can i be that guy

Lance: When i was in the Garrison had a crush on a guy in my class & didnt know how to deal with it so I wrote him a letter that just said “get out of my school”

Saturn in the 5th experience

It’s the experience of not knowing what to do. Having fun is a foreign concept as a kid. Your idea of fun is playing grown-up games. In particular I loved to play Animal Crossing because I could own a house, pay my mortgage, talk to my neighbors, and fish. It was the fun of being responsible. It was the fun of knowing that life isn’t all about having fun. In fact, I almost never had experiences. I was too scared to ask my parents. I felt like fun was something other people could have. I felt like creativity was meant for others. Relationships were meant to be for the long-haul. Saturn whispers in your ear that if it isn’t long-lasting, don’t do it. You’ll regret it later. So you ball up into yourself thinking that it’s best to keep to yourself and not do anything crazy. You don’t realize you’re robbing your young self of experiences.

Or are you?

Because Saturn teaches you that it’s ok to have fun once everything else is done. You can enjoy life when you have attended to all of your duties. As you grow, he smiles encouragingly as you take the first steps into experiencing all that this life has to offer. You go out to parties with knowledge floating in the back of your head that will keep your night spectacular. There will be no near-death experiences for you. Your relationships will be serious in nature because you seek out those who are serious as well. You skip the heartbreak and go straight to the soulmate style love because Saturn told you to wait. Keep your head down. Don’t go after the playboy. Your art will have a lasting quality that will stand the test of time because you took your time. You placed your love, your heart, your soul into it. Saturn took notice. He knew you could handle the lesson he wanted to teach you.

they come in millions,
dropping and touching 
the earth like snowflakes,
yet they are not snow

blanketing the earth
in a warm white 
as they fall 
from the branches 


it is only for a moment
of spring that they bloom
before they drop,
but it is so lovely


the way they make room
for something more

—  white dogwood blossoms || O.L.

Ladies and Gentlemen, I ashamedly present to you what I did instead of the art I’m actually being paid to do (*europeanly shoves this at @forovnix*)

anonymous asked:

You're writing is amazing. Okay? No joke. You writing has brought tears to my eyes. I've never been able to connect with stories the way I can connect with yours. You describe everything so amazingly and it makes me feel like I am a part of it. Not sure if any of this makes sense- I'm quite sleep deprived. But just ughh. Marry me <3 :P

ARE YOU SERIOUS??? Awww anon seriously thank you so much!!! That really means a lot to me & I’m so glad that you like my writing <3 <3 <3 <3

ALSO - I ACCEPT YOUR MARRIAGE PROPOSAL

anonymous asked:

I tried to read wolf guy but I rlly didn't like it? Idk there was so much rape in it it made me so uncomfortable and idk I feel like it was only for deepen Akira's Man Feelings and the overall plot was pretty meh

We all have, my friend, different tastes and preferences. While the rape scene was indeed a way too long (I’ve got all the volumes in Japanese and the scene starts in 7th volume and ends in 11th volume so…) otherwise I enjoyed Wolf Guy tremendously. I know such a dark story which contains such “easy” themes as kidnappings, mass murders, gang rape (also a rape towards a man), murders and partly also cannibalism because Haguro eats Akira’s cut off fingers in his twisted extacy isn’t really… how can I say it… eh… “general audience’s” thing. 

I must say I don’t know how the original story from 1970′s is and I definitely need to read it someday and see how much the plot has been adjusted. Is the original plot as dark and twisted as the version I have read I wonder? I do know Haguro kidnaps Aoshika in the 1970′s version and she gets abused.

But, I have always loved dark, twisted stories which are well told (and well drawn). And Wolf Guy is definitely my kind of a series, hands down. I fell in love with it the first glance and I followed it from the very beginning when it started 10 years ago. Haguro is the best villain I have seen in any medium if you ask me haha.

I also love Oyasumi Punpun to death and Nozoki Ana is great, too! Oyasumi Punpun is a very heavy story, but still in a different way than Wolf Guy. It contains themes as domestic violence, mental health issues, hallucinations, murders, suicides, violence in relationships, child abuse, insane religious cults, cult suicides ect. Nozoki Ana it’s just an erotic story with very lovable main characters, but it has some twisted kinky elements.

You don’t have to like it. Absolutely not. Yet, no one’s dislike for something I love won’t make me love that thing any less or deem it as “bad”. I’m a way too old for such group pressure or need for validation to my likes and dislikes from others  haha :’DD

I hope you have found some manga which you enjoy as much as I enjoy of Wolf Guy! Let me know if you have any recommendations; I’m honestly always open for suggestions as there’s zillions of different manga series and it’s easier if someone points out “I liked this, you should try it, too.”

Happy Selfie Friday!! 

Today I received my diplomas, so I can say that I finally… FINALLY!! finished uni 🙊

Now the world of adulthood is waiting for me…noooo i don’t want to grow up!, I finish an important stage in my life and now it’s timeto start a new one. I couldn’t have done t without the love and support of all of you so THANK YOU!!  ❤ There were many times that i wanted to quit and i even questioned my desire to study what i studied, but i made it, it wasn’t easy but i did it ☺ and now i feel proud of myself for not giving up. And here is a little message for all of the students out there, “I know it’s hard, the stress becomes your closest enemy, and self doubt is a regular thing, BUT DO NOT GIVE UP!! remember why you decided to do it, keep your goal in mind and try as hard as you can to overcome these problems, because at the end you will make it, you will accomplish your dreams and the happiness will overwhelm you, IT IS WORTH IT! , so do your best and keep fighting!”  😁 

when u almost get hit

I’m so sorry...

A while back (like a week or so) I asked for prompts because I didn’t have many fic ideas. Many of you sent in requests and I am so grateful!! However, lately I can’t seem to bring myself to sit down and write any of them. 

I feel so crappy about it, and I’m sure one day I’ll get slapped across the face with a way to write them but I just wanted to let you know why it’s taking me so long  to get them done. 

Hope you can deal with me and have patience about this. 

…on the plus side, I’m less than 10 away from my next 100. Which is crazy since I just hit 600 at the beginning of this month.. So thanks for liking my stuff and tolerating the swarm of emotions that has colonized in the creative parts of my mind. 

six movies i can watch anytime
tagged by @yourrfriendlyneighborhoodhapa

1. moulin rouge 
pls i just love this movie lots ok :(

2. 10 things i hate about you
i have this movie in my itunes

3. a werewolf boy
I ALSO HAVE THIS MOVIE IN MY ITUNES  FUCDJKSKASJ

4. nacho libre
i have zero explanation for this

5. the girl who leapt through time
there was a point in time when i watched this 3 days in a row

6. blades of glory
tag urself im the cameraman giving the thumbs up (couldn’t embed another video so just click the link!)

tagging: @samementha @selectclosedcaptioning @ahjuicy @chanssoo @lovinthesoo @baekhyunsbabe @star-gaxing @kenmasneko @brenyeol

I was going to delete the post from yesterday, but all your kind messages and likes really did make me feel so much better so I think I’m going to leave it and look back when I have more bad days. Thank you all so much for caring @xxsimologyxx @johnnyzest @ughplumb @bericlain @simmy-squad @rosecoffeesims @stormkid @weirdlydazedscissors @szanne7000 you all have a special place in my heart 💕

hey guys. i love u all!!!

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OOC: Hello!!!! Okay I really did not wish to do this anytime soon, but I just feel rather bad >///< I have seen a bunch of my lovely followers a picture of themselves in RL, and some of my friends are requesting for me to show myself. I am not very photogenic, and I am quite awkward/shy. But I do not feel that it is right that you all are showing off your beauty with your lovely personalities, and I tend to avoid uploading something xD;;; This is probably the most recent photo I have a couple of weeks ago. I went to a wedding, and it was my first American wedding I had been too. It was so very much fun! Anyway, I hope this doesn’t bother anyone or upset….here goes nothing >//////< -runs away-