cant decide if i like it yet

so i just had a really sad but also happy thought. what if one day harry comes home from a really horrible mission and fumbles with his key so he can get in to see draco and hug him but he’s really, really shaking. There’s a metallic clang as it slips through his fingers and falls to the floor and he sinks with it; his legs are refusing to hold him up for any longer. 

He sits there for like half an hour? then his body collapses, dry sobs rattling his whole frame and he doesn’t even glance up when the door opens and a shocked draco rushes to kneel in front of him and hold him while harry tries to limit the shivers that rush through him as he recalls the churning that ran through his body as he lay in wait for yet another bastard that wanted him dead. 

Draco strokes the back of his neck and traces soothing patterns on the back of Harry’s hand until at last, Harry inhales heavily and looks up at Draco. There are fresh tears in his eyes as he whispers: “i was so fucking scared draco, i was terrified”. He leans into him, clutching at draco’s shirt like it was a lifeline. 

And that’s when draco decides he cant take this anymore. Harry is brave and kind and selfless and so full of love and he doesn’t deserve to ever feel scared again. “Why don’t you quit?” 

“I cant, can I? It’s not all over yet.” Harry’s voice breaks as he lets out the pain that he feels each day as he enters a battlefield or a building filled with people who just either expect too much or want there to be a hole where Harry Potter once existed. 

Draco takes both Harry’s hands and cradles them like they are the most precious thing to both of them. He lets one finger run round the wedding ring on Harry’s fourth finger. 

“Harry, you’re brave and strong and wonderful, but these people you say you’re fighting for, you’ve done your part for them now. You’ve been saving them for years and years. You don’t owe anyone anything Harry, except yourself. You aren’t getting to live anymore, you work and work and at work all you seem to do is have to listen to more reasons people want you dead. I love you so much, and it.., it breaks my heart to have to see you like this. Please don’t stay there if its not what you really want. No one will think any less of you, and I.. I just want you to be happy and safe, with me, for as long as forever will let me.” 

A small smile turns up the corners of Harry’s mouth. His eyes are glistening, but there’s a small glimmer of hope that’s buried itself in there now. 

“I think I need to owl Mcgonagall back about that teaching position.”

sorry i haven’t been drawing as much, its probably because i foolishly bought another copy of animal crossing to make a faerie-themed town

if you think i havent laid in bed staring at my ceiling coming up with Dungeons and Dragons hijinks for the ygo Squad youre dead wrong

anonymous asked:

IT IS 5:14 AM AND I HAVE NOT SLEPT YET BUT I CERTQINLY CANT NOW AFT R THAT SELDIE WHAT THW FUXK

none of us are ever sleeping again just in case he decides to drop another selfie like that out of nowhere

Homestuck fanfics

Just gonna post & link some of the HS fanfics I like (Mainly Stridercest) :3

Stridercest/ Alpha Stridercest:

StriderClan: A collection of Stridercest fanfics (rating from fluff to smut) that includes: Dave Strider, Dirk Strider, Bro Strider, D Strider (Alpha Dave)

The Morning After (Not the pill, you dunce - the apocalypse): Dirk Strider/ Dave Strider (Rating mature) Zombie au, twin Strider’s.

Will You Hear Me: Bro Strider/ Dave Strider (Rating mature) Cant really describe this one…. you just have to read it.

Prodigy : Alpha Dave Strider/ Dirk Strider (Rating Teen and up) THE BEST ALPHA STRIDERCEST I HAVE SEEN YET!!! <3

Drunken Mishaps: Bro Strider/ Dave Strider (Rating explicit) I just love this one~ <3

Heat: Bro Strider/ Dave Strider (Rating explicit) Omegaverse~!

The Cat of the House: Bro Strider/ Dave Strider (Rating explicit) Bro Likes cats. Dave decides to tease him about it.


Other Pairings:

Somewhere I Belong: Dad/Dave Strider (Really cute, just fluffyness <3) Neko Dave.

Oh, I Miss the Kiss of Treachery: Dave Strider/ Karkat Vantas (Rating explicit) Beta kids are in a band, Karkat is a fanboy. Human au.   

Youtube is Not a Dating Website: Sollux Captor/ Aradia Megido (Rating mature) Adorakable.

Growing Up Without You: Cronus Ampora/ Kankri Vantas (Rating mature) childhood friends, human au.

Blackeyed: Mituna Captor/ Kurloz Makara, Sollux Captor/ Gamzee Makara, Helmsman/ GHB (Rating Teen and up) Love love love love love <3

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KICKS DOWN UR DOOR ITS TIME FOR A BATTLE OF THE BANDS AU KIDDOS

  • those are the album covers^^
  • transgirl shay on drums, gay af allura on guitar/lead vocals and bassist nyma are a kickass girl punk group, widely known and revered, theyve got a really in-your-face and intense set list and its INVIGORATING…………theyre all Tall and Intimidating
  • vocalist/bassist lance SHREDDING GUITARIST HUNK and terrifying drum gremlin pidge are just getting noticed, theyre like if weezer and the wombats had a baby. they just want the audience to have a good time!!
  • HIGH SCHOOL BATTLE OF THE BANDS CONTEST 
  • everyones head to head, with tons of other bands from across the state
  • hunk and shay are like oh hi :))))) you seem friendly and cool
  • lance: HUNK WHY ARE YOU FRATERNIZING WITH THE ENEMY
  • shiro is a talent scout, keith is a singer for this Angsty Band from a town no ones ever heard of, lance is like target acquired 
  • they fight of course and yet
  • “ugh i hate that keith guy what a dick amirite hunk” “whats that on your arm?” “his number, gimme five dude i totally scored”
  • i cant decide who would win the battle so everyones a winner ok

i feel like theyve fucked qrow over in terms of sympathy bc u know theres gunna be a point where bad shit happens/has happened and hes gunna blame himself and someone else is gunna be “dont blame yourself!” but like. it will be his fault. its an uncontrollable passive ability that cant be turned off yet qrow still like. decided to put others in danger. he couldnt even be bothered to sit down for 5 minutes and explain anything to rnjr until he had to yet he opts to spend ~6 hours a day teaching middle school 

i have to wonder why a deadly, sink or swim tribe wouldnt have just straight up killed him as a child for being a liability 

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mAN OK i haven’t even decided on a proper name for this thing yet, and i initially only wanted to do it for comic practice before starting on more personal projects, but im actually feeling pretty excited to get started on this??? 0′’’:

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courtney watches skam (4/?)

  • isak is such a bad liar and eva ate it all up lmao 
  • vilde passed the fuck out
  • now she’s puking to choir music what a scene honestly 
  • now all the girls are cuddling how cute 
  • havent decide if i like william yet or not hmmm
  • (ps I LOVE VILDE NOW. I find her character to be the most relatable for me)
  • that breakup was really bittersweet aww
  • NOORA YOU CANT JUST GO THROUGH PEOPLES INTERNET TABS LIKE THAT. YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO JUST BE CALLING VILDE. 
  • anyway, on to season 2

@astroidia asked abt my ocs and my heart melted and i feel bad cause i didnt reply w a real answer so imma throw this trash together,,,srry if it gets long im on mobile and cant put a readmore rip and srry fr makin u wait lmao. also @aestheticrobo this is up ur alley maybe

so basically the story takes place in the 17th-18th century (i cant decide on a year specifically YET,,,,but,,,,,,,,soon ill be less indecisive. its in a fictional country called rida and kinda goes all over the place but mainly focuses on the capital new brittania. theres steampunk-like technology and guns and whatev but there are castles and magic and armor and dragons and all that cool stuff. esp magic. thats like. a super major thing. its a island-country (is that what its called??) aka its surrounded by water and isnt next to any other countries so i dont gotta explain where on a world map it would be lmao. the county is like a mix of all the world p much. forests, lakes, deserts, a few tundras and mountain ranges whatever u can think of. this is such a vague idea on what its like im s rry BUT

now imma try and name every major oc and like a mini description wish me luck

- anne smythe moreau: leader of the First Rebellion™. has a big burn scar on her face and a badass fox mask and just. a general fox theme. dresses like a pirate and sails sometimes but uses a warhammer and a musket. shes the second queen of new brittania after her evil bro

- nevrakis parle moreau: aforementioned evil brother to anne. was first king and exiled anne bc she got mad at him for doin typical evil tyrant stuff like executing ppl for dumb stuff. ykno. killed by anne (rip) and has a son ill mention in a sec

- dih-jein beck macphearson: her name is super long and stupid but i swear shes cool. first magician character and Loves Setting Things On Fire. has a pet owl but not till like. years after shes done mattering to anyone. she missing a Leggy and a eye and likes telling ppl she lost them fighting a dragon tho everyone calls bullshit. Really Fucking Gay for tia too. a REALLY SALTY BITCH but sometimes nice to ppl and a surprisingly good mom. also in that rebellion of annes

- tia maria kingsmen: big german mom. i drew her check my #my art tag and youll see her shes the cute one in armor. super gay for dih. also a really good surgeon. like she chopped her wifes leg off cause she Had To imagine that shit. will break ur sternum w her index finger bc Buff Mom. also a lil chub. chub buff. basically opposite to dih whos way more modest and skinny as a fuckin stick. spoiler she dies tho srry lmao. aaalso in the rebellion

- gabriella lea macphearson: notice how i called dih and tia moms?? meet their kiddo. obs adopted being as she has. 2 moms but still as Fuckin Out There as her moms. lowkey a hoe. works at a library and has burn scars all over her arm kinda like annes scars. sexy ass blonde hair that makes me fuckin swoon. i love her. chub. shes too perfect what have i done to her. fun fact: her name was gonna be gabrielle at first which means heroine. literal goddess

- lewther alix moreau: oh god i hate this guy. nevrakis’ son. hes so terrible. literally a cannibal. killed like 2 ppl on this list. “”“dating”“” gab until HE KILLED HER. someone stop this cunt. becomes king at some point and fucks everything up i hate him sm. why does he exist. OH YEAH ALSO I GUESS I SHOULD SAY HES A MAGICIAN. rather than fire magic like dih he has transformative magic which basically he can turn into a dragon that spits acid. he also keeps some dragony quirks as a person like claws and fangs and acid drool etc etc

- jones riley macphearson: beautiful boy. kills lew. anxiety kid. i love him. he does nothing wrong. hes a magician too and uses ice magic. has a ice lion. also can turn into a dragon. Beautiful Perfect Boy. he can do nothing wrong. maybe a little wrong. but not wrong wrong. also gab (and lews but shh we dont speak of that) son. bless this poor poor kids heart. save him.

THOSE WERE JUST THE MAJOR OCS. I ONLY HAVE LIKE. 150+ AND COUNTING OTHER ONES H AHA
also are u noticing a pattern between the moreaus and macphearsons just constantly fucking eachothers like up. i did

anonymous asked:

HI a person who identifies as a transmale, i had come out to a few friends and told them the name i prefer. They are kinda close friends who know my family is very transphobic so i asked them not to tell anyone else. These friends call me by my birth name and only one call me by my name. They kinda act like i never told them anything and treat me the same before coming out calling me girl, her/she. It kinda makes me feel like i cant be the guy i see myself as and lately been doubting myself.

Hello anon

Mod Sam here, Tumblr decided that it didnt need to post my response to this question because why not. So bare with me if the answer is sub par
So I’ve actually been in a similar situation I came out to my cousins But I told them not to tell their parents cuz I wasn’t ready yet. So they only ever called me Sam if we were 100% alone and I reminded them
Its really hard for people to make a switch up on a dime for something like a name, because we as humans love patterns, And breaking the pattern is kinda hard
So I dont think they are doing it on purpose, just that they don’t want to out you. I suggest talking to them about it.
Good luck anon, I hope that helped

-mod Sam

birthdays. kylo ren x reader

A/N: Moony’s actual first fanfiction for this blog c: also i actually like how this came out? eh it’s probably bc i’m #1 kylo trash- soo
Pairing: Kylo Ren x Reader
Warnings: i don’t really see any
Words: 731
Request: “ Can you do a oneshot where it’s the readers birthday? I cant decide if Poe, Boba, Hux, or Kylo would be best in it so you can surprise me, and if you cant im alright with that ^,^”

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Week 1: Expression Head Shots

i’ve decided to start a little personal project, where each sunday i’ll post some raichi fanart. its basically a way for me to contribute to his tag on a regular basis, because i love my son.

jedicuties  asked:

in college foggy once got too drunk and thought "hey wouldnt it be fun if i moved everything two inches to the right" and matt was so angry both bc it was a shitty thing to do but also because he had to pretend to walk into corners and trip over stuff until foggy realised what hed done and moved shit back so when foggy finally figured out the daredevil thing they were SO MAD at each other and after much yelling and reconciliation via pancakes&kisses agreed to never talk of that incident again

OH MY GODDDD

I LOVE IT

MATT HAVING TO PRETEND TO BE CLUMSY AND SPORTING UNNECESSARY BRUISES ON HIS SHINS FOR WEEKS

MATT BEING CONSTANTLY GRUMPY AND GRUMBLY AND IN A GENERALLY FOUL MOOD UNTIL FOGGY FIXES IT BECAUSE WTF FOGGY THAT IS SUCH A DICK THING TO DO TO ANYONE LET ALONE YOUR BLIND BEST FRIEND

FOGGY BEING SO EARNESTLY DISTRESSED WHEN HE REALIZES WHAT HE DID AND BEING LIKE !!!!!!!!!! MUST FIX

FOGGY TRYING TO MAKE IT UP TO MATT IN INCREASINGLY NUMEROUS AND RIDICULOUS WAYS UNTIL MATT’S FINALLY LIKE OKAY FOGGY I FORGIVE YOU STOP LEAVING BAKED GOODS ON MY BED ITS GETTING CRUMBS EVERYWHERE

FOGGY BEING SO MAD WHEN HE FINDS OUT ABOUT MATTS SPIDEYSENSES BECAUSE WHAT THE FUCK MATT I BOUGHT YOU LIKE THE ENTIRE DESSERT SECTION FROM THE CAMPUS CAFE I CANT BELIEVE I DID THAT FOR NOTHING

wait but imagine matt doing something to piss off/irritate foggy(like using his Super Special Spidey Senses™ to invade his privacy or something? or like matt gets hurt while out one night for really unnecessary reasons and foggy is really upset because goddammit matt you almost died) and foggy decides to get back at him by ‘conspiring’ with Karen to prank him WITH THIS EXACT PRANK BUT AT THE OFFICE. AND THEN MATT HAS TO PRETEND TO BUMP INTO SHIT ALL OVER AGAIN BECAUSE KAREN DOESNT KNOW(yet) AND HES JUST LIKE GOD DAMMIT FOGGY AND FOGGY IS JUST THE SMUGGEST LITTLE AVOCADO IN ALL OF HELL’S KITCHEN THAT DAY 

(Matt gets to have his revenge later that night. Foggy’s still pretty sure he still won)

anonymous asked:

Sorry, but did you decide anything for Jack Walsh yet? I can't remember if he has a ghoul grumps form or not

@keenveins talked to me about pepperjack in the au alot and eventually I settled for having Jack be a werewolf I just forgot to make a post about it u_u Sorry if that confused some peeps :<

the thought of both jacks being exasperated with people. Like “ No, its not ‘basically the same thing’ there are very real differences between both breeds.”

“No, I dont howl at the moon, Mark, thats a werewolf thing.”

“No, I cant just eat that Vernon, Im a werewolf not a dog, bud.”

Title: Stay

Notes: So I’m really fuckin’ tired but I can’t fall asleep for whatever reason. And I really miss my Rehab AU (would link it but cant, I’m on mobile with my ass in bed), so I decided to do a quick little drabble for it. It’s a little bittersweet and a tad angsty and also zero percent proofread but eh, have it anyway.

Now I’m gonna go back to failing miserably at trying to fall asleep (seriously I’m dead tired yet I can’t sleep at ALL).

******

“Jack, you have really got to stop breaking your arm like this–”

“Look, Rhysie, I’m rich as shit, I’ll break it as much as I damn well want to.”

Rhys had no qualms throwing a scowl his patient’s way, upper lip twisting into a curve of disappointment that somehow managed to double as annoyance. Jack simply smirked and gave a quick and bouncy shrug of his shoulders as he offered his mechanical arm out to Rhys.

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“Uh… May I help you?” The teen questions, canting his head to the side, the moment the person(s) sat at the same table he was at. The male seemed confused about where he was in general, seeming to have been lost on yet another supply run, and took a wrong turn away from Shibuya.. Luckily, he had found a city that wasn’t desolate, and had decided to stay in one of the local restaurants in order to get his bearings, and make his way to somewhere for supplies, and then hopefully home..

Fuck You Like A Thunerbird

REAL LIFE :
COUPLE : Thomas Sangster x reader
RATING : SMUT
REQUESTS :

Anonymous said : Tbs smut birthday sex

Anonymous said : can you do a thomas sangster smut fic were the reader dose some thing bad and thomas punishes her and can it have the daddy and spanking kink thanks :)

Anonymous : could you do a role play sangster imagine where they dress up like different things for sex :)

WRITERS NOTES :i made all three together just because it worked and killed 3 birds with the same stone

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