can't trust 'em

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How ‘bout some Greek god Zoro

I need to talk to u...I don't want to go back down....

Badly….I have to tell u what happened,its eating me alive…..
I’m panicking……but ur in vacation and probably curled up in bed with kennith happily having sex/making out/him making u/doing dirty stuff/pj’s cuddling/taking pictures and being happy…..
So I can’t tell u what Joe did to me…..or that I wanted to say earlier that….he was dirty texting me after he told my mom"ya I was drunk and I text my texts to u babe so that I know if I was arguing with u or not"than looked at me with"don’t u fucking dare tell her what I texted u"look…..
I feel like I’m….11 again…keeping this secret from everyone….thinking everyday how to die….planning..dreaming….
Or that I’ve only been doing my class work for the next couple months to avoid telling u my secrets…..to avoid it overall…..taking showers in the dark so I can’t see the bruises from the guy I slept with…..the marks he left from rough sex…I told him it hurt….or that I felt dirty after him and joe slept with me……
That I walked to the creek and got too close,close enough to slip into the water…..

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Dizzy Wright - Can’t Trust ‘Em

My favorite music video of all time

  • Theo: Still wondering why i haven't said anything to Scott?
  • Stiles: Maybe.
  • Theo: You think that i got some kind of ulterior motive?
  • Stiles: More than likely.
  • Theo: Would you believe me if i said all i want... all i've ever wanted is for you to trust me?
  • Stiles: No.
  • Theo: So you're here because you're never going to trust me?
  • Stiles: Yeah, glad we've had this talk.