cant live without you

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“That was an understatement.”

#the one thing that showed just how important this conversation was for them #was alec’s face right here #that raw emotion at hearing magnus laugh again #the vulnerability #the hope #’i cant live without you without your laugh #without your happiness also being mine’ 

how do I tell you that I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
how do I tell you I want to spend every next minute I get with you.
how do I tell you that I want you forever. how do I tell you that I want to be the one you wake up too everymorning thatโ€™s holding a plate of pancakes and fruit and a cup of orange juice for you.
how do I tell you that I want to kiss you and straighten your shirt collar every day as you leave for work.
how do I tell you that I want to be the one thay runs to the door and greets you with a hug and kiss as soon as you get back from work.
how do I tell you that I want to be the one the stays up late on weekends making popcorn and watching silly movies while cuddling you to sleep.
how do I tell you that I want to have the privilege of serving you homemade soup and tea in bed when you feel sick.
how do I tell you that I want to be the overly blessed girl that gets to walk down the isle wearing that pretty white dress staring at you.
how do I tell you that I want to be the mother to your crazy, insane, dorky children.
how do I tell you that I want to be the old and grey couple that never loses love for one another.

how do I tell you all of this ..

maybe I just did.

And the more I beg God to bring you back to me the more you fade away.
—  Please, I don’t think I can live without you.