what she means:
There are so many people out there who are lucky enough to get a chance to go see Hamilton and don't even realize how fortunate they are and then I'm just here sitting at home, crying over and over about the album at how beautiful the soundtrack is and how perfect Lin Manuel Miranda is like how do people not understand how lucky they are to be alive to see this legendary man perform something that he absolute loves and will protect forever??? I want more than anything to watch Daveed Diggs rap his heart out and for Renee Elise Goldsberry go slay everyone the second she appears on the stage. I want my heart to break when Eliza literally has hers stomped all over. I want to see Aaron Burr realize that the world was big enough for the both of them. I want to be in the room where it happened but I'm poor and can't afford anything and there's no pro shot yet I just want to see a proshot is that too much to ask for???