cant keep fighting

yes, i can stick magnets on my arm.

but i only do it for a good cause. the letters are magnetic. repainting the arm is too much work

steve decided he wanted to draw this because the last time i did something like this there wasn’t anything to prove it had happened. (last time i painted ‘die nazi scum’ on the side of a tank which id stolen from the nazis. the 40s were a wild time my friends)

(This is for sale on redbubble, both with and without the text and red circle. A black background version is under the cut, just because it looks cool.)

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okay hear me out:

  • resident evil 7 film adaptation with an (inflation-adjusted) 80′s horror flick budget
  • no cgi permitted
  • all the special effects are done traditionally with body horror techniques used at the time (see: the fly, the thing) 
  • want some molded? better start getting creative with rubber suits pal
  • its shot with older cameras/on older film to give it that authentic feel
  • special edition includes both a dvd and a vhs tape

My Experience Meeting Jared Padalecki (again).

I had no idea what to expect this time. I didn’t even know what I wanted to say to Jared until about 10 minutes beforehand. Well, actually, I knew exactly what I wanted to do and say and I had known for months … I was just too nervous to carry it out because of my fear of being questioned about it afterwards.

I knew this year that I wanted to genuinely tell Jared how much he means to me, or at least begin to scratch the surface. I knew that I wanted to tell him how he’s helped me through a lot of shitty times with his campaign work, his openness about his mental health struggles, and simply being the compassionate person he is. I wanted to tell him that he is my light, my rock, my inspiration. Most importantly, I wanted to make a promise.

In the ‘Notes’ app on my phone, I have a note from January 29, 2017 that says, “i really really want a photo op with jared padalecki of us with our pinkies wrapped around each other’s so i’ll have a reminder for myself that i pinky promised jared padalecki to always keep fighting against my struggles with anxiety and depression.” I went to the San Francisco convention with this heavy in my heart and prominent in my mind, but I knew if I did this my family and friends would ask me to explain. I didn’t want to explain it to them because I knew they weren’t going to understand. I was afraid they’d call it dumb, pointless, a waste of money. I was scared they would tell me it doesn’t mean anything because he’s “just another superficial celebrity and doesn’t care about you.” But instead of listening to the anxious thoughts in my head, I decided to do what my heart most deeply desired.

So as I found myself in the same anxiety-provoking photo op line that I had been through one year before, I tried to prepare exactly how I wanted to voice my thoughts to Jared. The last thing I wanted to do was hold up the line and have everyone get mad at me, so I was trying to figure out how to make it quick and easy.

As the line moved along, I watched him interact with other members of the SPN Family just like me. I noticed (once again) how he seemed to tower over every single person he spoke to. I remember the girls in front of me being super nervous, not in the fangirling sort of way, but in the quiet-because-i-am-speechless-and-might-faint sort of way and an “I’m Alive” member distracting them from their nerves.

It was at this point that I started to tear up as I realized what I was about to do and I mentally kicked myself until I had my emotions under control.

I remember the door to outside was open, causing a strong draft to make its way through the room. I remember standing at the front of the line and feeling the butterflies in my stomach intensify by 100% and next thing I knew I was talking to the one person who gives me hope and makes me feel loved in this world.

He turned to me and flashed his beautiful smile to me just like he did one year prior, and instantly I felt relaxed once again. I felt calm, like this was the most normal thing in the world, and I felt happy. And out of nowhere, a small but sudden burst of confidence flowed through me and I found my voice. As I began talking he held onto both my hands and leaned down close to my face so that he could hear me over the blaring music in the room.

“I was wondering if for the photo op, we could be hugging but with our pinkies wrapped around each other because after all that I’ve been through, I want to promise you right now that I will always keep fighting,” I said.

I watched his facial features as he realized what I said; he pulled away. He bent down, looked at me in the eye and held his hand up for a high five. When our hands came in contact he interlaced his fingers with mine, as he said, “I am so proud of you.”

I smiled the biggest smile I had in months. We got into the pose, Chris took the photo, and Jared just embraced me. He hugged me tighter than I had ever been hugged before (actually, that’s debatable after the sandwich op I had with Jared and Jensen just an hour beforehand). I can’t describe his scent because I couldn’t think coherently enough in the moment to put words to it. I just remember feeling safe and comforted by it.

I said, “Thank you so much for all you’ve done because it’s helped me more than you could ever know.”

He pulled away, grabbed my hands again, and spoke to me while staring intently into my eyes, “It will get better, ok? You will be better. You just have to hang in there and keep fighting.”

“Okay,” I said, too enraptured to form any other words.

“Promise?” he asked.

I smiled, nodded, and held out my pinky again, “I pinky promise,” I said before he wrapped his pinky around mine.

I then made my way out of the room and reflected on everything that had happened, and everything I wanted to say at autographs later that night (that’s another story. a shorter story, but another story).

Now looking back, I think my only regret throughout all my encounters with Jared was that I never mentioned my name. I don’t know why but my heart just really wishes that I did.

All in all, it was the best day of my life, and my picture turned out better than I ever imagined. In that moment, Jared had all of his attention on me and listened to what I said and took it to heart. It was one of the most important moments of my life, and he made me feel like I was important to him. He made me feel loved. He made me feel like there was and there still is hope for my complete recovery. He is my reason to keep fighting. And I could never thank him enough for that.

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Are you guys all right? I just want to check on everyone (that my tag list pulled up when I did alphabetical) to make sure you were all okay. Even if I didn’t tag you I’m here for you too. I just want all my friends to be okay, even if I’ve never talked to you.


If you haven’t seen the news on net neutrality. 3/5 votes to get rid of it. It still has to go to court first but this vote is done.

Ssᴀᴍ Mʏ Wᴀʏ 

Cᴀsᴛ

Pᴀʀᴋ Sᴇᴏ Jᴏᴏɴ - Kᴏ Dᴏɴɢ Mᴀɴ
Kɪᴍ Jɪ Wᴏɴ - Cʜᴏɪ Aᴇ Rᴀ
Aʜɴ Jᴀᴇ Hᴏɴɢ - Kɪᴍ Jᴏᴏ Mᴀɴ
Sᴏɴɢ Hᴀ Yᴏᴏɴ - Bᴀᴇᴋ Sᴇᴏʟ Hᴇᴇ
Kɪᴍ Sᴜɴɢ Oʜ - Jᴀɴɢ Hᴏ
Pʏᴏ Yᴇ Jɪɴ - Yᴇ Jɪɴ
Cʜᴏɪ Wᴏᴏ Sɪᴋ - Mᴏᴏ Bɪɴ (sᴘᴇᴄɪᴀʟ ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴀɴᴄᴇ)
Kᴡᴀᴋ Dᴏɴɢ Yᴇᴏɴ - Aᴇ Rᴀ’s ᴇx ʙᴏʏғʀɪᴇɴᴅ (ᴄᴀᴍᴇᴏ)

Pʟᴏᴛ

Tʜᴇ Dʀᴀᴍᴀ ᴛᴇʟʟs ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴏʀʏ ᴏғ Kᴏ Dᴏɴɢ Mᴀɴ ᴀɴᴅ Cʜᴏɪ Aᴇ Rᴀ. Iɴ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ sᴄʜᴏᴏʟ ᴅᴀʏs, Kᴏ Dᴏɴɢ Mᴀɴ ᴛᴏᴏᴋ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ɪɴ ᴛᴀᴇᴋᴡᴏɴᴅᴏ. Nᴏᴡ, ʜᴇ ᴍᴀᴋᴇs ᴀ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ ʙʏ ᴡᴏʀᴋɪɴɢ ᴀs ᴀ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀᴀᴄᴛ ᴇᴍᴘʟᴏʏᴇᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʟsᴏ ɢᴏᴇs ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ UFC ᴛɪᴛʟᴇ. Cʜᴏɪ Aᴇ Rᴀ ʜᴏᴘᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀɴ ᴀɴɴᴏᴜɴᴄᴇʀ, ʙᴜᴛ sʜᴇ ɢᴀᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ ʜᴇʀ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ. Nᴏᴡ, sʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴋs ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ɪɴғᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴅᴇsᴋ ᴏғ ᴀ ᴅᴇᴘᴀʀᴛᴍᴇɴᴛ sᴛᴏʀᴇ.

Hᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ✌✌✌

So just a heads up for all you wonderful people, after 40+ hours of exams and (many) a few weeks of stress, I have finally returned to tumblr and will be a lot more active than before over here on both my blogs @casdean1967 and @notespeach (with new icons for the summer I AM SO PROUD) so feel free to message me or send in asks and I will reply at light speed! (also please tag me in things it makes me so happy you have no idea)

Also, can I just say thank you for all your continuing support??? When I first created my account on tumblr, I had no idea the wave of kind, loving people I would meet in the future. Thank you for being here to read this and have a lovely day. Stay strong and always keep fighting :-) 

I’m gonna tag all my followers now so..

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How do beardless Flint?? So weird..

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Don’t forget to check out the links at the top of my page, or my commissions page<3

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The Master List

The Joker

Hello Baby:

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/150820309065/hello-baby-master-list

Hello Baby-Alternative Ending

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/152058870850/hello-baby-alternate-ending

Lacey:

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/151910772880/lacey-master-list

The Regulars:

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/152866376540/the-regulars-master-list

- One Shots & Asks -

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/163875599800/joker-drabble

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/159324214830/i-got-this-request-from-amanda13parker-this-is

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/157892705385/an-this-was-an-ask-from-a-while-ago-that-the

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/156749815225/hello-first-time-requester-and-i-was-wondering

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/155771232345/soooo-what-would-mistah-j-do-for-someone-with-a

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/155682295750/joker-his-hand-placed-around-my-neck-i-was

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/151987192635/i-cant-keep-fighting-like-this

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/153146011665/13-i-love-when-youre-like-this

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/152888203810/make-me

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/152959826900/5-just-leave-please-dont-do-this

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/152984010490/3-please-stop-crying

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/153028137360/7-who-is-he

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/153130227220/11-its-ok-doll

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/154707353865/what-if-you-were-in-the-middle-of-watching-a-movie

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/155106892580/whats-hate-sex-with-joker-would-be-like-my-mind

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/154795775945/i-just-imagined-that-a-girl-in-the-jokers-crew

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/154711265425/well-since-someone-asked-what-jareds-form-of

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/154624661765/what-would-js-favorite-position-be

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/154622689205/whatre-some-of-mister-js-favorite-kinks

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/154622264335/what-would-the-joker-do-if-you-teased-him-on-a-job

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/154621665975/what-about-brunettes-since-harley-is-blonde-and

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/154620542765/how-would-the-joker-feel-about-chubby-girls

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/154620048500/do-you-think-j-would-still-have-sex-with-a-girl

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/155709129605/hey-darling-now-ive-been-looking-through-your

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/155811962335/what-brand-of-lipstick-do-you-think-the-joker

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/156384022800/ive-always-wondered-this-what-would-watching-a

- - Jared & Joker - -

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/155706065450/idk-if-you-are-taking-asks-anymore-but-could-you

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/155469582555/what-would-jaredjoker-do-to-make-it-up-to-you

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/154768243280/how-young-do-you-think-jared-joker-would-date

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/154666095600/if-youre-still-taking-jaredjoker-questions

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/155725198225/for-how-long-have-you-been-a-jaredjoker

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/155752827530/im-disabled-just-a-balance-issue-so-how-would

https://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/155753950545/if-youre-still-doing-these-questionshopefully

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jinxxedcoma  asked:

what if mark makes a new vid and he is looking scared and hes talking bout dark hes saying stuff like "dont trust dark hes coming back i cant fight him off this is the last video you will see of me.. i cant fight " he keeps twitching and he as the video go's on he seems to get more glitchy then he stops moving stares at the camera then calmly says "oh come mark im not that bad" then dark just smirks in the background the walls are covered in blood then the camera goes off (imsorrythisisweird)

*bites my fist because this is amazing and I would pay money for this to happen*

anonymous asked:

What if ( sorry this isn't the reverse Au) Like what if how angel!Ross met Harpy!Holly Was because he was getting tired of not doing his job and putting off ( like leading people to "heaven" ) And so he looks on his list to visit the person he has to help and it's her So he travels to where she is and it turns out to be the woods. She is getting attacked by werewolve hybrids and she's trying to fly but her wing is damaged And he helps her and falls for her Eep

OH my gosh, and now that i think about it, weve never discussed how Holly n Ross met so this is practically canon at this point.

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logancosner  asked:

Could you put up a master list for all the stories you have written and the order they are in? Sorry that maybe a lot to ask but I just love your stories and I never can find them 💞

http://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/150820309065/hello-baby-master-list
Here is the master list for Hello, baby.

http://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/152058870850/hello-baby-alternate-ending
Here is the alternate ending for Hello, baby.

http://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/151910772880/lacey-master-list
Here is Lacey master list.

http://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/152866376540/the-regulars-master-list
Here is The Regulars master list.

Prompts-

- http://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/151987192635/i-cant-keep-fighting-like-this

- http://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/153146011665/13-i-love-when-youre-like-this

- http://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/152888203810/make-me

- http://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/152959826900/5-just-leave-please-dont-do-this

- http://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/152984010490/3-please-stop-crying

- http://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/153028137360/7-who-is-he

- http://ashmuck.tumblr.com/post/153130227220/11-its-ok-doll

I hope you enjoy it!
 Thank you for being interested!
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