just thought I should let tumblr know also; I’m meeting Mark Sheppard in 11 days and going to give him a booklet full of kind messages people want to tell him. Feel free to reply to this with something or message it to me and I will screenshot it and add it in!
Wow, this left me quite surprised. For what I can tell things didn’t end smoothly between Mark and SPN. But he’s very talented, so I’m sure the job offers are already pouring in. I like that he corrected Jim and was honest with the fans.
It had been
a week since Jensen left the house and went to stay with Jared and Genevieve.
Genevieve had stayed the first two nights, only going home during the day, but
you insisted that she go home to be with her husband and her boys where she
needed to be. While your husband was at her house as well.
felt like it wasn’t even in your chest anymore. Like all the little broken
pieces were being swept away every time you thought about Jensen not being
there. Which was every second of the long week.
been hard, but you were an actress. You could pretend for everyone else that
you and Jensen were still together. You could pretend that nothing was wrong.
You could last until you got home to break down and cry yourself to sleep night
part was going to bed alone. There was too much room. Jensen’s side of the bed
being empty was the hardest pill for you to swallow. You missed him. You missed
his warmth. You didn’t know if you would ever have him with you again.
Mark is fucking pissed and I would be too! He was killed off as though he were nothing but a cockroach! He deserved better! Crowley deserved better!
For the people who say “Mark is taking this personal!” I DIRECT YOU TO @lucifer-in-leather and her post about how he was killed off with her thoughts about it because damn she read my mind!
As for Mark, the fandom and family still love you all the same, if not more. Fuck the writers. Not for killing off Crowley, but for the fucking way they did with absolutely ZERO respect for you and all the hard fucking work you’ve put into this show and this character!