caem

tagged by: @eternalfaction @littlebadger @aethrl @gavestrength @withperfecttempo And whoever else tagged me!! [ Thank you so much!! ]
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muse:

Name:  T.oshiro H.itsugaya
Nickname: Captain, Shiro - chan, Short stack, Captain twinkie, E.t.c
Zodiac Sign:  Sagittarius
Gender: male
Favorite Color:  Blue, Green, and White.
Average Hours of Sleep:  Whenever he has the time.  – He rarely sleeps accordingly.
Last Thing You Googled:  How do you kill an immortal person?
Height:  4′4″ pre- skip // 4′ 5′ Time - skip.

mun:

Name:  Joshua // Caleb
Nickname: Caem, Cable, Pg - 13, Nerdlord, Toshnipper, Frosted flakes, E.t.c
Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
Gender:  Namekian. [ Male ]
Favorite Colour:  Red, Black, Silver. Dark colors, mostly tbh.
Average Hours of Sleep:  6 - 7+ 
Last Thing You Googled: I forgot. – But it was a word’s definition. 
Height:   5′7″

Tagging: I don’t know who has yet to have done this !! So, Just steal it !! B’)

Ficar longe de você fez com que meu sentimento diminuísse, mas não acabasse por completo. Mil anos podem se passar e eu ainda vou continuar amando você, sei disso. Mas ficar longe de você diminuiu a necessidade, a urgência, a intensidade desse amor. Mas basta eu te ver que uma enxurrada de sentimentos cai sobre mim. Basta eu te ver de longe, mesmo sem trocarmos uma palavra, mesmo sem nos olharmos, eu sinto tudo que um dia eu senti, toda aquela vontade de você, sinto o meu coração pulando no peito como antigamente. Basta eu te ver para as lágrimas brotarem nos meus olhos, e eu simplesmente não consigo segurá-las, porque essas lágrimas são como a ansiedade que eu sinto agora e me fazem escrever mil cartas sem sentido que você nunca, nunquinha lerá. As lágrimas rolam pelo meu rosto, borram o rímel preto, mas eu não consigo parar de chorar. Essas lágrimas caem por tudo que aconteceu, por tudo que você fez para mim, por tudo que você não fez e nem tentou fazer. Por todos os erros que você cometeu e pelos erros que eu cometi também. Essas lágrimas são fortes, são como espinhos, elas me cortam, e enchem a minha cabeça de perguntas: Mas por quê? Por que você me abandonou quando eu mais precisava de você? Por que você reapareceu na minha vida, mentiu e depois sumiu de novo? Por que eu sempre sou tão estúpida a ponto de acreditar em você? Por que eu estou aqui, escrevendo essas coisas, pensando em você sempre e sempre, enquanto você não tem nem coragem de me olhar nos olhos? E por que, diabos, eu insisto em te amar com todas as forças que existem em mim?
—  Enamorava

anonymous asked:

I need some drama. How would the chocobros + Cor react to finding out that their s/o is secretly suffering from immense physical pain but she didn't tell them because she didn't think it matter and they need to focus on Noct's mission?

Oh my gosh.

Noctis is completely shocked, because really, he’s going through something similar––now that King Regis is dead, the Crystal is draining Noctis’ energy, which is why he’s always so tired. He’s hurt that you didn’t feel comfortable telling him, because he knows how serious it can be. You assure him that you’re fine but he doesn’t buy it, and does everything he can to help you get better. He asks you to stay put in Lestallum, but you tell him that you won’t leave his side. Instead, he decides to put things on hold and stay with you until you’re better. You’re thankful, but protest that he has a greater mission than just staying at your bedside. He just gives you a look and tells you to rest, and that if you won’t abandon him, he won’t abandon you.

Prompto probably has the most visceral reaction of everyone. He freaks out when he sees you stumble, and then realizes what’s going on. Tears blur his vision as he hauls you to your feet, and you tell him that it’s alright, that you want to keep going. He pulls you aside at camp and begs you to stay in Hammerhead where Cindy and Cid can take care of you, but you refuse, saying that you won’t leave him, and you won’t leave Noctis. He knows better than to argue with you, but always holds your hand and stays with you while you’re traveling.

Gladio is angry, only because he thinks that your pride is making you do stupid things. He thinks it’s a poor decision to keep going when you’re in that much pain, and tells you to stay behind with Iris in Caem so that you won’t get hurt. You fight with him about it, telling him that you won’t leave Noctis’ side because of some silly injury. Gladio roars at you that he loves you too much to lose you, and it shuts you up immediately. You start to cry and he envelopes you in his arms, whispering apologies into your ear. You decide to stay with Iris until he comes back, giving yourself time to recuperate.

Ignis is stunned. He knew that something was wrong when you got increasingly quiet, but he didn’t realize the extent of your injuries until one day, you collapsed in his arms. He immediately brought you back to camp and went through his supply of curatives until you were able to open your eyes again. He asks you why you never said anything, and you told him that you never wanted him to see you as weak. He promises you that he would never regard you that way, and holds you close until you fall asleep. Every pit stop that you make, he always asks around for new potions and healing spells to help keep you as comfortable as possible.

Cor is silent when he sees you lagging behind. You can tell by the look on his face that he’s upset, or worried, at the very least. He walks over to you and lifts you up onto his back, carrying you back to Hunter HQ. He’s quiet as he dresses your wounds and checks for any other damage. You’re embarrassed, only because you didn’t want him to have to take care of you or see you as lesser. He quietly tells you that he can’t lose any more of the people that he cares about, and that if there’s something wrong, you have to tell him. He won’t stop you or hold you back, but he needs to know. You swear to him that you won’t keep anything from him again and he rests his forehead against yours, satisfied.

saudade
  • “— E o que a gente vira quando vai embora de alguém?
  • E o Senhô respondeu:
  • — Uns viram pó. Outros caem igual estrela do céu. Outro só viram a esquina… E têm aqueles que nunca vão embora.
  • — Não? E eles ficam onde, Senhô?
  • — Na lembrança.”