Request: can I get a sad imagine please?
Hope you like it!Xx
She’s in denial.
She cant wrap the fact that her parents are gone around her head. When she got the news, she dropped everything. Every single feeling she should have been feeling, she wasn’t feeling.
She felt numb.
Her uncle flew from New York to L.A to be with her and take care of her. She was the only child after all.
He was worried about her though.
It’s been a month and all she’s done is take showers and brush her teeth, then crawl back into bed and stare at her wall. She would decline the food and drink her uncle would offer by pushing the tray away or throwing away the food.
Her friend came by during that month.
“How is she?” She heard her friend ask her uncle. She closed her eyes, not wanting to see anyone or anyone to see her.
All she wanted was her parents.
“Hey,” she heard her friend say softly, like if he spoke any louder, she’ll break. “C'mon babe, you have to eat. "When he didn’t get a response, he sighed. "At least drink some water for me. ”
“We’re all worried about you,” he hesitated before saying, “Harry’s been asking me about you. ”
Harry and Y/N go way back since sixth grade. Been friends for a year before they decided to try the relationship thing in seventh grade. They were doing great, held hands and hugged in middle school, kissed in high school. They lasted for six years before they broke things off during their senior year all because Carly, captain of the cheerleading team decided to kiss him in front of her and Harry not doing anything about it.
They also broke up because they were arguing more than they were talking and being all lovey Dovey like they used to before their relationship went downhill.
He still didn’t get a response or a head movement, nothing.
Before he could say anything else, the main entrance door slammed open against the wall and rapid footsteps were running up the stairs before a breathless Harry appeared on the door.
He looked at her uncle and started talking to him. “How is she?”
“She won’t eat, Harry. She’s unhealthy and unresponsive. She’s getting skinnier and paler and I’m worried sick. She hasn’t even shed a tear. "Her uncle exclaimed in a whisper.
Harry looked at the girl he loves and his heart broke into little little pieces. He was there when her cousin died three years ago and it wasn’t as bad as it is now. Yeah she cried a lot when her cousin died and didn’t speak to anyone for three days, but this was different. Her parents died.
"Can I..,” he cleared his throat and blinked the tears away. “Can I have a few minutes alone with her?” He asked her friend and uncle.
They both nodded and pressed a kiss to her temple and cheek before leaving the room, closing the door behind them.
Harry took off his shoes before crawling in behind her and wrapping his arms around her. He pressed a few kisses to the back of her neck before resting his cheek on her shoulder. She grabbed his hand that was wrapped around her chest and squeezed it before the first sob came out.
And then tears and gasps and more sobs.
He pulled her closer to him if that was possible and pressed more kisses to her neck and shoulder.
“I’m right here, baby. ’M right here. I’m not going anywhere. I’ll stay here with you for as long as you need me to. ”
He cried with her and held her.
When her crying stopped and her breathing was back to normal, she turned around in his grasp and buried her face into his neck. He laid on his back and brought her on top of him so they could be more comfortable before she started speaking.
“The last thing I told them was that I hated them. "She whispered, a whimper escaping her lips. She buried her head in the crook of his neck and he pressed a hand to the back of her head, pressing a kiss to her temple. "They wouldn’t let me go to the college I wanted to go to so I told them I hated them. ”
“Oh, love,” he sighed, pressing another kiss to her temple. “I’m sure they know you didn’t mean it. They know that you love ‘em. ”
She shuffled and looked up at him with wide eyes and a pout. “Please stay with me. "She whispered.
He smiled and looked down at her and pressed a kiss to her nose. "Always stay with you no matter what, yeah? I love you,” he whispered.
She pushed herself up with her hands that rested on either side of Harry’s head and smiled down at him- a genuine smile. “I love you too. ’M sorry about Carly and how much of a h-”
“Sh,"he chuckled, "lets talk about that another time. Right now though,” he groaned when he rolled them over. He got of the bed and helped her off the bed. “We’re gonna go on a walk and then we’re gonna go eat some really juicy delicious hamburgers, yeah?”
Her smile faded and the blank look came back. She let go of Harry’s hands and sat on the edge of the bed.
“I do.. I don’t want to go anywhere, Harry. I’m not that hungry anyway. "She muttered, starting to crawl under the covers.
But he wouldn’t have that. He pulled the covers off of the bed and chucked them on the other side of the room.
“I’m not going to let you starve yourself. ”
“Yes you are! You’re skinny as a twig!”
“Does it make you love me less?”
“Wha…love, I’m just worried about you.”
She scoffed. “Great, the one person who I thought wouldn’t pity me, pities me. ”
“I never said anything about pitying you! My god…”
“Well, come back to me when your parents die and see if you want me to pity you!”
“Love, please just… can you at least come downstairs so you can eat?”
“I can’t harry. I just can’t. "She whispered, tears clouding her vision.
He sighed and sat next to her and grabbed her hand. "Why not?”
She looked at him. “Anywhere I go in this house, it’ll remind me of my parents. I don’t want to see them in pictures. I want them back, Harry. It’s been a month and I thought I’d get better, but I’m not. I.. I miss them. It’s like,” she clutched her chest and gasped for air. “It’s like part of me left. I didn’t think that the last time I saw them would be the last time cause you never think the last time is the last time. You think there will be more. You think you have forever, but you don’t. ”
He brought her temple to his lips and pressed a hard kiss, letting a few tears slip down his cheeks.
“I don’t want to feel this way anymore, Harry. Please take the pain away, just make it stop. Please. "She sobbed, clutching her chest.
He let out a sob and closed his eyes tightly. "I would in a millisecond, Y/N. ” he whispered against her temple. “But I can’t and I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I can’t take away your pain. ”
Suddenly, she stood up and walked out of her room and down the stairs where her friend and uncle were. She walked past them and to the small hallway where there are family pictures before taking one of the wall and letting out a small sob before smashing it to the floor.
And she continued to do that until she reached the photos that were by the stairs. She lifted one up, but an arm stopped her and pried it out of her hands.
“Stop, don’t do that. "He whispered.
"The family in those pictures don’t exist anymore, Harry. It’s gone. They’re gone. I lost everything that mattered to me! I lost my cousin, I lost you and now my parents! They’re gone!”
He’s never seen her so..damaged and fragile and he wishes he could do something, but he can’t. All he can do is hold her until she’s calmed down and fell asleep in his arms.
He carried her to her room and laid her down before crawling in with her. He pressed a kiss to her shoulder and wrapped his arms around her.
“I’m right here. Not going anywhere. Didn’t lose me. ”
“Please don’t leave,” he heard her mumble tiredly. He grabbed her hand and brought it up his lips and pressed a kiss to her knuckles.