can i just talk about how i love those two

“I think it is genuine. The end of the season deals with that quite a bit. I think that’s also one of the discussions that in talking to the writers is going to be a focus. We’re also directly confronting the age-old love triangle of the Archie Comics, which, as you’d expect, is going to reappear and complicate quite a bit.” - Cole, talking about Bughead. 

"I think she’s in love with him. She says, ‘I love Jughead,’ not 'I’m in love with Jughead,’ and I think there’s definitely a difference between those two things. But I do think that at that point in time, she’s falling in love. I really love them together, I really do. Some people either love them together or hate them together, but they make each other happy, you can’t deny that.” - Lili, talking about Bughead. 

“They have a connection, unlike all the other characters, where their darkness kind of intertwines, and that’s beautiful. When they can still love each other through the darkness, that’s amazing. How he kisses her hand was actually my idea. I was like, 'That just shows the love. When you show someone such a vulnerable side of yourself, when they physically can kiss it to show you they love every part of you, that is love.’” - Lili, talking about Bughead. 

I’m gonna grill up some brats. I got a microbrew chilling in my wet bar, and I was gonna warm up some ziti. Why don’t you come by if you got some, uh, triple-fried pizza dough or some kind of frozen meatballs or whatever it is? You can warm it up in my microwave, or you can warm it up back at home, bring it over piping hot. But if you want to bring over a vegetable medley, a crudités, figure out how much lunchmeat you can spare. Maybe bring over a pound and a half, two pounds of black forest ham, maybe a dijon-mustard spread. Any kind of dessert. Maybe a german chocolate cake or something like that. I tell you what would make you a big hit with the dudes is get some key lime pie a la mode. I’m talking about ice cream on the side. And you have got to have a bite of my homemade ziti. I’m just gonna warm her up. She’s been in the freeze. You know what I love are those hot mozzarella sticks. Cube ‘em up, put 'em in some marinara sauce. You have them on standby. 'Course, you can’t go wrong with some sour cream and onion, so long as you bring ridged chips.

Produce 101 Scandals

I’m so sick of seeing the trainees being bashed for simple mistakes. Some trainees didn’t even do anything wrong but still get bashed because some people hate on everything unless their fave is doing well and even then they still do it.

Scandals started even before the first episode aired, Maroo Entertainment’s Han Jongyeon got shit on for his past actions. I honestly didn’t have a problem with him leaving the competition because he deserved consequences for what he did, but what we forget sometimes is that it’s not our place to judge or say anything on the matter. Whether he did something or not we don’t know the full story so why stick your nose in a place where it doesn’t belong. I’m not saying you can’t have an opinion but don’t “take matters I to your own hands” and hate on a trainee when all the information you know came out of an allkpop article. It is not your business, you aren’t involved in anyway, so why are you over there making a fool out of yourself by cussing out a trainee that might never see your comments.

Kang Daniel got shit on for his actions, I understand that he did make a terrible decision and should have thought it through but it’s a simple mistake. He apologized and got dealt with by the Produce 101 staff so why do you think that your two cents are needed? The kid gets hated on and will continue to get hated on regardless of what he chooses to do because of a simple mistake. Get off your high horse, realize that you too have made mistakes and leave him alone. What do you get out of hating on a 22 year old that is just trying to make his dreams come true? at the end of the day he’s doing something with his life and you’re sitting at home using foul language because you lack the intelligence to voice your opinion in a civilized manner.

Lee Daehwi, better known as “the kid that did absolutely nothing to you”. What did he do exactly? “He’s arrogant” acknowledging your skills and having your best be enough to be one of the best is arrogance? He got hated on for being the center because apparently you can be an absolute mess on stage and be worshipped as long as you’re handsome. Beauty is subjective so I’m not going to fight you on your opinion, even if I’m my eyes Daehwi has a cute lil face that is idol worthy, but you know to each their own. The hate that he gets got so bad that he felt that he couldn’t be disappointed for being ranked lower than he had hoped for, it got so bad that he didn’t volunteer to be center for playing with fire, it got so bad that he felt that he had to say “I know I’m ugly but please vote for me” during his “it’s meringue time” video. Daehwi is beyond talented, I do believe that he is a force to be reckoned with and so do you because if you didn’t you wouldn’t bash him to make your faves look better.

Im Youngmin has to be the most heartbreaking for me. How would you feel if you got hated on because you were with someone you love? I don’t expect you to think about that why would you? You’ve proven that you’re about as selfish and petty as it can get, so why would you put yourself in somebody else’s place? All of those comments scolding him for dating someone are completely unnecessary, frustrating, and well stupid. It’s not his or his girlfriend’s fault that you feel entitled to a 22 year old just because he’s on the path of becoming a public figure. Princess he’s not yours to do with as you please, he’s not here to do as you say, he’s human and him and every idol out there should be treated as such. Idols, soon to be idols, and/or trainees do not give up their humanity when they decide on this lifestyle. YOU DO NOT GET TO TELL THEM WHAT TO DO. YOU DO NOT GET TO DESTROY THEIR FRIENDSHIPS OR RELATIONSHIPS BECAUSE YOU ARE DELUSIONAL. But you do, you do it anyways, you hurt the people you say you love because you are a spoiled brat that can’t handle not getting what they want. I hope Youngmin and his girlfriend get through this and live happily ever after just to spite you all. I hope that they shove their relationship down your throat so we can see you foaming at the mouth in the corner, but that’s the thing. You see you don’t really care, it’s all temporary. One day you love this celebrity and say that you’ll be in love forever and the next you find somebody new to obsess over (god help them). For you it’s temporary, for them it’s there forever, that situation is a part of their life. Maybe you ruined a relationship that meant the world to them, maybe you ruined their chances of being successful, maybe you damaged their mental health. You’re not paying for your actions, they are, but you don’t care. If your fave isn’t in love with you then he can’t be in love with anybody? Please rethink your psychotic mentality and stop being a waste of oxygen for the rest of us.

I’m so sick and tired of trainees/idols being bashed for nothing. They deserve to be happy just like you and me. You say you love them, how about you stop saying it and start showing it?

Okay but



Mikuni : Ah, Abel! Forgive this sinful me! My very existence is too perfect for this world! With just one look can fascinate everyone. I have a handsome face, a good lineage, and I’m smart too!

Tsuyuki : Your personality is bad, though.

AAAAAHHHH I JUST LOVE THESE TWO SO MUCH XD Thanks again to @canthydefromthelicht for sending me the link! x3

anonymous asked:

I went to kxk thread in OH i wanted 2 c their reaction & the entire thing is filled with edits & I just don't understand these ppl. They have this passion for a ship that has like 3 legit moments together 2 of them being photoshoots. Then I realized SM sold it well. "They were friends for 10 yrs" etc like a high school romance. But even then I cannot ship a couple this hard with 3 moments I need more, i get kd shippers passion for kd I really don't get kxk shippers passion over edits.

Honestly? I don’t get it either. Why are people even talking about KxK or KD? KRYSOO IS THE RELATIONSHIP THAT’S REAL. 

I’m 100% serious right now just like this real selfie of them

I’m so done with y’all.

How can you ignore them?

What do you mean it’s not Ksoo? Y’all blind

Just look at her smile. That’s how she smiles at her bf Ksoo. 

It’s LOVE. How can you ship them with other people? Stop fetishizing them!

And the two of them going on date. Look how good they look together!

They are just perfect together. 

Do you see those genuine smiles? 

Wow… just wow. #relationshipgoals

What do you mean that doesn’t proof anything?! I just showed you photos of them together! Well, alright. Here’s some more!

Krys making sure her bf is not flirting with other girls.

And this. THIS. I bet Krys learned that from Ksoo.

anonymous asked:

Which sensate do you think is each other's favorite (outside of their romantic partner for those involved)?

omg I LOVE this question, thank you anon!

Capheus –Kala. They’re both kind of the optimists of the group. I can really see them bonding over all sorts of lovely things. They probably have movie nights every once in a while, and they visit each other when one of them’s cooking and they swap recipes for the other to try and they talk about love and life and wonderful things.

Lito – Nomi. She’s levelheaded without being dry or mean and sometimes it’s just what Lito needs. He actually admires her quite a lot for many reasons, not the least of which is her bravery and her refusal to be anything less than who she wants to be. Plus she can also be a bit of a drama queen herself and she’s witty and funny and lots of fun to be around.

Will – Wolfgang. They’re on the same wavelength a lot of the time. Wolfgang can definitely be the kind of bro’s bro Will can go out for a beer with, but he’s also a fierce friend who will do anything to protect the people he cares about. Will also really appreciates Wolfgang’s mind, the way he’s smart in ways most other people aren’t.

Wolfgang –Sun. They’re the zero bullshit, tell it like it is squad together. He appreciates that she’s straightforward without being unkind, and calculating with just enough of a hint of recklessness. They respect the fuck out of each other, those two. I can see them out having a smoke on a rooftop somewhere, sometimes talking about all sorts of things, and sometimes just staying in silence, enjoying each other’s company.

Kala – Will. I feel such a huge potential for friendship between these two. She really appreciates Will’s kindness and how everything he does is born out of love for the people close to him. He’s sort of a big brother for her, and they get along extremely well.

Riley – Kala. They have a sort of sisterly bond. They talk about everything – music and movies and boys and life and sex and books. I bet they have a lot of late night chats, especially when Riley’s feeling down about life (I feel like she has a bit of a depressive streak, what with everything she’s been through), and Kala just sits in bed with her and runs her fingers through Riley’s hair and talks about the chemistry behind drugs or the music in her favorite Bollywood films until Riley falls asleep.

Sun – Capheus. I really liked their dynamic in the Christmas special particularly. She loves the way Capheus genuinely admires her, especially because she didn’t get a lot of that growing up. And with a life as complicated and often shitty as hers, she needs a healthy dose of Capheus’ positivity. She can feel free to put her walls down a bit around Capheus, doesn’t have to pretend to be hard all the time and can instead just relax and enjoy things with him around.

Nomi – Wolfgang. He’s actually really deep and wise when the situation calls for it, which Nomi appreciates a lot. I mean, “Fear never fixed anything”? “Pretending isn’t a life”? Basically Nomi’s life philosophy. Also she honestly just loves how nothing embarrasses him.  She keeps trying to one-up him in that department by asking should-be embarrassing questions out of nowhere, until one day she asks what was the weirdest sex he’d ever had and his answer was So Much she couldn’t look at him for a week straight (hint, there was a strap-on, a makeshift swing, a very angry park ranger, and a hefty public misdemeanor fine to top it all off).

lemme speak

i think the main problem Jimin has is being insecure about himself. i just can’t understand why is he SO insecure. he can just sit and do nothing but he still the cutest mochi. i mean, remember those times when he starve himself just for a jawline and abs. i know he promised he’d never do that again but he still telling that he is gaining weight. bitch, where? my heart really hurts when he saying that he got fat or ugly. ARMY would love him without abs, jawline and all that shit. look how cute his cheeks are i’m soft. yeah he is not perfect and make mistakes in choreographys or singing but he still our precious mochi. i just feel so sorry for him not loving himself like bangtan appreciate him so much. look, i know what’s like to be insecure even after people appreciate me but Jimin U LITERALLY SHOULDN’T
and those bitches who talks shit about members of Bangtan like ffs get the hell out. how can you call yourself an ARMY if you hate one member or love only one or two. BTS wouldn’t be BTS without Seokjin/Namjoon/Yoongi/Hoseok/Jimin/Taehuyng/Jungkook. they all more than just appearance or body, they all talented as hell, they all trying so hard, they all love us so much why do you have to hate. JUST OPEN YOUR EYES and you’ll see that all the love they get they DESERVE

long story short: Jimin is perfect lil shit that needs to love himself and BTS deserve everything that they have.

Boruto rant

So I just watched the Boruto movie and can I say I just LOVED it. 

I think I was overwhelmed by feels actually,its not like the villains were great or that there was some super genius conspiracy, but it was the little things you know? for example

Originally posted by sasusakuparadise

- Mitsuki: I really like this mystery character, He kinda reminds me of Sai in some ways, so it feels like a mix of both the old team 7s, plus the added mystery of who the hell are his parents? (Is it a conspiracy b/w Oda and Kishimoto? Is he Luffy’s ?)

Originally posted by bananaheadahog

-Temari with Sakura and Ino: In the movie Temari is seen to be hanging out with Sakura and Ino,if you’ve read ff’s revolving around Temari then I’m quite sure you’ve seen that in 75% of those fics Temari never really got along with Ino and Sakura (usually because those two were considered to silly and girly for her taste) but here we see that its not the case, and the three of them have matured and Temari fits in quite well!

Originally posted by amepin

-Shikadai: Speaking of Temari, can we just talk about her son? My otp’s baby! Shikadai doesn’t fail to live up to Shikamaru’s reputation, I love the fact that Temari even laughs when he gives up in the Chuinin exams, and I love the fact he ended up winning against Boruto despite everything!

Originally posted by deadlymaelstrom

-Boruto: He’s such a little piece of shit in the beginning!Remember how we thought Naruto was a piece of shit in the first few volumes? Well Boruto is so much worse! and that actually adds to the fun! and I love how Sasuke throws sass at him yet tries to be gentle at the same time!

Originally posted by onepiecesunny

-Naruto: I’m so proud of him *sniff*

Originally posted by shinonstail

-Naruto flash backs: Jiraiya, Minato, Neji FEEEELSSS

- That NaruSasu moment: I’m not a NaruSasu shipper, but that moment where Naruto catches Sasuke as he’s falling seemed so romantic it was quite amusing.

Originally posted by scottycurt

- Sarada & Boruto: I think the whole fandom can agree on this ship. They’re so cute! Sarada making Boruto blush, Boruto making Sarada blush, Boruto admiring Sasuke, Sarada admiring Naruto, WE JUST KNOW THESE TWO WILL BE HAVING BABIES 15 YEARS FROM NOW!!

so yes ‘m quite happy I watched the movie but there are a few things I wish were different for example

Originally posted by weirdlyadorbs

-More Kakashi scenes: Because, there can never be too much Kakashi! I would have liked at least one proper scene between Kakashi and Naruto, or Boruto or even Sasuke for that matter! It’s Kakashi! he’s like the most awesome character in this series!!

Originally posted by driflloon

-Metal Lee: I really need to know who the hell this kid’s mom is!

Originally posted by akumaslayer


Originally posted by laetia

-in general more light on the new teams: I’m already liking the new generation, I’d love to see more of them, and especially some light thrown on metal lee’s team.

But anyway, the movie is called Boruto, Maybe some light will be shed on this later on! *fingers crossed* 

If you are a Naruto fan, please do watch this movie in case you haven’t!

Originally posted by bokumetsu

So can we talk about how Mark just had the bestfriends necklace those two girls made for him and Jack with him and then:

It looks like Jack is wearing his? They’re so sweet and supportive of us. Like I would have expected the necklaces to be disregarded, but they’re just carrying them around. I love our boys <3

(2nd pic from jack’s insta)

anonymous asked:

Hi there, I was wondering what Sense8 is about? Is it good? Cause I've been seeing a lot of love for the show and I was just wondering is it really that good. Also I have been a fan of game of thrones and recently finished the 100 too so I can say I think they're brilliant shows. Seeing as how you support the three, would you say that Sense8 is as good as those other two shows? P.S I love your blog💛

*clears throat* here we go: Sense8 is about a group of people that one day get connected to each other. When I say connected, it means they can visit each other spiritually (for example, a girl in London can talk to another member of her group that is in Nairobi). This type of group is called a “cluster” and they are all born on the same day, at the same hour, same minute… The members of a cluster are called “sensates” and there a lot of clusters in the world. A member of one cluster can only visit the sensates from his own cluster and can only visit other sensates if he makes eye contact with them.

These types of people are hunted by an organization called BPO because they are seen dangerous by the government. I know that this is maybe confusing to you and I know that the first few eps are confusing as well but Sense8 has become my favorite show honestly so if you start watching (and I mean I’ll be pissed if you don’t so you don’t really have a choice) don’t stop at the first few eps. It’s a beautiful story that can be confusing at the beginning but I swear everything is explained really well and it’s just amazing.

Basically Sense8 is a pure work of art not only with how they handle the story but how they film it and produce it. The cinematography is breathtaking and I don’t think you’ll ever feel as connected to a show as you’ll feel connected to Sense8. Sense8 is the definition of equality & acceptance (LGBTG rep, poc…). Never in my life has a show made me feel that way and I can’t even explain what that feeling is because it’s just so UNIQUE.

Every of their scene is a masterpiece and there is no words that can describe the masterpiece that is Sense8.


And so yes I’m in love with those three shows (and also Suits so if you haven’t watched that then please do as well haha) and thank you so much for liking my shit ass blog you’re so nice!

And yes Sense8 is THAT good. It’s as good as GOT & The 100. I mean you can’t really compare those shows but I love Sense8 more than I love The 100 at the moment so…

Anyway I hope (*you will*) you watch Sense8!

I mean Sense8 is so global that people were singing What’s Up (which is now basically the anthem of the show) at prides around the world.

Netflix gave us a two hour finale special because the fans put a hell of a fight and I’m still not giving up on a season 3 to be honest. IT’S SOMETHING YOU NEED TO PART OF 


Originally posted by bellamybx

Being Harrison Osterfield girlfriend | Dutch!Reader edition

⚫Haz and you met as he was travelling with Tom

⚫You instantly hit it off but he was only there for a few days but you kept touch and before you knew it, he was flying back and forth to see you

⚫You showed him around your country, the Netherlands, and he was so excited every time he visited

⚫He was trying really hard to talk dutch

⚫sometimes succeeding, sometimes failing

⚫but you would just laugh and correct him and kiss him

⚫Cute dates, where you’d take him to little villages and he’d fall in love with the architecture

⚫” Can our house have those like thingy on the front ?”

⚫ “Our house ?” “ Well yeh, i am not going anywhere “

⚫Talks about the future, your future

⚫Your parents LOVE him, really LOVE HIM,

⚫They’re literally ready for you two to get married so they can keep him

⚫ Tom being jealous of how much time you two spend together

⚫”So can I have my bestfriend for the week ?”

⚫”As long as he comes back to me in one piece haha “

⚫Him calling and texting all the time when he’s away from you

⚫” Miss you” “ Really wish you were here” “ Can’t talk much, but i miss you so much”

⚫ You two being couple goals on ig

⚫His and your followers living for the couple pics #goals

⚫Him learning to speak dutch just for you

⚫ Him being himself aka the best boyfriend anyone could ever want



Originally posted by rhade-zapan

Because of a bet... - chapter 1 -

Greetings my cubs! X3 here is the first chapter of my first (not official) request! It’s a Brohm/Brycewrecker ff and I hope you have fun to read it as much as I had fun writing it^^ oh and btw a new friend of mine (@skaisummers) helped me to get rid of pesky spelling and grammar mistakes(thanks again😉)
this story is an AU, because…duh…never gonna happen in reality

~ ~ enjoy 😄


P.o.V.: Ohm

So… I just might have a small crush on Bryce. Just a little one. Ok, so I may have fallen in love with my best friend. No one has to know, right?

Today, I feel like playing some Uno with the gang. Delirious, Cartoonz and to my utter happiness, Bryce agree. It is Delirious and Cartoonz versus Bryce and me. Per usual, Delirious is up to his tricks.

“Take this you son of a bitch! Boom! UNO!” Delirious insanely laughs as he places a ’+2’ card on top of the deck.

“Noooo!” Bryce yells playfully as he is forced to draw two extra cards. His outburst is followed by his trademark giggle.

So cute…

“How could you Delirious? I thought we were friends!” Bryce screams comically.

“No! We only have each other!” Cartoonz interrupts.

“Yeah!” Del agrees. "We only have each other, brother!”

“Oh, yeah? Well then…!” I exclaim.

I pause for a moment for Bryce to play his next card.

“Bryce, you got me?” I ask.

“Yeah Ohm!” He confirms.

“UNO BITCHES! WE WIN!” I yell with excitement.

"YESSS!” Bryce yells in victory.

“NOOOO!” yell the losers.

I barely hear the resounding “no” from the other team, I’m too busy focusing on Bryce.

My Brycie-poo is happy that we won~

“Of course I’m happy that we won! Uno is so fun!” Bryce giggles for the third time.

God, he’s so adorable!

I wonder what expression he’s making right now? I wish I could see him, instead of having to wait for his uploads. His adorable face. His giggling face. His “o” face…



Let’s save those thoughts for the bedroom.

“Ohm, are you happy about your precious ‘Brycie-poo’?” Toonz mocks and I feel the heat creeping up my face.

“Um.. yeah,” I say still embarrassed at how good his guess was.

“Ohm, are you guys fucking again?” Del asks egging on my embarrassment.

Oh shit! Okay, play it cool Ryan. Use this opportunity to flirt with him!

“No, but I’d love to feel ‘dat ass in ma’ hands!” I say with conviction.

Though it’s not a lie.

“Yeah and 'dat ass on your d*ck!” Cartoonz yells mockingly.

“How’d you know?” I joke back.

Ok, it’s cool. I’m making them laugh and I get to flirt with Brycie~

“Ohm, no! Just no!” Bryce says giggling.

“Ohm yes!” I nearly moan. “That’s how you’ll sound all night!” I say and start laughing because I cannot control myself.

“I’m uncomfortable. I need an adult. I need an adult!” Bryce exclaims and laughs.

Bryce is so innocent. That’s what I love about him. I laugh and tease him more until I’m sure he’s blushing on his side of the screen.

“Ohm seriously! Stop!” He yells.

I laugh at how he tries to end the flirting. Still, I can’t let it end here now can I?~

“Why? You don’t like me talking about our sexy times?~” I ask teasingly.

“I-“, Bryce starts but he is cut off by Delirious before he can reply.

Damn, just when we were getting to the good part!

“Well, Luke and I are having a sleepover tomorrow, so good night you two!” Del says, followed by Cartoonz.

“Yeah, good night you fuckers!” I reply jokingly.

I love those guys.

“And have fun with that 'sleepover’,” Bryce adds, putting emphasis on the last word mockingly.

Del and Toonz say their parting comments and get offline.

Yeah, I really do love those guys. But not as much as I love Brycie~

More Than Enough

Pairings- Bucky Barnes x Reader

Bucky thinks he isn’t good enough for the reader and tries to..well, read and find out, I don’t wanna spoil this. A bit of angst.

Might have some swearing.

   The facts had to be faced, and the fact to be faced right now was that you were popular.

  Not that Bucky minded that. He delighted in the fact that everyone adored his girl, as long as they didn’t adore her too much.

  Right now, though, he really thought you were being adored too much.

“My (y/n)!” yelled a child, pulling at your hand.
“No, mine!” yelled another, pulling at your other hand. There were children surrounding you, most of them adoring and seeking your attention. You yourself were laughing.

  “Nobody’s (y/n),” you said. “Everyone’s (y/n).”

  You were at a birthday party- one of your close friend’s daughter’s. There was a whole separate area for the adults away from the kids’ moon bounce and temporary tattoo artist and whatnot.

  But your friend’s eight year old daughter had immediately dragged you away with her friends, and you had gone gladly.

  The kids all loved you- you were fun. You talked to them, yelled with them, sat in the grass with them, told them stories and listened to them telling you stories…

 Your boyfriend Bucky was cautiously watching from a distance. You had dragged him along with you on this thing, and now you felt guilty. You motioned for him to come over and he did, albeit slowly and nervously.

  “Guys, I’d like everyone to meet my friend, Bucky,” you said to the kids, who immediately burst into a chorus of “Hi, Bucky!”s.

  Bucky flinched a little. “Hey kids,” he said with a small chuckle.

“Is Bucky your boooooyyfriend?” one of the kids, a little girl of about seven, asked slyly.

  Before you could reply, Bucky replied for you.

“Yes, I am,” he said quickly.

  The birthday girl and her friend exchanged quick looks, then jumped up.

“Come with us, we have to talk to you,” they said solemnly, leading him away from you.

  Bucky gave you an alarmed look over his shoulder as the two children dragged him away.

You came back home in good spirits, full of cake and ice cream. You waltzed into your apartment, with Bucky following you looking very, very subdued.

“Buck, something wrong?” you asked him, stopping short and frowning.

“Huh? No, nothings wrong, (y/n),” he said, before heading directly to the bedroom.

  You stared after him, surprised. His reply felt curt- his tone wasn’t soothing or pleasant as usual, and he called you by your first name instead of the many nicknames he had given you.

  Still, maybe he was tired. The kids had glimpsed his metal arm by accident and wanted to hear the story behind it, which you hurriedly made up. Then they wanted him to pick them all up. And they wanted rides. He had obliged them all in his quiet manner.

  You decided to make him some supper, and then give him a massage, perhaps.

  You went to the bedroom you and Bucky shared. He had undressed himself and changed into pyjamas.

  “(y/n),” he said softly. “We need to talk.”

 In any of your previous relationships, this statement would’ve made you freeze in your tracks.

  “Hm, what’s the matter, hon?” you asked him, searching for some lounger pants in your closet.

  “(y/n),” he said, and you heard his break a little.

 You turned around, a frown on your face.

 “(y/n), I can’t be with you anymore,” he said.

That instant, it felt as if the world came crashing down on you. You just stood there for a few seconds as his words sunk in. A lump came to your throat.

 “B-Bucky, what are you talking about?” you asked breathlessly.

“We can’t be together anymore, (y/n). I’m sorry,” he said, looking at the ground. “I’ll move out as soon as I can.”

  You needed to sit down. Finding your support in your soft bed, you sat down on the edge, stunned.

 “W-why? Bucky, what’s wrong? We-we were going perfectly fine…” you said, your tone disbelieving. This couldn’t be happening. You and Bucky were in love. He couldn’t- he wouldn’t leave you.

  “Is it someone else?” you asked, your heart breaking to pieces. “Are you seeing someone behind my back?”

 “No!” said Bucky, looking up with his eyes wide. “No, doll, I would never do that!”

  “Then why?” you choked. You didn’t want to cry- you wanted to rage and storm. But tears flowed down your face anyway.

  “(y/n), please don’t make this harder than it is,” Bucky said, his own eyes looking moist.

  “If it’s hard then why are you doing this?”

 “Because!” said Bucky, frustrated and upset. “You won’t understand.”

 “I won’t understand?” you asked, standing up. “I won’t understand? Then explain, Barnes! If I can understand your PTSD and your nightmares, your irrational jealousy and morbid fears, then maybe I can understand why you want to leave me!” You were yelling now.

  “Well that‘s why!” he yelled back. “My PTSD and nightmares. My past. I’m so fucked up, (y/n). And I love you. You deserve someone better than me. Someone who can give you everything you deserve.”

 “What,” you said, staring at him.

 Bucky looked like he was struggling with himself for a moment.

  “(y/n)…..I was you with those kids today. I mean, hell, you were so good with them. And I just got thinking, you’d make a terrific mother. A terrific wife. You’d make a fella really lucky. And I…we…can’t.”

  “You can’t what, Bucky?” you asked furiously. “Don’t tell me it’s some bullshit typical male fear of commitment thing!”

 “No!” Bucky cried out. “(y/n)! I can’t give you that! I want to, I want to so badly, but I can’t. I can’t give you a huge wedding and make you a radiant bride. And kids…fuck, (y/n), I wanna give you a family so bad…But how can I? How can I risk marrying you, and how can I risk having children, who might just turn out to be super soldiers as well? How can I have a family with my horrible PTSD and my still uncertain Winter Soldier programming? And…and I want you to have all that. With me. Or without me. You deserve that much. Those two kids, at the party.. when they took me aside to talk to me, they told me you were special. They told me to make sure you were happy. And…this is how I can.”

  You just stared.

 “Barnes,” you said finally, after a silence that felt deafening. “You are an idiot.”

“What?” he asked, looking confused.

  “Bucky!” you cried out exasperatedly. “You didn’t even think about asking me if I wanted all that!”

  “I-well, don’t you?” he asked.

“Kinda, but not at the price of you! I love you. Love. LOVE YOU. A family without you would be no family at all, Buck,” you said, reaching out and holding his metal hand. “I’d rather not have a wedding, I’d rather not have children. I just wanna be with you. This is what I want.”

 “Really?” Bucky asked, swallowing.

You bit your lower lip and nodded. “I love you, Sarge,” you smiled at him.

“Oh, thank god!” Bucky half yelled, exhaling in relief. “I love you too, doll. So much. So much that I couldn’t bear to keep you bereft from a family. But really, convince me to stay with you. I couldn’t live without you.”

 You kissed him deeply. “You are an idiot,” you said, moving close to him and nuzzling into his chest. “You terrified me.”

 “I terrified me, too,” Bucky mumbled into your hair before starting to kiss his way down your neck.

“We can tell great, adventurous stories and talk about painful truths in a contemporary context. Racism and racial violence are still abundant today, and we need to address it in literature.” - Daniel José Older

BookUp faculty Daniel José Older recently published the young adult novel, Shadowshaper, to widespread critical acclaim. Shadowshaper follows Sierra Santiago, a young Puerto Rican muralist in Brooklyn whose paintings come to life. 

Shadowshaper received starred reviews from both Publishers Weekly and Kirkus. The NY Times praised it as an example of the “best urban fantasy,” portraying Brooklyn as a city under threat from gentrification and police violence.

Below, Older shares his thoughts on how the YA book industry has changed, the role of diversity in children’s literature, and the importance of listening in the creative process. 

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Naomi Nagata Appreciation Week: Day One - Favorite Outfit or First Scene You Began to Like Her

“From the get-go” is kind of a short post lmao so I’m going to talk about when when I became a complete and total goner for this character in a way I didn’t even realize was possible for me.

I come from The Walking Dead fandom, more specifically, the Carol Peletier fandom.  And I have never seen two people love a character like @leigh57 and @carol-on love Carol Peletier (not saying no one loves the character as much as they do, just saying this has been my personal observation).  I love Carol and everything she represents but I can’t lie that I’ve always been envious of those two and how much they love her.  There’s a point to this I swear.  I just always wanted to love a character like that.  To just be so completely over the moon and back.

And then here comes Naomi fucking Nagata.  With her cute mowhawk and dazzling smile and razor-sharp intelligence and hilarious sass with no time for bullshit and the biggest goddamn heart - and that’s when it happened.  When we got to see how big that heart actually is.

She and Amos are trying to get off of Ganymede as the station falls to ruin but the ship they’re gonna take had it’s passenger capacity struck in half when the station locked down it’s oxygen reserves.  So other refugees who had been promised passage on that ship are starting to panic and turn into a mob.  The ship captain and Amos both just want to leave them, believing that if they open the airlock, the mob will tear them apart and no one’s getting off of the station.

Naomi can’t do that.

She can’t watch the feeds of all those people, a little baby boy catching her eye, and leave them all to die.  So she chooses to confront the mob and attempt to calm them so that maybe a few more people can be saved.  And she does this at great personal cost to her - Naomi had to put Amos down because he tried to stop her.  That wasn’t easy for her to do at all, Amos says as much in the next ep.  Naomi loathes violence but she did it anyway because her convictions about helping people are that strong.

Dom fucking killed it in that ep and I just die when she offers a belter man her place on the ship if he’d help her wrangle the mob into a calm group … and when all is said and done, he refuses to take her place, telling her she still has work to do.

I mean, I was already pretty close to over the moon for Naomi long before that ep but it’s the one that made me realize I’d finally found a character that murders my feelings so hard I’m reduced to illegible keysmashing more than coherent thought.

I love her so much.

From neighbors to something more (mini drabble)

Olicity // AO3 // 4013 // more fics //

Summary: Felicity moves into a new apartment and doesn’t really have the most natural relationship with her neighbor, the one, and only Oliver Queen.

A.N: I wrote this some time ago and I thought why not post it now and get it off my chest.

It had only been a week since she had moved into her new apartment in the middle od Starling. Most of her moving box’s had already been unpacked but there was still a lot to do around her apartment. Next, to her full-time job in QC’s IT department, she had never had the time to make her last apartment a homey living space. If she wasn’t at work, working extra hours she was either asleep or working from home. This apartment had been a treat to herself for working overtime and she had made a promise to herself to finally die down on the workaholics’ act and start living like any normal adult.

She had only just met the neighbors that lived across the hall from her, a lovely newly married couple with a baby but not yet the who lived in the apartment next to her. Whatever kind of lady’s man or playboy that was living next to her had already managed to get on her nerves after only being neighbors for a week or so.

In the first seven day’s of living in her new apartment, she had heard him having sex at least five time’s, having his friends over for a poker night and a night of watching whatever sport they had been watching that night. There hadn’t been that much noise the first night in her apartment she had found out about the sex thing. His and her bedroom apparently shared a wall. And the wall wasn’t really soundproof.

She hoped that it would die down and not have to be the neighbor that complained about all the time. But it didn’t, so today it was the weekly poker night and it was only eight o'clock and they were already yelling about who had won the first round of the night. Finally, after a month of putting up with the noise and the very active sex live off her unknown neighbor. So tonight was the night she would knock on the door and tell them to keep it down tonight because after the stressful day at work, the only thing that she wanted tonight was a quiet night in, in only her pj’s, binging Netflix and eat the tub of ice cream that was the only thing that she had in her freezer.

“Come on, opened the damn door.” Felicity had said to herself after it took awhile for someone to open the door and she was on the verge of turning back.

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