can't accept not trying

“ I won’t say a word ”

@tandembicycles, @sevi007, @sunsetsorceress & @ukitakejuushiro

William’s point of view

He loved Noora.

He trusted her more than anyone else before.

And yet she left him in London. 

They didn’t break up, no, it could destroy them both if they did. 

Instead they were somewhere in the middle, still in love, but completely lost, not knowing what they are now…

All the words unsaid, all misunderstandings were growing between them and none of them knew how to stop that.

He couldn’t leave London, not right now, he got his job & studies and he finally was on a good terms with his father…

It seemed like he moved on, but everyday when he was coming back to his apartment he could imagine Noora is inside waiting for him. Maybe making tortillas for dinner?

And maybe one day she will come back, because people need people. 

He still believed in that. 

Don’t tell me that I only care about myself.
Because you have no idea how little I really do.
You don’t understand how hard I’m trying
to be as perfect as you want me to be.
You don’t see how painful it is to feel like everything I do is disappointing you.
—  r.j

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sorry, i gonna have to come back to this moment because it was such a good moment

bakugou is an angry mess. anger’s a secondary emotion; it’s a defensive reaction to another emotion, e.g. you feel angry because you are hurt, you feel unsafe, etc. bakugou feels angry because he has guilt and self loathing in spades, and anger is the only way he knows how to process it. 

this panel could be seen as bakugou’s typical bakugou-ness – a la “i don’t need your help” / “i want to (have to) be perfect and i have to do that on my own, you absolute cannot and are not allowed to help me” – but this time it feels different. the context is different. this isn’t bakugou trying to achieve everything on his own; this is bakugou feeling like everything is his fault. 

getting kidnapped. all might’s fall. chaos descending on society. his friends nearly being expelled. if he had just been stronger, then none of this would have happened. bakugou’s always been a proud little shit who thought he was better than everyone else, and yet here is all the incontrovertible proof that he is a total failure. that kind of thinking so easily leads to self-hatred, and here bakugou has been marinating in it for days. 

and at that point, when you hate yourself that much – when all you can see in yourself are all the failings, all the bad things, all the ways in which you weren’t good enough and thus the scum of the earth – when you get to that point, someone genuinely caring about you feels like a slap to the face.

it feels like knocking all the breath out of you. it feels like adding salt to your wounds. bakugou isn’t just being frustrated with izuku here. he’s hurt. how can izuku ask if he’s okay? how can izuku still care? 

bakugou’s in such a terrible mental state that he can’t accept any help right now. at least, nothing but a way to vent his feelings and punish himself at the same time. 

i mean, just look at bakugou’s expression here, the way his snarl almost seems like a grin: izuku has just landed a good solid hit on his face, and he’s not even mad about it. he’s getting exactly what he wants. 

throughout the series bakugou has expressed himself almost exclusively through attacks (verbal or physical) or by destroying things. it may be the only way he really knows how to give voice to his emotions. izuku shows talent and power during the quirk apprehension test? attack. todoroki doesn’t fight him full power? attack. bakugou is a failure? … 

attack himself – or find someone who will do it for him. 

i’ve always thought he had something of a self-destructive streak, and here it fucking is. 

anonymous asked:

axl rose is one of the prime exaples for a redemption story irl? the most traumatizing childhood, went kinda crazy, fucked up gnr, held grudges but then he changed? but also slash and duff saw that and they welcomed him back? like redemption is beautiful? why do people hate it?

no idea but I am a huge fan of redemption stories and I can’t believe axl saved 2016 with his own <333

Originally posted by tellmebaby-mgc

anonymous asked:

Hi!! So I'm not the same anon who was throwing shade, but their ask really got me thinking... There is this girl in my class who I just can't seem to accept no matter how hard I try(k i dont try that much). She is my polar opposite, spoiled, brat, stuck-up, way too childish etc. What do I do? Can I find a compromise or something? Does this make me a bad Ravenclaw?

(cont) I forgot to mention she is trying to steal my best friend and I don’t think that’s alright. I mean yes sharing is caring but not stealing :////

So ravenclaws value themselves on their acceptance, but that doesn’t mean you have to like everybody. That’s never going to happen so I wouldn’t say this makes you a bad ravenclaw

However I think the type of acceptance ravenclaw supports is putting yourself in somebody elses shoes. Don’t judge people too harshly until you’ve considered the reasoning behind their actions

So this girl is trying to ‘steal’ your best friend? Firstly think about why that is, maybe she doesn’t have many friends of her own in which case is she really so awful that you’d begrudge her your friendship? Secondly I need to point out that she can’t really steal your best friend. I know it’s hard when the dynamics of your friendship start to change but your friend doesn’t belong to you and she’s allowed to hang out with whoever she wants

School politics is confusing and brutal but I think you need to sit down and have a chat with your friend about it. Tell her you feel like this other girl is trying to steal her away, don’t let yourself become bitter and hold a grudge. And try and have a proper conversation with this other girl, she might not be as bad as you think

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I am actually the worst. Goodnight. 

just stop hating people. just stop hating people in general. just love people. just try.

anonymous asked:

Have... have you consider depression??? My mom has it and she gets this horrible head aches... maybe... I don't know, I mean I also have depression but don't have headaches at all...

uhhh tbh i can’t really get depressed like that?i have aspd (sociopathy) so like my brain doesn’t work like that at all lmao

anonymous asked:

h e l p . I'm usually quite introverted and quiet but for some reason I can't accept that for myself and I'm always trying to force myself into situations out of my comfort zone. Is that a good thing or should I try and stay put?

Umm as a fellow introvert I think it’s healthy to overcome any shyness you may experience because shyness is not a positive trait, it stems from a place of insecurity and you need to believe in yourself and realize how awesome you are and how much what you have to say matters. It’s great to break yourself out of your shell and share yourself with the world, it builds confidence! HOWEVER, shyness and quietness are two very different things. Shyness is being afraid to interact, quietness is just not having much to say. If you’re feeling quiet there’s no need to force yourself to speak up, in my opinion anyway. If I’m in a more antisocial mood and I truly feel comfortable hanging back, I won’t hesitate to just chill and remove myself from conversations haha. Just make sure you’re always coming from a peaceful, confident place and you won’t go wrong 😊💜

anonymous asked:

I want an event like the incursion where Tony comes up with a plan that Steve doesn't agree with. But Steve can't figure out any other way and has to accept that you can't save everyone just by trying and you can't will plans to save everyone into existing by believing. He can't just give his life and have everything turn out okay, he has to go through the hard shit and sacrifice some to save others. And it destroys him just a little bit but he does it bc that's what a hero does.

nah man tony’s plan was to kill planets. calm down a bit. wtf lol tony isn’t more heroic than steve because he thinks he’s willing to destroy a planet. which by the way, he isn’t. i mean FUCK have we all forgotten that when push came to shove he was the one most angrily opposed to triggering the explosion himself???? and then he and the illuminati spend a whole issue chilling during their last hours because the next incursion was coming and they were going to let it happen?? i know superior iron man ruined FUCKING EVERYTHING but y'all are forgetting that tony HAD reached his limit when it comes to this stuff and he and the illuminati were worried about the activities of the cabal – who at the time were doing PRETTY MUCH what the illuminati had wanted to do, but decided to stop

i want both of them to disagree about methods, with steve being unwilling to compromise principles and tony being willing to basically sell his soul, because there’s a heroic spin to BOTH these extremes. but if you push them as hard as incursions do, they’re also IMBALANCED EXTREMES. fuck this fucking perception that ONE OF THEM HAS TO BE RIGHT LOL they’re both wrong. there’s value in compromise. and compromise here doesn’t mean “give up on finding the ideal solution where humanity isn’t slaughtered” or “refuse to do something you disagree with.” compromise means sitting the fuck down and not being a fuckwad who mindwipes a friend out of a conversation because his viewpoint inconveniences you and it also means not being a hypocritical stick who REFUSES to have a conversation and then gets murderously butthurt when he finds out that he was kept out of it

the ONLY thing that pisses me off about the idea of someone devising a working plan that sticks to STEVE’S STANDARDS is the fact that it would inevitably be spun as HAR HAR STEVE WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG when lol no. but also “steve should consent to killing planets because that’s what heroes do” haha whaaaaaaaaaat is this

(and anyhow the incursion part of this doesn’t matter anymore because of the secret wars nonsense so thanks for the complete lack of closure i guess)

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Hmm.

“Seems like some Earthlings have made a blog dedicated to me and left it here, defenseless. “

“It’s only natural. I am, of course, the best gem.”

“But I’m closing that ask box. Too many messages. Who has the time to answer 96 asks when the Cluster is threatening to destroy the world?”

“Those mods had over 100 posts in the queue that are still posting, so the followers shouldn’t worry. Their messages will get answered in time.”

“But I’m not sticking around. I’m not running a blog, or answering asks.”


Hey look, an overly complicated way for me to say the ask box will be closed. It’s built up to 100 again and responsibilities in life are taking priority, preventing the inbox from being managed well enough. Give us at least a few days, things should be under control again. Dorito Mod is still working on an art reply for an ask, so that’ll definitely be worth the wait. - Mod Sparky