( i think its about time i go back to writing. i still have preferences req since last yr :( ) “can you do something about y/n is confused between ash and cal thanks
“How was your day lovely?” Your boyfriend Calum asked
“Everything was fucking bad, but you’re here now.” You answered
“Aww, my girl is so sweet. How about we cuddle?” He asked
“Hi, Cal! Its nice to see you here again Pal.” Your father greeted Calum
“Was that supposed to be sarcastic or what?” and Calum giggled “Nice to see you too Sir, do you mind if I go upstairs with your daughter? No dirty shits I swear.” Your father lauhed and he nodded
You and your boyfriend went upstairs and start cuddling, talking about everything and just laughing.
You touched gis tattoo and you told him that its the most wonderful thing in the world, and he smiled in return.
“How about we go out? Like lets have a dinner or something?” You asked him
“Lets go then…” You and Calum went to a fancy restaurant and you were just so happy to be with him
You looked at him in his eyes and you saw how much he cares, and how much he loves you.
But you thought of him again… Ashton.
After your dinner, Calum drove you back home and he left you outside with his jacket on because its freezing.
“I had a nice time babe. I love you.” And Calum kissed you “I love you too.” “Goodnight sweetie, I’ll see you tomorrow.” He whispered “How about your jacket?” you asked “You can have it.” And he left.
You were about to go inside when you saw someone near the tree…
“A-ashton? W-why a-are you here? What are you doing?”
“I was just planning to see you, but then I saw Hood kissing you. That fucking asshole.”
“Wait, why do you even care. We are not together. We were never together.” You say nonchalantly
“WELL, Thats the fucking point. I want an us. I always wanted an us, but that Hood get in our way and now guess what? No more us. No more fucking us.“
“Its your fault… if you didnt lie, I would’ve chosen you… Calum is a great guy, he does what he promise to do. He’s honest, and he never lie to me… not like you.” You almost choked the last words, but you have to say it, and you finally did.
“You still love me, I know it. Do you wanna know something he’s not? HE IS NOT FUCKING ME. We are different.” You looked at him in his eyes and you dont know why but, you were lost… its like you dont know whats going on around you.
“I…” You stutter
“You what? Ha? You cant say anything because you know Im right.”
“You think i still love you? Ha. Calum is much greater than you. I know you guys are different from each other. SO DIFFERENT.”
“Come on, Y/N… He’s gay. He doesnt love you the way I do… I mean he doesnt love you the way I did fuck." you were so confused at that moment. You dont know what to feel, but you’re just there looking at him.
"I’ll prove you, why Im better." He pushed you to the tree and he kissed you hard. Aggressive, but sweet, its like theres a spark. You dont know whats happening. You wanted to push him, but you cant. You dont know why you cant. You wanted to shout help, but you cant… instead… you kissed back.
And now the realization hit you. You are now kissing your ‘almost your boyfriend before’ infront of your house while you are dating Calum. He was still kising you and you pulled his hair and you lean in closer, you felt his lips moved into a form of a smile. He moved away and he said
"Remember how good that fucking feels everytime you kiss Hood.” He winked at you and he smiled and you were left there… dumbfounded.
You touched your lips and you remembered everything you and Ashton have done together, the fun, the pain, everything.
But you remembered Calums tattoo, how it feels to cuddle with him, his sweet words, his cute face, his respectful way of showing you affection, you remembered him… Calum
But remembering Calum, didnt stop you.
“Ashton wait, I love you.”