can i even complicate your breathing

My Fake Boyfriend Part 11 (Final Part)

Summary: After receiving a very rude letter of your ex on the mail saying that he is going to get married. You see yourself not knowing what to do, you can just let it go or accept the help of your hot neighbor and pretend he is your boyfriend.

Paring: Bucky x Reader

Words: 3571

Warnings: A lot of emotions, a lot of fluffy and a little of smut.

@drinkfantasy thank you so much for being my beta. You are the best.

You are so happy, you can’t believe that today you are finally going to sleep on your own bed. “You know, I really like to see you wearing my clothes.” You smile at Bucky’s words as he hugs you from behind.

“I like to wear them, they smell like you.” You are wearing a pair of leggings and one of his sweaters. It’s so big and comfortable. “You can keep it if you want, it looks really good on you.” You turn around kissing him on the lips. “You are going to regret this, in a couple months you are not going to have any more clothes to wear.” You say playful, taking his hair out of his forehead.

“I don’t mind, I can always steal them back and this way they are gonna smell like you.” He is so sweet, you can’t believe how kind and precious Bucky Barnes can be, especially after everything he has been through.

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Dua Request

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته

Keep my Dad in your adiyah, Jummah before the last one he fainted during khutbah and his breathing stopped too for some minutes and people thought he passed away but Alhamdulillah he made it through and is okay atm. There is alot more going on with him and around him which even I don’t even understand and can’t explain so please keep him in your adiyah. Jazakallah Khair.

[scenario] [request] red string of fate

13: “Kiss me.” 
23: “Just once.” 
31: “You lied to me.” 

(lol why do i always write angsty scenarios for eomma mingyu i’m sORRYy)

Title: red string of fate

Member: mingyu ft. established soonhoon

Genre: angst w good ending // soulmate au 

Word Count: 1565

“Even though she and I can’t see the string, we’re really happy. I’m glad I found her.”

Mingyu rests his head in his hands, hearts in his eyes, unbeknownst to him that with each word he says, your eyes struggle to contain the tears threatening to spill over.

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Happy Ever After

Written for: Bethtastic’s 6K Writing Challenge

Words: 1682

Pairings: Dean x Reader

Prompt: “You’re my dream. You’ve always been my dream.”

Warnings: AU, Slight angst, fluff, Dean Winchester being perfect, pregnancy, alcohol consumption (mentioned)

A/N: Thanks for letting me join your challenge and I hope you enjoy! All mistakes are my own, gifs are found through google. Tags are at the bottom: Tagging a few blogs that I’ve seen but if you wish to be added or removed please just let me know. I’m not offended. Feedback is greatly appreciated.

Summary: The reader discovers that she’s pregnant and prepares to tell the father her childhood friend, Dean Winchester. However, before she can tell him Dean has secrets of his own and basically happily ever afters aren’t so rare. 

    “Oh god,” you take deep breaths trying to remember how to breathe as the tiny hunk of plastic seems to mock you from the bathroom sink. “No, no, no,” you murmur trying to fight back a wave of tears. You had dreamed about this for the longest time, but now that it was staring you in the face it seemed terrifying. No, it was terrifying. How could you tell him?

      “Y/N?” Charlie’s voice drifted from the opposite side of the locked door. “Y/N, Jess and I are right here will you please unlock the door and let us in?” You stand to unlock the door before returning to the edge of the tub with your arms wrapped around you as the door swings open revealing your friends Jess and Charlie.

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anonymous asked:

what are you favorite buffy and angel moments?

Oh wow.

One of my absolute favourite moments between Buffy and Angel is in 2x19 when the poltergeist possesses Buffy and she and Angel re-enact the star-crossed lovers of the teacher/student 1) because the show sets it up to make the viewer think Buffy will actually take on the role of Ms. Newman so it’s a good twist when she’s actually James and it makes sense that she’d be James and she could sort of finally be honest about how much she misses Angel and how much she loves him while also venting her rage at the situation happening to her 2) there is such a sincerity and earnestness to the angst in that episode, like the way Buffy cries and pleads, the way Angel is vulnerable again

and that kiss was so passionate but my favourite part is when she whispers “Angel?” and he pushes her away and runs, like it’s not just heartbreaking, it’s gut-wrenching.

I also love this moment because the episode as a whole was just so well-done and gut-wrenching on all levels like Giles thinking James is actually Jenny and Willow says, “Jenny would never be so mean” in that teary-voice, like it just made that Bangel angst on absolute 100 because the episode was so tight and so emotional on all fronts.

I never watched Angel but I did watch the episode Buffy goes to LA and Angel is human and OK, that sex scene when they just go at it on the kitchen table is one of my favourites but there are no gifs of that, lmao, so we’re going to another one my favourite moments which is when their time is running out. David and Sarah do this sense of panic very well, it’s very sincere and earnest, it really does feel like both of their hearts are breaking because they can’t be together and it’s very rare to actually make that devastation real and they do it:

Not gonna lie, one of my favourite moments is when he feeds from her in season 3 because it’s erotic and tragic and sexy and dangerous and intimate and sad and just so many emotions at once and they’re all very intense and it’s all very urgent and now or never, all or nothing, very Bangel, very BTVS:

I like their morning makeout in “Surprise” because the physical intensity is clearly at a point where both of them want to have sex and not because it’s sex but because it’s sex with each other, you get the sense that they’ve reached a point where they want to be as intimate as possible with each other:

Their acceptance/skating rink scene for obvious reasons:

When Angel comes back

and then in the subsequent episode regains his senses and saves Buffy then drops to his knees in front of her, like it’s so intimate and so sad at the same time because he truly loves her, he came back from a hell dimension loving her but it’s fucking with her head and it’s both painful and comforting at once:

The forehead kiss, it’s an intense situation but a gentle moment and it’s simple but he clearly loves her and is protective of her:

Spike’s speech in Lover’s Walk because it’s amazing and also very Bangel even thogh the “shagging” is complicated, which is partially why everything else is true

Their domestic bickering scene

Their kiss before she kills him

I cant find a gif for it but in season 4  when Angel and Riley get into a fight and Buffy breaks them apart and then asks Riley to leave so she and Angel can have a moment and Riley doesn’t move so Buffy and Angel just go outside, it was deliciously petty.

The Amends speech veers on melodrama a little bit but this is what an angst-filled, love-you-too-much, live-and-die-with-your-every-breath plus self-reflection looks like *stares at Julie Plec*

Their kiss in season 5 because it showed that even after all this time, they cant be together because the feelings are always there:

Also in 2x01 when she smashes the Master’s bones and he just holds her as she cries.

That’s it for now!

*none of these are my gifs*

Can I Even Complicate Your Breathing?

Summary: Pastel!Dan lives in an apartment complex and sits on his windowsill every night and sings. Punk!Phil listens to him every night. 
Word Count: 3906
A/N: Thank you to danisnotahobbit for the wonderful prompt and for betaing this for me! And also thank you to whalefairyfandom12 (as always) for cheering me on and correcting my grammar (: You both are awesome! Also, I’ve just reached 3k subscribers today so here’s a celebration fic xD
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There is a boy who lives across the street from Phil who has brown hair the colour of chocolate, the voice of an angel, and eyes that reflect a million stars. Phil doesn’t know when it first started, but he slowly began to drift to his slightly cracked window every night just to hear the boy sing.

He always sat upon his windowsill, picking at the lint on his pastel jumpers while his lips uttered beautiful melodies that put Vic Fuentes to shame. And Phil didn’t even know the boy’s name, or what he liked to do in his spare time, but he could slowly start to feel himself falling for the boy.

It was idiotic in a way. Phil had never met this brunette beauty before. He never heard his voice besides when he sang in the hours of the night, he never seen him in broad daylight, and he certainly didn’t know a single thing about him. And yet, Phil was in love with a voice and a boy who didn’t even know he existed.

These were the thoughts that haunted him at night, cracking his window open just a sliver before crawling to his bed to browse through Tumblr. He was somewhat embarrassed by how obsessed he had become, but the moment that Phil heard the first few cords of a Pierce the Veil song come from the apartment complex opposite his, Phil’s worries floated away and he leaned back to allow the pretty lyrics into his eardrums to embed in his memory.

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The human body is singlehandedly the most complicated thing ever created. Simply being born makes you incredibly smart. You breathe in and out anywhere from 15 to 25 times per minute without even thinking about it. Everyday your heart beats more than 100,000 times. We run marathons and drive cars, build skylines and create entire languages. You’re effortlessly operating the most complex machine in existence and, if you can do that, everything else is simple. There’s no such thing as hard.
—  Did I Ever Wake Up? - Mod Sun

Title: Happy Halloween

Pairing: Oswald Cobblepot x Female Reader

Summary: After a party gone wrong you have to show Oswald you aren’t some damsel in distress.

Warnings: Semi-public sex, masturbation, oral sex (female receiving) sub!Oswald and dom!Reader (for the most part).

Originally posted by raymukada

In hindsight, you should’ve realized tonight was going to be awful. Oswald woke up moody, threw a fit when breakfast was served a minute late, and nearly shattered your favorite glass when he realized his costume wasn’t completely ready yet. Needless to say, your comment about dressing as himself and going as a drama queen didn’t land well. He spent the majority of the afternoon pointedly ignoring you. Which was perfectly fine. His tantrum gave you an opportunity to actually get work done around the mansion.

After that, Isabella came over which just worsened Oswald’s mood. If you didn’t know better you would think a literal black cloud was covering his head. It’s hard for him to see her, you know. He’s still sore over Ed falling for her, and the fact you so willingly accept her in our lives just pores salt in a wound he’s been licking for a while. You aren’t under any illusions about how you and Oswald got together. Both of you were pining for someone you couldn’t have and got together out of some desperate need for affection. Unhealthy? Of course. Does it work for the two of you? Well, you’ve been happily living together for three months now, dating for five.

The entire time Isabella stayed at the mansion to help finish your flapper dress Oswald sulked in the shadows, pouty and glaring. Eventually, your friend took the hint and left. You begged her to stay with Oswald’s scoff as background music. She could’ve been just as bitchy as Oswald. She should’ve been just as bitchy as Oswald. You would’ve understood completely. Instead, Isabella bowed out gracefully, explaining she had her own costume to complete. The one friend from Oswald’s world you’ve managed to make and he consistently drives her away.

“You’re unbelievable.” You told him at the time. Oswald just rolled his eyes and stomped off to find his own barely finished costume.

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So this image has been making the rounds on this site and elsewhere…

And the usual kinds of shit happened - some people celebrated, others called them murderers, and heated exchanges happened. Okay, so let me be as civil as I can…



They aren’t saying you can run anyone protesting over that you want.


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Fuck! There is so much to worry about - we might be getting into a third world goddamn war, and y’all are arguing over shit that isn’t even real. You think any government official would legalize The Purge: Protest Edition? It isn’t hard to be smarter than a block of wood in a dumpster fire, but y’all make it look impossible. If anyone is illiterate and gullible enough to act on this image, THEY’LL GO TO JAIL FOR A LONG TIME. Now could we please get some rationality up in this?

Angels can love too

Originally posted by subcas

Pairing: Castiel x Reder

Warnings: fluff

Word count: 632

Request:  Hey I have another request 😳 do you think you could do one where the female reader and castiel have become close friends and one day she falls asleep while drawing and cas finds her sketch pad full of drawings of his wings, it’s kind of random but I love drawing and cas fluff is always great 😜 as usual please tag me so I can see it! 🤗 ( @1800-yallneedjesus )

A/N: Thank you so much for the request! I hope you like it! Sorry if it’s a little shitty but I’m bad at writing Castiel even tho I love him. xx

My ask box is open to anything! 

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High School AU (No Bullying!) Masterlist

A Flash Before the Line Gets Blurry - botanistlester

Summary: Dan gets dared to date Phil Lester, a guy from his school who only dates people for seven days before breaking up with them.

A Smile For Two, So I Can Share It With You - ravehowell

Summary: Dan wonders about how Phil Lester’s name echoes around the classrooms but no one ever speaks of his smile.

Beauty And The Geek - placentaandllamas

Summary: Dan and Phil are both fairly popular but in different clicks and the school ships them.

Can I Even Complicate Your Breathing? - botanistlester

Summary: Punk!Phil listens to Pastel!Dan sing on his windowsill every night.

Can We Fast-Forward ‘Til You Go Down On Me? (ao3) bukkake-howell

Summary: AU in which Dan is horny in class and Phil sucks him off in the bathroom.

Everything Led Back To You - tadachans

Summary: First place in the high school art show isn’t even that big of a deal, or that’s what most of Dan and Phil’s friends say. And, well, they’re not wrong. It’s probably just the competing that Dan and Phil like, but they won’t ever admit that.

Girls/Girls/Boys - daniactuallysnuffledthatpopcorn

Summary: Dan discovers that his thing cheerleaders turns out to be a thing for just one cheerleader.

I Can Feel You On My Lips All The Time - crescendohowell

Summary: A high school au in which Phil is shy and prefers keeping to himself.  But Dan bursts into his life with loud laughter, constant swearing, and promises that Phil’s not sure Dan’s prepared to keep.

Key To My Heart (ao3) fivepixelphan

Summary: Dan is a loner, who spends his lunch breaks in the music room writing his own music. He dreams of having people listen to his music, and hopes to inspire. Phil, who sits opposite him in Music Class, discovers Dan’s talent one lunch break.

Life is Just a Classroom - chocolatesaucelester

Summary: Phil is bad at math and Dan is more than a pastel color wearing genius, he just needs the right person to see that.

Marching To The Sound Of Love - iloveminecraft807

Summary: Dan is a freshman alto sax player, and Phil is a junior snare. What happens when they meet? Will Dan like Phil? Will Dan figure out that he’s not straight? Or will it all fall to pieces?

Nevercraft (ao3) - snowbunnylester, notanannoyingfangirl

Summary: When Dan joins a high school computer club, the last thing he’s expecting is to fall in love with an MMORPG, and the mysterious guy who talks to him through the keyboard. Still, when he finds out his mystery guy might be closer than he thought, Dan can’t help but be intrigued.

The Reject - blueberryphancakes

Summary: Dan might be a little bit in love with his best friend, but it’s okay. Phil doesn’t get crushes, at least as far as Dan can tell, so Dan has spent the last two years pining in secret while learning to accept the fact that Phil might never see him the same way.And it’s fine. It is. He feels lucky to have Phil as a friend at all, and he is perfectly happy to keep things the way they are. But things are bound to change when he finds some pretty convincing evidence that Phil does get crushes. And, as it turns out, boys who look like Dan are exactly Phil’s cup of tea.The only problem? The object of Phil’s affection is Dan’s twin brother.

Commander Cody - Trickshot

Being a Jedi, you rely quite heavily on your lightsaber - which means you’re basically screwed if it gets lost or broken in battle. A blaster from a fallen droid is hardly helpful, seeing as you have no idea how to use it - so of course you get hurt. But somebody, who was very worried when that happens, has decided he can teach you a few new tricks.

Wordcount: 2502

Warnings: Injuries, battles, FLUFF

Notes: Cody’s such a cute lil nerd omg. And I’m going with the h/c here that he’s picked up just a slight tinge of Obi-Wan’s accent and charm :)

You run, breathless, down the corridor of the Republic base, spinning a hairpin turn into your master’s quarters. “Master, have you seen my -”

“On the desk,” Obi-Wan says without turning around. “You know, you really should learn to stop leaving your things lying about.”

“Sorry,” you say, panting. “Thanks for finding it though.” As your breathing evens out, you cross the room and take your lightsaber from the desk - and as soon as you do you feel better. More grounded, surer of your place in the universe. I am a Jedi, you think reverently. Well, almost, anyway.

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                           *:・゚☆ Facing the complications of the day, I hold my breath.  I wonder if you even remember what you wanted. Acting like everything was meaningless will never soothe my pain. Your hasty encouragements helps me to carry on. Holding on, falling out, we still have a ways to go. It’s so bright, I can’t see what kind of person I want to be. Wake up and run, leave behind all the illusions. If you ever want to change, just run, you’ll be free of your doubts. Once we get to where we belong, we’ll share this shining moment. I don’t know where I’m going but whether deep or short, take another breath    

                                            AS SCRIPTED BY RILEY

Okay but “Bad Things” is totally an Ambrollins theme song

[Camila Cabello:]
Am I out of my head?
Am I out of my mind?
If you only knew the bad things I like
Don’t think that I can explain it
What can I say, it’s complicated

Don’t matter what you say
Don’t matter what you do (Even if he stabbed him in the back)
I only wanna do bad things to you

So good, that you can’t explain it
What can I say, it’s complicated

[Machine Gun Kelly:]
Nothing’s that bad
If it feels good
So you come back
Like I knew you would (at Survivor Series 2016)

And we’re both wild
And the night’s young
And you’re my drug
Breathe you in ‘til my face numb
Drop it down to that bass drum
I got what you dream about
Nails scratchin’ my back tatt (Who has a back tatt?? Right.)
Eyes closed while you scream out
And you keep me in with those hips
While my teeth sink in those lips
While your body’s giving me life
And you suffocate in my kiss
Then you said

I want you forever
Even when we’re not together (On different brands)
Scars on my body so I can take you wherever
Like I want you forever

Even when we’re not together
Scars on my body I can look at you whenever

[Camila Cabello:]
Am I out of my head?
Am I out of my mind?

If you only knew the bad things I like
Don’t think that I can explain it
What can I say, it’s complicated
Don’t matter what you say
Don’t matter what you do
I only wanna do bad things to you
So good, that you can’t explain it
What can I say, it’s complicated

[Machine Gun Kelly:]
I can’t explain it
I love the pain (Even if it scares him)

And I love the way that your breath
Numbs me like novocain
And we are
Always high
Keep it strange
Ok, yeah, I’m insane (A lunatic, even)
But you the same

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Why Your Zodiac Sign DOESN’T Fit You!

I can’t count the amount of times I’ve had someone tell me, “I know Astrology isn’t real because my sign doesn’t fit me.” Astrology is so much more complicated then just a simple sun sign. Popular magazines have cheapened the depth of Astrology with their teeny bopper “horoscopes” (which have zero to none validity). I can’t stress it enough times-YOU ARE NOT YOUR SUN SIGN. Your sun sign is like a tiny glass piece of a Mosaic. Yes, it contributes to the overall image, but without the rest of the pieces, it’s just a piece of glass. Here are some of the basic reasons you may not relate to your sun sign.

1. Moon sign- I have found from my own studies that people who are emotional, open, or confident in themselves, tend to express more as their Moon sign or as a blend between Sun/Moon.

2. All the other signs- 9 other planetary bodies, Rising sign, and not to mention over a 1,000 asteroids all have influence on you in different ways. So Sun sign+ 9 planets+1,000 Asteroids= Really individual personality.

3. House Placement- 12 houses, each relating to a different category in life. Depending on where your sun sign is placed, it’ll express differently.

4. Aspects- The astrological relationship between planets, houses and signs actually changes how different signs express themselves. For example, a Virgo sun with a conjunct Taurus moon will be much more grounded, patient then a Virgo sun with a conjunct Leo moon.

5. Chart Ruler/Dominant Sign- Every chart has a sign that appears most, or has the most influence in their chart. A Capricorn sun with a Pisces Dominant chart is probably much more emotional, intuitive, and dreamer-esque then the typical archetype of a Capricorn.

6. Draconic Sun Sign- I’ll do an in-depth post on this later, but did you know you have an entire other chart with different signs that is just as influential as your Natal chart? Maybe that’s why you’ve always felt like an Aries, even though there’s little influence in your Natal chart.

7. Culture/Childhood- If you are a Cancer dominant who grew up in a home surrounded by Aquarian dominants, chances are you may be more aloof and emotionally independent then your other fellow Cancerians.

As you can see, we are all incredibly unique, interesting, and beautifully complicated human beings. So if you are an introverted, committed Gemini or a bubbly, spontaneous Scorpio. Don’t panic. Take a breath and look at your Natal Chart as a whole to better understand. I am also here to answer any questions or confusion. Please ASK ME QUESTIONS :) I love hearing from you guys!


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Type: Smut/Fluff/Angst

Members: Namjoon X Y/N (ft. Yoongi and Jimin)….




“Away from who?” Namjoon asks… My eyes open and I wake with a start…. “I-I”…”Y/N we need to talk” Namjoon says…”I don’t want to talk” I say pulling him towards me… the living room couch is as big as my bed …and so I maneuver myself so that I’m straddling Namjoon… He kisses me back hungrily his hands drawing patterns along my thighs and up my sides towards my breasts… “Wait no this is serious” he says pulling away and sliding me almost completely off of his lap to put some distance between our bodies… “Y/N, we can’t solve all our problems with sex” Namjoon sighs… “We can” I say pushing myself closer… “No, not after what happened last night, Y/N you ran out on me as soon as things got a little complicated” Namjoon says calmly… I look down and fiddle with the my (Namjoon’s) hoodie sleeve …” I know that, but I just needed time to think” I say… “I know but being with someone means being with them through everything” … “Even if you think they beat up your best friend?” I ask… “Even then” he replies… “Being with someone also means telling them about previous engagements… I’m not upset but it would have been nice to hear it from you rather than Jimin” …” Can we pretend he didn’t so I can tell you” I ask sheepishly… Namjoon nods… I take a deep breath “We were 18 and it was in Vegas a week before I moved to Korea…we didn’t think there would be any consequences…. I didn’t think it was a real marriage” I explain letting the words tumble out all at once and feeling exasperated … “mmHmm” Namjoon says running his fingers through his hair… I bite my lip and try my hardest to ignore the feel of my lower muscles clenching…. “For the record I came back to you” I say kissing the tip of his nose and sitting beside him on the too large couch.… Namjoon remains stoic and I fidget nervously… what if we can’t get passed this? I ask myself…. what if he doesn’t trust me anymore? …. “You said you weren’t upset” I say pouting before scooting closer towards him…  Namjoon looks at me for a moment his gaze holding mine before he sighs and leans in closer… “I’m not upset with you… I’m just trying to figure you out” he explains… I close the distance between us and brush my lips to his before taking his hand in mine and giving it a reassuring squeeze… “There’s nothing to figure out, I love YOU and I want to marry YOU… besides I don’t even remember that night clearly” I explain anxiously…

“What do you mean… Well I was with Jimin and a few other people that night and we were celebrating because he (Jimin) and I had both gotten an internship with your company. My “boyfriend” at the time was there and we’d had a lot to drink …. I say using the term boyfriend loosely… I feel like I want to gag when I think about Jung Hoseok and his mint colored sidekick…. I take a gulp of air and continue…. “when I woke up the next morning I had a ring on my finger so of course I panicked and left before Hoseok woke up…”I spent the rest of the week hiding out with my parents trying to avoid both Hoseok and his friend Suga … “Suga?” Namjoon asks a little incredulous… “Yeah the name sounds silly but he was anything but…. I say pulling my knees to my chest… “I only saw him a few times but Hoseok spoke volumes about Suga. Those two were always in some sort of trouble” I say reminiscing on the past… “But why didn’t you tell me before?” Namjoon asks… while running his slender fingers through my hair… I curl up closer to him … “Thank you” I say peeking up at him and kissing his cheek…. Before Namjoon can say anything Yoongi saunters into the living room… his creamy skin almost blending into the white walls of the large living space… “Well look who’s up” he dishes…. Namjoon and I look at him as he sits across from us on the recliner… “If you’re looking for a thank you then you’re wasting your time” I say pointedly… “Oh you mean for saving you from freezing to death? No not at all” he says arching a brow at me …. “Hyung, what is it?” Namjoon asks tightening his grip on me… the aura in the room has changed and it all traces back to the man sitting in front of us… “I need to have a talk with your girlfriend about the past” Yoongi muses… “So you overheard us?” I ask… “Hardly” he retorts rolling his eyes … “then what do you need to talk to Y/N about?” Namjoon asks early… “Does it matter?” Yoongi responds… both men look down at me…

“Unless you’re apologizing to Jimin, I think we’re done here” I snap…. Yoongi ‘s jaw locks but he says nothing more and rises to his feet …. There’s a sinking feeling in my stomach and I can’t help but lock eyes with him before he walks towards the kitchen…“That’s exactly what you said the day you left Hobi?” Yoongi mutters before turning on his heel and walking out of the large living room …. My world stops… I look at Namjoon to make sure I didn’t just imagine that… “What did you just say” I ask rising to my feet and chasing after him… he turns to face me… “You knew Y/N before I did?” Namjoon has appeared beside me… “So you were listening” I accuse…. Yoongi leans on the door frame and sighs… “So you remember Hoseok but you don’t remember me?!” he asks before turning the corner into the next room…. I eye his retreating figure for a moment a little taken back… “Is it because I don’t have mint hair anymore? Or because you were too drunk to even remember me?” his tone is accusatory and I back into Namjoon … Yoongi is inches from my face and I look at him in confusion … the wheels in my mind are spinning …” What do you mean? I met you like two days ago” I say …” Are you sure about that? Look at me, I mean really look at me and see if that jogs your memory” …my world stops and I feel like a deer caught in the head lights in the moment it all clicks….  “Does the name Suga ring a bell?” Yoongi asks pointedly…. The weight of his words hit me like a slap to the face… Namjoon pulls me closer into his side and looks at Yoongi for an explanation… “Yeah, I knew her before you did. But not in the way you do. Y/N was dating my best friend Hoseok…. Well maybe not dating was more like he chased after her until she gave in and dated him a like a week before moving to Korea…. Without telling him” … Yoongi explains… both men look towards me but my mind is still reeling…. “Y/N are you okay?” Namjoon asks gently…. “You didn’t tell him where I am, did you?” I glare at Yoongi…

“Relax, it took him years to get over you and I’m not about to break his heart all over again” Yoongi snaps… “Then why now?” Namjoon asks… “What are you playing at?” I arch an eyebrow at Yoongi… “I’m not playing at anything” … “Are you sure about that? Because from what I remember Suga always had an angle” …” Well from what I remember…” Yoongi starts… “That’s enough” Namjoon snaps… “Hyung, can you get your friend to sign the papers?” … “Maybe” Yoongi says nonchalantly… I glower at Yoongi and take a step closer until I can feel his breath fanning over my face… “Your petty attitude is what got me into this mess and now you’re going to get me out” I mutter… Yoongi looks at me… his eyes lingering on my face a little too long… I can feel my face heating up … we glare at one another almost challenging each other to act on impulse… he’s the first to look away and I’m thankful for that… “Fine” he mutters before storming off… I turn to look at Namjoon and he looks at me for a moment … like he’s deciding on whether or not come forward… I take initiative and run into his arms closing the short distance between our bodies… “I’m sorry” I whisper kissing his neck… “You say that a lot” he responds before wrapping his arms around me … we stay like that for a long time… just listening to the one another’s heart beats… “I love you” I say… “I love you too” he responds… I look into his eyes and kiss him as gently as I can manage pouring all of my love and adoration into the kiss… I don’t think of Yoongi when I’m with him and I shouldn’t think of him at all… Namjoon deepens the kiss and I moan inventorially… “Don’t do that when I have to go” he whines once we pull away to catch our breaths …. “Do you have to go to work?” I whine… Namjoon nods and kisses me chastely… “Yes, unfortunately. But I will be back when you return with Hyung” … I scowl at the thought of being with Yoongi for an extended period of time… maybe I can talk Jimin into coming with us… “Jimin!” I say aloud… “You should call him; he was very worried about you” … I nod and Namjoon hands me his cellphone… I dial the number and Jimin picks up after two rings “Hello Hyung? Have you heard from Y/N? Is she okay?” A frantic Jimin is a desperately trying to hold back tears and I can hear my heart breaking… “Jiminie” I say… “Y/N! Thank Goodness you’re okay. I was so worried!” Jimin is talking a mile a minute and I can hear his voice start to crack…  “I know. I’m so sorry dear, I shouldn’t have acted so rash” I reply feeling like a child who has been chastised… “That’s right!, you shouldn’t have! Your fiancé and I were so worried about you!” Jimin says… “I know but we talked and we’re good” I say looking over at Namjoon… he grabs my free hand before kissing it and walking us over to the elevator… I follow obediently behind him… “So you know about Yoongi/ Suga ?” Jimin asks… “You knew?” I ask surprised … “Of course, I was best friends with Hoseok before I met you, remember?” Jimin states matter of factly…  “Dating his sister as a cover up doesn’t really sound like something a best friend would do" I snap… “Yeah well we all make mistakes and you interacting with Suga is a big mistake” Jimin says… “I know, that’s why I called actually”  I reply fidgeting with Namjoon’s hand… “Yoongi said he can get Hoseok to sign the divorce papers and so I need you to come with us in case he tries to pull a Suga” I blurt out… Namjoon laughs quietly and I can hear Jimin smirk through the phone…

“I’m glad Jimin agreed to go with you” Namjoon says opening the door to his bedroom wide open for me… I step into the familiar room and sit on the foot of the too large bed…. “You know what I’m glad about?” I ask coquettishly… “what?” Namjoon asks coming over to me and lowering himself so that we are eye to eye …. I look at him through my lashes… “That your room is sound proof “I whisper connecting my lips to Namjoon’s…His hands are on either side of me holding him in place and mine find their way into his tussled hair… “Are you sure about that?” he asks once we pull away to catch our breaths… “let’s find out” I reply pulling him towards me… Namjoon complies and deepens the kiss… I hold on to him as his lips and tongue claim my mouth… My hands explore along his toned back and I pull his shirt over his shoulders quickly… Namjoon’s toned abdomen is on full display just for me… he is quick to remove my(his) sweat shirt … the room temperature makes me nipples harden and Namjoon stares at my chest in awe… I pull him towards me once more eager to feel him and touch his hot skin… Namjoon’s fingers curl into the waistband of my (his) sweat pants …I arch my body off of the mattress … … “no underwear? “… Namjoon smirks at my unclothed state …. I raise my pelvis up to meet his palm and look at him through my lashes… he looks at me through hooded eyes and I bite my lip …. His lips connect with my navel … the warmth spreads throughout my body … his tongue traces a stripe on my hip bones and I ache to feel his wet muscle between my thighs… “Namjoon” I whine… “What baby?” he asks… “I need you” I beg … “Where?” he asks me … playing coy…. “Here” I say tracing my index finger along my slick folds… Namjoon’s eyes follow my digit and I moan at the welcome sensation… I continue to tease myself as he watches me … the hardness growing in his pants… “Namjoonnnnn” I draw out his name as my fingers continue to stimulate my core and push towards my release…Namjoon is quick to remove his jeans and briefs… his erection standing tall and mouthwatering before me… his eyes are focused on me as he steps onto the bed once more settling himself between my legs… “Right here?” he asks …

Namjoon’s length slides into me …we both let out guttural moan at the too full feeling of one another’s warmth …. our lips connect and he begins to move… his strokes start off slow and I bring my hips up to meet his thrust for thrust… I kiss along his collar bones and leave a purple blossom of my own on his honey skin… Our bodies continue to move as one… my lower muscles contracting at the feel of him filling me over and over…  Namjoon’s hips buck into me again and again as he starts to quicken his pace… I sigh at the pleasure that starts to build in the pit of my stomach…. the sound of skin slapping against skin and my moans of pleasure resonate off of the bedroom walls… as he continues to roll his hips rhythmically… I cling to him …eager to feel him deeper and somehow closer… My skin feels like it’s on fire and only he can soothe the ache… My hands tangle in his hair holding him as close to me as I can… “You feel so good” he whispers in my ear as he continues to thrust into me … my back bows off of the bed … his hands gently explore my body… rediscovering every inch… I moan at the feel of him filling me to the hilt… my mind is clouded with the pleasure of Namjoon’s body tangled in mind… his plump lips kiss along my jaw line and down to the hollow of my throat… MY breath catches in my throat at the slight pressure of his lips on my throat… the lack of oxygen is just enough to heighten my senses … and let out a long drawn out moan… Namjoon’s eyes meet mine… they’re full of carnal promise and I can’t help the tears that sting at the back of my eyes… they run down my cheeks and I let myself go… Namjoon continues to thrust into me as I ride out my unexpected high…. his lips continue their assault on my collar bones… slurred praises and variations of his name fall from my lips… I cling to Namjoon as he reaches his own high… my warmth tightens around his length as his hot seed pours into me… he collapses on top of me and I cradle him to my chest… rubbing circles on his back as we both sit in silence catching our breaths and basking in our post sex bliss…

“Did you know that I love you?” Namjoon is the first to break the silence… “Did you know I love you?” …I retort kissing the top of his head affectionately… Namjoon laughs tiredly and fidgets with the ring that’s once again on my finger… “I should really get to work” he says before pulling out of me severing our precious connection… I pout at the thought of being left alone…Namjoon smirks and pulls me into his arms… he leaves a trail of gentle kisses from my ring finger to my lips… “Maybe I can work from home today” he suggests… I connect our lips once more … my body heating up at the proximity we share… Namjoon’s hands gently tangle in my hair pulling me closer and I bite his plump bottom lip before claiming his mouth once more… Our make out session is interrupted by a knock at the door… Namjoon grunts before kissing my lips chastely once more and rises from the bed rummaging through his drawers before producing a pair of pajama pants… and tossing a shirt my way… I catch it and slide it on just as he is about to open the door …” Hyung, what is it?” Namjoon asks… Yoongi stands at the other side of the door… a bag is slung over his shoulder and his cellphone is in his hands… “I got in touch with Hoseok but he wants to speak to Y/N” … I pad to Namjoon’s side at the mention of my name… “What does he have to speak with her about?” Namjoon demands…. “I don’t know but he said that he’s not signing anything unless he gets to speak to her” Yoongi explains… Namjoon is about to protest when I interject… “I’ll speak to him” I say pushing past Namjoon and taking the phone from Yoongi… Namjoon is staring daggers at Yoongi and his jaw is locked … I take his hand in mine and give it a reassuring squeeze… “Hello?” I ask meekly… “Y/N!” a drunk Hoseok slurs on the other line….





Neighbors (2) Masterlist

part one

After School Special - phanim

Summary: Dan’s never liked his next door neighour. He’s loud, obnoxious, and brings home too many guys. Dan’s witnessed countless drunken encounters through his bedroom window- and he wishes he hadn’t. But when a string of events leads to Dan playing host to a drunken Phil every night for a month, he can’t help but fall for the constant slurred suggestions.

An Unexpected Guest - transdimensional-void

Summary: Phil’s flat gets an unexpected and unwanted guest.

Arachnophobia - sleepylittlephil

Summary:  Au prompt: “this is totally awkward considering before this the only interactions we’ve ever had have been casual nods to each other in the hallway but there’s a huge fucking spider in my bath tub and you seem like the friendly neighbor type please help me”.

Boxes - teenagephantxsy

Summary: 2009!Phan AU Smut, Phil moves into a new house by himself in Wokingham which so happens to be right next door to one 18 year old Daniel Howell.

Can I Even Complicate Your Breathing? - phansdick

Summary: Pastel!Dan lives in an apartment complex and sits on his windowsill every night and sings. Punk!Phil listens to him every night.

I’m Not a Little Kid Now - stormpilotjpg

Summary: Phil’s life changes completely when the Howells move in next door.

My Hot New Neighbor - duckmcduckpants

Summary: Phil just moved into a flat in a nice quiet area of London and has finally gotten settled. But then he starts to notice that many days, his hot neighbor, who looks to be around 18, likes to dance around in his underwear.

Tempo of Ivory Pauses - literaryphan

Summary: the piano from the other side of the wall becomes a part of phil’s night and he’s adjusted to it even though he doesn’t know why.

The Exodus Into His Heart - valdimire

Summary: Where Dan is an intern for a law firm and Phil is his boss; in which Phil just so happens to be Dan’s hot neighbor that Dan has taken to observing. The problem? Phil has no idea who Dan is but Dan knows everything about Phil. Well, almost everything.

The Monster - ibelily

Summary: Dan’s phobia of moths is usually not that constricting of his day to day life, but when aparticularly huge one stops him from being able to take a shower, he resorts to desperate measures and goes across the hall to his neighbour Phil’s flat.

The Pianist and the Artist - crescendohowell

Summary: Dan is a struggling university student who loves piano that becomes friends with his neighbor, Phil, the artist.  Generally cute and fluffy getting together Phan.  Preserve through the sad parts, it always gets better, I wouldn’t make you suffer a bad ending.

Through the Window (ao3) - Tastefulcucumber

Summary: Phil just moved in next door to Dan Howell, the amazing basketball star and winner of the best hair in mock elections. Phil can’t help but noticing that a room in his new house has a window that leads straight into Dan’s bedroom, and he happens to spend quite of bit of time in said room.

We All Get Curious - flower-phan

Summary: Dan REALLY hates people, he doesn’t seem like there’s any point in making friends. But Dan also thinks his Neighbor Phil, is REALLY hot.

Yellow - phanallamallama

Summary: Please stop picking flowers from my garden au/ Dan really likes yellow and his cat really likes Phil

beautiful bangtan lyrics from 2016

(and why they deserve that daesang and so much more)

“when the curtains close my breath hitches. my heart becomes frazzled; i let out my breath. 

did i make any mistakes today? how were the expressions of the audience?regardless i am happy, for becoming who i am. because i can make someone scream.” (young forever, namjoon)

“on the empty stage i fear the void within myself. in front of all these complicated emotions, and with my life on the line i pretend not to care.” (young forever, yoongi)

“raise your voice higher, even if the attention isn’t forever i will keep singing. i want to stay young forever.” (young forever, hoseok)

“forever we are young. with the flying flower petals, as we run lost in this maze. 

forever we are young. even if i’m to fall and get hurt, i run endlessly towards my dreams.” (young forever)

“dream, hope, forward, forward.” (young forever)

“reach out your hand and save me, i need your love before i fall.” (save me)

“listen to my heartbeat. it calls out to you on its volition; because you shine so brightly in the darkness.” (save me)

“today the moon shines even more brightly on the empty space of my memories.” (save me, yoongi)

“i knew that your salvation would be a part of my life, and would be the touch that can embrace my pain. the best of me, i only have you. help me smile again by raising your voice, play on.” (save me, hoseok)

“thank you for letting me be me. for giving me wings, for letting me fly. 

for straightening me out and for waking me up when i was suffocating. 

for giving me life when i was only alive in my dreams. 

the sun rises when i think of you and my sadness is no more. thank you for becoming “us”” (save me, namjoon)

“lost my way, no matter how many times i wander i want to believe in this path.” (lost)

“i still want to believe, even though it’s hard, that the way to find your path is to lose it.” (lost)

“even if i take a few step backwards, i will never lose my dream.” (lost)

“maybe i can never fly, like the flower petals or as if i have wings. maybe i can’t touch the sky, but i want to reach out my hands and run just a little more.” (awake, jin)

“I know every life’s a movie we got different stars and stories. we got different nights and mornings. our scenarios ain’t just boring.” (reflection, namjoon)

“the world is just another name for despair and my height is just another diameter for the earth. i am all of my joy and anxiety. it repeats every single day, the love and hate directed to me.” (reflection, namjoon)

“I remember that time, when i was lost and exhausted deep in despair. where i pushed you away and despised you.

but til the end you protected me, so don’t you ever let go of my hand because i will never again let go of you. 

you will witness it all, the beginning and the very end of my life.” (first love, yoongi)

“the wounds just get deeper like pieces of broken glass that I can no longer retrieve.” (stigma, taehyung

“caught in a lie, find the innocent me. i can’t free myself from this lie, give me back my laughter.” (lie, jimin)

“I feel like I’m going to die when hyung is sad, it hurts me more when you are in pain than when i am in pain.” (begin, jungkook)

“at fifteen years old I had nothing. i was so small and the world was so big. I can’t even imagine myself, having no scent being so empty.” (begin, jungkook)

“so i love you my brothers, you gave me emotions and made me become myself.” (begin, jungkook)

“i’m still not sure what the secret to success is. but I think I know the secret to failure, it is to mess around like you, as you blab your mouth. i would rather die than live like that.” (give it to me, agust d)

“money, honor, whatever it may be bring it to me. fame, flash light, give it to me.” (give it to me, agust d)

“my pride which I thought I had sold out has turned into self directed respect. my fans, keep your head high with pride because who can do it like me?” (the last, agust d)

“Seiko, Rolex, AX, and gymnasium, the heads of thousands nodding to my hand gesture” (the last, agust d)

“the root of my creativity has tasted all the sweet, bitter and shit of this world. those days when I laid down to sleep on the toilet floor are all memories now, even my shoulder which shattered during the accident of my part time job. 
and so i clung to my debut as if it were my life, so who are you fooling as if you’ve gone through all these miseries?” (the last, agust d)

“so far away, if I had a dream of my own, if only I had a flying dream.
don’t fall away, if I had a dream of my own, if only I had a flying dream.” (so far away, agust d)

“i live because i can’t die.” (so far away, agust d)

“dream, I will be there during your creation and until the end of your life. dream, wherever it is you may be i will be there. dream, after all the hardships you will surely bloom. dream, in spite of your humble beginnings you future will be so prosperous.” (so far away, agust d)

"because you gave to me selflessly, because you were my support now you can believe in your son, you can smile.” (mama, hoseok)

“hey mama, i’m sorry mama i now know a grace like the heavens mama. hey mama so thanks mama you became my blood and flesh mama.” (mama, hoseok)

“been trying to tell you this, i was supposed to tell you this. this is all for you.” (2! 3! hoping for better days, namjoon)

“thank you so much. because of all your self-reproach i was able to prove myself, when I couldn’t even do that in high school. keep clapping we’ll be happy together just us, i’m good yeah i’m good” (2! 3! hoping for better days, yoongi)

“i was a shadow behind the stage in the darkness. i didn’t want to show you my pain because i wanted to do well, and i wanted to make you smile. 

so thanks for dealing with me, for accepting my pains and wounds, for being the flower to the most beautiful moment in life.” (2! 3! hoping for better days, hoseok)

“when I say one, two, three, smile. forget all your sad memories, let’s hold our hands together and smile as we hope for better days.” (2! 3! hoping for better days)