I’m Not Strong Enough
I feel like the only way I'll be able to crawl out of this well of mental issues is if someone is there to hold me and coax me along, to give me their time, attention, and affection. But I know that I can't put that weight on anyone, I can't expect someone to dedicate their life to dragging me behind them. I can't do things on my own, I freeze up, lay down, and wait to die. I'm stuck and lost, and no one can, or is willing, to take me. I can see the end, and I am afraid.