can we have kids together

I haven’t really talked about this a lot because I’ve been distracted BUT I’ve now been to two meetings with other young trans people and it has been SO refreshing like. After the whole situation with the T and the Gender Lady I’ve been so frustrated and I felt like everything had just Paused and stopped working, but now I feel like I got a boost like!! I’m ready to move on and become a better version of myself & all that. It’s good and I’m very glad

Just wanted to share four out of five of my co-actors in our university’s play (It’s actually four plays in one show). We get to be female warriors who fought in the Philippine-American war. It is so awesome and they are awesome… and the whole play is one tragedy to another. 

They’re just not co-actors, though. They’re also my closest friends in the guild. I don’t know. I just wanted to show them off for some reason. I’m so glad it was these girls, in particular, whom I had to work with. I’m just so happy that we get along so well, despite them being extraverts and “cool kids”, and me, being an INTJ and a loner lol. I’ve never been sentimental before… Maybe it’s the years of being a lone wolf that got me like this?

This is not an official shot. We just wanted to take a fierce photo together hahahaha

3 AM talks with Ashton be like:

• Him holding you close

• Him kissing your cheeks and nose every second

• you playing with his hair

• Him humming Ed Sheeran

• “you look beautiful” he says

• you giggling and he kisses you

• “I wanna marry you”

• “You say that everyday ash”

• “But I mean it. We can adventure together, have kids, and a big house someday”

• “Yeah someday Ash”

• “Promise”


( ( sorry I had to get these feelings out))

4 words I never want to hear:

. I don’t love you
. You’re diagnosed with cancer
. I found someone else
. It was never real
. We need to talk
. You’re going to die
. Your ___ is dead
. You can’t have kids
. I don’t remember you
. We can’t be together
. I never loved you

—  Unknown (from a picture I found online)