus her dancing does something to me” You heard, your eyes snapping up to meet Steve’s. You winked and he blushed. You continued to grind against Pietro until you heard “I need to cool down” and watched Steve wander through to the secluded kitchen. 

You went to join him, bobbing through the other dancing people and around the sofa and table until you reached the large open door to the kitchen. Smiling to yourself you leant against the doorframe and crossed your arms.

“Hey Steve-o” He jumped at the sound of your voice.

“Fuck she looks so beautiful in this light”

“oh hey y/n” He awkwardly smiled back at you, eyes however roaming your body. You waltzed over to him putting a little more sway in your hips. You stood close enough to see his breath pick up.“I could bend her over and fuck her into the counter right now, jesus”

“You know Steve” He gulped “The mind is a very clever thing, especially yours”

“You were listening to me?”

“Mhm” you nodded slowly, glancing at his lips that were still glazed with the vodka he was drinking. Steve thankfully took this as an invite and crashed his lips on yours, tasting the bitter alcohol your tongue swiped his bottom lip before biting down onto it  making him form a sweet sweet groan. He moves his head to attack your neck, placing wet open mouthed kisses down the length of your throat and his body pushes against yours, making your lower back hit the counter, his thoughts about what he wants to do to you were all you could hear and you could feel the heat pooling and your centre growing damp.

“Jesus y/n” He breathes into your neck. “You’re so goddamn hot” With a moan you weave your hands into his and jog out of the kitchen and to the elevator, it dinged open much like before and Steve quickly pulled you in. Once the doors closed you forcefully pull his head down to meet yours and he groans at your sudden dominance. Your lips mould together roughly clashing teeth and tongue but sending waves of pleasure down to your confined centre. Just as you feel his hand moving down between your thighs the elevator doors ding open once again, this time making you jump a little, Steve used this distraction to his advantage and threw you over his shoulder and made a light jog to his room. Your giggles turned into a loud groan though when he placed a firm hand on your ass.

 Steve made quick work of getting you to his room, through the door and onto his bed. The laid you down on your back and hovered over you. he starts a trail of kisses from behind your ear to your collarbone.

“If you don’t mind y/n, I’m going to make you cum really hard tonight” Steve hummed and you could only moan at his amazing dirty talk. Eventually after enjoying the sweet sounds you made Steve carried on placing light kisses along you collarbones only stopping to  move your top up and over your head but then letting his lips continue attack their way down your exposed stomach . While he kisses a circle around your belly button you feel his hands slip underneath you and clip off your bra. his shirt rubs against your breasts when he slides back up your body until his face is level with yours, You capture his lips in yours and he grunts in response then pushing his hips against yours. 

“Shit Steve, you’re so hard” You panted.

“y/n, have you seen yourself tonight, your pretty little ass in that pretty little skirt. Teasing me”His hand moved slowly down your belly and then slipped up the skirt Steve seemed to love so much. You take in a deep breath while he rubs slow, teasing circles over your panties. 

“fuck” you moaned “Jesus Steve just fuck me”

You felt his dick twitch in his jeans at your plea. He complies, standing and throwing off his shirt and pulling off his trousers and boxers. He lets out a sigh when he sees you removing your skirt and underwear before returning to you slipping himself between your thighs. You take this position to grind your damp heat against his length causing you both to groan as small sparks of pleasure we spews throughout your body. and Then you finally get what you crave as he suddenly pushes himself into you, drawing a loud and messy moan from you both. He doesn’t waste time and begins snapping his hips to meet yours, movingly carefully but at a quick pace at first. Then He moves and grips tightly at your hips, enough to leave bruises, the sight pain only making you feel more ecstasy and pulls them up to meet his own. The new position gave him access to a spot you’d never reached before him that had you gripping at the duvet with a groan and white knuckles. 

You’re both moaning and pressed to one and other all the while Steve runs his length into you over and over, never growing slower but bringing one hand down to harshly rub circles over your clit. The sheer ecstasy built up until it became to much and you came, your body shuddered and a whimper escaped your swollen lips. your eyes squeeze shut with the overwhelming amount of pleasure and then you notice his thrusts become more erratic, he was close too. He was watching you with heavy eyes, taking in the way you look. Your body twitches with smaller waves of pleasure as he continues to roll his body against yours. “Fuck…” he grunts as he starts moving erratically all over again, his thrust becoming more powerful. your own orgasm had been building again at the pure sight of him, his blond strands getting messy and the sweat beading on his chest so your hand runs down your body to rub circles into your clit again. 

He groans as he cums, the sensation causing your second orgasm to spread though your limbs. He drops his heavy body beside you. both still panting and skin tacky with sweat but in your blissful haze you didn’t really care.You turn your head to look at him and you both smile at each other.
“You should listen in on my thoughts more often” He laughs.

“Why? Do you think about me often?”

“All the time” He grins reaching out and pulling you into his chest, you both took a moment to get comfortable, planning on not moving for a long time a falling asleep wrapped in eachother.

A/N - I seriously love getting your feedback, just an fyi!

Adorable But Heart BreakingThings To Think About

  • Little Tony calling Jarvis and Peggy, ‘Uncle’ and 'Auntie’.
  • Peggy visiting both Steve and Bucky’s graves (obviously fake graves but she doesn’t know) at least twice a month to place new flowers and clean up rubbish left around them.
  • As Peggy’s mind starts to leave her, she calls her husband Steve many times; breaking him inside.
  • Jarvis and his wife babysitting Little Tony and constantly having to stop him from trying to invent things in their kitchen.
  • When Peggy gives birth to her first child, Angie is the God Mother.
  • Peggy and Howard attending the funerals of each member of The Howling Commandos.
  • Adult Tony visiting Peggy in the hospital without letting the other Avengers know, especially Steve because he wants his own special relationship with 'Auntie Peggy’ to stay just theirs.
  • Howard carrying Little Tony on his shoulders.
  • Jarvis being an emotional idiot at Peggy’s wedding.
  • Daniel finally getting surgery to get a mechanical leg that he can control a lot better so he can walk without his stick.
  • Steve and Bucky going to Peggy’s funeral and Tony finally reveals his close relationship by showing up and giving a speech about how remarkable she really was and how much he simply adored her for being so good to him.
  • Angie being at the funeral and crying hysterically into her hands when it’s time to say their final goodbyes and instead of throwing one single rose in with the coffin, she throws three bouquets in whilst whispering 'I’ll miss you, English’.

Ah shit.

I made myself sad.

Start A War - Steve Rogers x Reader

Requested by anon

Originally posted by slayalec

Steve pressed his lips against yours, a featherlight touch. You leaned towards him and he smiled, applying more pressing. Your lips moved in sync with his, Steve’s hands holding yours romantically.

“Get out.” You heard your dad’s voice behind you.


Steve stepped away from you, not letting go of your hand however. His cheeks had gone red but he was trying to hide it.

“Tony.” He nodded, you turned to give your dad an innocent smile but his gaze was fixed sternly on Steve.

Tony sighed, running a hand down his face. “I swear to god Rogers, if you ever hurt my daughter I will personally freeze you myself and you’ll have to adapt to the next century.”

“Understood.” Steve nodded.

Tony sighed again, “And if she winds up pregnant-”


“I swear, Steve, if you get her pregnant-”

“Nothing of the sort is happening until after marriage Tony, I promise.” Steve said, squeezing your hand gently.

Tony nodded, “It’s too early in the day for this. You kids have fun. But not too much fun or-”

“Capsicle. Got it.”

Tony left the room and you turned back to Steve.

“Hey, it could have gone worse.” You said with a shrug, “At least he didn’t start a war.”