I took the sheet off the bed, i threw out the peepads, I put the litter box in the bathroom, I took away all the water bowls and food bowls, i threw the scratching posts and box/steps into the hallway.
And then I sat down, and I cried.
Next up will be to dismantle the IV pole, and gather all of his meds.
little steps… little steps.
toys, stuffed animals, so much stuff… I can even close the pull out tray on my desk now… it was only out for him.
I miss him. I’m trying hard to not just sit here crying… but it’s hard. I’m trying.
I want to give away some of his stuff. I will do that next.. make posts. maybe. I don’t know. Saline is expensive, someone can really use the last 6 bags.
I miss him.