ive had. this picture saved since i had like 200 followers n i have just over 500 so now seems like a good time 2 use it! thank u for following an idiot like me 💛💗❤️️💗💛
danielle. the fact u still put up with me after 5? Years is a miracle. like really i would have ditched my own ass by now but ur still here n put up with my shit so im really grateful n thankful. u are the yoongi 2 my hobi & i hope that one day……… One Day we can go 2 a bts concert together. and disneyland. maybe even both at the same time. i rlly love n appreciate u so! Much! So thank u, again. for putting up with me for so long. 💖💛💗
the day i made a post abt a group chat was the day i met one of the most amazing people and made one of the best friends. i am so happy u replied 2 my post when nobody else did n honestly!! I love u so much. the mingyu 2 my seokmin. the the jiho 2 my jine. the lisa 2 my rose. the renjun 2 my jisung. i could literally go on forever but! none of them will ever compare 2 my favourite aries in the entire world (u). i also. cant believe its been like 6 months when it feels like ive known u for like. 6 years. but i am blessed™ to have u in my life & i cant wait! for the day we get 2 hang out n laugh at the most ridiculous things together, like a measuring table 💛❤️️💛
the yuta 2 my doyoung ! We roast each other n argue about literally everything but i love u so much!! i feel like we have been friends for Literally Years and honestly i feel like some of the most meaningful friendships r ones where u can roast each other 2 no end but still know that u love each other at the end of the day. n i really do love u. u should probably screencap this because its the only time im gonna admit that. thank u for being a great friend n an even greater roasting partner ❣️💛💘
my Favourite svt stan! i honestly…. have no idea how we started talking but my gOD Do i love u. u are so! Cute and the day i met u my life got brighter, and not just because of the beautiful puppy pics i receive. you are such a ray of sunshine and i rlly can’t imagine what life would be like without talking 2 u daily. u rlly cheer me up and gosh darn i just !!! Really Love u. 💗💛❤️️
I LITERALLY! Can’t remember when we started talking but i know u were like. one of the first people i followed n honestly!! Where would i be without u. u were one of the first friends i made on here n BOY! does that seem like it was a long time ago even though it wasn’t. u are one of the funniest ppl i know and ur love for Seokjin really gives me life. it is so pure!! U are so pure!! i know (think) you’re on holiday at the moment so i hope you’re having an amazing time!! But when u get back i hope u see this and know that wow i really adore u! 💖💘💛
Harry in the scene Gil says Mal didn't want Uma in her group tho! Uma looks annoyed but Harry looks legit pissed off. THISISTOOCUTETOME. In the books, we learn the extent of Mal's bullying of Uma (throwing shrimp on her, getting everyone on the Isle to call her shrimpy, throwing parties when Uma's birthday was so no one would go to Uma's) and he remembers that time since Uma/Harry have been friends since they were little and how she felt so he's mad on her behalf and protective of her. I cant.
I know! I honestly can’t believe how much I ship them! I mean Disney Channel hasn’t interested me in years and now I’m a dumpster fire for these two lol but just these two
you kept still on the ground as it hurt too much to move. more and more blood poured out from your wounds and you vision got a little darker with every passing second. tyler really did a number on you this time.
you dont know how long you were there as time seemed to stop in you last seconds. you were going to die alone and you were scared and wanted to cry, yet at the same time..you accepted your fate and kept stoic.
you pushed the flashbacks you were having away and focused on keeping your self calm. you didnt want to think of the what ifs and could have beens. you just wanted to die. you didnt want to think of jason, nor dick or any of the wayne family that had done so much for you. you didnt want to think of jasons glowing eyes his smile that made your knees weak. you didnt want to think of the butterflies you got when ever he was near you or touched you. no, you couldnt think of that. not now.
you started coughing. with every cough that raked through your body you could feel your self getting weaker and weaker. the inevitable darkness was coming faster. your pulse got slower and slower untill eventually it stopped. but just before the darkness took over completely, one memory popped up. one of just the other day. the reason youre where you are right now.
it was just another day to you. you went home, tyler beat you a bit then thew you out. what was wrong about it was the fact that at the exact time you were thrown out, jason was coming over to see you. of course you forgot about that until you stood up and saw him with tears in his eye. tears of anger.
“how long has this been going on?”
“jason its no-” you didnt have time to finish before he spoke again.
“how long has this been going on, y/n?”
tears filled your eyes as you looked down in shame. you could hardly manage a whisper. “the whole time…”
he came and picked you up and quickly ran back to his bike, some how managing to safely drive back to the manor in record breaking time all while holding you in his arms. you dont really remember what happened net. you just remember being placed in a bed and hearing lots of yelling.
then there was just silence. as if every one walked off the face of the earth. so you just stayed put in the bed which you figured was jasons old one. you huddled in the fetal position and cried. you just cried till you could no more. you cried for the pain you were in, you cried for the other because you never wanted to drag anyone into this mess. you scared and had no idea what was going to come next. you cried yourself to sleep.
when you woke up, jason was sitting on the edge of the bed, holding your hand. he didnt notice that you opened your eyes as he spoke.
“i cant believe i let this happen to you…i cant believe i left you alone with that monster for 2 years. i cant believe i never noticed how every time some one raises their voice you flinch…or how skinny youve gotten. ive failed you. youre my one true love and i let you down…”
“its not your fault…” your small fragile voice scared him. “do you really love me tho” you could feel your tears well in your eyes as you spoke.
“more than anything.” with that you sat up and brought your lips to his and kissed him with every bit of love in your body. and he kissed you right back.
as the memory faded from your mind…you faded from this world and were consumed by total darkness.
You woke up in a bed that you did not remember. In the arms of a man you never have seen before. And the only thing you could do was to scream. Really loud. Which alarmed the sleeping man. He jumped of the bed and looked ready to fight. After he realised nothing was going to attack him he turned to me and asked “Hey you alright something happend?” But you just could not speak. You were to shocked. It seems that he knew exactly who you were. You tried to remembere where you were yesterday. If you were out with friends. But that still would not explain why you were here. Your friends would never have let you go with a stranger. With the time passing the handsome man just grew more worried and tried to came closer to you but you just moved back. You could have sworn you saw some hurt in his eyes but it was gone to fast to be sure. “Who are you?”, you finally asked. “Hahah thats funny Y/N. You scared me. I thought something happend to you.” “I am not joking. Who ARE you? And why do you know me?” “Y/N you KNOW me too. We are togehter since 2 years. We live togehter. And you predenting not to know me is not funny.” “But I am not pretending. I do not know you. And I am sure I have never seen you in my life before. I want to call my friends so they can pick me up. I can not believe I went with a stranger.” “But I am not a stranger. And your friends can not pick you up that easily. Because we are in Hawaii and your friends are still in New York. They were here last week to visit you. You should know.” “What should I do in Hawaii. I hate hot weather and everything that has to do with it.” “Okay I have enough of this. Put some clothes on. We are going to the hosptial. When you acctually can not remembere a thing about me. There needs to be something with your brain and we need to get that fixed.” He was clearly frustraded with me but I cant believe he just made me seem insane. “Are you calling me mad? You really think I should believe you that I was in a 2 year relationship with you and cannot remembere a thing? Just like that? It seems highly impossible. But FINE I am going to proof to you that everything is fine with me. And that you are the one with brain issues.” With that I stood up from the bed and tried to find my clothes. They guy must have noticed my irritation and pointed to a door. “Thats the bathroom. Your clothes are inside.” Quiet ashamed I walked over and said “Thank you…. ahmm what was your name again?” “My name was Steve. Steve McGarrett.” “Ah yes right …. Steve. Thanks Steve.” “You´re welcome.”
Just half a hour later we were sitting in the waiting room of the Hawaiin hospital. I still could not believe that I was really in Hawaii. The last thing I remembere I was in New York with my friends and told them about my visit back to Germany and how my family has been. I need to call them. I need to know what has happend in the last two years. I just could not deny that is was infact 2017 and not 2015. I mean the papers and the TV AND the radio would not lie.
Hey *wave* I hope you liked Part 1. To know if I should contiune writing a like would be kind. Until my next imagine or Part 2 of this Goodbye :) <3
Okay I have two very importante things to share with you guys:
First, my humble litlle Makoharu sideblog finally hit 2,000 followers!!! I seriously have no idea how this happened but I’ve had this blog for about 4 years and so all I can say is dayum I cant believe I’ve dedicated this much time of my life to an anime and two stupid boys who literally destroy my heart every time I see them <3
I’m moving to Florida because this girl is going to Walt Disney World for the Disney College Program!! I’m accepted for the Spring Advantage 2018 program and i’m SO FUCKING EXCITED BECAUSE IM WORKING IN ATTRACTIONS WHICH CAN HOPEFULLY BE SUPER RELEVANT TO MY USELESS THEATRE DEGREE WEHEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
So yeah life is a little crazy rn which is why I haven’t been active much but I just want you all to know that I love and appreciate every single one of you and I really hope you always feel like you can talk to me or scream about MH with me whenever you want/need to <3
Anywayyyy, I want to do something fun for you guys so I’m thinking I’m going to open up drabble requests for a few days and work on them as time allows. Can’t promise I’ll get to them all but I haven’t done them in a while so if you have any prompts I’d love to hear them!! Thanks for sticking around and may MH live on in your hearts and souls as they do in mine ayeeeee
Hi! I'm here to say...That there's something about BTS that feels so special. I don't know why but i constantly belive in their relationships. I do know that a lot of things exaggerated on TV and we don't know about them so much. They are actually not an a innocents boys and have their own flaws. But when i look on them together i just cant help but love them.(1)
Maybe it’s because together they’ve been go through so much thing and i personally believe that it can make people closer (even if not THAT close). And actually in past two years they became somewhat more open or it’s better to say more peaceful, like they’re get rid of their past problems and insecurities and anger.(2)
I know that there can be a lot of reasons for thath but i sure that all the members and ARMY’s support take a role in it. It’s more like they not just work together (i know that they’re live together but i hope you get that i want to say xDD). And exactly i’m not tell that because i just love them. It’s THAT feeling that make me LOVE them SO much.(3)
I do love other groups too but that special feeling it’s only with BTS for some reason. Well, actually, i was about to ask you’re opinion on their relationship but it’s turn out to be a huge confession to them (◕‿‿◕｡) (4)
Hey, anon! Your love for them is so cute. :) I wish they could read what you wrote, it’d definitely warm up their hearts.
As to what I think. Like I’ve said before I think they’re close too, even if sometimes in different ways that they show. They certainly grew closer as time went by ‘cause it’s obvious with some of them how they had to act differently when they weren’t so (like Jimin and Taehyung actually fighting in the beginning during predebut, Yoongi and Jungkook being so awkward together, etc). Nowadays they all seem to respect each other quite nicely, and that shows. So I do think they’re close, but… This is the only thing that bothers me about what you said: “there’s something about BTS that feels so special”, as if they were the only group that is that close. I don’t know you or how long you’ve been into Kpop, but there’s so many groups with such strong bonds as well. Sometimes even stronger, if you take in consideration what they had to go through… Like. Bangtan is definitely close but while their path had some troubles, some other groups had such harder times. I don’t know if you know much about them but take 2NE1 as an example. The four girls went through so much, YG himself bullied them constanly talking about their looks, they were judged by netizens even when doing nothing, they went through scandals that could’ve definitely make them hate each other - but they fought hard together and kept promoting until they were separated in such an unfair way that all kpop fans were shook. Even when 2014 happened to Bom, the day after they weren’t allowed to cancel and had a performance without her… They were publicly forced to perform without their friend and it shows how unhappy they are with it during the performance. All girls wore a piece of clothing from Bom’s stage costume that night and CL added different lyrics referring to her as well. I mean?? And to this day they’re close, they keep on supporting each other even after they were forced to disband. Shinee guys hated each other during debut lol but nowadays are one of the closest groups ever, they’re constantly seem together even during off days. Shinhwa members have chosen to stick together over money more than once! Heck, JYJ were so close that they stood up against the biggest entertainment company in their country. So yeah. I love Bangtan and will strongly defend them if necessary but don’t think they’re the only ones that can show such great bonds. You’re definitely allowed to like only them, it’s obviously ok to not stan other groups or not know much about them - you choose how you consume it. You’re being biased because you love them and that’s fine. But to say they’re the only one that feels special… That’s kinda mean. I’m sure you didn’t intend it that way, though. But I’d feel bad if I didn’t say anything about it. I’m rambling a lot today and I blame the universe since Sun and Mercury are currently in Gemini. lol
heya its me again! (lol changed my picture) by the way how did you learn about art and when did you start it? ( sorry if someone else already asked this and can we be friends man?)
Theres not a lotta story behind it but its p. ironic. Back when i was an even shorter gremlin with an afro far too big for me head, i liked to watch a LOT of cartoons and television. My parents thought “WOW THIS CANT BE GOOD FOR OUR CHILD” because they’re good parents and that is exactly what a parent should say when their child is watching a minimum of 15 hours of cartoons when theyre like 5 years old.
And so they unplugged the TV in the room thinking that it would force me to go outside….
2 inch tall babby Kitty thought “WOW I CANT BELIEVE MY PARENTS WOULD DO SUCH A RUDE THING IM GONNA DRAW MY OWN CARTOONS OUT OF SALTY SPITE AND STICK EM ON THE TV LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED”
and so i did.
I stuck my toddler drawings all over the TV, then the walls, then my room walls, then on the fridge, the microwave, tbh anywhere i could. It wasn’t until someone told me in middle school that I was good enough to illustrate a book (which i did!) that I decided to do this art thing professionally!
tl;dr, babby kitty was a spiteful and petty gremlin child and used that salt to become the kitty she is today
aelin : party animal. lost her clothes halfway through the night and started to strut around in rowan’s shirt. rowan had to follow her and snarl every time fenrys gawked at aelin’s bare legs. bare goddess™ legs. will dance to any music or no music at all. drunk™ my g od she is so drunk™ 3…2…1 “hAPPY NEW YEARS MY BUZZIE BUZZARD” giving rowan the sloppiest kiss ever, then goes back to dancing on the table.
rowan : sighing, sighing, sighing. babysitter™ everyone is drunk™, but he has to keep following aelin around. snarls every time fenrys stares at her backside. really testing his luck, that one. go d he thought christmas was bad, he hates new years more. and believe me, he hated christmas. 3…2..1 “happy new years, fireheart”
aedion : created the bump and grind. showing his bi™ side. “stop dancing with my cadre, aedion!” “live a little, aelin!” mr. twerk fest. even did a bit of belly dancing and body shots™ cant wait for this year to end. he’s waited long enough. 3…2…1 “lysANDR-” “oh there you are. gimme kissy”
lysandra : playing board games with evangeline. keeping her away from the booze. spiked her apple juice. smiling and watching everyone making a fool of themselves. took them to church when she danced that one time and left them all speechless. 3….2…1 “aedion i’m right here” . “happy new years, you drunk rat”
dorian : dirty dancing™ with aelin. aye, aye, aye, back it up, two shots now y’all. one thrust this time, two thrusts this time, twerk-twerk real slow. somewhere between his fifth shot and his twentieth shot, dorian ended up being the stripper. “girl i love it how you move it like dis” aye, aye, ayeee. dorian got turnt. 3…2…1 “manny!”
manon : halfway between glaring at dorian and ripping aelin to shreds, but also just shaking her head. sighing and watching dorian. low key she was kind of enjoying the show. but you cant prove anything. not a thing. 3…2…1 “don’t call me manny”
chaol : “AELIN! DORIAN! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? Nesryn, wonderful to see you dear. Bed EMPTY! No NOTES! Booze and clothes gone! You could have died! You could have been seen! Of course, I don’t blame you, Nesryn dear” furiously rubbing his temples. he’s so embarrassed that he knows these two. “killjoy!” “yOU’RE IN YOUR BRA” 3…2..1… “where is nesryn?”
nesryn : “y'all some white trash”™ “this is so embarrassing” “calm your white self down im laughing” “i have so many white frens™ bye” “cant one of you just be normal?” @11:59 “Y'all im out bye ha” 3…2…1 [cricket noises].
fenrys : fabulous fenrys™ aka magic mike 2.0. break it down. literally. he broke the table because he was dancing on it. taught elide how to twerk. “fenrys, stop it!” “my body too bootylicious for you, babe!” did belly dancing with aedion. 3…2…1 “WILDTHING!” falls and breaks table.
asterin : she’s been ignoring fenrys since the whole “ho ho ho” fiasco on christmas. this is no different. fenrys had no warning label and everyone let her walk right into a trap. drink™ more™ talk™ less™ 3…2…1… “i’m not picking him up”
lorcan : new phone, who dis? new year, who dis? lol i know none of you™ bye™ couldnt wait to get away™ see you never losers™ tried to make his great escape but elide caught him. was perfectly content with elide testing out her new twerking skills. on him, of course. 3…2…1 “WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WITH ELIDE”
elide : at about 11:55 a drunk fenrys had the perfect plan. he dragged elide into aelin and lysandra’s closets and dressed her up in glittering silver clothes, making her look like a ball. elide was the new year’s ball™ she looked amazing™ ball-tactic™ 3…2…1… “hIIII LORRCAAAN”. lorcan caught her of course. and gave a Hellas worthy snarl and glare to fenrys.
connall : wearing sunglasses in doors. too cool™ for these people and their straightness™. his petty side is coMING OUt. just like he did. he came out the closet™. cuddling with his gay boyfriend, vaughan. sipping champagne. 3…2…1 [curls finger] “come here, vaughan-vaughan” slightly drunk™
vaughan : “I AM STILL PRAYING FOR YOU HEATHENS!” says the fae who is cuddling with his gay boy™friend. finally got a squirt bottle full of holy water. started spraying it on everyone, hissing “let the lord reign true, glory to god in the highest, you are amazing lord”. 3…2…1 [throws squirt bottle and kisses his gay™ boy™friend on the mouth™].
gavriel : “im seriously disowning all of you” dad™ daddy™ has had enough! so tired of these hoeligans. ate all the food. might be judging™ you. 3…2…1 “gavy gimme a kiss kiss” “go away aelin” “but uncle kitty caaaaat”
bonus, evangeline : honestly just happy she has a family to spend new years with. saw their true™ colors and loved them even more. full of giggles. blushed every time the twins smothered her faces, her scars, with kisses. 3…2…1. rowan gave her a sweet kiss on her cheek and evangeline frowned “when you get a little older”
rhys : wearing those 2017 glasses where the glasses part is the 0. wearing a 2017 shirt. wearing tight black pants. did the conga line with himself, dragged azriel and cassian too. dirty danced with feyre. lied down on the bar and made cassian pour booze down his throat. 3…2…1 “feyre daarrrlinnngggg” idiot™ drunk™.
feyre : dancing with her sisters and mor. secretly thankful everyone is here to be able to do stupid stuff like that. just a bunch of smiling and laughing, and making sure rhys didn’t try to fly while drunk. wearing a crown bc boss™ 3…2…1 “hello, rhysand archeron”
cassian : too cool™ for this™ … sIKE MOVE™ OUT THE WAY™ SUCKAS™ was a real smoothie. danced with everyone. ‘accidentally’ lost his shirt somehow. no one minds. them sinnamon rolls was looking real nice™ lick™ lick™ 3…2…1 “nes-” “no”
nesta : elegantly sipping a glass of wine. eating cheese and crackers. just plain classy. watching everyone else make fools of themselves. somehow got dragged into dancing once. knew how to bump™ and grind™ like no one was watching. 3…2…1 “nes-” “no”
azriel : disappeared in his shadows on christmas day and he decided to come back. is like that guy in the gif where he comes back to a burning apartment, holding pizza. yea™. thats him. disappeared back into his shadows. 3…2..1… nope he gone™
mor : dRUNK™ kEE P T HE B o oZ e aWA Y fR Om mo R™ work it queen, work it. knows how to get a party started and keep it going. work mama work. got that tight dress on, i see™ you. 3….2….1..ended up making out with a wall, thinking it was azriel.
lucien : no, no, no, no, did i mention…nO! “ugh fine, one dance elain, ONE DANCE” one dance turned into many dances. sure knows how too woo a woman via™ the flick of his hips™. 3…2…1 [longest yeah boi ever]
elain : had one sip of alcohol and somehow?? end?? up?? drunk??™ no one knows. almost lost her shirt, but lucien to the rescue. a lot of giggles and sweet dances with her mate. 3…2….1 “hAPPY NEW YE-” yeah boi™
amren : couples. couples everywhere. rolling her eyes but secretly™ happy for them. takes a shot every time someone does something stupid. somehow didn’t die™ of alcohol poisoning™ magic, true magic. 3…2…1. takes another shot
i still cant believe that there were people in the fandom a few years ago saying that pearl wasnt white and was jewish coded bc of her nose when 1) fucking yikes! 2) as if white people cant also be jewish 3) yikes again! bitch WHAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how are you going to disrespect jewish people like that when rebecca sugar herself is jewish! mess
i think at this point the entire phandom is just so collectively exhausted from freaking out over everything dan and phil do that when phan finally gets confirmed, we’re all just going be breathe a sigh of relief, say “oh thank god its over”, and nap for 2.7 years…at least thats what i’ll be doing. youre all welcome to join me.