He’s in your bedroom, and I am your best friend. I’m happy for you, but I can’t help but savor that you called me baby this morning when I cooked you breakfast. You love to do that: call me baby, stroke my knee. And all the hugs I cherish mean nothing, but— and all the nights you sleep over mean nothing, but— and all of the times you say I love you in the rain with raindrops glistening in your hair, and we should have gone inside, but you had lip gloss like dew drops on your lower lip, and I wanted to kiss it off, but I didn’t— that means nothing.
He’s in your daydreams, and I am your best friend, baking cookies by the pound because you’ve had a rough week, and biting my nails to drown out the sting of the conversation. Today’s the day you confess that he plants fast-beating question marks in your chest like bombs, and plays rat-a-tat on your ribcage with his crooked smile— today’s the day you confess that he makes you feel all the ways you make me feel. “You should tell him,” I said. Now the rain is streaking down the window as I warm my hands above the stove and try not to glance at the closed door.
He’s in the parking lot, and I’m in your bedroom, caressing your shoulders as you spit half-baked curses turned inward. You cry, “He’s so stupid!” and, “It’s all my fault.” He’s blind, he’s blind, he must be blind, to reject someone like you. You ball my shirt in your mouth and scream. So tonight, I cook you dinner as you line the shot glasses with salt and sliced limes. He’s blind, he’s blind, he must be blind, so we drink for every day wasted thinking about that crooked smile, and you end up in my lap because I’ve pulled you there. He’s blind, he’s blind, he must be blind, as your hand runs up my thigh and slips beneath my shirt, as your glassy eyes fill with something like love, as your soft stomach meets mine and your hand strokes my neck. I’m blind, I’m blind, I must be blind, because as I lean in for our kiss, you call me his name.
140707 TLJ fanacc - call from Hae: Hyuk just finished shaking hands with a Japanese fan when he got a call from someone. he didn’t even put his phone on his ear but just pressed answer and screamed at the speaker “wae!!!! wae wae wae wae wae wae!!!!!” turned out it was donghae, they talked a bit then hae video-called him kkkkkkk the fan said hyuk looked nervous and self conscious when he got the call..
Do you think EXO left hidden messages for EXO-Ls in their songs ???
Dear “My Lady,”
Do you remember when we saw “the first snow” together on “Christmas day”?
You looked so “beautiful” like a mysterious “black pearl” under the “moonlight.” At that moment I knew I had to “run” to you and make you my “angel.”
From that moment on, you became “the star” I looked for every night, my “miracle in December,” my “first love.”
I used to ask myself… “What is love” before I met you. Now “my answer” is …
Love is… wiping your tears and whispering, “Baby, don’t cry,” because it’s “my turn to cry.”
Love is… waiting for you to “call me, baby” so I can shower you with “kisses and hugs” and keep telling you how much I “love, love, love” you.
Before I met you, I didn’t know it was possible for me to “overdose” on your “tender love,” but now I can’t get enough of your presence “3.6.5” days a year.
“Baby,” we can make “history” together, so please, “don’t go.” You’re the “lady luck” who brought me out of the darkness and into the light, the one who became my lifeline, my breath of life.
Remember when your “mama” used to tell you fairy tales? I can’t be “Peter Pan” and freeze time, but “what if” I told you I can take you in a time “machine” back to “December, 2014” when I asked you… “You ‘love me, right’”?
And you finally said yes.
Normal people would have had butterflies in their stomach, but all I heard was the sound of “thunder” pounding in my chest like a “heart attack” waiting to happen.
I “promise” I can take you on an “exodus” to “El Dorado” and show you how all the riches in the world, all the beautiful things you deserve, just to show you how “lucky” I am to have you by my side.
Trust me, I’m no “playboy” and I won’t “growl” at you like a predatory “wolf.” Instead, I’ll be the “transformer” that will protect you for the rest of your life.
Our journey together hasn’t been the smoothest road, but I know that if you give me another chance, I will never “hurt” you again. We’ll become inseparable like “two moons” under the starry sky, shining together, forever.