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just thought I should let tumblr know also; I’m meeting Mark Sheppard in 11 days and going to give him a booklet full of kind messages people want to tell him. Feel free to reply to this with something or message it to me and I will screenshot it and add it in!

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Here is Part Two in “This Love”

Pairing: Jensen x Reader
Words:  1286

-Jensen and the reader talk about what happened-

Warning: angst. talk of miscarriage.

A/N: If you want tagged, send me an ask.


         It had been a week since Jensen left the house and went to stay with Jared and Genevieve. Genevieve had stayed the first two nights, only going home during the day, but you insisted that she go home to be with her husband and her boys where she needed to be. While your husband was at her house as well.

           Your heart felt like it wasn’t even in your chest anymore. Like all the little broken pieces were being swept away every time you thought about Jensen not being there. Which was every second of the long week.

           Filming had been hard, but you were an actress. You could pretend for everyone else that you and Jensen were still together. You could pretend that nothing was wrong. You could last until you got home to break down and cry yourself to sleep night after night.

           The hardest part was going to bed alone. There was too much room. Jensen’s side of the bed being empty was the hardest pill for you to swallow. You missed him. You missed his warmth. You didn’t know if you would ever have him with you again.

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Mark is fucking pissed and I would be too! He was killed off as though he were nothing but a cockroach! He deserved better! Crowley deserved better!

For the people who say “Mark is taking this personal!” I DIRECT YOU TO @lucifer-in-leather and her post about how he was killed off with her thoughts about it because damn she read my mind!

As for Mark, the fandom and family still love you all the same, if not more. Fuck the writers. Not for killing off Crowley, but for the fucking way they did with absolutely ZERO respect for you and all the hard fucking work you’ve put into this show and this character!