ME in my brain :
YOU SON OF A FETUSEY FETUS OF THE FLUFFY UNICORN COLORED RAINBOWS . WHO TF GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO BE LIKE THIS ???!! WHY DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT IF YOU ASK FOR MY NAME I CAN'T BREATH FOR BANANAS SAKE. FORGET ABOUT BREATHING, I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER MY OWN NAME. IF YOU DON'T SIT DOWN AND CHILL THAT PERFECT BUTT OF YOURS , I WILL CALL YOUR MOTHER OKXGWHBXJXJXKKD AND DON'T SPEAK ENGLISH , I'M ALREADY HAVING THREE SEIZURES BECAUSE OF HOW GOOD YOU LOOK .
I’m choosing to believe that Martin Gero & his team are purposely depriving us of any big Jeller moments in these eps because when it finally happens, it is going to be epic.
Like, an I can’t breathe without you, can’t live without you, need you now, PASSIONATE moment.
Because, otherwise….WTF are they doing?
Pardon me while I go watch Jeller clips on YouTube…
Three days ago, we found out my husband’s father was drinking behind everybody’s back. (He was told in January that if he drank again- he would die. His liver was failing but he could recover) He was rushed to the hospital. He was diagnosed with irreversible cirrhosis but we still had hope he would recover somewhat until he could possibly get a liver transplant.
Today, we were told he only has hours to live.
Not only is his liver shut down his kidneys are shut down, he’s got MULTIPLE infections some of which are in his blood and are contagious so my son can’t even say goodbye to his Papa because he would get very sick. He can’t breathe on his own and even the oxygen isn’t helping anymore so he had to be rushed to ICU and sedated to be put on a ventilator.
This happened in a matter of three. Fucking. Days. Three days ago we knew he was sick but we had hope. This is how fast your body can shut down on you when you poison it. I’m so.. so ridiculously glad I stopped binge drinking. Not just for my own health but for my children.
This man is leaving behind two sons and two grandsons. And none of us have any idea how we’re going to cope with his loss. It’s been a very difficult and heartbreaking day. What an honest to god unreal nightmare.
My husband is discussing life insurance policies and burial plans when he should be inviting his dad to our new place for dinner and cards.
Care about yourself. Care about those around you. Addiction is hard to kick but please ask for help if you need it. Eric was too proud to admit he couldn’t kick it on his own and now he’s hours away from death.
I’d appreciate any prayers or positive energies surrounding our family during this time. Especially my husband and brother in law. X