can i just cry over this couple

“And I’d give up forever to touch you, ‘cause I know that you feel me somehow. You’re the closest to Heaven that I’ll ever be, and I don’t want to go home right now.”

“And all I can taste is this moment, and all I can breathe is your life. And sooner or later is over… I just don’t wanna miss you tonight.”

When your best friend @princess-kurama makes you listen “-Iris- Goo Goo Dolls” and you fall in love with it to the point you cry. And you fall in love with those six, animal-animated couples too. 

I just woke up and I am going back to sleep but I wanted to say a couple things first. 

To everyone that is wanting to commit suicide over Trump winning, do it. 

To everyone calling for him to be assassinated, I hope you know that’s a federal offense and you have been logged for saying it. It can and will be used against you in a court of law. 

To everyone else who is crying, shut the fuck up. You know what I did when Obama won two elections? I went back to work. When my fellow Mormon Mitt Romney lost the last one, I was at work. I shrugged and started hauling luggage again. 

All of this “end of the world” bullshit is getting on my nerves. You pisspots aint seen shit. Until you are staring into the face of death like our Soldiers are, The anti ISIS fighters are, the rebels in the Ukraine are or any number of people that are literally dying in war to fight for a sliver of what we have you don’t get to cry that it’s the end of the world and be taken seriously. If you want to really change the world grow a spine and enlist in the US military or go to the Ukraine or Syria and then you’ll see what the end of the world actually looks like. 

I don’t care that were not together or barely talking or I’m not there or you don’t want to listen I’m always going to be here and I do not care what time it is if you need me to come over just to hold you so you can cry and then leave as soon as you fall asleep just say the words.

I took a couple of weeks off for personal depression spiral reasons but now I’m back to cry over STAR WARS FEELINGS HELL because, hey, guess where I am. Star Wars Feelings Hell. I’d ask someone to save me but honestly I just want to drag everyone down with me, so here, have some quality feelings hell fic!

STAR WARS FIC RECS:
five time anakin and obi-wan got cockblocked in the spirit world, and one time they finally got it on by kasuchans, obi-wan/anakin & luke & leia, 1k wip
   It’s a busy time for a couple of the galaxy’s most famous and powerful Force ghosts, and they can’t just seem to get a moment alone. (or, exactly what it says on the tin)
Broken by lilyconrad, obi-wan/anakin & rex & ahsoka & padme & cast, NSFW, sith!obi-wan, dark themes, 14k wip
   The Twins are unstoppable enforcers of the Emperor’s will, the sun and moon that hang in the black void of his rule. It is said they are not the same age and that under their hoods they do not look alike, but they fight as one entity, silent and terrible as an eclipse in a spring sky.
Anakin Skywalker and the Stray Droid by protos_metazu_ison, obi-wan/anakin & anakin/padme & cast, 21k wip
   Anakin adopts a stray droid, much to Obi-Wan’s displeasure, which is fine because Rusty doesn’t like Obi-Wan all that much either.
untitled by writegowrite, obi-wan/anakin, ~1k
   Obi-Wan wakes up, the whole world muffled and dulled by painkiller powerful enough it takes him a solid minute to understand the pristine white ocean slowly shifting all around him is actually the privacy curtains marking off his little corner of the base’s med tent.
untitled by gaealynn, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, 1.3k
   They don’t often have a lot of time together, so it takes them a while to figure out that Anakin’s strength in the Force has also blessed him with a nearly instantaneous refractory period – under the right circumstances.
The House That Obi-Wan Built by Smitty, obi-wan & anakin, 10.4k
   Obi-Wan and Anakin find that home life isn’t what it’s cracked up to be.
In All The World by Ammar, obi-wan & anakin & padme & cast, 70k wip
   The story of how Anakin Skywalker and Obi-Wan Kenobi tamed each other, from Naboo to Anakin’s early days at the Temple.
time to change the road you’re on by wreckageofstars, obi-wan & anakin & ahsoka & kanan & ezra & cast, 20.8k wip
   The end of the Clone War is near - the fall of the Republic even nearer. Anakin Skywalker, caught up in the events that lead to the rise of the Empire and the loss of everything he holds dear, finds himself sent nearly two decades into the future.
untitled by stonefreeak, obi-wan & ahsoka, 2.2k
   Finally, we have Ahsoka’s POV! I have a few other asks about how she reacts to Chancellor Kenobi, but this isn’t quite that (too late in the timeline).
Old Man Luke by scarletjedi, obi-wan & anakin & luke & cast, 10.4k wip
   Obi-Wan narrowed his eyes. “Who are you?” He asked, hoping a direct question would yield answers. The old man seemed adept at side-stepping information when asked a bit more deftly. “I’ve never heard of a Master with your level of talent.”
Empire’s Shadow by Guybrarian (drjanetwatson), luke & ahsoka & mara & winter & cast, 44.9k wip
   In the Rise of the Rebellion, Prince Luke Organa works to help the fledgling alliance with his teacher and bodyguard, Ahsoka Tano.
Spindle Puppets (chapter 5) by arnediadglanduath, obi-wan/anakin & cast, NSFW, forced drug use, 5.5k
   Obi-Wan and Anakin are sent to Corellia under instruction from both the Council and the Senate to apprehend a dangerous narcotics dealer. Under the guise of interested buyers, both men understand that one of them must be administered the drug in order to gain the seller’s trust.
untitled by prideandprejudiceandkittens, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, ~1k
   So he steadies himself, focuses on the feeling of Obi-Wan’s fingers in his hair and the floor under his knees, and moves forward until he’s nose-to-pelvis, lips flushed and swollen against the skin of his abdomen.
Ikhthus by DarthSnug (themikeymonster), obi-wan & anakin & shmi, 6.6k wip
   You can take the boy out of the Order, but you can’t take the Jedi out of the boy. A young ex-padawan stumbles across a most curious mother and her even more curious child on Tatooine.
untitled by likealeafonthewind, obi-wan & anakin, 3k
   Prompt: And now I’m picturing an AU where Obi-Wan DOES die in Order 66, and Anakin feels it and realizes…how would he react?

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I saw Rogue One again. It was just as amazing or even better, like, I can’t find the words to explain my feelings about this film.

When the elevator scene came, I just started crying and didn’t stop until the film was over. How long was that scene? A couple of seconds? And yet, they managed to convey so much emotion into it. It was true romance, the way Jyn and Cassian look at each other, probably knowing they’re going to die. Realizing they’ve given hope to the entire galaxy. Realizing that finally, they were not alone… softened by each other after years of solitude, of violence and brutality. 

It was so beautiful and jarring at the same time.

So a couple of people have over the years asked me, “Hey, how did you make that neat Cry mask?” And to make things easier for me and everyone else, I made this tutorial. :D

So these are all the things ya need
-Things for papier maché (there are a lot of different ways, so just go with whatever works for you.)
-Balloon 
-Scissor 
-A knife
-Some random brushes
-Paint
-A pen
-Varnish
-Some stretch band or just something that you can use so the mask stays on yer face
-Sandpaper
-Newspaper

As stated before, there are different ways to make papier maché. You can buy it in powder form (like the bag in the picture), or you can make your own. I use wallpaper paste, but whatever works. :3

Rip (or cut) up the newspaper, blow up the balloon and then start applying layers. Make the base a little bigger than your face and don´t make it too thick or too thin. If it´s too thick, it´s gonna be hard to cut through later and you´ll be having trouble breathing in it. If it´s too thin, it´ll break. So try to hold a good balance.

The mask will take quite a while to dry (for me at least). But after that, put the mask on, mark where your eyes are and then cut out some circles with your knife. Take it easy so you don´t hurt yourself, I`ve done that way too many times. “>w>

Cut the edges and sandpaper the mask. This is a pretty important step, cause otherwise the mask will be wrinkly and that´ll look a little weird. (For reference, look at the top picture of this post. My old Cry mask and the MonoCry mask weren´t sandpapered.)

Time to paint. Put on some layers of white, then fix the eyes and the mouth. Then put some varnish on the mask. It´ll help a little against water and the paint will hold better. You can hotglue some fabric in the eye sockets, but that´s optional. Just make sure you´re able to see through them. I glued an antenna on as well, but again, optional. I do recommend putting something soft where the nose is, cause otherwise your nose will be squished. And that sucks. Last thing will be putting on your stretch band.

DONE! You now have your own Cry mask. This works for other kinds of masks as well, so go crazy. ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ Hope this was helpful and if you have any questions, just ask. I´d be happy to help. 

And if you use this tutorial, please post the result and tag me. Cause I wanna seee~

Take it easy and have it good, peoples. ♪(┌・。・)┌ 

Exo Reaction To Their Female Best Friend Being Gay

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Xiumin: did you just find out? why did I not know?

Luhan: It’s okay! we tell each other everything and even if you are gay it doesn’t change anything!

Kris: (Finds out because she admits she had a crush on his sister) not me? I thought you liked me!

Lay: I thought you were crying over something else! I was so worried!

Suho: *Doesn’t really react to it*

Baekhyun: *points out every girl* is she cute?

Chen: So that means we can’t be the stereotypical couples that start as best friends? *joking only sorta* 

Chanyeol: how long have you been hiding this? *more shocked she didn’t tell him*

Kyungsoo: cool! *Not really shaken by it*

Tao: *shook af*

Kai: stop crying I’m not angry!? I just don’t know why you would hide it from me!

Sehun: *Supportive*

RWBY Volume 4 Episode 7 Wishlist

I’ve been doing these with Defenestrator for the past couple of episodes, and thought I’d share so we can all cheer if any of this stuff happens! (Please note: I’m a terrible person.)

Anyway, without further ado…

10 points to RT for each of the following, if they occur:

- Ruby and Qrow have a heart-to-heart over a campfire after dealing with the whole Tyrian thing. 

- Ruby asks about Yang

-Ruby  breaks down and/or cries

- Ruby doesn’t cry, or show anything but her usual chipper-ness, but Qrow gives her a look so we can acknowledge that she’s not dealing with any of these events in an emotionally healthy way.

- Minus 10 if Jaune gives her the look

- Plus 10 if Ren and Nora exchange glances over it

Alternately,
- 10 points if Tyrian, seeing he can’t get Ruby through Qrow, cuts his losses and nabs Jaune instead. (He’s so interesting, right?)

- 10 points if Qrow encourages Ruby to forget him

-10 more if Ruby uses her speed to go after him instead

- plus 20 if we get a Ruby vs. Tyrian fight where Ruby actually uses her speed

- plus 10 if Ruby gets injured

- plus 20 if she takes a shot to the eye, and we cut immediately to a shot of Weiss putting a hand to her head, or anything that draws attention to the scar over her eye

- Alternately, plus 20 if she takes a hit and we cut to Yang having a panic attack

- Minus 10 if Qrow dies

- Minus 10 if Tyrian dies

- Plus 10 if Tyrian finally does something freaking terrifying. So far all he’s got going for him is that laugh– other than that, he’s kind of cardboard. 

- Minus 10 if the rest of RNJR just sits there through the battle

- Minus another 10 for anyone who closes their eyes instead of straight up throwing stuff at Tyrian. Seriously, did Nora run out of grenades or something?

- Minus 10 if we go to Atlas and STILL don’t see Weiss’s mom/don’t get any explanation for not seeing Weiss’s mom

- Plus 10 if they explain what on earth Weiss has been doing for the past six months. (Training? Reading? Deep depression? Locked in her room by Jaques? Please tell us.)

Hm… this got long. I guess that’s all for now, but I’ll probably do more as the season progresses.

12x03 - Episode Review - What a roller coaster!

Honestly I adored this episode. It made me laugh (Cas and Crowley were a brilliant odd couple), it made me cry (Oh gosh Dean at the end was heartbreaking) and overall it was a massive step up from last week thanks to Bobo being a much more talented writer than Bucklemming ever could be.

Things that stood out

Mary’s conversation with Castiel - That one hurt. Mary is clearly still traumatised over what she has been through and deeply mourning the loss of her children (because it is a loss to her) and her husband. I can’t imagine that John’s journal is giving her much relief because we know just how terribly dark Sam and Dean’s childhood was. It is heart wrenching to watch her struggle with that. But this conversation with Castiel proves one very important point. Castiel does not see himself as family yet. Even though Dean told him he was a brother, Cas doesn’t see it. We figured this based on his reaction to the car scene in 11x23 anyway, but this moment just proved that. Cas doesn’t think he belongs with the Winchesters and doesn’t yet feel that the Bunker is his home.  

When did it start to feel like you fit? Like you belong here?”

“I’m still not sure I do.”

Cas’ face at that moment. The way he gives her a very slight smile that’s probably his version of a shrug. I just… I want to wrap my arms around him and tell him that he DOES fit and that BOTH Winchester’s WANT HIM TO FEEL THAT HE IS FAMILY. But urgh. They are gonna need to spell it out here. This is why communication is a major player this season.

The fact that he then goes on to say “You do belong here” is again further proof that Castiel’s mind set isn’t all that great at the moment and that he hasn’t recovered. Mary has just come back into the Winchester’s lives and is their mother and family by blood, to Castiel, it is obvious that she is loved and wanted and needed. She belongs with the boys even though she is a stranger to them when you really think about it, and they are strangers to her. Castiel has been their family for 8 years now, and yet he still doesn’t see it. Just kill me someone it hurts too much to think about.

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Look at meh, making some comics even in busy times~ So proud of myself =7=

Anyways, sooooo remember when I asked you guys to name some AUs you wanted? WEELLLL I got some comics in mind for a couple of them (and even some I’ve stored away from last year) and so now they can be continued and hopefully concluded~ yay!

And since SSOOO many people were asking for the Mpreg!AU, that’s what I’m gonna start with .7. (AND BE PREPARED TO CRY. YOU ASKED FOR IT NOW YOU’RE GONNA GET IT. ALL OF IT

oh yeah and btw in the AU, Felicia (Italy and Germany’s daughter) stays over at Spain and Romano’s house usually over the weekend (just so Italy and Germany can have some ‘alone time’ *wink wink*)

anonymous asked:

Bear with me because I love dance and I love Laurette. Imagine John and Lafayette being one of those like hella insane pas de deux couples that perform really well but you can tell by the way they look at each other while they're dancing they're so in love. (This came to my mind in my dance class as we were working on partner dances because Laf is big and strong and John is so smol and they would just be that perfect size difference and they'd be so pretty together)

I would

a.) watch the hell out of this

b.) read the hell out of this

c.) look at the fanart of this

d.) cry over this

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Imagine being the doctors daughter and he is always worried about you.
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He watched from the corner of his eye as your little chubby hands reached in the air for nothing.
He knew that this is what baby’s do he was just worried about if you will be safe or not.

He made a promise to himself to keep you away from danger and that’s a promise he will keep until he has no more regenerations left.
Then you suddenly felt lonely so you started crying for attention you just wanted someone to hold you and bounce you in there arms

If on cue the doctor came over and took you out of your baby carrier and started to bounce you up and down slowly.
Your crying started to die down and you gurgled a little.

The doctor chuckled at your gurgling “Well I guess I can only talk to you by gurgles."He said.

A couple of minutes passed and your eyes started to droop so you fell asleep in your fathers arms.
The doctor noticed you fell asleep so he kissed the top of your head and walked to your baby carrier and layed you down gently.

"Goodnight y/n sweet dreams."He said as he stroked your cheek and picked up a light pink blanket and layed it on top of you.

anonymous asked:

THIS EPISODE IS SO AMAZING AND I JUST AJDHD UXJDJDI

i’m kind of still crying it’s fine it’s ok i might be dehydrated by now but it’s worth it

i also went back to look at my liveblog and honesly a couple of the posts i can’t translate into english and i made them

BUT I’M DYING OVER THE BOAT SHED MOMENT like i think it’s my favourite part??? I don’t even care that they got interrupted, their acting of the approach was so incredible the actual kiss wouldn’t have topped it for me, eric literally told her he was in love with her??? Nell was confronted with feelings and didn’t back off!! she leaned in!!! then Dave asks if he was interrupting they said ‘oh it can wait’ and not even a bitter way but an ‘its ok if we don’t do this now, we WILL later’ with quiet certainty. 

my children are so grown up and i’m so proud and yeah, crying still 

Like an apple tree among the trees of the forest,
So is my beloved among the young men.
In his shade I took great delight and sat down,
And his fruit was sweet to my taste.

He has brought me to his banquet hall,
And his banner over me is love.

can we just. not. sing anything from song of solomon. ever again?

(for those not in the know, song of solomon is a whole book of the old testament written mainly as a dialogue between a newlywed couple talking about how gorgeous they are and how much they wanna bang, albeit in metaphors that take some squinting all these millennia later.)

quoth my sister: “I’m too ace for this.”

Here is my photo op experience with J2 - this was my first ever convention and it was literally the best weekend of my life. I have been waiting over 7+ years for them to come to Minnesota and meet them. I had the most unforgettable experience. 


It was the best experience i could ever ask for. I’m one of the people who got the most time with them which I am super greatful for. As you can tell in the picture my sister and I got Jerk and Bitch tattoos. We thought that we would do something that hasn’t been done before. So i was standing in line and as we entered the room, I shaking too death and crying. One of the managers comes over to me and says are you okay? do you need to sit, do you need some water. I said yeah, i don’t I am just super nervous I dont know how to act.

I got up too Jensen, i was literally crying and i started at him for like a couple seconds. And then he looked into my eyes and I said “Thank You for everything you do, On September 6th, I’ll be 3 years clean of self-harm.” He just puts his arms around me and says “Thats awesome sweetie, I’m so proud of you.”

Jared was such a puppy, he got all excited at the fact we had Jerk and Bitch tattoos so he was looking around and he goes wheres jerk wheres jerk. Once he saw it, his face lit up. 

Then Jensen looks at me and says “come here let me hold you, we will take a picture.” I was kind of crying in the picture as you can tell. But that was the best moment ever. After the picture Jensen hugged me for two mins literally that long and just let me cry. Everyone around us said awe, even some of the managers. He seriously wouldn’t let me go, I felt so safe and secure it was amazing. I said to him “i love you so much and he said i love you too.” I could tell that Jensen looked over and the photographers were getting mad but he didn’t care. Eventually he said “okay hun, go over and hug Jared, I know he will wanna hug you”


Then I went over to Jared, he was literally standing there with a huge smile on his face and my heart just melted. He literally went and hugged me right away and I said to Jared “Thank you so much for the AlwaysKeepFighting campaign, it means a lot to me, i love you” While Jared was hugging me he was literally swaying me back and forth it was amazing. Then Jared said “no problem, its my pleasure. I love you too, you’re such a doll.” the photographer looks over and said come on lets go. You could tell he was getting mad. But Jared said “just let me hug her.” He eventually let go of me and I left. I was crying and literally shaking to death. 


This was the best day of my life - I met my idols and I couldn’t be anymore happier. I hope all of you get too meet your Idol one day. It will change your life forever. 

Alex and meredith’s friendship just makes me so emotional I can’t even believe how far they’ve come they’re the only originals left and I’m so glad they have each other ignore me crying in a corner over here

My boyfriend got drunk
  • Him: Babe, I went on an amazing adventure.
  • Me: It's 4AM.
  • Him: Me and my friend went to a party and then we got drunk. I can't remember what happened, but we're having a sleep over now.
  • Me: I'm right next to you. Am I that friend?
  • Him: Oh shit, yea.

anonymous asked:

What exactly constitutes as fetishizing mlm or wlw relationships? I see a lot of posts about it and I just really want to make sure that I'm not doing that, and I'm really anxious (like usual) that I'm doing something wrong! If you could explain it to me gently (I'm sorry I just don't want to cry and hate myself) I would really appreciate it so that I can be a better person in and for the LGBT+ community.

ah ok so what i mean by fetishing is when straight people treat mlm/wlw relationships as something to fawn over or treating them as if they only exist as your entertainment, or not taking them seriously, maybe treating gay couples as objects or being turned on by the idea of gay people “getting it on” / for example- a straight man obsessing over the idea of two lesbians.

I am so desperately sad. I was sad enough already this week and now I am shattered. I was already dreading my birthday on Saturday but now I feel like I can barely face it and the thought of even getting up and going to work tomorrow just makes me want to cry.

It’s my fault, obviously. I mean I realised in November I was fucked for investing so much in a fucking ship. But it’s also my fault for being positive about this - and I am never positive about anything - because I have been mugged off. And I have mugged off every one of you I have tried to reassure over the past couple of weeks, because I was wrong. I was wrong for having faith. I was wrong for being positive. It won’t happen again. I am so sorry.

I fucked up. I am fucked up. And I am disgusted with myself for allowing myself to be like this.

I’m sure it’ll be okay…..one day. But it won’t be yet. And the bottom line is, for some people it will never be okay again. The cracks in the fandom are already showing and it makes me so sad I could cry right now.

But it’s my fault. It’s all my fault. Emmerdale have mugged me off but I have also mugged myself off for allowing myself to get this deep.

Happy fucking birthday.