On Earth As It Is In Heaven-Part 3
Summary: You escaped death once but that may not be the scariest obstacle you have to face. It’s hard to trust a demon, but is a night between the sheets enough to convince you of his love?
A/N: Warnings include: Smut and a little bit of violence.
I thought this would be the final part but I decided to split it into two, so this is a bit of a filler chapter but hey-hot demon Calum smut sooo…I’ll post part four sometime after this if you guys want so message me/request if you actually want a part 4!
“Absolutely not.” His voice was affirmative as he shut you down, folding his arms over his chest and staring down at you through the darkness.
You sat up, switching the bedside lamp on.“If we don’t go then we’ve already lost our chances.”
Calum sighed, shaking his head. “It’s too dangerous, I’m not risking your life.”
“Well if I die, won’t I just be reincarnated and we can try again? I really don’t see a downside to this.”
“It’s not that simple Y/N. Once you’ve given me your soul there’s no turning back. This is our last chance at happiness and if you die…” He struggled to swallow a lump in his throat as he explained. “If you die you won’t be coming back and I’ll have lost you forever.” You could’ve sworn you saw his entire face flicker in a mixture of fear and sadness as he explained what the possible repercussions of your idea could be.
“And if we don’t Cal? Then I’ll never remember you and I might as well be dead.” You deadpanned and immediately you saw his whole body stiffen.
“How do you know you won’t remember on your own? You said yourself that some memories have been coming back right?” He asked hopefully.
“I just know Cal. Unless we go to the garden I’ll never get my memories back.” You tried to reason but he was having none of it.
“I’ve been waiting so long for you to love me again angel. I just don’t want to lose you.” He furrowed his eyebrows in anger.. “I didn’t ever think this would be my life. I thought we would be together for eternity and now look at us. Two ex-angels on the run from God and hell and Death and everything in between.” He spoke bitterly, getting up from the bed and stalking over towards the door.
“Calum wait!” You threw the covers off and ran towards him, catching his wrist in your small hand.
You brushed the fringe from his eyes, taking his cheek in your hand so that his wandering eyes would meet yours. “We’ve been through too much to stop now. We owe it to ourselves to try.”
His expression was pained as he took your wrists in his hands, his voice lowering to an almost inaudible decable as his eyes flickered back to the raw black color. “How could the purest angel ever fall in love with a demon from hell?”
You offered him a small smile, tilting his chin down so that his eyes met yours. “I never stopped loving you Cal. I just forgot how to.”
His eyes melted back into the deep brown shade you had grown to adore as he stared down at you with a newfound passion. He gripped your hips, slipping his fingers under your tee shirt and circling his fingers over your sensitive skin. “Well then, how about I refresh your memory?”
He grabbed your face and pulled you in, smashing his full lips onto yours, reaching back down your torso and wrapping his strong arms around your waist. You moaned into him as you grabbed fistfuls of his shirt and giving it the slightest of tugs, signaling him to remove it. He happily obliged, stripping himself of his shirt revealing his toned body and leaving himself in nothing but his tight, black skinny jeans that seemed to be growing tighter and tighter the more he kissed you. He didn’t hesitate to rip off the shirt you wore, leaving your chest bare in front of him. You took a few steps back, pulling him with you like a dog on a leash, still keeping your lips connected. You felt your knees hit the bed and with a slight push from Calum, your back hit the soft sheets, his body falling on top of yours. His hands fiddled with the waistband of your sleeping shorts as if he was waiting for your permission to take them off. You nodded, giving him the permission he needed.
“You’re my heaven, angel. My own personal heaven put on this earth just for me.” His voice was gruff as he pulled your shorts off, leaving you in only your underwear. “What do you say angel? Are you going to give me a taste of heaven?”
You whimpered in response, rapidly nodding your head and pulling his lips back to yours as your nimble fingers worked at the button of his jeans. Catching onto your hint, he quickly kicked on his jeans off, followed by his boxers and letting his growing erection out of its confinements.
“I missed you so much. I’ve waited so long. And now you’re mine again.”He rasped, his fingers pulling at your peaked nipples before he captured one of them in his mouth and swirling his sinful tongue around the sensitive bud.
You could feel the wetness seeping to your core as he lifted his mouth up to speak into your ear, his raspy voice sending chills down your spine.
“Just a little taste baby.”
“I want you-need you- so bad Calum.”You groaned, pulling at his hair.
“What do you need angel? Use those pretty lips to tell me what you need.”
“I n-need you inside me.”
“You’ll have to do better than that baby.”
“Oh God, Calum I need you to fuck me. Use your thick cock to fuck my pussy and make me feel good, Cal i’m so ready for you, please!” You cried out, the words falling out of your mouth without a second thought.
“As you wish angel.”
He entered you slowly at first, his hands trailing down your body and his lips leaving kisses down your jawline. Soft moans fell from his lips as he pushed deeper and deeper inside you, his length filling you up completely.
“You feel…feel so good angel.” He whimpered as he began thrusting in and out of you, quickening his pace as he rotated his hips. One of his hands gripped your breasts, kneading it in his palm as the other gripped your leg, pushing it down to the mattress so he could thrust even deeper inside you so that his balls slapped against your firm ass.
He continued like this for what felt like hours, using his fingers to rub on your sensitive clit, his mouth spreading kisses along your entire body. His pace was steady, the rhythm matching your mixed breathing. His body shone with sweat, giving him an almost angelic glow as his strong arms held him just above you.
“C-Calum.” You whined as you felt the familiar bubble of a climax brewing in the pit of your stomach. His teeth nipped at your earlobe whispering sweet nothings in your ear though his voice was becoming choppier and you could tell he was close to finishing as well.
“Oh God I’m going to come baby, going to come inside you. I-I need you to come with me okay? I want it to be to-together.” He gasped, chest heaving as he squeezed his eyes shut, preparing for his orgasm.
“Open your eyes Cal. Look at me.” Your voice was the final push he needed for his release and following your command, his eyes shot open and met yours.
To your surprise they were pitch black, and you couldn’t help but let out a gasp at the sight at the two inky pits that overtook his once brown irises. Calum buried his head in your shoulder as he released his load inside of you, grunting as he flopped back down on top of you. But you achieved no release as the image of his blackened eyes burned in your brain. You had let your guard down whereas previously you had been prepared for his soulless eyes to make an appearance. But in the middle of heated sex? You were not ready for his demon essence to make an appearance with his cock buried deep inside you.
“I’ve waited centuries to feel you again angel and hell, you felt so good.” He moaned breathlessly, sighing in content as he pulled out and flipped over to lay beside you.
“Calum your eyes.” You whispered, your naked body shaking. Calum’s picked up his head from the pillow and turned to face you shaking his head so his eyes faded back to their normal brown shade.
“It’s okay Cal, it just shocked me that’s all.” You offered him a weak smile.
“I’m sorry, it just happens by itself when I get worked up is all.” He grinned, tracing his finger between your breasts, causing you to suck in your breath and his eyes widened at the realization that he was the only one who had climaxed.
“No matter what color my eyes are, no matter if I’m a fallen angel, a human or a demon from hell, I will always love you. It is always going to be you for me and neither the glory of heaven nor the torture of hell will change that.” He whispered between kisses as he forged a trail down your torso.
“Mmm Calum.” You moaned as he nestled himself between your open thighs. He pressed his lips to the inside of your thigh, biting down ever so slightly to build you back up again. Finally, he pressed the flat of his tongue against your opening, licking a stripe up your slit ending with a flick of his tongue against your swollen clit as you moaned his name and threaded your fingers through his hair.
“Does my angel like it when I suck on her pussy?”
You could only moan in response as he inserted two fingers inside of you, his tongue continuing to lap at your wetness like it was a fine meal. His fingers rubbed over your small bud and then reached up to cradle your breasts as he continued to tongue fuck your pussy. “Angel you taste so sweet. You’re so good to me angel, so perfect. Oh god, this pussy was sent to me from heaven. Made just for my mouth…and my cock.” He purred, praising you.
“I’m gonna…gonna…” You stuttered and you could feel his smirk against your core.
“Let go angel. Let go for me.”
In a rush of heat you could feel yourself hitting the edge, grasping both at the sheets and Calum’s dark locks as his tongue and his fingers brought you to climax and with a final moan of his name you came violently, all over him.
You sighed in relief as he crawled back up the bed to lay next to you, wrapping his arms around you as you both snuggled in a comfortable silence.
“Alright, we’ll go.” He broke the silence with a sigh as he stared off in the darkness, proving his hesitancy, but you only smiled, kissing his cheek to show your gratitude.
“We’re going to figure this out Cal, I promise.” He gave you a soft smile, tilting your head towards him to press a chaste kiss to your forehead.
“We better. I won’t lose you again Y/N.”
You gave him a peck on the lips before settling back into bed with Calum’s arms still securely wrapped around you. You knew you couldn’t fully love him without all your memories back, but the feeling inside you now with his arms around you and the sound of his breathing lulling you to sleep, you couldn’t help but feel you were pretty damn close anyway.
“I love you Y/N.” His voice echoed in your ear.
The dawn broke through the window, stirring you from your sleep. You had been having a lovely dream, or what you assumed to be a new memory, of Calum but as surely as the sun had rose, the memory slipped away from you and your grunted in frustration.
“Look who’s awake.”
“How long have you been up?” You questioned, gesturing to his fully clothed and fully awake form which was a stark contrast to your groggy demeanor.
“I don’t really sleep actually.”
“Yeah like ever. It’s a demon thing. I think it falls under the category of personal punishment because wow do I miss sleeping.” He exhaled, as he began picking up your previously discarded clothes and tossed them on the bed. “You ready to go?”
Pulling on your tee shirt and a pair of jeans you tossed your hair up before Calum dragged you out of the cabin and headed towards a sleek, silver Audi that certainly hadn’t been there yesterday and clicking it unlocked.
“Where the hell did you get this? What about the motorcycle?”
“I’m not risking using the same vehicle twice so we’re switching it up. Get in the car.”
“No.” You crossed your arms as your kindhearted nature took over. “I refuse to help you steal a car.”
“Who says we’re stealing it?” He asked defensively, but you raised your eyebrows at him. “Its more like borrowing.” He mumbled.
“No, I’m not doing this.”
“Just get in the car, I’ll deal with it later.” He was beginning to get annoyed, but still you refused him.
“Get in the fucking car Y/N.” He seethed, struggling to keep his temper under control. Centuries of being a part of a legion of demons had tainted his once angelic soul, and while he tried to keep the outbursts under control sometimes mind over matter just wasn’t enough.
“I said no!” Your refusal reverberated all the way into his chest where a deep growl was beginning to form. Calum was across the parking lot in a flash, his hand gripping your arm as he towered over you; his scowl menacing as he dug his fingers into your skin.
“Are you forgetting that I fucking own you? You sold your soul to me princess which means you do what I fucking tell you to. Now get in the goddamn car.”
You could hardly recognize the man standing in front of you now. With his soulless eyes and hard set features he was so much different than the soft individual who had made love to you last night. His demon side had completely taken over and that terrified you. A single tear trickled down your cheek and you struggled to wipe it away before he saw. Wrenching yourself out of his grip, you ripped the passenger door of the Audi open and climbed inside. You curled up on the leather seat, turning your back to the driver’s side door as Calum climbed in after you before starting the engine and screeching out of the drive way of the cabin and speeding down the highway. His steely expression remained as he drove, but it softened slightly at the sight of a steady stream of tears rolling down your cheeks.
“Y/N…” He reached out to place a hand on your thigh but you flinched.
“Don’t touch me.” You hissed. “Or do. I guess you can do whatever you want since you own me.” You spat, the venom in your tone obvious.
“Y/N don’t be like that.” Calum scolded. He felt guilty, but the part of him that was still stuck in his demon ways was glad he had such power over you. He wished it could be different. He wished that he could go back to the angel who only had eyes for you instead of this creature who was so torn between loving you and hurting you. Eden was his only hope now and you might not even survive it.
Staring out the car window, you tried hopelessly to dry your tears, but they would not cease. Last night had been an absolute dream and you were so sure that Calum had been changing from the heartless demon you had met at the crossroads. But his actions just now had disproved everything and now you weren’t sure about anything.
How were you going to fall in love with someone who terrified you every time he lost control? He may say he loved you, but it was hard to be sure with how much and how quickly he changed. You needed certainty, and if what you saw in your dreams was true, then Eden was the only place you were going to get it.