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Grey’s Anatomy 13x22 “Leave It Inside” Sneak Peek #2 - April and Andrew consult with a fiery patient who has a giant, inoperable heart tumor. Meanwhile, Alex and Eliza are at odds over the treatment of a young patient; and Stephanie and Ben make decisions that could affect their careers.

There’s a reason I said I’d be happy alone. It wasn’t cause I thought I’d be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It’s easier to be alone. Because what if you learn that you need love and then you don’t have it? What if you like it, and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it, and then it falls apart. Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It’s like dying. The only difference is, death ends. This? It could go on forever.
—  Grey’s Anatomy 7x22

Callie from Cali. 22. Korean-American.

I like going outdoors, also dance when I’m not working. (ARMY) Not really looking for anything, unless you hit me with a bus making it obvious. 

Submitting again since I met a lot of cool people on here. Get some sun with me and Santa lol

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Since I am determined to take minor spoilers in a positive direction until Shonda rips my half full glass of wine out of my hand and tosses it in my face, here is another way of reading the episode 22 synopsis:

Callie and Arizona disagree about what is best for Sofia

So, Calzona hook up in 20 after fighting. In 21 Arizona confesses her love. Callie initially rejects it, but ultimately caves and dumps Penny.

In 22, Calzona are fighting because Arizona wants to do things as a family and Callie doesn’t think it is a good idea to get Sofia’s hopes up. Callie is willing to break her own heart again to be with Arizona but not Sofia’s.

How does Arizona rip our hearts out? She takes the stand for Ben, whose patient died but he saved her baby and she talks about making the decision to try to save her own child even though it meant the love of her life could die. Because that is what mothers do.

Natalie tweeted this on March 11 when she was visiting Shondaland. If a Calzona story is finally starting, of course Shonda would give it to Natalie and Lesley to break.

So, per @jcapluver ’s anon, what if all of the fighting in episode 20 leads to a bit of something, something between Callie and Arizona? Say it’s just a kiss even. But then episode 21 could be both of them processing what it all means. They are divorced! They’ve been divorced for years. Callie is finally happy again with Penny.

Arizona finally admits to Richard that Callie is the love of her life. Of course she is jealous of Penny. But she wants Callie to be happy. Does Az go for it or let it go? I think Callie might just let it go.

In 22, Callie and Arizona now have all of this sexual tension back at the fore and are arguing again. This time it is over what is best for Sofia. Maybe Arizona’s life changing decision in episode 19 has come up. Arizona filed papers to legally adopt Sofia and Callie thinks it is punishment because she didn’t agree to go back to Az.

Ultimately, Callie really and truly hears things from Arizona about how much she loves being a mom, and now she has more to consider. Does Callie dump Penny in 22? Maybe. But Arizona may be slightly upset with her. So issues.