I am Danneil John. Right now, i just want to die. I want to move to a far far away place out of people who knows me who needs me coz i don’t give a fuck to them because all i know they are just using me. Well, my life sucks really, i want to kill someone right now right here and right there, its just asdfghjkl and irritating, frustrating, stressful life i had ever and i don’t deserve this kind of shit ya know. I just want to restart again in Life really but its just the impossible, all i want is the impossible and people dont give a damn on impossible things because they dont know how to aim high and know their limits in life like wtf are you living for, well i dont know what to say or what or what im just so irritated on anything so tired of everything, well i’m 18 right now and i suffered 18 years of my life and no one ever understand me really no one gives a fuck and people even my family is using me and i feel so dumb for letting them i feel so stupid that i can just back out and move out on anything and everything i just cant decide this moment if i wanted to die or just run away but this isnt america like u can just go and drive out all away from home its the philippines yow, the fucking rusty place i don’t want ever to live in and i never ever belong to this society, i don’t know what else to say im just so fucked up and im tired of everything that i don’t deserve im tired of anything i don;t intend to do , im tired of everything, i gave all and obey my parents i never ever did something bad to make them hate me but still they treat me like shit. I dont know where would this typing will take me, i am currently so bored and angry and sad and looney and ugh. Its 9pm now and my life sucks still and will be continuing until tomorrow and the next day, weeks, months, years, decades, centuries. I don;t really care about other people’s life coz we don’t walk on the same path our selves are different, everything is not the same even we suffer in same situation but life is hard, you can;t just decide wether to be happy well im never happy at all i was chained to my fucking family for long, i havent enjoyed my teenage life, i havent experienced many stuffs at all and im so jealous of those people who can do what they want well you know i can do what i want but im just so fucking pity on this people i live in now coz they dont know shit they cant stand on their own feet even you will say people have flaws but this shit is too much too much for grown people i dont care if its not in the age of about how mature u are but look u spent and live so long than me and you cant even stand on ur own feet and cant tell ur mistakes and cant even see how much someone sacrifice and did to you!!! Like what the hell! I wish i just die in an instant but wishes don’t come true unless if u had an accident rn or u commited suicide but i dont like thinking about suicide its for cowards people who are lose on their own emotions drowned in pain and everything coz naturally noone or everyone can never understand each others, life is a movie you can never see and tell what in the characters mind, life is not a book there are chapters but same stories. I AM JUST REALLY TIRED AT ALL AND I HATE EVERYONE EVERYONE EVERYONE EVERYONE, I AM SO FUCKING DUMB FOR BEING TOO MUCH NICE TO PEOPLE AND EVEN I CAN TELL THEY ARE USING ME I AM STILL HAVING A BLIND EYE ON IT. FUCK EVERYTHING! FUCK EVERYBODY! FUCK MY LIFE AND ALL! I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO RIGHT NOW I JUST CANT CRY OR WHAT I DONT HAVE SOME FRIENDS TO TALK TO AND I JUST CANT DO ANYTHING.LIFE SUCKS WITHOUT SCHOOL. NO FRIENDS, NO FUN AT ALL.